Chapter 15: Ending Myself! Indulge yourself!
October 1st, cloudy. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Gray sky, black oppressive clouds, prelude to storm.
In the wee hours of the morning, the scene continued.
Occasionally, Meng Ruoxi, who left the room, came outside to peek at the moonlight.
Since the last time she watched the moon with Jue Ling on the night in Nancheng, after several months, she has not been able to find time to enjoy the night view.
Nowadays, things are not people. No matter how perfect the moonlight is, there is a hint of regret.
The providence in the dark seems to be aware of this regret. So it was in a bad mood, and the blue sky changed color.
There were no stars in the sky, and there was no moon in the round, and a black scene appeared in the sky, which was low and suppressed, so that the people in the past could not breathe.
The air outside the house, the cold wind flowed, the leaves played quietly, and the remnants of the summer no longer chirped.
All things are grieving, they are mourning, they are praying, they are dying!
Meng Ruoxi sat at the door for a while, dizzy, weak and heavy, seeing that there was no moon to be seen, she slowly got up and returned to the room with a flat face.
Her movements were mechanical and stiff, like a walking corpse, and when she returned to her room, she did not sleep on the bed, but lay on the ground, curled up in a ball and fell asleep.
Slept soundly and slept soundly. An empty shell body without heart and desire, without a soul, is like dying.
She felt so herself.
After ten o'clock in the morning, she woke up slowly, raised her hand and rubbed her slightly aching head, and her nose was a little blocked, probably because she had a cold.
She didn't care about her health, crawled to the cabinet next to the bed, picked up her phone, and checked the time.
Five seconds later, a glimmer of loss appeared in her eyes, was it time to end?
That boy, I'm not sure if it's the boy I like, didn't come today.
Jue Ling didn't come today.
According to the law of the previous ten days, Jue Ling should have delivered breakfast at about eight o'clock.
And now it's nearly ten o'clock, but I don't see breakfast, and I don't see Jue Ling, who is waiting by my side every day.
Is he finally feeling tired?
Has he finally decided that he wants to give up?
Am I finally free?
Fortunately, everything will come to an end and meet the end.
Meng Ruoxi got up, picked up her mobile phone, went out, and headed towards the city.
In half a month, the rumors about her in the city have faded.
This is not a big deal, how do female students love to fix your business? Condemnation, invective, at most for a while, and people will forget about it.
Meng Ruoxi first went to the mobile phone store to charge 100 yuan of phone bills and restore the operation function of her mobile phone.
She decided that she wanted to end everything she had. Family, friends, grievances and hatreds are all gone.
Tonight, she's going to call her mother and say what she's always wanted to say.
"Hello Miss, your 100 yuan phone bill has been successfully recharged, today our store has a promotion, you can give you a month of free ringtones, do you need it?"
Meng Ruoxi paid the money and nodded her head, refusing seemed more troublesome than agreeing.
"Okay, miss, please wait."
The counter service staff quickly tapped their fingers on the computer, and it didn't take long for the gift business to be completed.
"You have successfully opened a free RBT for you for one month, if the lady feels that she does not need it, she can cancel the business by herself next month."
Meng Ruoxi nodded, turned around and left the mobile phone store.
Next, she didn't know where she was going, and she didn't want to go home now, so she had to wander the streets.
She'll go back to that bar, just until the call ends tonight.
After walking aimlessly for more than ten minutes, she came to a music-themed coffee shop to waste her time.
To break off the relationship, it's easy to say, but it's hard to do, and the friend she can't let go of the most is still Qianyue Blossom.
This friendship, although it is only a few months, is very valuable, and we talk a lot together and are cared for......
She really didn't want to give up the friendship if she could. But not giving up means being bound.
So, sorry......
"Thousand Moon Blossoms, thank you very much for your care and help during that period, you are a good person, and I am just a vulgar woman who pursues desires, and I am not worthy of being friends with you. So, please don't remember having a friend named Meng Ruoxi in the future, goodbye."
After editing this text message, Meng Ruoxi's fingertips trembled, paused in the air, and hesitated for a long time before pressing the send button.
"Sent Successfully"
She put down her phone with a sense of relief, and the text message sent all her hopes and feelings, leaving behind an empty shell that needed to be filled with indulgence.
Picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip, the unsweetened bitterness was just right for her mood now.
"Da la da ...... "
A melodious bell rang suddenly in the quiet café.
Meng Ruoxi was also looking at whose mobile phone was ringing for a while, and after a while, she realized that it was the sound coming from her mobile phone.
She picked up her phone in amazement, only to see a text message from the sender labeled "Thousand Moon Flowers" shining on the screen.
She struggled inwardly, and finally clicked on the text message.
"Come back, Ruoxi, we all need you. No matter what happens, you will always be my best friend, come back, I'll wait for you, always!"
After reading the text message, Meng Ruoxi put down her phone in despair, looked out the window, and lost her mind for a while.
Suddenly teary-eyed, my heart was extremely uncomfortable, go back...... It's impossible.
"Hey, you heard that music just now, isn't it good, it feels amazing."
"Well, there's a point that I've never heard of this kind of music before, and it should have come out recently."
"Na, let's download it and listen to it, maybe it can bring inspiration to the creation of our vocal music club this time."
"That's a good idea, but we don't know what the name of that song is, how do we download it?"
"Just ask."
At a table not far from Meng Ruoxi, four college student-like people talked to themselves for a while, and then walked towards Meng Ruoxi together.
Upon approaching, one of the handsome-looking men stood up and greeted politely:
"Hi, hello, my name is Li Yan, the president of the vocal music club of Yuanyou University, what is the name of that ringtone just now?"
Meng Ruoxi withdrew her gaze from the window, looked up at the four college students in front of her, and suddenly came to her senses.
The SMS ringtone in my mobile phone just now should be the free ringtone of the month that was given away when charging the phone before. It's no wonder I feel strange.
She turned on her mobile phone and clicked on the "CRBT" setting, and the fixed CRBT she was using displayed "Lonely Pete Zhang - Jiang Jiang RS CRBT Version".
It's a very unfamiliar song title, but it seems that this singer's name has been heard somewhere.