Nan Wudan did not plan and could not tell her family the secret of her pregnancy, she just wanted to come back to see her parents before it was obvious, spend some time with them, and then start to "seclusion" and no longer contact anyone. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Nan Wudan wears a black top, a pair of denim bib pants, except for my sister who said that she looks a little fat when she wears it like this, no one noticed anything abnormal, God, it's okay, she's been worried, but she has been prepared, and the clothes she brought home are relatively loose and fat.

Nan Wudan knew very well in her heart that if she told her family this secret, not only would they not be able to help her, but would bring a heavy burden to the family and make them worry about her, then why bother, I just hoped that after everything was over, her family would understand her approach, but what kind of tests and challenges would she face?

What Nan Wudan didn't expect was that her sister was also pregnant, although she didn't ask, but depending on the situation, the time should be about the same as her, she suddenly had an idea in her heart, if the child is born, she can be with her sister's child, and when she registers her household registration, she will say that it is twins, how good, you can let your sister help bring it together, you don't have to bear the discussion of others, you can also give the child a complete home, let him grow up in a healthy environment, and tell him the truth when the child grows up, the child will understand, Nan Wudan has always been a simple person, and she thinks about the problem too simply and naively. She even told Zhao Weicheng about this idea, and Zhao Weicheng sent her a message saying: "Nan Wudan, don't be stupid, how is this possible, find a safe place to live, and I will save money for you every month." ”

"yes, maybe one day when you go out to play, you can still see your children."

"No, Nan Wudan, you are the only one who is so stupid, willing to give birth to a child for me, if there is a chance, I will go to see you."

"Well, I'll wait for you, with the child."

"Take care of yourself and don't think things too simply, not everyone in the world is like you."

"I see."

Nan Wudan went home with her sister, but she was taking care of her sister all the way, they brought a lot of fruit home, she was always moving the heaviest, she forgot that she was also an expectant mother, no, she didn't forget, she just couldn't think of herself as an expectant mother, and no one would treat her as an expectant mother.

When she got home, she did everything at home as usual, and even accompanied her parents to work in the fields, but she slept very early every day, and she had to make up for her physical strength, but fortunately she brought enough nutrients, and her body did not react, and the family did not understand, thinking that she was taking medicine, but she didn't think that too much fatigue in the early stages of pregnancy would cause miscarriage, she was too risky, but she couldn't help but take risks.

Nan Wudan is still used to calling Zhao Weicheng every day, she didn't tell Zhao Weicheng about the situation at home, if Zhao Weicheng knew that she was under such heavy pressure, Zhao Weicheng would feel even more guilty, how sad it is for a man to put his woman in such a situation, but he can't help her.

Nan Wudan stayed at home for more than three weeks, she found that her body was overdrawn, although the amount of nutritional products increased a lot, she still felt a little tired, and her stomach gradually became a little obvious, she couldn't stay at home anymore, so she made an excuse, fortunately, the family believed her.

"Mom and Dad: I'm going to Mudanjiang in two days, I'm coming back this time to do the annual inspection of the accounting certificate, and I made an appointment with my classmates to train in Mudanjiang for a week."

"Do the annual inspection, the accounting certificate also needs to be inspected annually?"

"Yes, it has to be checked every two years, just like my brother-in-law's driver's license."

"Oh, are you coming back?"

"Not necessarily, we'll see when the time comes."

"Then you go to Suifenhe tomorrow to see your grandfather and aunt, you don't know when you will come back, especially when your grandfather is so old."

"yes, okay."

Nan Wudan went to see her grandfather and aunt according to her parents' instructions, and after staying at her grandfather's house for one night, she returned to the house, and after packing her luggage, she left, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, and walked out of the house, no one knew who she was, so she didn't have to worry so much.

Back in Mudanjiang, Nan Wudan called her good classmate Shanshan, and it happened that Shanshan was also going to Mudanjiang to do something, so they made an appointment to play in Mudanjiang for two days, they went to visit Shixi Road together, visited the park, ate snacks, and were so unhappy, but now she is not alone, and everything she has to do for the sake of the child in her belly, Nan Wudan did not tell Shanshan about her pregnancy, she knew that Shanshan would definitely oppose her giving birth to a child, and she did not have much strength to explain to Shanshan.

When she was in Suifenhe, Nan Wudan told her classmate Jie that because Jie was also an expectant mother, she believed that Jie could understand her mood and feelings, but what Nan Wudan didn't expect was that Jie also opposed her giving birth to a child, saying that life would be very difficult for a person like her in the future, but it was Zhao Weicheng's child, and she couldn't wait for it.

"He can't give you anything, you can't be together, it's not good for the child." Jay persuaded her.

"What's wrong, there are a lot of children without fathers now, and they are very good."

"However, I did have an idea, I don't know if you have thought about it?"

"What thoughts?"

"Li Xiang has always been very good to you, everyone knows that he likes you very much, and he is a very reliable person, you will definitely be very happy with him."

"What are you kidding, I know he has always liked me, but I can't do this, I can't, it hurts him too much, and I've always treated him as my best friend, but I can't accept him, I can't get closer to him."

"What if he wants to? Did you tell him about your pregnancy? ”

"Nope."

"Why don't I help you?"

"No, no, I can't let Zhao Weicheng's children call other people's fathers, and I can't hurt men who are willing to be the fathers of children, let alone be sorry for Li Xiang, this is the biggest insult to him, do you know what a man values the most? I can't break his heart, in fact, I have disappointed him, and it is not this time to be with him, I can accept his help to me, but I can't accept him as the father of the child, even if he is willing, I am not willing. ”

"And what are you going to do?"

"Don't do it, let it be."

Jie sighed: "Alas, you know, you are different from me, I have Fan Zhi." ”

"I know, I'm not like you, but I also have him, and he will support me, don't worry."

"Alright, let's sleep"

Jie fell asleep, but Nan Wudan couldn't sleep, she lay on the bed, looking at the dark night, thinking about her Zhao Weicheng, her face was full of tears, at this moment, who would Zhao Weicheng be holding in his arms? Or is it himself?

Shanshan accompanied Nan Wudan to buy a ticket back to Siping, Nan Wudan did not tell Zhao Weicheng that she had decided to go back to Siping again, during the days in Mudanjiang, she listened to her classmates talk about how chaotic Mudanjiang was, she suddenly felt very strange to this city, as if there was no place for her, she had an inexplicable panic. Nan Wudan once went to school in Mudanjiang for three years, she also stayed in Siping for three years, the same three years, but she missed Siping so much, Siping's environment and security are the reasons for her to rest assured, and more importantly, there are people she cares about in this life, and she is destined to revolve around Zhao Weicheng in this life.

It turns out that if you love someone, the deeper you love, the more you will indulge the other party, and change for him, and even lose yourself and self-esteem, once Nan Wudan was also a proud child, but now she actually chooses such a secret life of wandering around, and the days ahead will be really difficult, but for Zhao Weicheng, she firmly and resolutely chose this road of no return.

Nan Wudan dragged her luggage, she didn't tell anyone, she stepped on the train back to Siping alone, she wanted to return to Zhao Weicheng's side, like all women, she had her lover's care during the special period, she wanted to share with Zhao Weicheng, sharing the joy of the child growing up day by day.

Nan Wudan took the train for two days, and she kept sending messages to Zhao Weicheng, but she never mentioned that she was going to Siping, and she only told Zhao Weicheng when she was at the station

"Honey, I'm back." I don't know what kind of expression Zhao Weicheng will have after seeing this message, Zhao Weicheng knows that he is reluctant to let Nan Wudan but can't let her stay by his side, he doesn't know if this information is a joke made by Nan Wudan and him, he is a little worried and a little surprised, he quickly called Nan Wudan, and Nan Wudan answered it casually.

"Aren't you coming to pick me up?"

"Nan Wudan, are you really back? Why didn't you tell me you didn't lie to me, did you? ”

"I want to surprise you!"

"And surprised, you're going to scare me to death, always appearing like this inexplicably."

"You're not happy, I miss you, I miss you so much, I couldn't help but get on the train and come back."

"Nan Wudan, you are so stupid."

"I'm stupid, stupidity is my specialty, stupidity is my ideal, you know, right?"

"But I'm at work now, and I can't pick you up, don't you have the key to my room? Would you like to take a taxi back by yourself? ”

"I don't have a key, didn't I give it back to you?"

"Then will you come to my company to pick up the key?"

"Okay, I'll be there in five minutes."

"Where the hell are you, so fast?"

"Leave it alone, you'll be downstairs in five minutes."

"yes, okay."

"See you later."

Five minutes later, the taxi arrived at Zhao Weicheng's place of work on time, Zhao Weicheng walked over, handed the key to Nan Wudan, leaned down and kissed her face, "Go back and have a good rest, I will come back early." ”

"Hmm." Nan Wudan nodded, tears rolled in his eyes, and finally saw Zhao Weicheng, whom he had been thinking about day and night, and finally came back and returned to Zhao Weicheng's side. But when Nan Wudan comes back this time, she will face too much, no one will admit the relationship between her and Zhao Weicheng, and Zhao Weicheng may soon marry Zhao Xiaoyue, is that really her Zhao Weicheng? Looking at the back of Zhao Weicheng leaving, tears finally couldn't help falling.

Nan Wudan lived in Zhao Weicheng's dormitory, she knew that she and Zhao Weicheng had no future, she knew that she couldn't live there for too long.

Zhao Weicheng came back, and in the evening, Zhao Weicheng laid the floor, and Zhao Weicheng said to her.

"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, you know, I can't give you anything, we can't sleep in the same bed anymore."

Nan Wudan didn't speak, she just took advantage of Zhao Weicheng's bathroom to lie down on Zhao Weicheng's floor first, she really couldn't bear to see Zhao Weicheng lying on the ground, that was the person she loved the most, she would rather bear all the grievances for him.

"Nan Wudan, you have a child now, how can you sleep on the ground, go to bed." Zhao Weicheng came over angrily and hugged Nan Wudan to the bed, "Obedient, sleep on the bed." ”

"But it's so cold on the ground, shall we sleep in bed together?"

"Well, let's sleep."

Zhao Weicheng accompanied Nan Wudan to sleep on the bed, hugged her, and told her the emotional story she had experienced over the years, in fact, Nan Wudan said that she wanted to hear it, so Zhao Weicheng told her, she was detached enough to accept that she was lying in the arms of her beloved and listened to him tell him stories about him and other girls, and she actually accused him of not doing well enough for them, she forgot about herself and the hurt she had suffered.

Zhao Weicheng told Nan Wudan how he met Zhang Yan, how well he got along, what a good girl Zhang Yan was, but now that he has become the wife of Zhao Weicheng's colleague, is it really the best if he can't get it? Zhao Weicheng actually had a little regret when talking about Zhang Yan, for Gui Rong, Zhao Weicheng said that it was over before they started, and when Nan Wudan asked Zhao Xiaoyue, Zhao Weicheng just said: "Don't you know everything?" Let's not talk about her, okay? ”

The reason why Zhao Weicheng is reluctant to mention the matter with Zhao Xiaoyue is because Zhang Yan and Gui Rong are both before Nan Wudan, that is Zhao Weicheng's past, Zhao Weicheng knows that Nan Wudan will not care, and Zhao Xiaoyue is her present, maybe in the future, and the present coexisting with Nan Wudan, he can't bear to mention it, he is afraid of hurting Nan Wudan, in fact, Zhao Weicheng also knows that he, his family and Zhao Xiaoyue hurt Nan Wudan too deeply, and Zhao Weicheng has been living in self-blame and guilt. For this Nan Wudan, who was so tolerant and generous to him wholeheartedly, he could see and feel Nan Wudan's strong feelings for him, and he had a guilty conscience.

A week later, Nan Wudan moved out and rented a house not far from Zhao Weicheng, Zhao Weicheng accompanied her to sign the contract, helped Nan Wudan clean up the room, bought some necessities, and that's all he could do now.

It's just that Nan Wudan stayed alone in a room of more than ten square meters, she felt that she couldn't breathe, couldn't work, and didn't know what to do, she didn't tell any of her friends, she came back, only Zhao Weicheng knew that she couldn't go to her friends, because she was too special now, although no one could shake her determination, but she didn't want to spend any more effort to explain all this to others.

Every weekend, Zhao Weicheng would go to see Nan Wudan, accompany her to eat, visit the park, and go to Liu Laogen's big stage to listen to the biography of the two. Nan Wudan said that listening to the two of them is to do prenatal education for the child, and when the child grows up after birth, he will be a messenger like ****** and his disciples, or simply be an apprentice to ******......