Chapter 66: The Clear Night Sky Is Full of Stars
"You're wrong, Gao Xuemei!" The voice behind her and the name shook Gao Xuemei's body. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Gao Xuemei turned around and saw Ma Fengkui standing behind her for some time. Gao Xuemei stood up and said in a trembling voice: "What do you call me?" ”
"Gao Xuemei." Ma Fengkui looked at her deeply, with complicated emotions flashing in his eyes.
Gao Xuemei's tears flowed out, and she looked at Ma Fengkui sadly, "You know what my name is." ”
"Yes, I didn't know that long ago." Ma Fengkui looked at Gao Xuemei and said sincerely.
Gao Xuemei smiled, but there were tears in her eyes: "Whenever I tell you that my name is Gao Xuemei, you accuse me unreasonably and say that I am making up stories to lie to you." Things have developed to this point, and you remember to call me Gao Xuemei. "But now she is no longer the Gao Xuemei she used to be! Gao Xuemei's heart was bleeding: "What do you want to do?" ”
"I want you to tell me once in person, your name is Gao Xuemei." Ma Fengkui's heart is trembling, she is really Gao Xuemei. Ma Fengkui couldn't help but clench his fists.
"If you want me to say it, I'll say it? Who are you? Gao Xuemei choked up and asked Ma Fengkui.
Ma Fengkui looked at Gao Xuemei sadly and guiltily. He knew he was doing something wrong. Look at what he hurt Gao Xuemei. He was anxious to explain to Gao Xuemei: "I just want to say that everything I do to you stems from-"
"It's already grinding my ears out of calluses, please don't grind, I don't want to hear anything now." Gao Xuemei interrupted him. Yes, Ma Fengkui wants to avenge his younger brother, because Zhou Yuehong is sorry for Ma Fengbin. But Ma Fengkui can't do such an excessive thing under such an excuse.
"I hate you beast." Gao Xuemei roared and turned around to leave Ma Fengkui's side.
"It's not what you think, I don't do that to you for revenge, but because I like you." Ma Fengkui stopped Gao Xuemei, wanting her to listen to the cry in her heart.
"Listen to me, Gao Xuemei, I-" Ma Fengkui finally mustered up his courage.
"Shut up! I don't want to hear any quibbles. Gao Xuemei screamed loudly. Breaking free of Ma Fengkui's hand, she ran away.
Looking at Gao Xuemei's back, Ma Fengkui's heart felt as if it was twisted by a hand.
Night.
The clear night sky is full of stars, and the lights in the room are bright and off. Ma Fengkui slowly wandered at the door, and in front of him was Gao Xuemei's room. But Ma Fengkui could only look at it stupidly, an invisible cover blocking his steps.
Ma Fengkui didn't dare to step forward, although he longed to gnaw his heart like a small worm, but he didn't dare to step forward to see Gao Xuemei. Ma Fengkui was afraid, afraid to see Gao Xuemei's angry eyes, afraid to listen to Gao Xuemei say some decisive words. He was even more afraid that he would be embarrassed in the face of Gao Xuemei.
She is Gao Xuemei, she should at least give Gao Xuemei the respect she deserves. But I really miss Gao Xuemei.
What to do now?
Ma Fengkui raised his head and couldn't help but ask into the air: "Show me the way, Ma Fengbin." "Since everything is because of Ma Fengbin. But let Ma Fengkui get into today's complicated situation. Ma Fengkui fell in love with Gao Xuemei, but found that everything he did was wrong. How can he save Gao Xuemei's heart? The heart that Ma Fengkui loved, but was hurt by Ma Fengkui.
He looked at the nearby cemetery and couldn't help but feel dazed.
The night was low. The moon hung high in the sky. Ma Fengkui looked at the full moon stupidly and hummed Mao Amin's famous song: "The Shadow of the Fence Wall".
The star is still the same star, and the moon is still the same moon.
The mountain is still the same mountain, and the beam is still the same beam.
The mill is the mill, the cylinder is the cylinder, the father is the father, the mother is the mother.
The sesame oil lamp was still creaking, and it was still lit so little.
Oh, oh, it's only the shadow of the fence wall.
Only the shadow of the fence wall is as long.
And the dog who watched the house barked so wildly.
The stars don't look like the stars, and the moon doesn't look like the moon.
The river is not the river, and the house is not the house.
The mule gave birth to a foal, and the black chicken turned into a colorful phoenix.
The sesame oil lamp has run out of oil, and the night in the mountain village is so bright.
Oh, oh, only the shadow of the fence wall is still that long.
Only the shadow of the fence wall was still as long.
The wall was crawling with carob seedlings.
……
The croaking of frogs accompanied by the whimper of the night wind in the distant forest made Ma Fengkui's heart fluctuate. Ma Fengkui stood in the wind, and his mind couldn't help but recall this unforgettable time with Gao Xuemei.
During this time, although Ma Fengkui was immersed in the hatred of mistakes, he lived a full life all the time, and Ma Fengkui's whole body and mind were filled by that little woman. Gao Xuemei's tears, Gao Xuemei's laughter, Gao Xuemei's annoyance, Gao Xuemei's relentless escape, everything about Gao Xuemei. Looking back now, Ma Fengkui's heart can't help but feel that those past events have a hint of sweetness.
He has long been accustomed to revolving his eyes around Gao Xuemei's figure every day, and has long fallen in love with the fulfillment of having Gao Xuemei by his side. Ma Fengkui couldn't imagine how he would face boundless loneliness in the future without Gao Xuemei.
But she is Gao Xuemei, she is not the Zhou Yuehong she hates. Then what other reason does he have to keep Gao Xuemei here?
However, I really don't want to let Gao Xuemei go, I really don't want to let Gao Xuemei go.
Then let yourself be selfish, Ma Fengkui clenched the branch in his hand. Tomorrow, he will sincerely apologize to Gao Xuemei and ask Gao Xuemei to forgive herself. He wanted to tell Gao Xuemei his feelings for her.
The birdsong in the morning is crisp and pleasant, but the cheerful tune can't dispel Gao Xuemei's deep sorrow.
Ma Fengkui finally knew that he had caught the wrong person, but this long-awaited result came too late. What can I do if I know, Gao Xuemei is no longer the Gao Xuemei of the past. Listening to Ma Fengkui call out her name accurately, Gao Xuemei only wanted to cry.
Nothing can be done again, nothing can be done.
Sad tears soaked Gao Xuemei's eyes, soaked Gao Xuemei's face, and soaked Gao Xuemei's strong heart became decadent and powerless.
After spending the whole night in a chaotic dream, in the morning, Gao Xuemei opened the door with a tired face. The melancholy eyes made Ma Fengkui, who was waiting outside the door, feel a pain in his heart. Gao Xuemei was so unhappy that her face was haggard and her eyes were slightly swollen. The high-spirited Gao Xuemei, the youthful and energetic, clever Gao Xuemei, and the strong Gao Xuemei allowed herself to be injured like this.
Gao Xuemei looked at Ma Fengkui in surprise, has Ma Fengkui been here all along? But he didn't go into the herringbone shack to disturb her. Looking at Ma Fengkui's eyes full of guilt and apology, Gao Xuemei's anger came to her heart again.
What is Ma Fengkui going to do, isn't Ma Fengkui's revenge enough? Ma Fengkui wanted to ask for something from her again. Gao Xuemei snorted secretly. When Ma Fengkui was transparent, he passed by him.
Ma Fengkui grabbed her wrist, and his voice was as low as a mosquito: "Where do you want to go?" ”
Gao Xuemei didn't look back: "You can't escape from this dead place anywhere." She looked down at Ma Fengkui, holding her hand tightly and said coldly, "Let go." ”
Ma Fengkui looked at her pale face and plain eyes, and slowly let go of his hand. Gao Xuemei's coldness made him panic, and Ma Fengkui was eager to defend: "I didn't mean to hurt you, I arrested you here because I thought you were the culprit who made Ma Fengbin commit suicide." If you can understand my feelings about the loss of a loved one, you should forgive me. ”
Gao Xuemei understood, if she didn't understand, how could she let herself stay in this cemetery and be tortured so much by Ma Fengkui?
She looked back at Ma Fengkui: "The Zhou Yuehong you want to arrest is my cousin." No matter what others think of her, she is still my dear. Therefore I willingly bear the sins that you have imposed on me. If you still don't think revenge is enough, you should go to the eighteen hells. Gao Xuemei's voice became poignant. She turned her head suddenly, not wanting Ma Fengkui to see the tears in her eyes.
Gao Xuemei's hatred made Ma Fengkui's heart tangled and painful. Ma Fengkui looked at her stupidly and said sincerely: "Do you really hate me so much?" Gao Xuemei closed her eyes, let the tears roll down, and then bit her lip and said, "Hate!" ”
Ma Fengkui looked at Gao Xuemei's distant back, and the distress in his heart couldn't help but come up again. Looking at Gao Xuemei's cold expression, Ma Fengkui couldn't say anything. How should Ma Fengkui know about this?