Chapter 256
"Although I don't know, and I don't understand, what is love? That's what it's like. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but I know that anyone who is so decadent that he is indifferent to other things for the sake of one person or one thing is not right. Brother, since you are like this, you love Xie Zhuoyan, why can't you fight for her once? As long as you have the ability, wouldn't it be a matter of time before you find him? Or rather, make it easier for him to find you. Even if there is a glimmer of hope, don't give up. ”
Gu Yunuo loves Gu Chengze's big brother deeply, he is reluctant to let Gu Chengze suffer a little grievance, and he can't stand Gu Cheng's appearance like this.
In the past, Gu Yunuo hated Xie Zhuoyan, so he didn't want Gu Chengze and Xie Zhuoyan to be together, but now seeing Gu Chengsun's painful appearance, he began to hope that Xie Zhuoyan would come back as soon as possible, so that Gu Chengyan would say and cheer up again. In the heart of the withered leaves, as long as Gu Cheng Zehao is concerned, everything is good, and he supports everything. You're right, Jia Chengze said, his eyes gradually became focused, as if he remembered something, he slowly said, I should work hard, I can't be so decadent anymore, I sit here in a daze, Xie Zhuoyan can't run back by himself, since he doesn't come back, then I'll run over, run one, two, three laps, as long as I can't find him, I can continue to run. Only some places where Zhuo Yan is will be my home. Gu Chengze thought about it for a long time, the only thing he could think of was that the place where Xie Zhuoyan might appear was the capital, where there were some unfinished things, Gu Chengze knew that he would go back sooner or later, whether it was a few years or decades later, Gu Chengze was willing to wait, and the premise was that he had to go to the capital, as long as Xie Zhuoyan appeared, he would definitely find him.
Jia Chengze finally regained a little strength, he looked at Gu Yunuo, very grateful, hugged him, and said while comforting, I am really fortunate to have a sister like you.
Gu Chengze finally cheered up, he walked to Master Gu's room, he had never looked at him so seriously, and said so solemnly.
"In the spring of next year, I will stay in the capital as an official. I'm not going back to Xiangyang Mansion. Gu Fu will hand it over to Changqing, Changqing has been working hard all these years, and you can also see it in your eyes, father, doing this is good for me and Changqing. ”
Gu Cheng looked at Master Gu and said, the resoluteness in his eyes was unquestionable. You must know that Gu Chengze has been asking himself to exercise himself since he was a child, and he has always asked himself to exercise himself on the grounds that he will be in charge of the Gu Mansion in the future. The starting point for everything he does is his hometown. Over the years, Gu Fu has been like Gu Chengze's heart, which is particularly important.
But I don't know when it started? What is pretended in the heart has become someone else, regardless of the house. Master Gu looked at Gu Chengze melancholy, sighing in his heart, is the person in front of him still his own child? He wasn't sure that the person in front of him was still Gu Chengze from the past. Old Master Gu looked at his emaciated face, which had become sallow because he couldn't sleep day and night, and had mixed feelings in his heart, he sighed softly and said.
"Since you were a child, I have been training you, exercising your perseverance, exercising your intelligence, exercising your calligraphy, and exercising you to behave in a way that is a person. But it didn't tell you, in the face of love, how should you do it? I didn't expect that because of my little negligence, you would become like this? ”
"Men have three wives and four concubines since ancient times, and there are groups of wives and concubines, no man only loves one woman, you are so stubborn, and you only think about Xie Zhuoyan, although this is inappropriate, it is not impossible. But love is love, there are many things in the world, more important than love, you can't ruin your own life because of a person. Can you bear to watch everyone up and down the Gu Mansion buy for you and follow you displaced because of your infatuation. ”
Well, the ancient city played this sentence yesterday, and I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I didn't know what to say. He was born to live up to it, as an uncle, how could he not feel it? He was also heartbroken, and the matter of transferring the property in the future had nothing to do with him. Every time he thought of this, he felt that after living for so many years, all his goals and all his reasons collapsed in an instant.
"However, I want to follow Xie Zhuoyan for the rest of my life."
Hou Gucheng said, without the slightest hesitation, without the slightest hesitation, the firmness in stealth has never been so clear.
The old house is an element of his life that has always been his progress. He and Gu Fu cherished each other, and they had already become a piece of meat on Gu Chengze's body, which could not be cut or cut.
But Xie Zhuoyan is different, when he walked into Gu Chengze's life, at that first moment, he was already destined that Gu Chengze would follow him forever and forever in this life.
Xie Zhuoyan is air, seemingly light and inconspicuous, but it is already in the dark, closely connected with his life. When Xie Zhuoyan was there, Gu Chengze didn't know the importance of Xie Zhuoyan, and he couldn't notice the difference between Xie Zhuoyan's presence and absence.
However, once the air was withdrawn, when Xie Zhuoyan left, Gu Chengze felt that life was worse than death, and at that moment, he understood that Xie Zhuoyan was already an indispensable life for him.
"Father, I can only feel the motivation of life when I live for Xie Zhuoyan now, and I can feel that I am still alive. I dedicated my most precious and youngest ten years for the Gu Mansion. But for the remaining decades, I have to leave it to Xie Zhuoyan, that is, to myself, he is my life, and I want to live for my life. ”
"In the past few months since Xie Zhuoyan left, I have thought about it for a long time, and I have also wondered why I have become so decadent and so unlike myself because of him. I also wondered, can I give up on him? Can I go back to my old life? I also tried, I tried to forget him, to erase any traces of him, but the traces were gone, and the face in my mind was still clearly visible, lingering, often becoming a nightmare and tormenting me. ”
"Maybe you've never tried this kind of taste, father, although this feeling is too painful, suffocating, and you even wish you had never fallen in love with anyone, but only when you are helpless, lonely, and empty, will you understand that this person will become your pillar, and when you are displaced and alone, he will come out and become your motivation, support you, and cheer you on! So if it weren't for Xie Zhuoyan, I might not be like the walking dead now, but without Xie Zhuoyan, I would never be able to walk into the state I am in, and I will never know what it means to live for myself. The big mansion of Gu Mansion has imprisoned my body and mind, for many years, I have been numb, I no longer know that he is imprisoned, only at this time, when I want to fly away, I can really feel that my wings are tied to Gu Mansion. And Xie Zhuoyan is the one who cut the rope and reborn me, the woman I will never forget. (To be continued.) )