Chapter 41, I'm not good
"Ba Station" is a small supermarket, it is located not far from the gas station, the location is good, the business is good, this is the first job Xin Qianjiao found in Bai'an City. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
The blue work hat and the same color bib pants matched Xin Qianjiao's size, and this kind of dress made her look even thinner.
At one o'clock at noon, Qianjiao had just put down the fast food box in her hand and poured a large gulp of the free blended coffee in the store, when other colleagues in the store came in and shouted:
"Qianjiao is looking for someone outside."
Qianjiao, who didn't have time to squint, couldn't think of who was looking for her for a while, she walked out of the door of the store, and a white figure appeared in her, and she recognized it before she met her eyes, this is the brain's hidden ability to recognize, and she has a hunch, a premonition that can't be stopped whether it's good or bad, although she has made an "appointment" for herself a few days ago.
"White Mommy." The other party is Bai Yiyang's mother, Bai Ruoqin.
"Where can I sit here, let's talk?" Because she hated the smell of gasoline, she kept her white handkerchief on her nose.
It's talking, not talking.
After taking two bottles of water, Qianjiao and Bai Ruoqin sat in the park not far from the bus station.
"Is it about Yiyang?" Qianjiao spoke first, thinking that there was only Bai Yiyang, after all, between them was Yiyang, if there was no Yiyang, maybe they could really be a mother and daughter for a lifetime!
Whenever Qianjiao thinks of it like this, she is more or less weird Yiyang, and it's good that he didn't confess to himself at the beginning!
From the moment she knew that the object that Yiyang liked was her, Bai Ruoqin objected to Yiyang and her, they hadn't talked about it before, so Qianjiao understood that this good mother who only had her son in her eyes must be talking about Yiyang today, but ......
"Half of it." All these years, because of taking care of Yiyang's condition, their relationship has not been completely dug up, and she also thought that this little girl would definitely not be able to endure hardship, and she would take the initiative to leave, who wants to ...... It's so brainless, but Yiyang is already very attractive, and many girls like it when she was in school.
"Mother Bai just say it." Qianjiao has always felt that she is not a good person or a good person, at least at first she didn't like Yiyang's mother very much.
"Qianjiao, you are a good child, and you are so young, and no one is more beautiful than you......" Qianjiao remembered that Bai Ruoqin had said, saying that she looked like a person, a friend of someone she didn't like.
"Mother Bai, you have won the prize." It's to let her break up with Yiyang.
"Everyone understands Yiyang's illness in their hearts, and after all these years, Bai's mother has also seen it, but Bai's mother knows better that a woman will be happy only if she is cared for and taken care of, and Yiyang's ...... "eyes are red, she herself is an example, things in the world always backfire."
"Good people will be rewarded." Yiyang is indeed a good person.
"Thank you, Qianjiao really thank you for taking care of Yiyang over the past few years." Bai Ruoqin took her hand and told the truth, she also understood that she couldn't be completely blamed for the matter, but she gave Yiyang the courage to wake up: "Mother Bai is not a happy woman,...... Actually, if only you were my daughter. ”
"I ......"
"Love." The conversation suddenly turned again.
"Huh?" What do you mean? Did she feel at ease with Yiyang?
"That's a good boy, Mother Bai can see it."
"......" turned her head, and she was referring to......
"I saw the boy kissing you this morning."
"Mother Bai, don't get me wrong, that person is sick, he has always been arrogant!"
"I know, really, I can see that he likes you very much, and will give you a sense of security, and give you everything that a normal adolescent love should experience and enjoy." Maybe it's because the boy looks a little like him, so she thinks that any man should be grasped.
Qian Jiao couldn't tell from her face at the moment what she was saying something that didn't match her: "Moreover, I can't let Yiyang delay you." ”
"It's up to me to stay." Qianjiao replied.
"Yes...... I know that I used to oppose you because I felt that you were still young, and all your studies were important, and I was afraid that your future path would be crooked at this time, and secondly, ...... Because you're not in good health......" Seeing Qianjiao nodding and admitting, she continued: "You know, I've already lost half of my son, so it's not healthy not to want my daughter-in-law." I'm sure that's something that every mother thinks about. ”
But isn't that unhealthy? She's just too white, and she's not so thin that she can't conceive a child, Fan'er always says that she really doesn't look like a complete yellow person, but ...... Twice a year, she's healthier, isn't she?
Why, why do you have to find this reason every time, so that she always has low self-esteem.
"Again, our Bai family also wants to be a daughter-in-law from an innocent family...... Qianjiao, don't get me wrong, Mother Bai just meant to ...... Because of your background......"
Yes, she's an orphan: "I'm sorry. She apologized for mentioning everything she couldn't change, Qian Jiao smiled bitterly, Bai Yiyang, Bai Yiyang, it seems that I really can't climb you.
"Do you like that guy?" She changed the subject.
"Who? …… Oh, he'...... "Is he proud?" I don't know.
"Are you happy with him?"
"There is no Yiyang at ease." But there is a pull that will suck her and can't leave, and she willingly wants to stay.
"That's because of dependence, you and Yiyang are both dependent on each other...... But have you ever thought about it? It could just be family affection. She tried to persuade as best she could.
"Mother Bai, you have to have confidence in Yiyang, he will get better, and when he gets better, don't worry, I will leave." Maybe she knew eight hundred years earlier, the relationship between the two of them had already developed into another kind of stability, were they lovers? I guess it's a brother and sister.
The answer she wanted, she said that she was tired after such a big turn.
"Qianjiao, the boy that Mother Bai really thinks is ......"
"It's none of his business...... I would have made such a decision even without him. I will do my best to hope that Yiyang and you will not be unhappy because of me. And she has been used to being alone for a long time, if she can't get a home no matter how hard and tired she is, then there is really nothing to force it for.
"Yes, Yiyang is not blessed."
"Mother Bai, I'm going to start work, I'll help you stop the car." Mother Bai doesn't want to be a bad person, she can do anything, but I don't know if she will let go when she faces Yiyang.
"No need, the driver is here today."
The driver continues to use it? - She nodded, and after seeing her leave, she didn't feel better, she really didn't like to be alone, and she returned to the bus station.
"This is the second time we've met outside, right?" As soon as I entered, I was standing in front of me at the reception platform.
Where did he come from: "Do you have anything to do with me?" How did you know I was here? ”
"It just so happened." The second question was answered. "I'm coming to you because I'm going on a date with you." This is the answer to the first question. "You won't forget, that's what we all agreed at the beginning." There was obvious cunning in that boyish face.
"But I'm working."
"I'll wait for you."
Then you just wait! Qianjiao's mood was still in trouble, and she unceremoniously invited people out of the door to start serious work, but ......
"Qianjiao, is that your boyfriend? Why is that face so good-looking, the body is like a model, so handsome, could it be a big star? Clerk A asked.
"Your boyfriend is waiting for you to go on a date after work, it's so romantic." Clerk B said
"The car is his, isn't it? It's so rich. Clerk C said.
“……”
Are there so many advantages? Through the glass, Xin Qianjiao tilted her head and looked at Feng Weiao who was leaning on the trunk of the tree, she only felt that this person was domineering, completely like a child, and he couldn't explain clearly, it was better to meet this kind of person, but listening to them saying that he was handsome, considerate or something, since she would be very happy, why?
Maybe there really is such a thing as tacit understanding, and when Qianjiao went to see him, he turned his head to meet her eyes and returned a perfect smile.
"Knock" something sounded, Xing Qianjiao instinctively turned around, her whole body could no longer behave naturally, and she touched her face at a loss, since it was hot. She must be sick.
"Symptoms of happiness." Once Lu Fan asked her, asking Qianjiao if she would blush and heartbeat at Yiyang, lack of oxygen or something.
At that time, she was still laughing at whether Lu Fan had watched too many bubble dramas filmed by her father's company, how could real love be so exaggerated.
Right now...... Is this love?
Her first boyfriend was Yiyang, except for the kiss of the dragonfly, they didn't have much intimate contact, and the feeling of being menacing had never been experienced, so she didn't understand, is this love?
She can't take it out and ask others to find answers, even if she is sad to death, but she can be sure of one thing - Xin Qianjiao is a bad girl!