Chapter 18: Lonely Decadence! Give her a home!
Do you have a time of unspeakable pain?
When I'm lonely, I always look up at the sky
Have you ever been carried away by love?
Time dilutes all ignorance
You had the innocent smile of a child
You've cried to yourself, but you're as fragile as a child
Your story seems like a murky river
No one understands your clarity
Woman smoking cigarettes
Drunken numbness
You just want to release the sourness in your heart
Maybe helpless
Maybe forgot to cry
You just want to get rid of the loneliness of decadence
You had the innocent smile of a child
You've cried to yourself, but you're as fragile as a child
Your story seems like a murky river
No one understands your clarity
Woman smoking cigarettes
Drunken numbness
You just want to release the sourness in your heart
Maybe helpless
Maybe forgot to cry
You just want to get rid of the loneliness of decadence
Woman smoking cigarettes
Drunken numbness
You just want to release the sourness in your heart
Maybe helpless
Maybe forgot to cry
You just want to get rid of the loneliness of decadence
Maybe helpless
Maybe forgot to cry
You just want to get rid of the loneliness of decadence
(Final!) ļ¼
At the end of a song, Meng Ruoxi hadn't come back to her senses, and tears soaked her eyes. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Why? Why at such a moment? You chose to forgive me when I made all my decisions?
Meng Ruoxi's tears couldn't stop overflowing, she lay on the table and cried.
Scenes of lyrics are constantly circulating in my mind, "Your story seems to be a muddy river, everyone doesn't understand your clarity", how thorough the heart.
Everyone wants to be so comforted and understood when they are vulnerable.
That guy is really a strange person.
Obviously being treated so badly by others, obviously despairing of that "others", but saying such things when everything is about to end.
Point out the fragility in people's hearts, as well as the pain of the past, and show that no matter what others think, his heart is unique, and he will not be swayed by any emotions, choose to forgive and believe!
Jue Ling, a reliable man. Meng Ruoxi only now realized that the most unpassable level in her heart was her feelings for Jue Ling.
Is this song a sign that I still have a chance to go back?
As soon as Meng Ruoxi was born with this idea, she heard a question from the other side: "Do you need tissues?" ā
Meng Ruoxi was startled and was about to refuse, when she suddenly found that this voice was very familiar.
She looked up in a daze, and the person sitting across from her was almost bursting in her heart. She quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and asked, "How do you know I'm here?" ā
"It's just a coincidence, I was going to go to your house to look for you, passing by here, I saw a girl crying through the glass window, so I thought I would come in and comfort her."
The person on the other side said with a smile, knowing where Meng Ruoxi's home is, he is the only one in the entire Winter Love City, Jue Ling!
Jue Ling handed the tissue in his hand forward again and said, "You're crying." ā
"So what?" Meng Ruoxi didn't pick up Jue Ling's tissue, and she was still strong.
Jue Ling withdrew his hand curtly, and said in a clean and hearty voice: "It's good to cry, cry out all the troubles and resentment in your heart, so that you won't be depressed, like this...... We can have a friendly conversation. ā
"I don't want to talk to you, goodbye."
Meng Ruoxi slapped the money on the table, turned around and left the dessert shop directly, she was still insisting on her loose idea, commonly known as "tsundere"!
Jue Ling didn't pause, and immediately chased out, following behind Meng Ruoxi unhurriedly.
The two of them walked one after the other, forming a strange scene on the downpouring street, attracting pedestrians to stop and admire.
Walking in the rain, the two of them didn't seem to care about getting wet.
Is it romantic and beautiful love in the rain?
The two parties don't think so, it's just a simple gamble, and the resentment in their hearts is being washed away by the heavy rain.
The two of them walked like this for an unknown amount of time, and when they passed through a remote alley, Meng Ruoxi stopped abruptly.
Jue Ling stopped after him and immediately asked, "Tired of walking?" ā
"What are you doing with me?"
Meng Ruoxi turned around and asked, the water stains dripping on her face, I don't know if it was tears or rain, her hair was tightly knit, like a chicken in soup, less beautiful than usual, and she looked very happy.
At this time, she said loudly for some reason: "Haven't you already learned everything you should know?" I'm that kind of person, and I don't deserve your continued waste of extravagance and kindness, please ignore me as you did during the day. ā
Jue Ling listened, pondered for a while, and said, "Are you angry?" ā
Meng Ruoxi's expression froze, as if she was told what she was thinking, and she was about to make a fierce rebuttal when she opened her mouth.
However, Jue Ling didn't give her time to argue, and immediately changed the topic after speaking: "Well, it doesn't matter, let's go home!" ā
Meng Ruoxi was warm for five seconds before she reacted, and asked inexplicably, "What home are you going back to?" ā
Jue Ling replied calmly: "Of course, we will go back to my house together." The suburbs are really not suitable for you to live as a girl, it is very dangerous and inconvenient. And the empty piece of my house just needs to be filled with one person. ā
"Huh?" Meng Ruoxi expressed her incomprehension in a questioning tone.
"I think I've learned all about you, well, all, and I feel like I can still accept you, so please join me in ......"
"Shut up."
Meng Ruoxi's gloomy voice interrupted Jue Ling's talk, and slowly lowered her head, a sad mood spread.
"You say you know everything about me? Oh, ridiculous, don't talk there, what do you know about me? ā
"I said, I know everything about you."
Jue Ling's voice became serious, and he told the story of what he had experienced that day:
"This morning, we called your former school and found out how you are doing. Then I got in touch with your mother, and finally the uncle at the bar. ā
Meng Ruoxi smiled sadly and laughed at herself: "How is it, it's bad!?" ā
Jue Ling nodded, shook his head again, and said, "At first, I felt very bad, bullying classmates, relying on my parents, and drinking in bars. ā
Hearing this, Meng Ruoxi's heart couldn't help but tighten.
At this time, Jue Ling's words changed: "However, later, the more I can realize that Meng Ruoxi is a great girl."
I was able to correct my shortcomings during the most difficult time, and I did not hesitate to return to China to study for the sake of my mother, and I lived in a dilapidated house and did not call my mother to trouble.
The uncle at the bar also told me the truth, you just didn't mean to say anything about me when you were drunk, and you didn't mean to. And then there's the fact that you might like me, and I know that.
Now, it's not important, in the end I conveyed your apology to the three girls I met abroad, and after negotiation, they are willing to forgive you and apologize to you for what happened abroad that day. ā
In the first few sentences, Meng Ruoxi can still stay calm, but the last sentence is a little unbelievable.