The next afternoon, Zhao Weicheng timidly came to see Nan Wudan again.

"Nan Wudan, can you let my mother take care of you? She's fine at home anyway! ”

"Are you deliberately embarrassing me?" Since I don't have anything to do with your family, how can I let her old man take care of me, they don't even want their own grandchildren, how can they take care of me as an outsider? ”

"Nam Wudan, my mother wouldn't think so, they also told me, if you were their daughter, they wouldn't let me go." ”

"You've seen the results." ”

"It turned out that it was just because I was their son, and they felt heartache for you, and they said that if your parents knew, I would not have survived." ”

"Don't worry, even if my parents knew, they wouldn't be so cruel and wouldn't kill you." ”

"But others say that having such an operation is the same as giving birth, and you also need to do confinement, what should you do this month, I have to go to work, and I can't take care of you."

"I'm not that squeamish. ”

"Nan Wudan, now is not the time to be angry, you know that I am for your good." ”

"Will I suffer this sin for my own sake?" ”

"Alright, Nan Wudan, then I'll call that nanny back to take care of you." ”

"Don't, don't call her." ”

"What, isn't she doing well? Then I'll find you another one, find one you like. ”

"I like you, so will you be my babysitter?"

"Nan Wudan, you know I can't take such a long vacation!"

"You can always get off work, I can't go out, you just need to buy what I need for me, I'll do the rest myself." ”

"Oh well! What do you need? ”

"I don't understand, you go back and ask your mother, you can buy what people like me need."

"Nan Wudan, aren't you embarrassed for me?" You know my family won't let me associate with you anymore. ”

"Just now you pretended to let your mother take care of me, why did you just say it and forget it as soon as you turned around? You belong to the wife of the Han Dynasty, and you won't admit it when you put on your pants? Nan Wudan was extremely sarcastic, "What's more, this is your obligation." ”

"Okay, I'll find a way not to let my family know that I'm still coming to see you, you know?" ”

"At this point, they will still be like this, even if you want to, I will not want you." ”

"I know that I hurt you, and I owe you only in the next life." ”

"Also, can you afford it?" ”

"yes, where can I afford it?" ”

"Alright, go buy me something to eat." ”

The day in June is really hot, you can't live without turning on the fan and the air conditioner, but Nan Wudan in the special period, if you accidentally turn on the fan, you will be affected by the wind, you will leave the root of the disease, you can't blow the wind or touch the water, the saddest thing is that you can't take a bath, she is a person who has to take a bath every night to sleep, even if it's winter, how to live such a day.

No matter what, don't the older generation have to work in the fields after giving birth to children? She still couldn't help but turn on the fan, but fortunately, Zhao Weicheng would often come to see her, call her to ask if she had eaten, and buy her a lot of supplements.

One day, Zhao Weicheng stopped coming to see her, and Zhao Weicheng made a long phone call to Nan Wudan.

"Nam Wudan, we can't be the same again. "Yes, everything has changed, she still can't keep him after all, he doesn't belong to her anymore, and they talked on the phone for two hours.

"The only thing I can do for you right now is to compensate you with money." ”

"But my dear, I want to be with you, not for money, I'm not a woman who values money very much, please don't insult me with money, okay" Nan Wudan cried, and Zhao Weicheng on the other end of the phone also cried.

"Nan Wudan, I really don't mean to insult you, I know you love me, I know you don't do it for money, but this is the only thing I can do for you now." ”

"So good, can you give me 50 million, or 100,000, or 100,000, you tell me, how much can you give me?" ”

"Nan Wudan, you know I don't have that much, I may give you fifty thousand." ”

"And then, we become the most familiar strangers." ”

"Nan Wudan, if I am with you again, it will only hurt you more." ”

"50,000, do you want to buy my youth?" Who do you think you are, who wants your money. ”

"Nan Wudan, I know, but I can only give so much."

"What about Zhao Xiaoyue, isn't she a rich woman?"

"What does it have to do with me that she has money."

"It's okay, don't your family just like her good conditions? Yes, she can fuel your career and give you everything you want, I'm a pauper, and I'm good for nothing but a burden on you. ”

"Nan Wudan, you didn't add to my burden, no, I know you are very good to me, but I really can't do anything, I can't see my parents as having anything happen because of me."

"Don't say anything, you can't give you the life you want, you can only leave you, maybe I will live well without you, live better than before, I can live without you."

"Nan Wudan, what are you going to do?"

"Don't do it, the earth will still turn without you, and the sun will still rise in the east." ”

"If there's anything you need help with, let me know." ”

"Help? You left when I was most helpless and needed you the most, and I still talked about helping, and when you left, you will never appear in my life. ”

"Okay, I promise you, as long as you live well, don't forget what you promised me, if you have any accidents, I will spend my life in guilt." ”

"Your business, from now on has nothing to do with me, how you spend my life I am not interested, goodbye!" ”

Goodbye, they will never see each other again, yes, they will never see each other again, Nan Wudan knows that they can no longer care about each other as before, and Zhao Weicheng can no longer come to see her as often as before, and they have become the most familiar strangers.

They will each have their own lives, the lover is lost, the child is gone, but life still has to go on, Nan Wudan began to work after fifteen days after the abortion, and arranged his life to the full, so that he no longer has free time to think about Zhao Weicheng, she slowly got used to a person's life, it turned out that there was more than love in life, it was Zhao Weicheng who blocked her world,

let her only have him in her eyes, but when Zhao Weicheng left, she found that there were still many things worth letting her do, such as helping some people in need, although she was not rich, but she was very down-to-earth.

Nan Wudan suddenly woke up, their love was too heavy, when everything was put down, life was still very easy, maybe this is a better ending for them, because that love can not see the light, can only survive in the dark, will grow very difficult, so that they suppress their hearts, let go will have more, Nan Wudan gradually shifted the focus of her life.

On the eve of the National Day, when Nan Wudan was sleeping in a daze, suddenly the phone rang, she didn't pay attention to the caller ID, so she picked it up, and the other end of the phone was actually Zhao Weicheng, "Nan Wudan, how are you doing?" ”

"How are you, did you make the wrong call?" Nan Wudan really couldn't believe it, she changed the phone and told all her friends that she couldn't tell Zhao Weicheng, but he still knew.

"No, I wonder if you're doing?" Hearing this, Nan Wudan still couldn't control her emotions, tears rolled out of her eyes, she said that she wouldn't let Zhao Weicheng appear again, but she was still looking forward to it in her heart, after all, it was the person she once loved, Zhao Weicheng's surroundings were so noisy, was he in a bad mood? Did you quarrel with Zhao Xiaoyue? How could he call Nan Wudan so late!

"I'm fine, thank you."

"Nan Wudan, I know I owe you too much, I just hope you can live a good life and take good care of yourself."

"I will, I'm living well, all this is my own choice, please don't say such things again in the future, and don't call me anymore."

"Okay, as long as you live well, I won't bother you anymore."

"Goodbye!"

During the National Day, Zhao Weicheng and Zhao Xiaoyue held a wedding, but Nan Wudan didn't know, because she didn't care anymore, and she only heard others talk about it later.

These days, Nan Wudan has been thinking back to what happened to her and Zhao Weicheng in the past, but she really never thought that the plot that was once staged on TV would happen to her so really, and now she no longer expects anything, she only hopes that Zhao Weicheng will be happy.

Later, Nan Wudan received a letter from Li Xiang to her, which transcribed the popular poem "Here is Barren, Let's Change Place" published in the magazine "Liaoning Youth" by the great contemporary poet Wang Yinzhi:

 In love

It's going to be crazy

Broken love

It can be melancholy

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No matter how much melancholy

It also can't make up for the moon that is missing the eclipse

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Head up

Change direction

This place is deserted, let's change places

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Later, Li Xiang became the heaven of Nan Wudan...... Since then, Nan Wudan has never heard any news from Zhao Weicheng, maybe Zhao Weicheng is really sad for her, she just wants to live a peaceful life, in fact, she also hopes that Zhao Weicheng is happy, because she has loved him so deeply and so truly......

Let Zhao Weicheng go, because she can't give him the happiness he wants. (ENDS)

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