Chapter 50: Memories of the Past

Zizhu Garden is the most proud place for the aunt of the Flower Garden Bureau. The plants and flowers in the pen fun pavilion www.biquge.info are not counted, and the most surprising green bamboos one by one, they will glow with a faint purple light under the light of the early sun, and the purple bamboo garden is also named.

Yan Huiqi walked slowly in the Zizhu Garden, she had N many questions in her mind, but now she didn't have time to sort it out. There was only one thought in her heart, Ming Fan was coming. Although it was very selfish to say this, Yan Huiqi couldn't help but be happy, if there was Ming Fan, these miscellaneous things could be thrown to him!

Returning home, Yan Huiqi breathed a deep sigh of relief at the sun, wherever Ming is there, she can smell the fragrance of the sun!

Wait, wait, wait, wait, the wind blew through the sound of Cuizhu's killing, Yan Huiqi began to worry a little, whether something would happen to Ming Fan.

Bored walking around in place, passing the time for a while, Yan Huiqi hugged herself and squatted down, Ming Fan is so slow, maybe, something happened!

What will happen? The poison in his body, and other miscellaneous things, is really annoying, and what she hates the most is fighting with people! Whether it's when I was an agent, or now, it's a real hassle!

"Bah, Bah, Sand!" The sound of someone fighting came, and Yan Huiqi was startled in place. She jumped up and tentatively walked towards the fight.

But when she got there, there was no sign of it. The sound of the fight was like Yan Huiqi's auditory hallucinations, Yan Huiqi stood in place in a daze, she looked around, her brows furrowed. She was sure it wasn't an auditory hallucination, but what was going on now?

Yan Huiqi grabbed her head and turned around to find a relatively hidden place to hide, after all, saving her life is a big deal.

However, when Yan Huiqi turned around, she saw a woman standing not far from herself, looking at herself, "Who are you?" Yan Huiqi asked in a low voice.

The woman slowly walked out of the rockery, dressed in gorgeous purple clothes and with high tied hair, the whole person was extremely noble.

The veil covered her face, and she couldn't really see her expression, but Yan Huiqi felt very frustrated. This woman is the woman in purple who asked herself to get Lan Zhuxiang when Ming Fan was poisoned.

Why is she here? What happened to Ming Fan?

"Did you get the antidote?" The woman spoke slowly, and she couldn't hear any change in feelings.

Yan Huiqi lowered her eyes and shook her head.

"Haha!" The woman suddenly chuckled lowly, "It's useless, you! ”

Yan Huiqi frowned, but she still squatted in place and didn't say anything.

"I warned you a long time ago to stay away from Ming Fan," the woman said expressionlessly, tilting her head, "People like you will only drag down the burden of others." can say beautiful things, but unfortunately, after all, he is just a useless guy! ”

After speaking, the woman smiled and passed by Yan Huiqi.

"Stay away from us! Don't you also think that the battles in this palace are boring? Find a reason to leave! Here, not for you at all! Waste for human protection! ”

Yan Huiqi stood in place with wide eyes, and the woman's words hit her heart. She looked back and watched the woman gradually walk away, in fact, she could stop the woman, but now Yan Huiqi suddenly felt so powerless. What did she use to stop people, she didn't even have the qualifications to stop them.

Yan Huiqi looked at the sun in the sky, I don't know why, the sun at this moment is so weak. She walked to a corner and sat down, taking out the medicine bottle that Ming Fan had given her.

She watched carefully, then hugged herself tightly. It seems that as long as it is waste, it is the same in that world, it is waste. She thought that she had the potential to be an agent, and she would be able to play casually in this ancient world that had been long behind, but what?

She suddenly discovers that she is neither a cat nor a mouse.

"Arran, Arran!" Yan Huiqi shouted in a low voice, "I want to see you, I want to go home!" ”

You can run away, escape the life of an agent, run away from yourself, you can't be an agent for the rest of your life.

The words of the captain of the special forces suddenly flashed through Yan Huiqi's mind. Then, Yan Huiqi cried out very unproductively.

She just wants to escape, she doesn't want to face this, what's wrong with just messing around, isn't it also the wisdom of the ancients to be confused? It's good to live stupidly every day!

Yan Huiqi repeated to herself in a low voice the words that could convince her heart, she wanted to live stupidly, and she didn't want to think about those annoying things. Why fight, why kill, why commit crimes?

Walking back to the kitchen in a daze, Yan Huiqi lowered her head and walked to the stove. When the aunt of the catering bureau saw Yan Huiqi, who was not energetic, she couldn't help it, and walked over to Yan Huiqi for a while.

Yan Huiqi looked up at her aunt, and anger and sadness flashed in her heart, this world, as expected, no one will pay attention to your emotions, happy or unhappy. Only he knocked out his teeth and swallowed them in his stomach.

She hung her head and nodded. Then the aunt of the catering bureau sighed and went to work on other things. Walking back to the stove, she began to make the pastries.

When she was at home, her favorite thing was to make pastries, not because she loved to eat them, but because Yalan loved to eat them. Yalan, Yan Huiqi sighed lowly. The purple-clothed woman's words stirred her nerves, and her thoughts unconsciously returned to the day when Yalan was shot.

Autumn was crisp, and it was supposed to be a nice day. However, their third squad received an assignment to go to the Indo-New Zealand Drug Trade Club and arrest several people. This task was originally very simple, but what was not simple was that Yalan's only relative also went that day, as if he had been kidnapped, and Yan Huiqi didn't remember it very well. All she remembered was that the mission turned out to be a trap, and there was a betrayer in the organization, and they were the victims.

Yalan smiled all the way and went anywhere easily, but when she saw her relatives being suppressed inside, she couldn't help but get out of the car anymore. The alternate agent can only be responsible for intelligence gathering, and the captain is very indignant at Yalan's unauthorized behavior. However, Yan Huiqi still can't understand why the captain is so calm when Yalan is shot and falls to the ground, not like a person who keeps saying that he will not give up his companion.

Later, Yalan went to the hospital, lay down for three whole months, was diagnosed, and could never stand up. Yan Huiqi felt that she was going crazy, she beat the captain who came to see Yalan, and the captain actually let her beat her.

Then, Yan Huiqi withdrew from the secret service team, she had a deep fear, she was afraid to know the reason why her parents abandoned her back then, and she was also like the captain, merciless. The look in the captain's eyes that prevented her from firing, she still felt scared when she thought about it, and that look was full of a kind of determination, a kind of death determination.

The captain rarely beats people, but the moment Yan Huiqi said that he was going to quit the secret service team, he still slapped Yan Huiqi hard. Yan Huiqi touched the blood on the corner of her mouth and smiled very presumptuously.

She asked him what was the point of being an agent if the people he wanted to protect were gone.

He, on the other hand, was silent and did not say a word.

Unbeknownst to her, she sat with her on the cold floor of the hospital on the first night she quit the secret service. Then, Yan Huiqi hugged Yalan and went to her adoptive parents' house.

Arran was transferred to the museum, which was a long time later. The museum was stolen, Yalan and Yan Huiqi were present, and the important thing is that the captain was actually there. The captain has not quit the secret service team so far, so Yan Huiqi didn't feel good when she saw him in the museum, and pulled Yalan to ask her to change jobs, but Yalan refused.

Perhaps knowing that Yan Huiqi hated herself, the captain left only a note and left, which read, "I'll wait for you!" ”

After that, Yan Huiqi started her home life and never came into contact with any secret service affairs again. It turned out that the money earned as an alternate agent was enough for her living expenses. Yalan said that he would support Yan Huiqi's choice, and he did not stop it. Yan Huiqi also lived a stable life as an ordinary housemaid for a few years.

However, the woman in purple said that she wanted people to protect the waste. This made Yan Huiqi can't help but wonder, is the reason why her previous house life was so stable was also because of the captain's protection?

After all, some of the craters sink in, and even if they climb out, they will be contaminated with mud. And Yan Huiqi's house life is like a new life. No one bothered, and she even made some ordinary friends and learned to go shopping in an ordinary way, instead of holding a gun and carefully shuttling through the streets.

Yan Huiqi kneaded the dough fiercely, captain, she never thought about how she had her house life, maybe it was a subconscious refusal in her brain. Perhaps it was years of experience as an agent that taught her that she might be able to laugh one moment, and the next moment would be an eternal memory. She has to get by, not for eternity, but for being confused.

Isn't she's wrong? If everyone is born with something to carry, then is there always someone to help her carry her burden?

Yan Huiqi lowered her head and made her pastries step by step, and then, she leaned against the corner and quietly thought about her own things.

Until dinner, Yan Huiqi sat in the corner in a daze. She desperately needs an answer, and where can she find that answer?

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