Chapter 9 [Shang Dong Cuisine] (9)
Not long after the turmoil subsided, Lin Xiaoxi came to ward 215 with a slightly solemn mood. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
What the kid said just now, even she couldn't help but be moved, not to mention her own daughter, who was not determined in the first place.
If you don't make choices for the fate of others, the door of life can only be opened by yourself...... Is it ......
The fact that a mere high school student can say such a philosophy of life has put a situation that could have been easily won into a quagmire and a dilemma.
From the very beginning, she didn't take Murong Youli and a few people in her eyes, how much trouble can a teenage little hairy girl make, she even bought the plane ticket in advance, and decided that the final winner was herself.
Until Jue Ling's appearance changed her opinion.
Those words made her wake up to the fact that her daughter had been bound by herself since she was a child, and she had such examinations and surgeries to make her daughter's life miserable.
It is also because of this that Shang Dongcai will put forward the request to return to China to live an ordinary life when he is dying.
At that time, she wanted her daughter to finish the last journey of her life in an ordinary and happy way, and Lin Xiaoxi agreed, but when it was time to part with life and death, she wanted to struggle again and send her daughter to the extremely risky operating table.
But she never listened to her daughter's thoughts from beginning to end, and her persistence in going her own way has plunged into chaos, which is a mother's sorrow.
Walking slowly to the bed, my daughter was covering herself with a quilt. She gently pulled the quilt down, and said softly with an extremely reluctant smile:
"I'm going to cover myself under the covers and get more breathe."
Shang Dongcai lay on the bed, unable to see her expression or speak, her arms resting on her forehead, as if she was asleep.
Lin Xiaoxi said silently, and said after a long time: "They are gone." ”
The voice fell, and there was a ten-second pause, and Shang Dongcai replied in a muffled voice: "Well, I know." ”
"Are you really so reluctant to go abroad for treatment?"
"What about the success rate?"
Lin Xiaoxi was silent, unable to say the answer to this question, and those top doctors said that everything can only rely on miracles, and the success rate is ...... Not.
Marvel? There are so many miracles in this world!
Yes, a miracle will not befall Fuona, her fate is like being cursed by a demon, why should I bet Fuyuna's fate on that ethereal miracle!?
Lin Xiaoxi closed his eyes, exhaled a long breath, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes had returned to the clarity of his usual vision, and he asked in a condensed voice:
"If your mom didn't force you to go to treatment, would you be willing to go back to living an ordinary life with mom and dad? Or do you want to stay here and have fun playing with your seniors?
Which side will you choose, Dongna, that boy is right, your life is up to you. ”
Shang Dongcai's body trembled after hearing this, which was an instinctive reaction brought by sobbing. Mom and seniors have repeatedly regressed for themselves, but they are still cowardly and unable to make decisions.
Both sides are very important to her, but they can't have both. She is confused, who is more important to family or friends?
Choosing to abandon one side, she can't do it, she would rather drift with the tide than choose.
"I see." Lin Xiaoxi got up and saw the answer from her daughter's reaction. The daughter puts the two choices on the balance of equality, and she has already lost.
On the one hand, I have been with my parents for more than ten years, and on the other hand, I have been friends for a few months. She lost completely in terms of emotional cultivation, and every time she pushed her daughter onto the operating table, she didn't consider her daughter's thoughts.
The approach was right, but the communication was neglected.
For the sake of her daughter, and to make up for her regrets as a mother, she decided to let her daughter go one last time.
"Tomorrow I will inform them to take care of you, please forgive mom for her previous mistakes, I'm sorry, Fuyuna, mom can't spend the last few months with you."
Shang Dongcai hurriedly raised his head when he heard this, and looked at Lin Xiaoxi in confusion.
"I'll change my ticket to tomorrow morning, and I'll probably go to the airport tonight, and promise Mom, you must have a good time, Dongna."
"Mom... Mother? ”
Shang Dongcai was stunned, and subconsciously stretched out his right hand, wanting to keep Lin Xiaoxi. But when the words came to his mouth, his heart was confused again.
Isn't that exactly what you want? Why are you so reluctant?
"Dongcai, don't feel guilty, the guilty person should be my mother, I haven't listened to your opinion well, and I have let you live in pain for more than ten years.
After more than ten years of getting along, my mother is enough, and you can spend the rest of your time with your friends. Mom promises you that she will definitely come back to see you one last time......"
Before Lin Xiaoxi finished saying goodbye, Shang Dongcai opened his mouth and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Her hands pinched her thighs tightly, as if she couldn't feel the pain, she fell into a deep self-blame, it wasn't her mother who was wrong, it was herself, she should have gone back with her mother, but ......
"Dongcai, don't cry, you didn't do anything wrong, and Mom and Dad won't blame you."
Lin Xiaoxi walked to the side of the bed and hugged Shang Dongcai tightly, and also cried.
"Mom, let's be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, the flight range doesn't need to be changed, before Monday, I want to have a good chat with my mother and have fun."
"Hmm." Lin Xiaoxi nodded and agreed, very moved, but couldn't stop crying.
……
At 10 o'clock the next morning, Lin Xiaoxi helped Shang Dongcai go through the discharge procedures.
Shang Dongcai wanted to report it to the music club, but Lin Xiaoxi stopped it, saying that he wanted to keep it for three days and surprise the music club.
In fact, it is a simple revenge mentality, and I want to make the girls in the music club anxious for a few days.
Hence the farce that followed. During the period when the mother and daughter were visiting the Winter Love City, the music club was busy and went crazy.
At night.
Shang Dongcai took a shower and returned to the bedroom, where her mother was checking something on her laptop, with a strange smile on the corner of her mouth.
"Mom, what are you looking at? Didn't you say that you weren't busy with work? ”
After listening to her daughter's words, Lin Xiaoxi turned off the computer and said with a smile: "I found a set of interesting photos, I have asked people to print them, and they will probably be sent tomorrow." ”
"What kind of picture?"
"We'll find out tomorrow." Lin Xiaoxi played dumb riddles and avoided talking about it: "Go to bed, tell your mother about the interesting things you encountered in China." ”
"Hmm."
The mother and daughter lay on the bed and talked, talking and laughing, and experienced such warmth for the first time.
And at this moment, the phone rang, it was a string of unfamiliar numbers, and Lin Xiaoxi answered the phone.
"Hey, who is it?"
"What about the agreed? You just broke the contract casually? Saying that he wanted to give us a chance, he secretly left with Dongcai, you elder should open my eyes, I overestimated your character, and I was stupid to participate in this agreement that doesn't count......"