I am an emotional person, and I often do something inexplicable for the sake of a surge of blood, of course, inexplicable, and it is not at all comparable to the current situation, when Lin Qianxiao cried like this in front of me, I didn't say a word, and hugged her deeply, deeply, deeply into my arms. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The people next to us looked at us with different eyes, but I didn't want to pay attention to it at all, go and step on the horse, whoever dares to oppose Lin Qianxiao now, Lao Tzu will smash his dog's head.

"It's okay, Qianxiao, cry, cry in my arms, it's okay." But she didn't cry out loud, just twitched her shoulders slightly, tears wetting my shirt, but it didn't matter, she should be able to hear my warm and powerful heartbeat.

This kind of hug is pure in my eyes, I didn't have any evil thoughts, and there is only one thought in my mind at the moment, which is to make Qianxiao feel better.

I have always felt that Qianxiao is too normal, after dealing with her mother's funeral, at the end of the funeral, people are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless? She had only that one thing to rely on, and now?

Although it is true that there is no need to worry about food and clothing, the spiritual rout is really quite terrible, and there is a sentence that I think is particularly interesting, called, the city that cannot be integrated, and the hometown that cannot be returned.

It's hard for me to imagine that Lin Qianxiao is guarding her mother's spiritual position at home alone, except for the old village chief and Master Wang, there are almost no relatives to help, and the cold fall is not enough to describe such loneliness, it is really a frequent guest in the sad autumn, I now realize that I am just a mouth cannon player, I don't want to try at all, and I dare not try this life, this kind of despair living in the deepest depths.

How lonely is that?

I could feel, really, that she was like a rootless weed, fluttering, fluttering, drifting, not knowing where to go.

Zhang Ailing said that life is a gorgeous robe, which is full of lice, this sentence is also quite applicable to Lin Qianxiao now, she is wearing the clothes we bought and donated, which are all good materials, but the sadness that suddenly rose in her heart was enough to tear her small body.

Why did the sky let this girl from a poor family give birth to such a beautiful and beautiful woman?

It is to make poverty appear more noble and miserable!

Before Lin Qianxiao's mother died, what kind of life did they live, just like Qianxiao said, that is, a piece of cold sweet and sour pork ribs, cold years, cold everything, eating other people's leftovers, how much sadness there is in this sentence.

"Jiang Ye, you, why are you so good to me, to me, you know clearly, I, nothing, nothing, you are so good to me, I, also, why, how did you leave you?" Lin Qian smiled in my arms and choked up as she said these words.

"Qianxiao ・・・・・・"

"I'm thinking, Jiang Ye, if you are really a bad person, you want my body for the first time, and show your ugly face the first time, how good it would be, at least I will let go with peace of mind, I won't mind, even if I am drowned in the darkness of the cold night, I don't have to think of the smile that flashes all the time when I think of you." Lin Qianxiao's words contain sadness and poetry.

For a moment, I had no way to speak, and I had no way to answer, and one of my most fragile heartstrings was suddenly broken.

"I've thought about it, I've thought of a lot of ways, I also want to be friends with them, I also want to, to be a normal girl life, but I can't do it, say those polite and kind words, every word must be careful, I and them, it's not the same world, the excitement is theirs, I have nothing, there is not so much happiness to tell, and what the classmates in the dormitory say on weekdays is not incompatible with me at all."

"This is normal, at this age, no, it's the girls in today's society, most of them are ordinary and shallow lives, the people around you chat, it's nothing more than the brand of lipstick, the color number, the style of various clothes, the new bags, the TV series in which the stars participated, all of them are superficial, without thinking, in the real sense of the wind and snow, rotten, with their dispensable pride and senseless vanity, fiddling with two specious words, sharing those things that they think are high-quality on Weibo, Listening to songs that are nothing, but they are happy like this, and this is a common phenomenon of life.

"But what about you, you don't use WeChat, you don't use Weibo, nothing, you only read books in the library, look at the basics you brought during exam week, Jane Eyre? Pride and prejudice? Another time is the Six Stories of Floating Life? It's all serious books, and there are probably not many people who read serious books now, so I can't say it's your fault, it's the world that's wrong. "I'm quite a second-class student, and I slammed it senselessly, interjecting and beating the department, hoping that Qianxiao would feel better.

I watched Qianxiao and was silent again.

"At least Qin Wan and Su Rong won't be like this, right, and Yu'er Dongfangyue? I think I'll accompany you to do what you like, right? I hurriedly asked.

"They're all good, but they won't accompany me to do what I like, Jiang Ye, well, that's good, it's different."

"What's the difference?"

"They're so good to me, probably, it's all because of you, right?" Lin Qianxiao hesitated, but still spoke.

"Hey, indeed, Qianxiao, you're too quiet, many times, I don't even know you're around, you won't have any opinions, you won't have anything, and it's weak to refuse." This is actually nonsense, I thought about it, Wan'er and them, it is indeed because of me, Su Rong doesn't like Lin Qianxiao very much, Qin Wan's attitude towards Lin Qianxiao, although pitiful, but now it seems to be more of a faint estrangement.

If you want to say that Lin Qianxiao and the girls in the dormitory are not in the same world, then it is even more difficult to get along with Qin Wan and Su Rong, this is not to say that everyone's personality is not good, this is a kind of barrier that cannot be spoken.

The barriers created by the living environment and thinking mode, I can think of it, Qin Wan and Su Rong's kindness is almost like charity, which determines the status of both parties, this really can't be regarded as friends.

"I like to be quiet, to read quietly, to eat quietly, to watch the night alone."

"Okay, quiet is quiet, someone is rolling in the red dust, then someone is singing on the edge of the red dust, I mean, I just bought you the mobile phone, you still have to do a good job of research, go online, monthly package and free wireless in school, no need to use in vain, in fact, I think you want to integrate, you can completely integrate into their lives, the water of the waves is clear, you can wet my hair; The water of the waves is turbid, and you can wet my feet, right? ”

"I'll try it, Jiang Ye." Qianxiao's face was still stained with tears, but she didn't cry anymore, she still restrained her mood.

"As for what you said, why do I want to be so good to you, in fact, I can't answer it, Qianxiao, my feelings for you, may be complicated, but indeed, very selfish, pure selfishness, I don't know how to describe it, you are like a dream of me living in a shop window, I don't want to allow anyone to trample on such beauty, but because you are a dream, but I can really touch it, so, I'm very entangled now, I said so many things that I don't know, cough cough, you must not understand, right?"

"Jiang Ye, I like to be quiet, quiet reading, quiet eating, and watching the night quietly."

"Well, didn't you just say that?"

"There's one more thing, quiet..." said the last two words, and Qianxiao became silent again.