Chapter 10 Spring Festival
During the Spring Festival, Nan Wudan came back from Hangzhou, she promised her parents to go home for the New Year, but because of Zhao Weicheng, she actually changed her attention, she went back to Siping, that day she and a few colleagues took the company's car, extended the road to visit customers, set off at six o'clock in the morning, and arrived in Siping at two o'clock in the evening, Zhao Weicheng did not sleep, he has been waiting for Nan Wudan's call, so as to pick her up. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
"I've arrived."
"Well, I'll pick you up where you are."
"Right at the door."
After hanging up the phone, Mr. Li said: "Nan Wudan, can you do it alone, or I'll let Shi Lei send you home." ”
"No thanks, just a few steps."
"Well, then you be careful, remember to come to the company for a meeting tomorrow."
"Okay, I'll go first."
Nan Wudan was carrying her luggage alone, and when she went to the stairwell, she met Zhao Weicheng, Zhao Weicheng was wearing a very dark dress, and she looked very sleepy, and the moment she saw Zhao Weicheng helping her carry her luggage, she felt that there seemed to be some strangeness between them.
"Nan Wudan, I'm tired from the car, let's take a bath and sleep first, and I'll pack up my things tomorrow."
"Hmm." Yes, I'm tired, and I have to go to the head office early tomorrow morning. At this time, it was too late for Nan Wudan, so she took a shower and went to bed, Zhao Weicheng came over and lay beside her, as if there were a lot of words missing.
It was dawn, Nan Wudan went to the head office, Zhao Weicheng also went to work, when he came back from work in the evening, Zhao Weicheng went to take a bath, Nan Wudan used Zhao Weicheng's phone, she wanted to call a friend, because she needed to roam, so she used Zhao Weicheng's mobile phone, she didn't expect this to see, she was stunned.
She found unusual information in Zhao Weicheng's mobile phone, she saw the message in the inbox, she thought it was a joke between friends and Zhao Weicheng, but when she saw the message sent by Zhao Weicheng in the outbox, her heart really hurt.
"My dear, I trust you so much, how can you go behind my back and have a relationship with other girls?" Nan Wudan sat on the sofa in a daze, no wonder she was a little strange and abnormal when she saw Zhao Weicheng last night, can time really talk about everything?
Zhao Weicheng came out of the bathroom and saw Nan Wudan sitting on the sofa without saying a word, she didn't make a fuss like other women, just sat quietly and didn't say a word to Zhao Weicheng, Zhao Weicheng knew that she had seen it, so Zhao Weicheng desperately explained to her.
"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, you listen to me, she took the initiative to find me, I didn't have anything to do with her, I promise to ignore her again." Nan Wudan just sits, she ignored Zhao Weicheng, and she didn't shed tears.
"Nan Wudan, can you say something?"
It took a long time before Nan Wudan moved his body and looked at Zhao Weicheng.
"Your illness has something to do with her, right?"
"No, Nan Wudan, there is nothing between me and her, she took the initiative to find me."
"But why didn't you refuse, then you acquiesced."
"No, Nan Wudan, I promise I won't pay attention to her anymore."
"Okay, I'm tired."
So Nan Wudan lay on the bed, but she couldn't sleep at all, which woman can sleep with peace of mind when she encounters such a thing, she is looking for the reason, why Zhao Weicheng is like this, where is she not good enough, Zhao Weicheng also came over, lying beside her, she turned around and hugged Zhao Weicheng, crying: "You tell me, where I am not good enough, can you tell me?" ”
"No, Nan Wudan, you're good, you're really good."
"But why?"
"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"
"You know, I can't let you go, please don't leave me, okay?"
"No, I won't leave you, sleep."
A woman, if she really falls in love with a man, can forgive her countless times. Nan Wudan forgave Zhao Weicheng, she didn't quarrel with Zhao Weicheng, and didn't say anything because she loved him too much.
Later, a friend told Nan Wudan that it was her and Zhao Weicheng's mutual friend Shi, and Nan Wudan went shopping with Shishi, and Shi said that she knew the woman.
"Nan Wudan, I know, that woman's name is Xiaoyue, Zhao Xiaoyue, she always finds excuses to find Zhao Weicheng, Zhao Weicheng and Xiaoyue really have nothing, he ignored her, don't think about it."
But why did Zhao Weicheng send such a message to Xiaoyue, why?
When Nan Wudan left Siping to work in Hangzhou, Zhao Weicheng gave the mobile phone to Nan Wudan, she saw that the mobile phone also had a message from the woman named Xiaoyue, it was actually a yellow message, it turned out to be her, Zhao Weicheng didn't use a mobile phone for a long time, but the number in the mobile phone and mobile phone inbox are the same, Xiaoyue has not changed the phone, and still uses that mobile phone number.
Nan Wudan knew that they had known each other, but it shouldn't be so close, and later she found Xiaoyue's name in Zhao Weicheng's notebook, and at that moment she understood that there was a monetary relationship between them, so he couldn't have too aggressive words about Xiaoyue.
Zhao Xiaoyue, a tour guide, after all, is a person who walks the rivers and lakes, it is not simple, she caught Zhao Weicheng like this.
Zhao Weicheng once said to Nan Wudan that he wanted to find a daughter from a rich family and let him work hard for a few years, at that time, Nan Wudan thought that Zhao Weicheng was just joking, just talk about it, could it be that Zhao Weicheng really did this, Xiaoyue is a Siping person after all, and the conditions are obviously much better than Nan Wudan, except that he is not very good-looking when he is older.
In the following days, there were a lot of words between Nan Wudan and Zhao Weicheng, it was those messages that affected their mood, Zhao Weicheng kept asking Nan Wudan for forgiveness, but Zhao Weicheng how could he, he said that people like Nan Wudan should not be hurt in any way, he said that he would not let her be hurt, but Zhao Weicheng forgot, it was him, the person Nan Wudan loved so much hurt her, how could she accept it.
"Nan Wudan, aren't you going home for the New Year?" Finance Manager Chen asked her.
"Well, I'm not going back."
"Oh, let's go to my boyfriend's house."
"Hmm." Nan Wudan just smiled, in the eyes of others, she was happy, because she had Zhao Weicheng, such an excellent man, but who knew the real pain in her heart.
Manager Chen always thought that Nan Wudan's boyfriend Zhao Weicheng was working in the government, because Zhao Weicheng's work clothes were very similar to the work clothes of the government affairs hall, and he remembered that once the company's products had a problem, Manager Chen also wanted to use Nan Wudan's relationship to let Zhao Weicheng help, so Manager Chen called Nan Wudan
"Nan Wudan, isn't your boyfriend working in the government? Can you ask him for a favor? ”
"The government, no, he doesn't work in the government."
"Oh, I didn't see him in government uniforms last time."
"The clothes are a bit similar, but he also works in the beverage industry, but not the government."
"Oh, that's fine."
On the day of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Zhao Weicheng answered a lot of calls, but he still accompanied Nan Wudan, and he did not get up to go home until the afternoon, and he hugged Nan Wudan. Say to her:
"Nan Wudan, originally I wanted to accompany you after the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner before leaving, but my mother kept calling, and she was angry."
"It's okay, you should go back on this special day, go back quickly, I'm fine."
Zhao Weicheng's mother called him over and over again, so Zhao Weicheng left Nan Wudan and left, she didn't dare to take Nan Wudan home, because in the eyes of Zhao Weicheng's parents, they were separated and nothing.
Nan Wudan knew, she understood, on this special day of family reunion, she had no reason not to let Zhao Weicheng go back, but she returned to Siping for Zhao Weicheng, she lied to her parents, saying that she was going back to Siping head office for the annual summary meeting, love really makes people so crazy, Nan Wudan has been a good child in the eyes of her parents since she was a child, so her parents believe her, but they know that Nan Wudan made such a choice and suffered a lot, but she never told her parents, she knew that her family couldn't help her, It will only increase the burden on them, so she bears it silently alone.
Tonight will be a sleepless night for Nan Wudan, she stood at the door, watching Zhao Weicheng's back gradually go away, many colleagues thought that Nan Wudan returned to Siping to celebrate the New Year with Zhao Weicheng, but no one knew that their seemingly happy surface also hid too many tears.
Nan Wudan went to wander around the street alone, looking at the lights of thousands of homes, walking carelessly alone, letting his tears flow, and there were strange eyes around him from time to time, whether it was sympathy or suspicion or ...... She couldn't tell the difference, she didn't want to pay attention, the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve should be the happiest, she should have been with her dearest people, but because Zhao Weicheng was alone on the streets, she hadn't eaten the New Year's dinner, so she walked to a high-end restaurant, she wanted to enjoy it on this special day, but the waiter said to her, "I'm sorry, we are not open today." Xu saw that she was so desperate alone, and the waiter looked at her with a little contempt, "Look, can you afford to pay like that?" ”
Nan Wudan continued to walk on the road, and walked to an Internet café called "A Net Love", which was very deserted, yes, there would be no one on such a day, fortunately it was still open, so she chose a seat casually, asked for a box of instant noodles, and just passed this special day, logged in to QQ, many strange friends sent messages to her, but she was unable to go back, she sat with a sad expression, staring at the computer blankly, without any emotion, she even wanted to scold the stranger who sent her a message.
The phone in front of the computer rang, it was Zhao Weicheng who called, Nan Wudan knew that Zhao Weicheng would call her, it would be, no matter what, Zhao Weicheng is a person of great affection, he once said that he would not let Nan Wudan suffer any harm, but now, Zhao Weicheng is powerless to decide all this, Zhao Weicheng has guilt and apologies in his heart, so Zhao Weicheng will call Nan Wudan, even if there is no such relationship between them, for an ordinary friend on such a special day, he should also give a greeting.
Nan Wudan was very angry and didn't answer the phone, Zhao Weicheng called over and over again, she just looked at the computer blankly, as if she didn't hear the phone ring, the waiter walked up to Nan Wudan, "Miss, your phone is ringing." ”
"I know, thank you." Nan Wudan politely replied to the waiter, in fact, she wanted to yell at the waiter in her heart, "It's your business", but she still suppressed the unhappiness in her heart, she picked up her mobile phone, pressed the shutdown button, got up and left the Internet café.
Nan Wudan didn't want to go back to the house without Zhao Weicheng, every minute was torment for her, so she continued to walk around the street, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians, on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, presumably everyone was hiding in the warm home, the wind was very strong, blowing her shivering, she wrapped her coat, she couldn't help but be a little afraid in her heart, such a deserted street, what if you meet bad people?
Nan Wudan walked and walked, she smelled a smell of alcohol, looked up and saw that a drunk man blocked her way, she wanted to escape, but the person grabbed her shoulder and shook "You, why do you do this to me, why, why do you ......" It turned out to be a person who was in sympathy with the same disease, she didn't resist, just looked at the man in front of her stupidly, yes, they are all the same sad people, but men can get drunk, but she can't. She suddenly threw the man and slapped, "You're drunk, wake up!" The anger that had been suppressed for too long finally broke out, and it was actually a man who was in such a situation as himself, but this slap seemed to fall on his face.
Nan Wudan casually stopped a taxi, she was tired. Back to her and Zhao Weicheng's house, she turned on her mobile phone and lay heavily on the bed, it was Zhao Weicheng's phone again, Zhao Weicheng was worried about her, she knew that Zhao Weicheng would keep calling her, because Zhao Weicheng couldn't find her, Zhao Weicheng would definitely be in a hurry. Zhao Weicheng knows her too well, and she knows Zhao Weicheng too well.
On the other end of the phone, Zhao Weicheng cried and cried, for the first time in so long time, Zhao Weicheng cried in front of Nan Wudan.
"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt someone who loves me so much on this special day, but I don't dare to take you home."
"Honey, I don't blame you, I understand, I know."
"Your family has never been able to accept me, but my dear, if you really love me. We can face it together, I can wait, we can give you time, but you can't accept their arrangements just because that's it. Nan Wudan thought in her heart, but she never spoke. She knew that Zhao Weicheng didn't love Xiaoyue.
Zhao Weicheng on the other end of the phone kept crying, and his voice was getting louder and louder.
"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, I'll go back to accompany you early."
"No, it's okay, you should spend more time with your parents, I'm fine, I'm fine, don't cry, okay? If your family hears it, I'm a sinner again, and I can't afford it. ”
It was the first time Nan Wudan heard a man crying so sadly, and it was a man she loved deeply, she hated, she hated herself, putting Zhao Weicheng in such a situation, but she didn't want to give up, she loved him too much, she really loved him. Zhao Weicheng's crying was heartbreaking, Nan Wudan's face was full of tears, and she couldn't help herself cry.
"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, didn't I tell you last time that I bought a house? Because I didn't have enough money, I borrowed it from Xiaoyue, we used to know each other, we were friends, and then ...... In my heart, I care about you, I'm sorry, Nan Wudan, can you please forgive me? I promise you that I won't pay attention to her anymore. ”
"Honey, promise me not to cry and not to let your family hear, okay? I forgive you, of course I forgive you, because I really love you, even if you don't want me anymore, I will love you, you know, I can't live without you, and I don't want to leave you. ”
Zhao Weicheng told Nan Wudan all his thoughts, and after more than two hours of phone call, Nan Wudan knew that Zhao Weicheng loved her, otherwise Zhao Weicheng would not have been so heartbroken because of this.
So in those days, Zhao Weicheng called Nan Wudan every day.
"Nan Wudan, have you eaten?"
"No, if you drink milk, I will drink all the milk you bought." Nan Wudan said to Zhao Weicheng with a smile.
"What, you didn't eat and drank milk?"
"Well, what, you feel sorry for your milk, I'm afraid I'll lose it."
"No, no, can you go eat?"
"I don't want to eat, I can't eat."
"But you're not good for your health!"
"It's okay, I'm fine."
"Nan Wudan, obedient, don't let me worry, okay? You don't eat over there, and then my mom hears at home that you don't eat when you come back, what do you want me to do? ”
"You tell them I'm back."
"No, she heard me call you."
"Who told you to cry so loudly?"
"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, my mother will let me go back in the third year of junior high school, and I don't want them to be sad for the New Year."
"I'm fine, you can accompany them more, you are their baby, I am not qualified to rob them."
"Nan Wudan, remember to go to eat, I'll go back to Siping in the third year of junior high school."
"I see, thanks."
"What, you say thank you to me, do we need this between us?"
"Yes, thank you for being so good to me, why are you so good to me, if you treat me a little badly, maybe I won't be so dependent on you, and I won't make you so embarrassed."
"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry for you, I'll go back and tell you again, my mother called me."
"Well, I wish the second elder a happy new year for me."
"Okay, I will."
“886.”
“886.”