It seems that I was indeed overly enthusiastic, and Lin Qianxiao didn't want to eat with us. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's okay, Lin Surou and I are sitting not far from Lin Qianxiao.

Lin Surou said angrily, "Jiang Ye, you give me a good meal, don't always look at her, what do others think you are going to do." ”

"I'm rubbing, where do I always look at her, I just glance at her occasionally, I just think, her clothes are too shabby, Su Rou, do you have any clothes you don't want? Send her some. ”

"Stupid, people don't want it, you force it, I've sent it several times, this classmate Lin Qianxiao said that she has hands and feet, she has done part-time jobs enough, and she also has clothes and quilts, and the school has waived tuition fees and given subsidies, she doesn't need to wear such good clothes." Lin Surou said with a faint smile.

"Also, you, I don't have anything to say if I help you wash your clothes, and you still take it for granted."

"Ah, who let you lie to me before, it gave you face if you didn't smash your kettle, and besides, I'm going to invite you to dinner anyway, and when I take it home at night, it's going to be rancid."

"You guy, okay, I know, I'll take it back at noon to help you wash it, the weather is good in the past two days, and it can be done on the weekend." Lin Surou smiled lightly.

"Okay, I'm sorry for you, Su Rou." I still said a few polite words, and then finished eating, thinking about whether I could help Lin Qianxiao when the time came, thinking that there seemed to be nothing to help, to help others cook? Or do you serve dishes for others?

This is not in his own home, and the woolen sweater inside is easy to get dirty, shaking his head, forget it, this kind of help has no substantive meaning, it is better to invite her to dinner or give it in some material ways.

"Jiang Ye, is there anything wrong with eating after eating? Are you going to Yan Yuer's house again? ”

"Yes, that's called a club activity, Dongfang Yue will also go with me this time, don't worry about it all the time, don't hit my little report in the back." I glared at Lin Surou with a fierce look.

"Yo, Young Master Jiang will also be afraid, how dare I say more about you, and lose my temper with me when the time comes."

"Losing my temper with you, it's not like I've carried you back, saying a yarn." After I finished eating, I naturally went to buy a bottle of coconut water to drink, Lin Surou called out to me and gave a tissue to wipe my mouth.

"Then I'll go and empty the plate." I nodded, and came back with two bottles of coconut water.

When I got back to my seat, I saw a neatly folded five-dollar sheet pressed under my English book...

I immediately remembered the price of the bowl of chicken stewed mushrooms, and then I saw Lin Qianxiao, who had disappeared from her seat. I took the five yuan with some bitterness and shook it with Lin Surou who came back.

"This Lin Qianxiao is too careful, right, she doesn't need any favor?? Saying that we invited her, they all nodded and gave five yuan, we wanted to help, not to increase her burden. I sighed, this Lin Qian's smile is too sensitive, I'm not a bad person, why are you so clear-cut?

"I can't tell, but this is indeed her temper, in addition to the subsidy, the money we give in private, she basically won't accept it, the class activities never go, and rarely go to dinner, their classmates are also good to her, they all know the situation at her home, give her extra meals, she is all repaid, even if she resigns at the time, she will Alipay, or directly transfer to her classmate's card, the baht must be compared, so a few times, everyone dare not invite her to dinner again." Lin Surou explained to me.

"Why is she here, is it necessary, everyone is kind and wants to help her." I shook my head.

"This is not the category of dying to save face, Qianxiao told me that if she accepts more favors from others, she will form a habit, her spine will not be straight, she wants to rely on her own hands and try to survive." Lin Surou explained it to me.

"This is really, poor and strong, no longer falling into the ambition of the clouds, hey, I really admire such a person in my heart, the backbone is straight, although there is no money, but after all, he lives with his own hands and has dignity." I nodded, "Okay, Su Rou, you keep these five yuan for me, don't spend it, I'm afraid I'll use it if I accidentally put it here." ”

"Okay, what's the matter, is this a commemorative five dollars?" Lin Surou said with a smile.

"Definitely, take me to see it today, it's really right, I can't tell where I was touched, but I was infiltrated by an emotion." It was not because of sympathy for Lin Qianxiao, but in her words, trying to survive, I found an inexplicable sense of identity and indescribable tenderness.

"Do you have something to do in the afternoon, I'm going to a club activity!" I waved at Lin Surou.

"Wait a minute, why are you in such a hurry?" Lin Surou took out a piece of paper from her bag, "Go back to the dormitory and look at it, don't lose it, this is Lin Qianxiao's favorite poem, when she was helping out in the student union, I asked her to write it down, you are a talented person, you will definitely feel something after reading it." ”

I took this thin piece of paper quite seriously and carefully, what kind of poem could it be? I held it in my hand for the time being, and I didn't take it apart.

Just when I walked out of the cafeteria and looked at the somewhat gloomy sky, I didn't know what kind of feeling I had in my heart, since Lin Qianxiao didn't need my help, and she herself was doing well, she should indeed be allowed to live freely, without having to look at a person who doesn't need your sympathy with sympathy and pity. But I'm still a little depressed in my heart, and I don't think it's a good choice.

Lin Qianxiao has no money and no way to participate in the dinner party and integrate into class life, her mother's work is also that kind of miscellaneous work, the family's economic conditions are too poor, the university is always an ivory tower, Lin Qianxiao may be able to spend it happily and safely, but what about the future?

Without the help of a few good friends and girlfriends, at the beginning in the big city, I didn't even have a foothold, so I couldn't say that I came out of that ravine and went back to my home, right? Lin Qianxiao came to school to definitely seek development in Hangzhou.

Forget it, no matter what, keep a heart to help others, my kindness will not be absent, there are so many painful and poor people in this world, I haven't met it yet, but this girl with strong self-esteem in front of me, I always feel that there should be a chance to help.

I have seen too many stories of suffering, those stories passed down by word of mouth in the years of poverty, those who were in the cold nights, my grandfather believed in Feng Shui numerology, and he repeatedly told me since I was a child that if someone was hungry and cold on a snowy day, even if I only had one bread on me at that time, I would give her half of it.

Of course, I don't need it now, Lin Qianxiao is living a very fulfilling life for the time being, and she can live with hope and fantasy.

I also very much hope that she can always be like this, have an independent personality, and live with her pride. (To be continued.) )