(7) People are beautiful, but their hearts are poisonous

The shop was closed again, and there were not many people shopping on the street, and it was already ten o'clock in the evening. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 Info went back to the dorm room, took off his wet clothes and took a shower.

Lewd Wen was shirtless, sweating profusely on the bed and fiddling with his mobile phone. It's hot, and even though it's pouring rain outside, the haunted house is airtight, exuding the heat absorbed from the scorching sun during the day, and once you enter the room, it's like a hot oven.

He is an old employee, and he works hard every day for the sake of performance near the end of the month, running around, and he is more tired than moving ants, so he comes back to sleep these days, and gets up very early the next day.

Continue to fool and deceive the elderly......

People perform their duties, stick to their posts, are busy, stealing, abducting, and frantically continuing the world's civilized race.

The weak eat the strong, natural selection, survival of the fittest, the winner is king, and the loser is the villain!

The next day, I learned to be obedient, Manager Zhou and Sister Xin were still embarrassed to fool the new customers early, and told me to buy some good tea and vegetables to come back, and prepare to invite guests to eat home-cooked food at noon.

Of course, I don't know how to cook delicious home-cooked food, I went to the vegetable market in the morning, bought some pork and cucumber tofu casually, etc., and weighed a few catties of tea on the side of the stall on the way back, uh, very cheap kind, 10 yuan a catty, a big bag.

Manager Zhou gave me 300 yuan to spend, I pinched my fingers and calculated, hehe, it cost more than 90 yuan in total, so the remaining 200 yuan......

Two tigers, two tigers run fast, one without eyes and one without a tail, it's weird, it's weird......

At noon, Manager Zhou and Sister Xin, the two sable beauties, brought a lump of ...... Crowd...... A group of elderly people I didn't know broke into the store vigorously, and I became a waitress in the hotel, pouring tea, peeling peanuts and melon seeds, and cutting fruits...... Busy and busy, up and down.

Manager Zhou is a fox, responsible for seducing the old man and the old woman outside, and Sister Xin pulled me to the kitchen to do ...... I went for lunch.

Don't think crookedly! Young people don't study hard and sacrifice their lives for the country, thinking about what to do all day long?

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In the kitchen, of course, I am not the one with a shovel, my task is to talk to the underwater rice, press the switch of the rice cooker and ...... Wash the vegetables.

When I was busy with my trivial things, Sister Xin had already stuffed cold cucumbers, fried a pot of back pot meat and steamed a shredded crucian carp with green onions, and finally cooked egg flower rape soup!

The whole process takes 40 minutes, plus 10 seconds!

I saw that my eyes were dazzled, and when I was washing the vegetables, I glanced at Sister Xin's writhing little buttocks, cough cough, small waist, uh, I gave her a thumbs up and sighed.

is not a strong woman, she can enter the kitchen, get out of the hall, get on the trampoline, and her husband is the most cool......

Ahem, that, the weather is nice today......

There was laughter outside, singing and asking for prizes, and I went out and shouted, "Eat!"

So the old man moved the stool like a child, set the table and cleaned it up, served the food, and sat down at two tables to prepare to eat with chopsticks.

Damn, it's twelve o'clock at noon, you really know how to toss, Lao Tzu doesn't care so much about you, when you meet, you just do it!

I was extremely hungry and stretched out the chopsticks in my hand to return to the pot of meat, and picked up a piece of fiery red meat, and suddenly Manager Zhou, who was sitting at another table, slapped his palm suddenly and said, "Wait!"

I shuddered, my chopsticks shook, and the meat ran back to the plate......

Everyone looked at Zhou, and Manager Zhou smiled mysteriously and said hypocritically: "Why don't we play a game while eating?"

Everyone applauded. Taking advantage of the fact that no one was noticing, I slipped the piece of meat into the bowl at the speed of light, shook the oil, and just put it in my mouth......

"Well, the name of the game is 'The Temptation of Food', you can take any kind of dish to seduce others, once someone can't resist the temptation to eat, they will lose. If you lose, you have to be punished, so let's do it, the loser wants to dance a dance for all of us, okay? ”

I pinched the meat back in my mouth at a speed faster than the speed of light and put it back on the plate......

The old people clapped their hands and began to lure their partners with vegetables. An eighty-year-old woman sitting next to me looked sluggishly at the right-hand side, there was no partner, then turned her head and looked at me with a smile......

So, a strange scene appeared in the store: an old woman drooling and slugging, holding a piece of meat in the pot with chopsticks in her hand, clumsily shaking the meat back and forth, and a young man sat opposite her, no, a young man who was like a chicken, smiling dryly at the young woman: "Is it fragrant?" Does it smell good? Does it smell good? ”

Young people are like meteorites that have been petrified for thousands of years.

Make our smiles

Full of youthful pride

Let's look forward to it

Tomorrow will be better

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The world is really wonderful, the boss is playing with the milk tea girl, the boss is playing with the subordinates, the audience is playing with the actors, and fate is playing with you every day.

Almost half a year after graduation, my fate played with me three times, some people say that it is difficult for college students to find a job, in fact, I don't think it is difficult at all, on the contrary, with a certificate, you can easily find a job.

The question is, what kind of job is it......

I thought about it, it's not that they dislike that job, it's not that they can't do it, but they will find that they can't accept it when they do it!

They have received higher education than others, drank four more years of ink, washed their heads for four more years, filled with more knowledge, cultivated more emotions, and as soon as they enter a complex society, problems and problems appear. They find that there are contradictions, conflicts, and differences between actual life and beautiful dreams, and they live in entanglements every day, constantly thinking in entanglements, constantly passively accepting, forced to make changes, temper changes, mentality changes, and indifference in their hearts......

There is no longer the simple, unintentional era when I was studying!

Some college students can't accept cheap wages, some can't accept the harsh environment, some can't accept the difference between the culture and quality of their colleagues, and some can't accept the betrayal of morality and conscience!

On the surface, they call each other brothers, but secretly intrigue and fight, fight openly and secretly, you live and die, you can only be frightened and steal your life!

The July 2016 General Meeting is ready to be held.

Today, all employees do not have to go to work, and a one-day performance meeting is held in the head office to summarize the work in July and reward outstanding branches and outstanding employees.

A branch is a branch, and they can't do anything if they want to boast about the "store" as a "company", so is it possible that the Industrial and Commercial Bureau will beat them with a stick?

The grand meeting was held at the usual working time, at eight o'clock, almost all managers and employees were in place on time, because it was clearly stipulated that a fine of 100 yuan for being late for a minute for a meeting, unless you are crazy or won the lottery, no one thinks that you have more money.

The host is a handsome guy in the personnel department, not too handsome, the most handsome among more than 100 employees, so he is on it.

"Good morning, managers, colleagues. Today is the monthly performance meeting, first of all, in this month's work hard everyone, in this company thank you for your dedication and efforts to the company. Don't talk nonsense, let's talk nonsense, below, I announce the July 2016 total performance meeting, officially started! ”

Men and women dressed in professional formal attire immediately clapped their hands, and some of the active male colleagues even whistled and the women screamed......

I'm also wearing a loose formal suit, looking like a dog, and Sister Xia just exaggerated that I'm so handsome!

Hey? How do you feel your body fluttering......

Let me tell you, even if you praise me, my brother will not be proud, because my brother has always been so handsome!

The male host waited for the applause to calm down, and then his face became serious: "Next, everyone stand up - sing the song of faith!"

A big song title popped up on the screen - Faith!

All of them stood up in unison with solemn faces.

whatthefunkisit?

I quickly stood up with them, followed them with a fist with their right hand, made a salute, and looked ahead as the music played.

"How many years of persistence, in exchange for how many people's expectations. We move forward with firm belief and we are not afraid of difficulties and hardships...... We are together, we are proud ......"

I've never heard of our company's song of faith, and it's still an original song!

The lyricist is actually General Manager Liu? There is also Manager Zhou in the harmony among the singers?

Are you all-rounders in Nima? Why are they all so a**?

This is where MLM, cough, marketing business comes in! Their strong will and mentality cannot be explained by common sense, and it is not difficult to understand why so many ordinary people are trapped.

If this group of people is put into the main situation of the Taiwan Evening, they can fool until the leader surrenders and realize the dream of recovering the Taiwan Evening and the reunification of China!

You humans can play!

After singing, everyone sat down, my seat was in the middle, and when I sat down, I didn't intend to glance behind me, wow, there were so many pineapple buns......

Excuse me, female colleagues, can I spray nosebleeds......

Pineapple jackfruit, pineapple jackfruit, take me fly, fly me fly......

Ahem, be serious, have a meeting!

"Okay, let's have the first part of the meeting, the performance competition!" The male host said, suddenly and scariously waved an orchid finger and pointed to the big screen, "Look! ”

Look!

Look!

Look!

Male host, come here, you see if I can beat you to death!

There was a burst of laughter in the audience, and there was no doubt that the male host broke up the serious atmosphere and the scene became relaxed.

But Manager Zhou and Sister Xin next to me, why are you so nervous?

A performance summary table popped up on the big screen, and the performance data of eleven stores, well, branches, were all included, arranged from first place to last place.

When I saw Manager Zhou and Sister Xin breathing a sigh of relief, I knew that the ranking was good.

2nd place!

There is only a difference of 200 yuan from the turnover of the first place!

However, the top three all exceeded the highest standard of turnover!

Please look carefully and see that it is the "highest standard turnover", not the lowest!

Just like the minimum standard of our store is 100,000 yuan, and the maximum standard is 110,000 yuan, and the "153,000 yuan" displayed on the big screen stunned my alloy titanium!

Think about it, damn, yesterday that group of old people directly bought almost 50,000 products, I wiped it, dare to love those rich people's parents yesterday!

At this time, General Manager Liu came to the stage to give a speech, and the school leaders were like a dog, first a lot of opening lines, and then praised the branches with good performance and whipped the branches with poor performance, and finally encouraged everyone to make persistent efforts and get dividends and bonuses next month.

Then, of course, they split the spoils!

After Mr. Liu went down, the male host took over, and the first branch was rewarded with 3,000 yuan, I envy, there were only four people in that store, and each person could share more than 700 stolen money!

Of course, we also have 2,000 in our store, but I'm a new employee, and there is no bonus for the first month!

I could only watch the two beauties come on stage, and after each received a thousand yuan, they were posing for photos, and I could only clap my hands and "bless" with other colleagues who gritted their teeth.

The ones who didn't win the award are jealous and hateful, me?

I'm despised!

It's all a bunch of scum!

The conference continued, all kinds of noisy and noisy ghost screams, all kinds of strange programs, all kinds of crazy high-level speeches and secrets of success......

At six o'clock in the evening, the conference finally ended.

The company set a luxury package in a five-star hotel, and a group of people rushed out of the company to the hotel with a smile.

Except for me in the company for a while, only the old doorman who was dozing off at the door was left.

It's time to wrap it up!

Looking at the quiet conference room, the lights were still on. I lit a cigarette and looked out at the stars, quietly, quietly, in deep thought.

He gently took out a lighter from his pocket, took out a bottle of gasoline that had been prepared from his briefcase, unscrewed the cap, and spilled it all the way from the front of the podium to the back of the conference room......

Bye! Scum!

The fire engulfed me and the company in endless darkness, and there was no more place for these scum to live.

Hahahaha, burn it! Burn it! Burn it to your heart's content! Burn all the ugliness of human nature completely!

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Ouch, why does this fire burn my back so much? I rubbed it, it turned out that the feeling of being burned by the fire was so uncomfortable, and I finally understood the pain of those braised squid in the barbecue stall......

Damn, why is it getting hotter...... I feel like my back is almost ripe...... Strange, why hasn't the fire burned me yet? Why didn't you finish burning it for so long?

I rub it, it can't be that there is a bug here, right?

……

Suddenly, I jumped up from my chair and panted "hot hot" as I fanned my back and ripped off my clothes......

It turned out to be a dream!

I rubbed my eyes, saw clearly, and realized that there was no one in the conference room, and when I looked at my phone, it was two o'clock in the middle of the night.

They went to the hotel after the meeting, but I fell asleep......

If it weren't for the air conditioner turned off, I would have been woken up by the heat while sleeping in a chair, and I would have thought I was burning the company!

A dream is a dream, how dare you do it in reality? If you burn it, you will break the law, and if you break the law, for any reason, you will break the law. So, it's better to dream.

But that dream was painful!

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I waited until my back was cold, got dressed, turned off the lights, and walked out of the conference room...... I came to the personnel department on the left side of the door.

The computer was not turned off yet, so I sat down and crackled into a good article, printed it out directly, signed my name, and put it on Sister Xia's desk.

The title of this "good article" is - Resignation Letter.

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Go out to the door, say hello to the old security guard, take the elevator from the 10th floor to the gate on the first floor, and when you leave, you can glimpse the gate sign: 2nd floor Xinli Advertising Co., Ltd., 3rd floor capital limited company, 4th floor ......... 10 Layer Children's Health Products Co., Ltd.

Looking at the sign, we spit out a mouthful of phlegm on the "10th Floor Children's Health Products Co., Ltd.", lit a cigarette, and left without looking back.

Good bye!

No, it's better not to see each other again in this life!

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I went back to the dormitory and packed my luggage lightly, without waking up Lewd Wen and Hong Kong Foot, in fact, they were full of food and play, and they slept like dead pigs were not afraid of boiling water, and I dragged my luggage and walked loudly without waking them up.

Goodbye my friend, thank you for being with me all the way! Thank you also for introducing me to a job that will allow me to start my path of no more ignorance after graduating from university......

Dragging the suitcase, holding the duffel bag, it was difficult to move forward. Out of the street, the night was quiet, there was not a single pedestrian on the street, except for an old woman burning paper by the street lamp, the dim fire was in the sky, and I felt a chill when I passed by her.

After all, it's a college student, highly educated, except for feeling a little weird, it's not too scared.

So I still walked my way, with a chill on my neck, well, the weather was nice today......

At the turn of the intersection, I looked back and wondered why the old woman was gone......

A pile of unburned paper money fluttered in the wind......

I scoffed, who are you scared of, brother is not afraid of ghosts knocking on the door if he doesn't do bad things! Eight things to do!

I shuddered and took out my mobile phone and quickly called Didi for a taxi......

An hour later, I got on the bus to Shenzhen, and it was already five o'clock in the morning.

It's a new day, a new beginning...... Is it?

Deep Vibration, I'm coming!

The journey from the Buddha shirt to Shenzhen takes three hours, which is neither long nor short. For a student party in class, it's like three years; For those stingy piao, it's like three seconds, and time is not enough......

For me, whether it's half an hour or half a day, as long as it's in the car, it's a pleasure!

Remember what I said? While sitting in the car and listening to music, I leaned on the chair of the car and watched the scenery outside the window, which was very cool!

Listening to the music and looking at the scenery, I was infected by the songs, my emotions drifted, slowly recalling the bits and pieces of the past, and then worrying about the future road, time passed unconsciously, and tears flowed unconsciously......

There is a celebrity game commentator that I particularly like because I admire his game skills or professionalism, but because of his mantra.

"Life is not satisfactory, be quiet and smile bitterly!"

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The future is bleak, and at this moment, I don't want to say anything more.

Besides, the car has already arrived at the station.

Out of the station, I waved my hand arrogantly and stopped a taxi and went straight to my destination.

After spending 20 yuan, I finally came to the downstairs of my junior high school classmates' rented room.

This time I want to take refuge in a junior high school classmate, he graduated from junior high school and came out to work, and has been working in a company called "Duplex Kang".

According to the address he sent me, I easily found it, not that I was smart, but that the taxi drove directly downstairs to the community.

Do you think my 20 yuan Didi fee is easy to earn? Hehe, brother didn't ask you to help me carry my luggage upstairs, I'm in a good mood.

Therefore, the driver gave me a middle finger from afar when he took my money and left......

I looked, damn it, grandson, there is a kind of you get off the car, see if I can cut you!

At half past six in the morning, this Friday, the factory has not yet been closed, so I am not afraid of disturbing the old classmate's sleep, so I went directly to wake him up with a phone call, and told me to wait for a few minutes and hang up the phone.

I lit a cigarette and waited, I didn't sleep all night, and I was in good spirits. From time to time, elderly people who came out for morning jogging and exercising passed by me, and some even glanced at me.

Just aim, brother, now the sky is falling down as a quilt cover, and no wind and waves can lift me a trace of excitement.

More than ten minutes later, the old classmate still hasn't come down. I'm done with my cigarettes, so I'll have to be patient. After another ten minutes, I was speechless, it seems that this old classmate still has the same personality after so many years - old fritters!

I studied high school for three years, and then went to college for four years, I haven't seen him for seven years, he was my table mate in junior high school, his hands and feet are particularly not sharp, and everything he does is slow, and he is very good, so he gets the title of "old fritter".

I couldn't help but be happy, thinking of the funny mood of the old fritters, somehow there was a lot less haze.

I haven't seen him for many years, I don't know how tall he is, how fat and thin he is, and I'm looking forward to it.

At this moment, I saw a lump of round objects approaching me, and I almost choked on a puff of cigarette - my God! It can't be so funny, right?

My classmate Chen...... Woowoo...... Student Chen......

When did you get fat like this? I can use you to practice Tai Chi - one punch down, and you won't move like a mountain, there is wood?

As soon as the two of them met, they laughed, I laughed at him as a lump of shi, and he laughed at me for being a shi, and he laughed at me for being a shilang......

"Go up, Skinny Monkey." Fat Chen carried all my luggage with one hand.

"Okay fat Chen." I followed.

In this way, I stayed here for more than half a month in Fat Chen, to be precise, I was unemployed for more than half a month!

Shenzhen is a big city, but also an economically developed international metropolis, which is full of opportunities and challenges, but also full of hidden dark sides.

At the beginning, I was ready to be a new person, ahem, it was to change my career, so during the day, when Fat Chen went to work, I was looking for a job in 59.com, submitting my resume, and when I was waiting for the appointment for an interview, I went to the duplex Kang talent market recruitment site to look for a job according to the inside information given by Fat Chen.

Unexpectedly, it still didn't work out. The first reason is that Duplex Kang mainly recruits general workers, I can't go to it, and I work with people who have never studied in college for a lifetime, so what's the use of studying in this university? The second reason is that your paralyzed profession does not correspond to the desired position!

I got a degree certificate and a senior car maintenance worker certificate in college, and they told me that they didn't need to repair the car during the interview!

I'll go to your brother-in-law, Lao Tzu's grievance! From the first company interview to the last one, finally two companies were willing to accept me.

IT Training Institutions!

Internet Marketing!

Told me to be able to join the company tomorrow, I happily went back, and at night I checked with the fat man Chen on Baidu on the Internet, and there was a post: Fraud gang, this kind of work is not to cheat you of training fees or to cheat others of money, everyone must be careful, it is a huge pit!

I didn't eat dinner and fainted......

I gritted my teeth and planned to really do network marketing, but Fat Chen advised me not to worry, college students should take their time when looking for a job, there are many traps in society.

Of course I know, it's normal for the forest to be big and there are all kinds of birds. The news is not broadcast every day, so-and-so college students are deceived into pyramid schemes, so-and-so female college students are deceived into selling meat, and so-and-so is almost gouged out of his organs......

So, here's the problem, the duplex Kang can't get in, and the job can't be found, is my brother going to run downstairs, out of the door, turn a few turns to the left to go to the vegetable market, to the small shop in the market, ask the boss to buy a porcelain bowl, and then go to the end of the street to squat......

Do you want to be the leader of a new generation of beggars? Pray again to marry a daughter-in-law as a helper's wife and live a lifetime?

I'll buy a knife and kill you first!

I didn't sleep all night, smoked a whole pack of cigarettes so hard that my hair almost turned gray. I didn't believe that fate was going to kill me, so I washed my face, and still rushed out of the community to the marketing company under the persuasion of the fat man Chen.

I'm going to work! I want to work! I want to make money! I'm going to do online marketing! I'm going to be the manager of the company! I'm going to tell you "how a liar is made"!

When I arrived at the downstairs door of the marketing company, I was a little hesitant again. He took out a one-dollar coin from his pocket and said to himself, go in with the front and leave with the tail.

Okay, let's get started...... Bite! Positive? It doesn't count...... All over again...... Or is it a positive ...... Never mind...... For the last time, if it's still head-on, go in...... Bite...... There are ghosts here in Nima, run quickly!

I don't believe in throwing it three times, and all three times are positive, which shows that this place is not clean and it is not suitable for me to stay longer......

If you want me to do the work of fooling people, the concubine can't do it!

Brother grew up drinking mountains and rivers, very simple, he will cry when he encounters cats and dogs that died tragically, how can he deceive people and cheat money?

Thank goodness if others don't lie to me! And expect me to lie to others!

I went back to Fat Chen's rented house and continued to submit my resume online to find a job. However, this time I learned well, invested in one or two companies in 59.com, and invested in batches on Zhilian Recruitment Network, and almost crashed when I swiped my mobile phone!

When I got tired of brushing, I fell asleep. Next, it depends on the will of God, if the sky kills me, I will die to show you! Water is afraid of water!

I don't know how long I slept, but the fat man Chen came back from work, woke me up, and said that he was not cooking at home today, and took me out for a good meal.

I thought, okay, let's go on the road when I'm full......

So the fat man Chen and I went to the food stall and boldly ordered two dishes and two beers, scooped up a few large bowls of rice under the boss's painful gaze, and ate and drank happily.

Why does the boss have a pain in the flesh? Because you can only eat rice for free if you order more than two dishes, and the two dishes we ordered are Chinese cabbage!

It adds up to less than 20 pieces!

Half an hour later, when we checked out, we arrogantly gave the boss 20 yuan and said that there was no need to find a piece of change.

There aren't many people like us who are as generous as we are now......

After a full meal, I wanted to go back, but the fat man Chen had to take me shopping, and he squeezed his eyes at me mysteriously, saying that he would take me to have a good time.

I'm confused.,Masturbation is my coolest time.,Every time I get a five-kill, I'm cool to high.。 When the tide is ......

Nima's, when I followed the fat man Chen to the door of a place, I turned around and wanted to leave!

You're a dead fat man.,Lao Tzu likes to masturbate.,But it's not this kind of "masturbation"!

That place is "Flower Heaven Wine Land", a massage place!

It's a man with brains, and everyone knows that Fat Chen didn't bring me here for a massage!

My mind went blank and I couldn't accept the feeling. In school, I occasionally bragged to my classmates that it was okay to brag about the cultural films of the island country, and I really wanted to carry a gun and go into battle.

The dead fat man had a lot of strength, he dragged me in, I struggled desperately, resisted desperately, pulled and pulled, and the scene of the two looked like a strong man dragging a monkey from anywhere.

I cried, Nima, this is forcing good people to obey prostitutes in broad daylight...... Help me......

In the end, he couldn't rub the big fat pig, and he dragged him to the room, ready to choose a "massage lady......

Looking at the "massage ladies" who were covered in rouge and gouache standing in front of us, franticly squeezing their eyebrows, and sticking out their tongues to lick when you looked over......

Shh

I took a deep breath and felt goosebumps all over my body!

It's so disgusting!

Become too!

I can't imagine what the hell would happen if I got into a room, but now I have to get out of this place right now!

I can't accept this kind of thing that has become too much.,I'm afraid that if I really fall into it, it will make my body weird.,I'm sorry for my wife in the future! I'm even more sorry for reading the book of sages and virtues for more than ten years!

Fat Chen, what happened to you after graduating from junior high school? It's definitely not the first time you've come to a "massage", oh my God! I look at you Svenwen during the day, why do you become a beast at night?

Top your lungs!

When I was cringing, the dead fat man had already chosen a "massage lady", urging me to hurry up, and when I was messy, I suddenly had a clever plan, stood up and covered my stomach and said that it hurt and wanted to go to the toilet.

The fat man told me not to play tricks, I must explain my place here tonight!

I really wanted to knock this stupid pig to death with a stick, rush outside, and hide in the toilet under the guidance of the supervisor.

After hiding for half an hour, Nima squatted until his feet were weak before he limped out. Take a look at the room just now, there is no one anymore, it is estimated that this dead fat man has long been hungry and thirsty, and I will be happy before I wait. This is even better, I sneaked out of the "flower and wine land" while no one was paying attention, and went home.

Brother just coaxed it? Brother just doesn't dare to do anything? Brother is not a man, cough cough, brother is not a strong man, what's the matter?

Defy? I don't accept you to beat me!

That night, the fat man Chen didn't come back until very late, and when he came back, he ignored his soft legs and feet and his body that could be blown up by a gust of wind, and directly scolded me for not being righteous and not daring to conquer the world with him......

I continued to look for job postings online and didn't bother to pay attention to him.

A sudden massage storm subsided, and from then on, the fat man Chen always looked at me strangely, and once, he asked me if I liked men or women......

I went down with a stick: "Nonsense, of course I like women!"

I felt a chill in my heart!

Lao Tzu doesn't want to be ****, but it doesn't mean that Lao Tzu is gay!

When I woke up the next day, I picked up my phone to see if there was any information.

Nima's system shows that it's the network marketing and training institute that has checked my resume again, asshole! Is it all this garbage on the Internet that is recruiting employees every day?

Where are the other companies? Isn't there a dark horse as talented as Brother Bole?

Onlyf-uck!

Today the sun is shining, the weather is pleasant, I am the only one renting a house, and the fat man Chen has gone to work. The messy haired fool sat on the sofa, and the empty house made me feel a little lonely and afraid.

I want to get out of here!

I'm not afraid of anything, just loneliness, and silence.

I got dressed, went out with my last job's salary and my ID card. When I arrived on the street, at this time, there were many housewives coming and going to the market to buy vegetables and rice, and the street was full of people and entering a lively atmosphere, and the fear in my heart was slightly reduced.

Walking aimlessly through the streets, at this moment, a thousand words are difficult to express what I am thinking.

People are busy at work, and life is very interesting in their own positions. And I'm just a parasite now, a parasite in someone else's house!

I don't even dare to go back to my hometown! Nothing accomplished, unemployed vagrants, garbage graduates that no one wants......

Old classmates have to go to work and are not available; There are no acquaintances here, so I can't introduce any companies; There are a few hundred dollars left in my pocket, and I want to engage in some small business, I have no capital and no experience, and I am purely a shell lang playing lanterns - looking for (death)......

I was very depressed, so I had to sing a song to express my emotions......

So, I stood at the interface, let go of my throat and sang softly:

By your side, the road is far from tired, and I am walking with you one after another

Crossing the peak, the other peak, but seeing the goal, pushing away, let the ideal in front

The road is rugged, and I am not afraid of being tempered, and I wish to experience pain and happiness in my life, and I will also experience happiness and sorrow around me

Enjoy the snow in the wind and the flowers in the fog, and enjoy the happy whirlwind

……

Slowly, more and more people gathered around me, including the elderly, children, women, strong men, post-90s students, white-collar and blue-collar workers, and many beautiful women......

Singing and singing, two lines of tears slowly slipped from the corners of his eyes, and the people around him seemed to be trapped in lonely memories, lamenting the difficult and tortuous road they had walked......

The grievances that had been pent up in my heart seemed to be pouring out at this moment, and I sang loudly:

May the laughter drown out the bitter side

Whether it's sadness or joy, it's good to find something new every day

Let the wind blow and blow, even though it has tested us both

Light raindrops are sprinkled with confidence

I have long been determined to move forward

……

The sun shone warmly in my heart, and I don't know when, my cheeks were already covered with tears, very bitter and sour tears.

The applause was thunderous, and the people around the four sides were all in tears, crying and laughing, and applauding me with warm applause!

I bowed lightly and made a standard gentlemanly salute to thank them for their support of me.

The applause is not only for me, but also for their own, along the way, it is their own efforts, but also everyone's concern for each other, to create a brilliant tomorrow together, and to write a better future together......

And I, although temporarily unemployed, I believe that tomorrow will always get better! Because I'm a genius, a genius who can infect the whole world with a song! I'm a singer, I can move the world with music, I'm the best......

Hey? Who's hitting me in the face......

"Hey, hey, wake up, I'm sweeping the floor!"

When I opened my eyes, I saw an uncle in a sanitation suit looking at me with a broom......

I wiped it, it turned out that I was tired from shopping, and I fell asleep sitting next to a trash can......

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" I quickly apologized to my uncle and left.

What a shame! I gave myself a slap in the face, what does Nima daydream about in broad daylight? I'm a singer, you trash!

However, that uncle, sweeping the floor, yes, it's you, what kind of eyes do you have? Didn't my brother just sleep on your territory, slap himself and nag, and what do you look at if you're not a psychopath?

A handsome person like my brother is generally the protagonist in the Third Qinglin Hospital of the People!

……

Enough madness, enough tossing.

I went headlong into an Internet café at the corner of the street, opened a VIP, and in addition to taking out 250 yuan to eat and buy cigarettes, I filled all my brains into the network card......

Born under the knife! Death by the knife!

If you want to be crazy, let's go crazy to the end!

In this way, I stayed in the Internet café for three days and three nights, killing in the dark, eating a boxed lunch when I was tired, sleeping when I was full, sleeping on a chair, and waking up to continue killing people in the Summoner's Canyon!

When my computer screen showed "insufficient balance", I had the strength to drag my weak body back to the rental room, and the fat man Chen was completely disappointed in me, and after going to the Internet café three or four times to dissuade him to no avail, he went to pick up the girl, and played until late at night after work.

Wash away my corpse and go to bed to visit Zhou Gong.

One sleep is a day and a night.

When I woke up, it was already ten o'clock in the morning. Fat Chen went to work, and I was home alone.

Exactly like the scene before the Internet, my mind went blank, as if I was living in Leonardo's Inception, repeating the scene over and over again......

"I was sentenced to be lonely for the rest of my life by love, and I didn't fight back and didn't let go......"

The cell phone ringed at the bedside. I lay on the bed in a "big" shape, silent, letting my phone ring.

A call from my mother.

It rang three times, and I didn't dare to answer it because I was afraid!

But when the phone doesn't ring anymore, I'm even more afraid.

One sentence to explain the reason why I didn't dare to answer my mother's phone.

I don't have the face to see Jiangdong's father!

After studying hard for ten years, in the end he looks like a scholar who has not been on the list of historical dynasties, and his hands are empty.

Even if you answer the phone, what do you say? What should I say?

I know that my mother misses her son a lot, and I miss my mother even more! Those who don't know the greatness of family affection, I want to tell you that family affection is more important than anything else in the world, it ranks first among human beings, and during this period of unemployed wandering, even though I am crazy and looking for material happiness to anesthetize myself, I still think about my family and home all the time!

I was desperately suppressing the urge to buy a ticket back to my hometown and wandering outside, do you understand the power of "home" and "family affection"?

As much as I would love to hug my mom and cry and talk about everything, it's not the time yet!

Even though I knew that I still had a father and mother who were silently waiting for me, I still had a home!

But, if you don't succeed and become famous, how can you be home?