Wrong in the wrong
Ye Mo heard the sadness in the teacher's words. However, she did not agree with the teacher's assumption that the so-called situation was different.
She was fortunate enough to know some of the teacher's past, and understood the source and existence of his sadness, however, the teacher did not know her sorrow, but just because the teacher did not know it did not mean that it did not exist.
No matter what, it was there, Ling Chi Ye Mo's heart.
Ye Mo closed her eyes in some pain, and those sorrows frightened her like Gu.
The teacher saw that Ye Mo didn't mean to speak, looked at the road ahead again, and continued, "Xiao Mo, you know, I have long fallen into the swamp of pain, mistakes and regrets, many years ago, I was a little bit of not me, I have long been shattered by reality. The teacher paused, and continued in a sad voice, "Many years ago, this sorrow kept me moving forward to dilute the pain...... But not now, now I'm not old, but my heart is old, in the past few years, I think more and more of my son's lovely face, and my wife's face also comes to mind from time to time, I can no longer focus on work as before, perhaps, I'm tired of it. But, now, I don't want to go any further, I want to find them. I don't mind life or death, I just want to see them again. After the teacher finished speaking, he almost burst into tears, but he just didn't let it out.
Ye Mo had already opened her eyes in the teacher's confession, she smiled bitterly silently, it turned out that the teacher also wanted to leave, but he wanted to persuade her to stay.
After a few more minutes of silence, until the teacher recovered his mood, he stopped moving forward, turned to Ye Mo, and continued in a serious tone, "Xiao Mo, you are different, you are still young, you have not experienced so many ups and downs, and you have not had so many sadness, you said that you are not suitable, but in fact, you have done a good job, no one can be as good as you, even me." I know that there are a lot of difficulties in this time, and it may indeed make your heart very tired, but, believe me, these will all pass, you see, aren't you almost settled now? In the future, you won't feel so tired again...... Xiao Mo, I've seen you working hard, I don't want you to give up like this. At the end of the day, the teacher pulled out an old keychain from his pocket, on which hung a galloping horse. I remember, when I first took you down seven years ago, you used to take it and say to me that you were going to be a horse like it, and you would run forward and become a top agent. ”
The teacher put the keychain in Ye Mo's hand, "At that time, you handed it to me, and said that I would wait until your goal came true before handing it back to you, I think, it's that time now." ”
Ye Mo stared at the keychain in her hand, her thoughts returned to before, at that time, she was indeed full of passion and fighting spirit, and vowed to get the keychain back. However, now that she has taken it back, it is in such a situation.
At that time, she had a dream in her heart, but, no matter what outsiders thought, in her heart, being an agent had never been her dream.
Now, with her dreams shattered, what reason and passion does she have to persevere?
Thinking that at the beginning, her dream at least had a future, although the future outcome was uncertain, but now, that dream has no hope, and she doesn't want to sacrifice another moth to the fire in vain. After all, youth is only once, and when the blood is burned, you will understand reason.
Ye Mo felt that she couldn't listen to the teacher anymore, after all, the teacher in front of her didn't know what she really thought in her heart, he just took what he had been pursuing for years for impulsiveness as his dream. Maybe one day, when the teacher knows the truth, he will even feel guilty for his own retention today.
Ye Mo knew that she was not giving up on her dreams, on the contrary, she was about to start pursuing her dreams.
Ye Mo was ready to argue with reason.
"Teacher, I know that you are dedicated to my good, but, perhaps, you don't understand my true heart, everyone has their own wounds, you have, and I may not have them. I know myself best, I know what I really want, what makes me unhappy, you have to believe it, I have my own ideas and concepts, and I know the priorities of things. And, after so many years together, you also know that I am not a reckless and impulsive person, and this departure is something that I have carefully considered, and I can assure you that it is by no means a whim. Ye Mo looked at the teacher's eyes with resolute eyes, and swore that he had made up his mind.
The teacher lost in these few minutes of eye contact, and perhaps it is more appropriate to say that the teacher's heart was somewhat shaken.
Ye Mo was ready to take advantage of the victory to pursue, held the keychain in his hand high, facing the bright sun, and then said to the teacher, "Teacher, the horse is still there, the fire of my dream will not be extinguished, I will be like it, galloping until the last moment of my life." ”
Ye Mo finished the "oath", put his hand down, and then, picked up the teacher's hand, put the keychain in his hand again, in the teacher's surprised gaze, she said again, "Teacher, my new dream has just begun, now, I will hand it over to you for safekeeping, and when I really realize my dream, I will come to you again to ask for it." ”
The teacher silently took this keychain that he had kept for many years, and he thought, since she is happy, leave and leave, and the most important thing in life is not happiness? With it, every day of life is earned; Without it, every day of life is wasted.
Ye Mo saw that the teacher took the keychain, knowing that the teacher had praised her own approach, she immediately breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that the rain and dew on a sunny day were coming instantly, she looked at the keychain in the teacher's hand lying obediently, and said to the teacher, "Teacher, the horses have been waiting for our wish to come true, you have to try your best to find them, and I will try my best to achieve it." ”
Looking at the relieved teacher, Ye Mo stretched out his hand and symbolically stroked the horse, as if saying to himself, "Ma'er, Ma'er, I believe it won't be long before I can really welcome you back." ”
The teacher also looked at the horse in the keychain, as if it really had life and divine powers, and he prayed in pieces, "Horses, horses, I hope I can find them right away." If you know them, please tell me about them, I miss them. ”