"Susu, remember? I once told you that I also have a sister. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Sister Qiqi turned around and took the two glasses of water on the table next to her, handed me one, and then she took a sip of herself. Signaled to me, I took a sip gently, the water temperature was just right, light water, there was no taste, could it be that Sister Qiqi had the habit of drinking boiled water before going to bed?

I drank water and glanced at Sister Qiqi, Sister Qiqi smiled at me, I held the small white porcelain cup in the palm of my hand, a little warmth melted into my mouth, and my heart felt warm in an instant.

The petite cup bottom is just in the palm of my hand, I really like such a delicate cup, but the top of the cup is the pattern of the photo of Sister Qiqi and her sister, I looked at Sister Qiqi incomprehensibly, is there really such a coincidence?

"This porcelain cup is custom-made by me, a set, there are only three, two are here with us, and the other one is at Enron's."

"Uncle Enron?" By the way, I haven't asked Uncle Enron where he went, did he go out? No way! It's so late, where else are you going?

"Yes, Su Su, my sister Song Fangfei is the closest relative between me and An Ran."

Hearing her mention the name Song Fangfei, I suddenly remembered the sixth place Fangfei Feiyu. Could Fang Fei Fei be Sister Qiqi's sister?

This sixth-place Fong Fei Fei Fei has been sitting in sixth place since I came here, but I have never seen any words about Fong Fei Fei Fish, which has always been one of the strangest things I have found in my "mind".

Since this sixth place has been occupied by Fang Fei Fei fish, where did she go? Why can she sit in sixth place without any works?

"Fang Fei died seven years ago, when she was just twenty years old." Sister Qiqi pulled her lips, wanted to laugh but didn't laugh, I could see that the grief in her heart was hidden by her efforts, which should be the reason why I think Sister Qiqi is weird.

"Passed away...... But Sister Qiqi, is Fang Fei not a fish? I still couldn't help but ask, "Fang Fei Fei is Fang Fei, that's her screen name." And the man she loves is called Fei Yu, not Yu is...... Enron. ”

Sister Qiqi's tears finally fell, her body trembled slightly, and she suppressed herself from crying.

I hurriedly handed Sister Qiqi a tissue, it was the first time I saw Sister Qiqi crying, so I was stunned for a while, at a loss.

Sister Qiqi has always been a strong woman, I have always admired her, not sad or happy, anything can be done in her hands, but I don't know that people who have always been so strong in front of outsiders will have a sad heart.

"Uncle Enron?" I wondered in my heart, but I still comforted Sister Qiqi. I know how painful it is.

When I was nine years old, my grandfather, who loved me the most, died of cancer.

At that time, I was too young, naïve and naïve to just know how to be naughty and playful, and I didn't know that the death of a person meant that we would never see that person.

At that time, I didn't even know how to cry, but then I gradually grew up...... I've cried, laughed, I've seen too many joys and sorrows in the world, and I've written too many stories of joys and sorrows in life, I thought I was strong enough, but I was sad when I saw Sister Qiqi so sad.

The past is in my heart, but too, I can't go back.

"Sister Qiqi, I'm sorry to mention your sadness." I hugged Sister Qiqi, and now I feel that Sister Qiqi is also such a sad woman, and now she can no longer withstand the little sadness and mundane things in this world.

It's just that I don't understand why she said that the man Song Fangfei loves is Uncle An Ran, but why is she and Uncle An Ran......

"Susu, make you smile."

Sister Qiqi raised her eyes, trying to smile, but I saw the bottomless sadness in her eyes, "Sister Qiqi, when everyone is sad, I also think of my sadness, and I want to cry too." I sniffed.

"But we all have to be strong to live, don't we? It should be regarded as the continuation of the lives of the relatives who have passed away. ”

Sister Qiqi let out a long sigh and continued: "It's been seven years, in fact, I'm used to Fang Fei's departure, but every time I think about it, I still feel sad. Ugh—"

However, who doesn't feel sad when it comes to the past?!

I know that Sister Qiqi has fallen into her memories, life is really impermanent, I still often think of dreams, more often I think of Gu Liansheng, I have never known what kind of emotions I have for Gu Liansheng.

When you understand, you can only deceive yourself, what is love? It should be like Mengmeng and Gu Liansheng gave birth to them!

I really hope they are living happily together now, but why do I feel a little sad in my heart when I think of this?!

"Susu, in fact, ......" Sister Qiqi wanted to speak and stopped, I looked at her, came back to my senses, and waited quietly for her to speak, but she didn't speak for a while.

I wanted to know, but I couldn't ask. "You must think it's weird, right?"

Sister Qiqi smiled bitterly, I hadn't answered yet, she continued: "Actually, An Ran and I are just a legal husband and wife, in fact, we don't love each other!"

"Huh?"

No way? Now I should be able to stuff an egg in my mouth, Sister Qiqi didn't joke with me, right?

But when I looked at her seriously, I didn't find the slightest sign of her joking, and then I knew that this sentence was not a joke, but they didn't love each other, why should they get married, what's the point?

In my outlook on life, I think that only people who love each other will get married, and what is the point of people who don't love each other together, even if they are married? It's just mutual torture!!

"I suppose you must think it's weird, right?" Sister Qiqi wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled slightly.

I saw her smile, and I smiled, but I didn't understand the meaning of her smile. Laughing, I nodded, and my intuition told me that Sister Qiqi would tell me all this, otherwise she wouldn't have deliberately let me stay, but I don't know what her intention was in telling me these things?

"I've always wanted to tell you, you must blame me for preventing you from being with Zheng Xiaoyang again and again, right?!"

Hearing this, I lowered my head in shame, in fact, in my heart, I complained about Sister Qiqi more than once. She knew that I liked Zheng Xiaoyang very much at the beginning, why did she say that she wouldn't let me contact Zheng Xiaoyang? When things got to this point, I realized that she was really doing it for my good, but I still didn't understand why.

"Susu, you are still too young, so there are some things that you still don't understand, I think you are grown up now, as for the matter between you and Gu Liansheng......"

I pricked up my ears and wanted to hear what Sister Qiqi said about me and Gu Liansheng, but she just smiled bitterly and continued: "I'll tell you about Fang Fei and An Ran first, as well as the matter between me!" I think, you should know my intentions, I think you have strange feelings for Gu Liansheng now. ”

I looked at her and wondered, how did she know?

"Don't look at me like that, ah! To tell you the truth, every time you mention Gu Liansheng to me, or I talk about anything about Gu Liansheng, you will be very nervous, and very serious, the important thing is that you can't control your emotions, isn't it?? ”

Sister Qiqi tilted her head and glanced at me, smiling evilly, and I had to lower my head again. But what does the matter of the three of them have to do with me and Gu Liansheng, do you need to laugh at me like this?

I lowered my head and pouted, Sister Qiqi is really amazing, so powerful that I don't even know what to say.

"You don't have to be like this, because you are now similar to Fang Fei's feelings for An Ran seven years ago."

"Huh?"

"Then I'll tell you the story of the three of us, the only difference between you and Fang Fei is that you are not too deep now, and Fang Fei back then is already hopeless. In fact, Su Su's Gu Liansheng is already your best friend's boyfriend, I advise you to forget about him. It's normal to even ** these days, you are only together because you are drunk, so no one has to be responsible for anyone, and it doesn't make any sense to say it. ”

"I know, Sister Qiqi, I have always regarded him as my brother, and that time was an accident."

"I hope so."

Sister Qiqi didn't look at me anymore, but her eyes looked at the photo of Song Fangfei on the wall, and slowly opened her mouth: "Seven years ago, 'Xinyi' was still a very small magazine, so small that she had to beg for a life in the faces of other magazines, and later An Ran joined 'Xinyi', and at that time An Ran was still in love with Fang Fei. They met on the Internet, Fang Fei's screen name was Fang Fei, and later changed her name to Fang Fei Fei after she fell in love with An Ran, and An Ran's screen name was Fei Yu at that time, because he changed his net name to his real name after Fang Fei committed suicide. ”

"Suicide?"

My hands trembled, and my heart was cold.

"Yes." Sister Qiqi kept looking at Song Fangfei's photo and didn't look back, and continued: "I heard that An Ran came to 'Xinyi' to work, and Fangfei also came to 'Xinyi' to help. At that time, the 'heart' was very hard, relying on me and my mother to support me, and there was no extra money to hire employees. Fang Fei was in college, and because there was no extra money for me to go to school at that time, I spent all my money on Fang Fei. Fang Fei and I are twins, I was born before her, but she is more talented in everything than me, so my mother and I have always wanted Fang Fei to go to college, so that there will be a guarantee and a good way out in the future. And Enron has graduated from college, and Enron at that time was indeed very handsome, talking, learning, and the ability to see things, and he could also see through the hearts of others. My mother was so angry that she fell ill because Fang Fei dropped out of school, and she couldn't get up again, so she just stayed in bed all the time. ”

"Later, because of Enron's strong ability and the presence of Fang Fei, I handed over my 'heart' to them, and I took care of my mother wholeheartedly, and only occasionally went to see 'Xinyi'."

"Later, because of Enron's unique market vision and Fang Fei's good communication methods, 'Xinyi' became more and more famous, and because of this, I had less time to 'Xinyi', at that time, my mother was more seriously ill, but at this moment An Ran and Fang Fei loved like glue."

"Actually, I'm very relieved that I didn't go to college, as long as I work hard, I will get ahead one day, I always said to my mother. But every time my mother saw Fang Fei, she would scold her, she didn't want her to be with An Ran, scolded and persuaded, Fang Fei didn't listen, I never understood why my mother would oppose Fang Fei and An Ran being together, I think it's very good! But my mother often nagged me that Fang Fei would be ruined by Enron, and I didn't understand. In the stage of 'Xinyi' development, my mother actually forced Fang Fei to leave Enron with death, but Fang Fei just refused, and in the end, Fang Fei never came to see her mother again. ”

I also think it's very strange, so two people who love each other, why did Sister Qiqi's mother break them up?

"I always thought that my mother was against An Ran and Fang Fei because she was sick and had a bad brain, and it wasn't until she died that I knew that my mother's head had always been clearer than anyone else."

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"Later, my mother became more seriously ill, and 'Xinyi' became more famous, to be honest, 'Xin' was developed by An Ran and Fang Fei at that time, and it was because of the development of 'Xinyi' that Fang Fei was ruined."

"Why? Sister Qiqi, isn't the development of 'mind' a good thing? ”

"Yes, I thought so at the beginning, 'Xinyi' was born from scratch by my father, and it was not developed in his hands, but it was also worth being happy when it was developed in the hands of his own daughter."

"Sister Qiqi, what about your father? I've never heard you talk about it. ”

"I died, I died many years ago, but my mother didn't tell me the cause of death, she just said for sure that my father died, and Fang Fei and I were brought up by my mother and suffered a lot, and my mother told me that my father may not be dead after Fang Fei committed suicide, but she didn't tell me where my father was. When Fang Fei died, my mother didn't remember anything or anything, and I never took my mother's words seriously. ”

"Why did Fang Fei commit suicide, Sister Qiqi, aren't you all good?"

"I said just now that it's because 'Xinyi' is more famous, of course, more famous is richer and richer, and it is also because of this that An Ran changed her mind, this matter was told to me before Fang Fei committed suicide, I always thought she said this because of a conflict with An Ran...... Unexpectedly, Fang Fei jumped from the top of the 'Xinyi' building before dawn the next day, on the twenty-sixth floor, when she fell, she didn't have a little good flesh and blood all over her body, and the blood was splashed everywhere......"

When I said this, I saw Sister Qiqi tilting her head, but tears fell on the pure white quilt.

"Sister Qiqi......" My voice was also crying, and I couldn't imagine the bloody scene of my relatives in front of me.

However, I was very scared, and suddenly I thought, if I also jumped from the twenty-sixth floor, Gu Liansheng would shed a tear for me? My body trembled a little, and I realized how stupid and sad I was!!

"I'm fine, I just don't want you to repeat the path Fang Fei once walked." Sister Qiqi lay on my lap and cried "woo......

After a long time, Sister Qiqi came out of her grief and continued: "Since 'Xinyi' became rich, An Ran began to look for all kinds of girlfriends, at first Fang Fei didn't know, and then someone called to scold Fang Fei, Fang Fei still didn't believe it, thinking that this was a prank by other women because they envied her and loved her. Because of this, An Ran knew that Fang Fei would follow him even more intensely, until six days before Fang Fei committed suicide, a woman with a small baby found Fang Fei and told her that it was An Ran and her own child, Fang Fei didn't believe it, and then the woman brought the paternity test and some intimate photos with An Ran. After An Ran came back, Fang Fei made trouble with her, and the trouble was very bad, An Ran finally beat Fang Fei, Fang Fei ran away from home, An Ran didn't tell me, when I asked, he said that Fang Fei was on a business trip, and I didn't pay attention. In fact, I don't know all this, Fang Fei told me in person the day before she committed suicide, who knew that the next day, she would ......"

"Sister Qiqi, why is this happening, they are so affectionate."

"I think so too, at the beginning I laughed at them for being more affectionate than Liang Zhu, but in the end they were separated by yin and yang."

"Sister Qiqi, let's mourn." In fact, there is no point in saying this, what is meaningful?

Silence is the best way to express it.

"Later......" Sister Qiqi sniffed and continued: "Later, An Ran sent the woman and the child to his own countryside, I went to see the child once or twice, and it was really very similar to An Ran, but the woman disappeared, and the child has always been taken by An Ran's mother."

"That'...... Why would you want to marry Uncle Enron? ”

This is my question for a long time, I looked at Sister Qiqi's red eyes, although I was a little embarrassed, but I still asked because my curiosity was too strong.

"For the sake of 'mind', An Ran said that he would change, and promised to listen to me in the future. Besides, 'Xinyi' also has his shares, and we negotiated it back then, and the shares of 'Xinyi' were divided into four, Fang Fei, my mother, An Ran, and me. Later, we negotiated that I would marry him, but there was no conjugal relationship, and he continued to stay in 'Xinyi'. ”

"Then don't you hate him?" I suddenly felt that it was inappropriate to ask like this, but I asked again, so I looked at Sister Qiqi with some uneasiness.

"Hate, of course hate, I even had the heart to kill him back then!! However, no matter how much you hate him, you can't let Fang Fei come back to life! Looking at Sister Qiqi's red eyes, she couldn't deeply understand her pain.

"Now I finally understand my mother's good intentions, but it's too late!!"

I looked at her, saw everything about Song Fangfei in this room, and finally understood that the sixth place in "Xinyi" forever was a commemoration of Song Fangfei......

Life is so fragile.

Gu Liansheng has never loved each other, but has left.

We don't need to ...... anymore