Chapter 15 --- so-called defense justifies selfishness

For a while, Ji Xiao didn't know what to say, just sat on the bed, didn't move, didn't speak, and looked at the back as if he was distracted. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Perhaps feeling the hot eyes, Ji Kai closed the book, turned around, and smiled slightly: "Awake?" Did you sleep well? ”

Ji Xiao didn't reply, just lowered his head slightly.

Ji Kai looked at Ji Liao's reaction, felt his heart tighten instantly, slowly got up and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, looking at Ji Liao, his gentle tone was unacceptable: "On your face, does it still hurt?" ”

Seeing that his daughter still didn't speak, Ji Kai sighed slightly, slightly afraid that no one could feel his sigh except for himself, Ji Kai continued: "Yesterday, it was Dad's fault, it's all because Dad didn't tell you clearly in advance, so this happened, Dad's action is really wrong, for this, Dad apologizes to you." ”

Dad actually apologized to himself in such a low manner, which Ji Xiao didn't expect, in an instant, his eyes quickly reddened, Ji Xiao simply fell into Ji Kai's arms, and cried, crying and sobbing: "I'm sorry, I really don't want them to move in, I'm sorry, it's really not." ”

Ji Kai suddenly felt sad, and slowly put his hand on her shoulder, and his tone was as soft as ever, "Xing'er, do you know how the misunderstanding was caused?" ”

Ji Xiao didn't know if it was because he was crying and couldn't say anything or didn't know, in short, he didn't respond to Ji Kai, Ji Kai looked down at her and continued: "Misunderstanding, it's because you always resist being understood, you don't want to tell your father what you think, and your father doesn't want you to understand Dad's heart, will that cause us to misunderstand?" Misunderstanding is the lack of understanding from both sides, Xing'er, I'm my father, to me, you don't have anything you can't say, you know? There shouldn't be these barriers between family members, we don't like that, right? ”

Ji Yu sat up slowly, with tears on his face, his eyes were too clear, and he sobbed and said, "I'm sorry, Dad, I, I'm just, I'm too scared, I'm afraid of Aunt Zhao, will, will replace, Mom." ”

"Xing'er," Ji Kai's tone revealed her helplessness at the moment.

"No," Ji Xiao quickly interrupted Ji Kai, "It doesn't matter to anyone, except for Zhao, Aunt Zhao can't." Ji Xiao forcibly stopped sobbing and finished speaking, and turned his face to the side.

Ji Kai doesn't understand, what's wrong with this girl? Why is it so insecure? What are you not doing enough?

Ji Kai pretended to be serious: "Why? ”

Originally, Ji Kai just wanted to tease his daughter, but who knew that Ji Xiao suddenly turned around, his eyes were a little ruthless, and his tone was a little high: "Because, because my mother is the third party of your love!" I, I just want, want to preserve her last dignity, because, because I don't want to believe! ”

After speaking, Ji Xiao sobbed more seriously, looking at his daughter whose shoulders trembled, Ji Kai didn't know whether he was shocked by his daughter's thoughts or thought about the reason, his face was incredible, but he didn't speak.

Yes, if it weren't for Xing'er's mother, maybe he would have married Yanran a long time ago, but he would definitely regret it.

In fact, in addition to her mother, what the daughter is defending is not herself?

My daughter is so insecure, how can I get her to dispel these concerns?

Without waiting for Ji Kai, who was thinking about it, to speak, Ji Xiao said again: "Of course, no matter who you want to reorganize the family, as long as you like it, I will, it doesn't matter, but you can't have memories in this home, here!" ”

Ji Kai was stunned for a moment, and then realized how inconsiderate he was, but in this way, isn't it a dilemma? owes to his son, so, his request, he should accept it, but what about his daughter? This is the only place in my daughter's heart that has the atmosphere of the whole family, would I actually think about destroying it?

Hehe, think about it this way, sure enough, I'm the guy who is not a human being outside there.

Ji Kai laughed at himself in his heart, and he didn't know how to solve it, he sighed in his heart, but said with a smile on his face: "Zhengyuan said that he was going to take the starry sky to the studio today, do you want to go and have fun together." ”

Ji Xiao, he was very disappointed with his father's behavior of diverting the topic, what does this mean? You can't give up, do you have to let them move in?

Ji Yu had no choice but to close his eyes, but the tears could not be stopped because he closed his eyes.

Ji Kai was at a loss for an instant, looking at his daughter who was biting her lip tightly and forcing herself not to cry, Ji Kai suddenly felt that he was really a bastard, he could have comforted his daughter five years ago, but he hurt the angel so much that he had to leave.

Ji Xiao seemed to be a voice between his teeth: "Can you, first, go out first, let's let me be alone, quietly." ”

Ji Kai was also very helpless, sighed deeply, and got up quietly to leave.

As soon as he went downstairs, Ji Kai saw Gu Zhaoxi sitting in the living room, suddenly smiled, and walked over to greet Gu Zhaoxi.

Seeing Ji Kai coming, Gu Zhaoxi also quickly got up and smiled: "Uncle is early." ”

Ji Kai smiled and motioned for him to sit down, "Come to Xing'er?" ”

"Hehe," Gu Zhaoxi touched his head and smiled embarrassedly.

Ji Kai looked at his watch and realized that it was not early, so he opened the skylight and said: "Xing'er is not in a good mood today, you have to explain it well." ”

As soon as he heard that Xing'er was unhappy, Gu Zhaoxi became anxious, he felt that the atmosphere was not right last night, and sure enough, what happened, but before he could ask, Ji Kai said: "She should be able to come down for a while, I still have something to go first, so I will leave to you." ”

Gu Zhaoxi nodded solemnly, "Uncle is busy, don't worry about this." ”

In fact, Gu Zhaoxi had already felt that the atmosphere was wrong last night, but after all, he was an outsider and couldn't do anything.

Ji Xiao is an insecure child, and she wants to have enough power to protect her.

Uncle Ji is in Gu Zhaoxi's impression, he thinks that Ji Kai is the kind of person who loves his daughter too much, although he doesn't respond to requests, he is also meticulous, on the one hand, because of the lack of maternal love, he feels sorry for Xing'er, but on the other hand, the fatherly love she has that no one can compare with is what he envies.

The starry sky lies directly on the grass in the flower room, feeling the sunlight shining through the glass.

After Ji Xiao cried fiercely, he felt his head groggy and stumbled to the flower room, looking at the room full of Qingfang, Ji Xiao finally sat down on the ground, "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm really selfish, what to defend you, that's just a cover, in the end I'm still for myself, I'm sorry, you should be disappointed, I turned out to be such a person." ”

Hearing the voice, the starry sky on the side immediately got up and quietly looked at the girl with tears on her face and crying silently.

Overheard Ji Xiao's heartfelt pain, I don't know why, the starry sky actually felt distressed.

Ji Xiao seems to have a lot of tears, after knowing each other for three days, as far as she knows, she cried three times, really worried about such progress, will she cry and hurt her eyes, Xingkong wanted to comfort her, but found that she was just an outsider, and she had no way to start, so she could only hide in the dark and listen to her heart.

Ji Yu actually made himself feel distressed, I don't know why, I just knew each other for three days, why would I worry about this person.

When she sees Ji Xiao happy, her heart will be very calm, there is a faint happiness in it, if she is not happy, she may be slightly sad, and sometimes I want to cry with her.

Because I know that Ji Xiao is not celebrating on her birthday, so I prepared a gift to plan for her after the Mid-Autumn Festival, but I was forced to leave last night, and I didn't even have a chance to give a gift, but now... It didn't seem to be suitable, Gu Zhaoxi looked at the gift that had already been prepared in his hand and hesitated.

After sending Ji Kai away, He Zhengyuan was able to proceed as originally planned, but he found that the starry sky and Ji were not in the room, and after thinking about it, Xing'er could only be in the flower room if he didn't leave the house, thinking about walking towards the flower room.

But as soon as he arrived at the door, he heard the mournful cry, and subconsciously, He Zhengyuan slowed down his pace and listened carefully to the pain that this girl would not talk about.

Actually, there are some things that I hid for Mr. Ji, and I think he is too tired.

Back then, the unintentional intervention of Ji Xiao's mother led to the tragedy that Mr. Ji is now underway.

The first time I saw Zhao Yanran, I felt that something was wrong with this woman, maybe because I had been mixed in society for a long time, and I looked at people more sophisticated than Mr. Ji, who was new to society.

It's just that because Mr. Ji likes it, I didn't say anything, for those relationships that are not too messy, in my opinion now, it is not love, maybe it is just that Mr. Ji's rebellious period came later, and he always thinks that his family is against it, and what he insists on is right, the so-called stick beating mandarin ducks will only backfire, maybe it is to let them go with the flow, and Mr. Ji will not be so persistent in saying that he loves Zhao Yanran.

And what about Ji Xiao's mother? Although she passed away after a year of marriage, I clearly felt Mr. Ji's heartfelt sadness when she left, and I knew that this woman really held Mr. Ji's heart.

I didn't know what happened before, but it was only after she married in that she had the fate to meet this woman whom Mr. Ji strongly rejected at that time.

The first time, the first time we met, I actually felt that Mr. Ji was really blind, of course, I just felt sorry for Mr. Ji, this woman who didn't know how many times stronger than that Zhao Yanran was in front of me, but there was only that Zhao Yanran in my eyes.

After the wedding night, Mr. Ji didn't have to go home for three months, I knew that he was with Zhao Yanran, I think she should know too, but it was strange that she didn't ask anything, didn't say anything.

I thought that such a young lady should be that kind of pretentious, even if she didn't go to Zhao Yanran to arrest Mr. Ji back like in the TV series, she would be coquettish to her powerful father and complain, but she didn't do anything, she went out shopping when she had friends, read books if she didn't, raised flowers, quietly came out of the dust, and had no quarrel with the world, Mr. Ji was not there, and the home was still in order under her care.

I secretly sighed that Mr. Ji didn't know how to cherish it, and actually shelved the pearl in the cabinet and let her be dusted.

I respect her, I think this kind of detached person is out of reach of a small role like me, she is also very good to the servants who help at home, there is no high shelf at all, if you don't understand, you will ask us, hehe, in fact, she is still a very cute person.

The accident on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival seemed to be not an accident, because Mr. Ji still had unresolved things and was not at home, for Zhao Yanran's visit, I felt strange, but these two are Mr. Ji's women, of course I can't say anything, but when the accident happened, I unexpectedly saw Zhao Yanran's hand that didn't have time to stretch it back, and I didn't care at the time, but when I heard the death notice from the hospital, I suddenly realized that something was wrong.

Now, when I am so young, when I bear the sadness of something that should not be borne at this age, I will think of those days.

I saw He Zhengyuan slowly frowning, his hands clenched into fists slightly, as if he was making some determination.