Chapter 10: Emotional Confusion

Looking at the modern bracelet I knitted myself, I couldn't help but think of the day I went to give the jade pendant. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info Actually, I don't know what jade to wear at all, so I have to make up two identical Chinese knots. I considered that the eldest young master lived in a bamboo garden, so he should be able to wear that piece of bamboo jade, and he always liked bright colors, so I picked a yellow color rope to tie the string. And Wu Ye often wears purple clothes, and I also love purple very much, so I chose purple rope for both Songyu and Meiyu. After the network was laid, I followed the instructions of the eldest young master and personally went to deliver it after dinner, but unfortunately when I went, Wu Ye was not there, and I had to deal with this big and strange young master alone, but it was common for them to be together, and I really thought it was the relationship between Jiao and Meng!

"I've never seen this pattern before, and it looks chic, but why did you choose a style, wouldn't it be strange if I wore it with Ah Ye?" The eldest young master asked. "Back to the eldest young master, the slave is clumsy, she will only make this one, if the young master thinks it is not good, let other sisters make another one for the young master, I still have a lot of yellow rope there." I thought to myself that it would be good to make it up for you, and I also picked three or four checks, it is better if you don't like it, so I and Wu Ye's jade pendant are just matched.

"Oh? So it sounds like that piece of pine is for Ah Ye? The eldest young master raised his eyebrows and asked. Back to the eldest young master, the slave maid often watches the young master wearing purple clothes, guessing that he probably likes purple, so he chose the purple rope. And the eldest young master has been living in the bamboo garden, and the slave maid chose bright yellow to weave the bamboo pendant according to the young master's preference. "That's a lot of questions, but I've said them all, and I'm sure he'll not be mistaken.

"So you've put some thought into it. But Feiying, you're looking at it very carefully. Okay, the things have been delivered, and I'll hand them over to Ah Ye, so you can go. "Wu Ye is not here, I wish I could leave early, so as soon as the eldest young master spoke, I immediately retired happily.

Who knew that a few days later, the eldest young master and Wu Ye came to visit the young lady, and I saw that Wu Ye was wearing a yellow rope bamboo pendant, but the eldest young master was wearing a purple rope pine pendant that I carefully knitted for Wu Ye. I couldn't help but stare at the eldest young master and ask, who knew that he directly ignored my resentful eyes and only cared about talking to the young lady, but Wu Ye deliberately stroked the vein on the jade pendant, smiled at me, and signaled that he liked it very much. This move instantly made my heart flutter, so I smiled back at Wu Ye implicitly, and temporarily put the prank of the eldest young master behind me.

"You two are very similar to each other! It's just that this texture is a little more ordinary, how can you want to wear such a jade pendant together? The young lady looked at it for a while and asked curiously. Sister doesn't know, this jade pendant is a few days ago we guessed the lantern riddle to get, although the color of the goods is very general, but the meaning is excellent. Saying that, the eldest young master took off his jade pendant and gave it to the young lady to enjoy, "Sister take a closer look, my jade is carved with pine and cypress, Ah Ye's piece is green bamboo, and there is a piece of wax plum, which is in response to the three friends of the year, and we obtained it together, isn't it the best interpretation of friendship, how can it be compared with ordinary vulgar things!" The eldest young master boasted.

In this way, it is worth cherishing, a gentleman is like jade, and a light friendship is like water, which is indeed an excellent intention. However, I see that this style is novel, no wonder you two choose the same one! The young lady gave me a thoughtful look. Of course, I know how special my Chinese knot is, and I once made a red one for Yunyan, she likes it very much, I think Miss must have seen it, so Miss will be able to guess that plum jade is in my hand, just now I was happy, this time I should think about how to explain it!

When they were about to go out, the eldest young master suddenly turned around and said, "Just this maid will go to the bamboo garden with me, I originally had something to give to my sister, but I forgot about it when I went out in a hurry just now." "I knew he was going to be fine when he saw me, and sure enough, he asked me to run errands. After arriving in the bamboo garden, I have been following the two young masters into the study, and I didn't see anyone ask anyone to take anything along the way, and there was no one in the room to serve, if it wasn't for Wu Ye's arrival, I was really afraid of what the eldest young master would do to me.

Well, I'm really thinking too much. Although the ancient bronze mirror is not as clear and bright as the modern mercury mirror, but what does I look like, I am still very self-aware, it is definitely a drop in the crowd can be found at a glance, it is impossible to drop~ But relying on the height, barely a medium posture, of course, dare to say that it can only be in modern times, how can ancient women be beautiful with height, naturally the smaller the bird and the better. So, my appearance can only be regarded as a semi-neutral face, what the corners of the eyes are slightly amorous, the cherry is still talking, and the skin is as white as snow, all of which have nothing to do with me, the only thing that makes me glad is that I finally have a pair of big eyes that are not myopia, but the life of the past few years has made me practice a low-eyed and pleasing cheap slave appearance. So overall, I'm so normal that I can't be more normal.

"Feiying, you really shouldn't be annoyed with me. Here's the thing, Ah Ye thinks that Zhu Pei is more suitable for him, although I like it too, but after all, the gentleman doesn't win people's love, so he cedes it. But then again, this purple dress with yellow pei, don't you think it's more suitable for Ah Ye? The eldest young master asked pointedly. Back to the words of the eldest young master, it is very compatible. I replied reluctantly.

"It turned out that you fooled away Songpei, which should have been mine, and lied to me that this was specially made up for me by Feiying, and I wondered, how could Feiying choose a yellow Luo to send me. You've done the old tricks again. I saw Wu Ye shaking his head and sighing as he spoke, thinking that this was not the first time such an incident had happened, "Forget it, since you like that, it doesn't hurt to change it." After Wu Ye finished speaking, he rushed at me again and said, "I also like this too, and it doesn't matter which one it is, you don't need to worry too much about it between friends." "In a word, I have revealed this matter, the eldest young master will not sell well if he gets cheap, but it hurts me, and I have to go back and pick a new color to match my Meiyu.

After talking for a while, I wanted to get up and leave, and the eldest young master solemnly handed me a letter, instructing me to be sure to hand it over to the young lady in person, not to pretend to be someone else, looking at his serious attitude, it really startled me, and I nodded and retired.

When I returned to the Frost Garden, I immediately handed the letter to the young lady with my own hands. After reading it, the young lady smiled mysteriously, and then handed me the letter again, only to see the word "owed" on a huge piece of letterhead, and I suddenly remembered the dowry of the young lady's mother. Although the eldest young master is now the only male in the grandchildren of the mansion, after all, he has not inherited the family business, and his mother's family is only a small family, and he still relies on the Protector Mansion, and he has not yet become famous, so it is naturally impossible to take out such a large sum of money to repay the young lady at once. Even if he is a hearty and upright person, he thinks that he will use this letter as evidence to promise to owe Miss a favor, which can be regarded as a good explanation. And in the future, if Miss is really in a hurry, in addition to the love of sisters and brothers, this letter is also another layer of protection, so that the eldest young master has to help Miss. And as the old saying goes, a gentleman is worth a thousand gold, and it is indeed a happy thing for a young lady in such a situation.

"Feiying, what Brother Chang said about Mei Yu is where you are?" Seeing that I nodded, the young lady paused and said, "Is it that day when you went out to visit the lantern festival, you met them and won together?" Seeing that I nodded again, the young lady frowned slightly, and continued: "Brother Chang'er gave you a piece, and asked you to give you a lot, and I also heard that both of them gave you lanterns, have you ever thought about why?" Seeing that I didn't answer, the young lady continued: "I thought that you had let go, thinking that with your hidden skills, it would be easy to keep a distance from them, but now that such a thing has happened, I must think about it too much. Feiying, listen to me, the young masters in the mansion, you better provoke less. ”

"I, the slave maid, have not given up my feelings for the young master. As for winning the set of jade pendants, there is indeed a participation of the slave and maid, as for the rest, it is the intention of the eldest young master, and the slave and maid did not deliberately ask for it. Although the slave and maid are very happy that the young master will give me a lantern, the eldest young master's lantern and jade pendant are mostly just to find the slave and maid happy, so they did it deliberately, and it was really not the slave and maid who did it on purpose. I replied honestly like a child making a mistake.

"Feiying, Ah Ye's matter, have you really thought it through? If you haven't made a decision, don't make a mistake again and again, it's too late to turn back. The young lady said earnestly. Miss, the slave has already thought clearly. Even if it is almost impossible for the young master to be an existence for me, I will not give up, and I hope that the young lady can fulfill it. "I knew that sooner or later I had to tell her that if I didn't get her approval, everything would be in vain, after all, I could only rely on her now, and without her support, I might not even be able to eat, and what kind of emotional pursuits would I talk about.

Today is finally clear, the young lady saw that I looked like a vow, quite shocked, and then her expression revealed puzzlement, and seemed to be a little sad, but she didn't say a word, presumably annoyed me. Yunyan also saw it, so he heard her open and persuade: "What Miss means is that you are still young, but I am afraid that you still haven't really understood how strict the concubines in the Houmengui Mansion are." If the young master really has a heart for you, he is just the last concubine, and after the young master is the lord, he will definitely go back to Xijing to marry his daughter-in-law. At that time, there will be a housewife and a lot of people, and your identity will always make you be bullied, even if the young lady has the heart to help you, I am afraid that it will be beyond the reach of the whip. Good sister, you better listen to Miss, just do it in moderation! ”

Although this was said by Yunyan, I knew that this was also what Miss meant, and it seemed that she did have a protective heart for me, "Feiying thank you Miss for her love, but Wu Ye is really of great significance to me, and I will never let go." Besides, even if I really love him, I will never lose myself for him, so what Yunyan said will not happen. Secondly, if you love someone, you don't necessarily have to have it. It's just that if I hesitate today for something that will happen in the future, I will regret it for the rest of my life. I hope to meet the right person at the right time, cherish the present, even if the future is really different, there is no fate, and there will be no regrets! ”

Seeing that my answer was so affirmative and resolute, the young lady also felt that it was useless to persuade more, so she said, "I always promise you the autonomy of marriage, since you are so persistent, let you make your own decision." ”

After I left, the young lady asked Yunyan leisurely, "Do you think she is really stupid or fake?" Obviously, if you look at everything, you can also be light, why do you prefer this matter and be so persistent. When Yunyan heard Miss ask like this, she must have remembered the previous big girl Yun Qinglai. And this big girl named Yunqing was chosen by Mrs. for Miss, and she died long before Mrs. died of illness. "Did Miss remember Sister Yunqing?" Yun Yan saw that Miss didn't answer, so she knew that it was, "Sister Yun Qing can also be regarded as a childhood sweetheart with the young master of the hall, and the two are happy, but her body is too weak, and the housemother is a little fierce, so she will not have enough blood when she is pregnant with a child, so she went early." Yunyan couldn't help but feel sad, after all, when she first came, Yunqing also took great care of her.

"Why do you believe those bluffing words? In the end, it was because she and her cousin were too affectionate that she stupidly thought that as long as her cousin really loved her, she would be able to live in peace. As everyone knows, how can a big family tolerate the matter of spoiling a concubine and killing his wife, my cousin's heart and my mother's care, how can the sun fall in the eyes of my mean cousin-in-law, how can it be safe forever. She is a solid intestine, for her cousin to keep compromised, naturally she was pinched to death by her cousin-in-law, but I don't know how much hardship she has suffered behind her back, so she will be gone at a young age. Now that you look at Feiying's persistent appearance, I'm afraid that ten cows won't be able to pull it back. And I looked at it coldly, it seemed that Brother Chang'er also cared a little about her, and no matter who it was, I was afraid that she would follow in Yunqing's footsteps and give her life in vain. The young lady said worriedly.

"No, it won't, Miss is too worried. Listening to what she just said, the slave and maid would rather be broken than broken. It's just that she is still too young to understand that it is not enough to have feelings, and when she grows older, she will understand her identity and status, which is the guarantee of a truly stable marriage. So Miss doesn't need to worry too much, the coming day is long, let's just look at her carefully, and when she really insists on going with her, she will let Yun Xiu lock her up, even if she is smart and full of whimsy, I am afraid that it will be difficult to defeat Yun Xiu's fists. The young lady was amused by Yunyan's last sentence, and after thinking about it, she went with her for the time being.