Chapter 122: Last Wishes
In the white miasma, I couldn't see my fingers, and it was white. Moyu felt as if she was on a cold ice surface, and the cold air flowed from her instep to every pore of her body, in every vein, from her legs, to her body, to her neck, to the top of her head.www.biquge.info She wanted to hear someone call her, so she ran around in the fog, but couldn't find where the voice came from.
The fog dispersed in an instant, and Mo Yu saw the scene in front of him clearly, there was nothing, all the white was snow. She loves snow and it's the cleanest thing in the world. Suddenly, a person appeared in front of him, too far away for Mo Yu to see who it was. Curious, she walked over to the man to see who he really was. Closer, closer, about to see who he is.
But just then, the ice under her feet cracked. "Crackling" fell apart all at once. Mo Yu didn't have time to transfer, so he fell into the water. The cold water filled her ears, brain, eyes, nostrils, and she struggled hard, but she found that she couldn't stretch out her hands and feet, as if she was tied, and slowly sank down little by little, her consciousness became more and more blurred, and her vision became more and more blurred. At the moment when she closed her eyes, there was a person standing on the water, and she shook her head hard, trying to ask for help, but her voice could not shout. Her gaze suddenly became clearer and clearer, and she finally saw the man's face clearly, looking at her with a wicked smile.
"Night."
"You're awake."
Mo Yu looked at the source of the voice in fright, the person in front of him was not Yetian, he was the ruler of this Zhou country, the current emperor Chai Rong. Mo Yu slowly propped up her upper body, only to find that she was already sweating profusely and her underwear was wet. She wiped the beads of sweat from her forehead and gasped slightly.
The emperor took a wet handkerchief and handed it to her, saying, "Did you have a nightmare, what did you dream of?" ”
Taking the handkerchief and gently wiping the thin sweat off his face, Mo Yu raised his head and said, "It's not too clear, it seems that there is snow, fog, water, and there seems to be a person, but I can't see his face clearly." ”
"It's okay, it's just a nightmare. Get up, it's time to eat. ”
Only then did Mo Yu realize that the hall had been lit up, and the sky outside had darkened. It turns out that she has slept for so long! Mo Yu grabbed the emperor who was about to leave and asked, "Your Majesty, can I go and see him." ”
"Why?"
"I love him."
The hand hidden in the sleeve tightened little by little, and Mo Yu could even hear the "gurgling" of the bone joints. A warm voice came, "You have been acting in front of me before, and you have told me all the lies in order to protect him. In order to protect you, he said until he died that he was just wishful thinking for you. Your heart has never been on me, and from beginning to end, I was a fool. ”
Mo Yu let go of his hand, propped himself on the bed, lowered his head, and said softly, "I'm sorry." ”
"You're sorry, I can't afford what you owe me. Moyu, in the beginning, we were friends who talked about everything, and although you were cold, you were quite enthusiastic about me. Since when we have been suspicious of each other, we have nothing to say, and it is better to quarrel as soon as we meet. Actually, I like this kind of noisy life between husband and wife. But I can't tolerate it, your heart can accommodate other men. ”
"For a moment, I thought about being honest with you, I just wanted to stay by your side, I made this my home, and I thought I finally had a home. But later, you doubted me, you took advantage of me, and at that time I knew that you are an emperor, you can't give me a home, if necessary, you will not hesitate to kill me, right! Jiangshan, you want it, beauty, you want it too. But if it comes to the last resort, you will definitely abandon me, in your heart, the beauty is not as big as the country. Just like Yu Ji back then, how could she want her ending. In this gossip between me and Yetian, there is destined to be a person who will die, either Yetian will die or I will die. But I believe that you will only choose me and choose me to die. ”
Mo Yu looked at his back, and his straight back showed that what she said was what was in his heart. Mo Yu grinned sarcastically, stepped out of bed, and said: "Your Majesty, you don't love me, you treat me just a desire to conquer, not only that, you use my cleverness, use my martial arts, to achieve your goals, and then push me to the cusp, block the open guns and cold arrows for you, you have never treated me sincerely." If you were genuine to me, maybe I would have been touched. So Your Majesty, I'm not the only one lying, you're also lying. If you don't love me, why should you make me love you? Love is equal, regardless of status and status, but unfortunately, as an emperor, you, will never understand. ”
The emperor turned around slowly, I don't know why, he was not angry at what Mo Yu said, but had a feeling of sympathy. Mo Yu was right, most of what he said in front of her was a lie, but some of his words were true. When I was about to lose her a few times, the fear, pity, and lovesickness that I had never had in other women were not fake, they were feelings from the heart. At first, he didn't understand it, until he found out about her affair with Yetian, he would be jealous, which is a normal man's reaction, he knew that he was in love with her. Maybe this love came too late, but it was love, his love for her.
Gently hugged her into his arms, rested his chin on her shoulder, and said, "Moyu, this time, what I said is true, I love you." I can't see you, I'll miss you. When I doubt you and the night sky, I will be jealous. I would be angry when I knew you sold me. Moyu, at first I didn't understand what it was like, but later I slowly realized that this is love, Moyu I love you. That position, I originally wanted to leave to you, and I am angry because you have neglected my love. ”
Mo Yu raised his head, looked at the pattern above his head, forced back the tears in his eyes, and said, "Don't lie, it's no longer necessary." ”
"I'm not lying, it's true."
"You'd better continue to be your ruthless emperor! Don't make me look down on you. Mo Yu pushed him away and walked towards the door. If she continued, she would feel sick. Yetian lied to her, but she was rightly deceived. And what about him, in order to deceive him, he can take out the back position and sell it, when she is Moyu.
When Mo Yu walked to the door, his cold voice came from the hall, "Before the time of the child, you must come back." After the child, I will not let you step out of the palace again in this life. ”
Watching her figure disappear into the doorway, disappearing into the darkening night, he muttered to himself, "Since you made me a ruthless emperor, then I will imprison you for the rest of your life with ruthlessness." I don't believe it, I'm no more than a dead man. ”
The night house on South Wah Street.
White sails flutter and wreaths are linked to each other, stretching from the gate to the lobby. The cold wind is howling, the crows are crying, the white candles of the whole night house are high, and the white juan is flying, gloomy and cold.
Mo Yu walked all the way in, and no one was touched, until he reached the lobby, and he vaguely saw a figure kneeling in front of the spirit, trembling his shoulders, and throwing the dark coins into the brazier in front of him one by one.
"The secret always makes the night public to hide the spiritual position of the sky."
No matter how much scenery, how many merits, how much hatred, how much conspiracy, how much love and hatred, with the coffin lid, everything is in the past, buried in the ground, how many years later, forgotten in the sun, moon and stars, no longer remembered. Whether you want it or not, your whole life will be hidden in this thick and dark coffin, and let it decay and disappear.
"Miss...... Concubine Li's ......"
The man kneeling on the ground saw the figure on the ground in front of him, looked back, and shouted in disbelief: "Why are you here?" ”
Mo Yu wanted to laugh a little, but she couldn't. It turns out that he has been paying attention to her so early! On Wuyan Mountain, the person in front of him always likes to surround Xiang Rong's side, beating and scolding, just like Xiang Rong's personal servant, but now, he appears here. "Ah Qiang, your name is Ah Qiang? Or is there another name? ”
"Slave Risheng, is the son's attendant, and also, your attendant."
It doesn't matter anymore, the people in this night house are probably like the night sky, always having multiple identities, wandering in different places, meeting different people, and doing different things. "Is it really him who is lying here?"
Sunrise didn't answer, and Moyu didn't care about her answer. Walked slowly to the coffin, his hand trembling and caressing the texture on it, was he in it? Mo Yu leaned down, and Mo Yu's side face was gently pressed against the lid of the coffin, and it seemed that he could still hear his slight breathing and grinning evil laughter.
"Turn it on for me." Mo Yu commanded in a deep voice.
Risheng was stunned for a moment, and he didn't react yet. I saw that Moyu had already pushed the lid of the coffin, trying to open it. Risheng was so frightened that he ran over and stopped her and said, "Concubine Li, don't." ”
"Get out of the way, I'm going to see what it's like when he's dead? You big liar. ”
Risheng stopped Mo Yu and shouted: "Concubine Li, don't be like this, you let the son rest in peace!" It's just Childe's clothes. ”
Attire? Does that mean he's no longer in it? Mo Yu asked in a deep voice: "He's no longer inside, so where did he go, and what did he do?" ”
"Mother." Risheng directly cried and knelt down, "Childe is gone, you mourn." Woohoo......"
Festival mourning, festival damn mourning. That night he had said that in this life, the person he wanted to bury him was her. They made an appointment, and she didn't want to bury just the clothes he wore on weekdays. Mo Yu staggered back, slumped to the ground, and whimpered as she watched the cold rank under the flickering candle flame.
Even if he lied to her again and again, she still hoped that he could live alive. Even though there was a thick palace wall between them, he wanted him to live, and as long as he lived, she had the motivation to live. For so many years, she regarded him as her only friend and only support, but now that this friend is gone, and the support is gone, what will she do in the future, how will she live in the future?
Mo Yu raised her face, rudely wiped the tears on her face, and then picked up the dark paper on the side and threw it into the basin one by one. Watching the paper burn out little by little, leaving behind black dust, as soon as the wind blew, it was blown away and scattered. Sunrise walked over and sat across from her, his hands pressed in restraint, at a loss.
"What happened? How did he die? Mo Yu asked.
Risheng was Yetian's attendant, and he also followed him to the front line, and everything that happened that day was clearly seen in his eyes. "On that day, the emperor left Luzhou with a team of men and horses to inspect the city defense around Luzhou City, but unexpectedly, on the way back to the city, we were ambushed by the enemy. We only have a team of men, only a hundred people, but the enemy army is nearly a thousand, we are invincible, in order to cover the emperor, the prince stayed to fight with them, and finally died. When we found him, he was dying. ”
On that day, 100 people were worth 1,000 people, and the victory or defeat had been decided. When they returned, they could only find a little breath of the night.
A guard shouted: "Your Majesty, Lord Night still has breath." ”
The emperor scurried up to him, shook him, and shouted, "Night sky, night sky." After shaking it for an unknown number of times, the night genius opened his misty eyes and looked at him above, wanting to speak, but he couldn't.
"Imperial Doctor, Imperial Doctor." He shouted, Ye Tian can't die, he needs him, the court needs him, and the Zhou Kingdom needs him.
After the imperial doctor took the medicine, he woke up leisurely at night, looked at the emperor beside him, tried to squeeze out a smile, and said, "Your Majesty, I'm afraid the minister can't protect you anymore." ”
"No, I have the best imperial doctor, and I won't let you die."
Ye Tian lay on his back, looking at the snow slowly drifting in the sky, so clean, as clean as snow, like the snow that fell when he was with her that night, so white, so pure. "At this time, she should go to the capital! It must have been warm in there, and she wouldn't be afraid of the cold. ”
After that night, the next day, Yetian still chose to leave her. When he returned to Luzhou, he said that he couldn't find Concubine Li, and that night of heavy snowfall, he spent the night in the cave. But looking at the footprints left by Concubine Li, she should be going in the direction of the capital, she has nowhere to go, and she will definitely go back to Wuyan Mountain.
If you can really get her out of that palace, then think of a flawless plan, so that the emperor willingly let her go, so that they can live in the sun openly. It's just a pity that there is no chance.
Yetian recalled the bits and pieces of him and her, and said: "When I first met her, she was very cold and didn't like to talk or laugh. It wasn't until later that I secretly drank her wine, and we became drinking buddies and friends. I love watching her laugh, watching her read, watching her play the piano, watching her tease others. She is very strong, and when she practices martial arts, she doesn't snort when she is injured. It's a pity, I know, that she just treats me as a friend, nothing else. ”
It seemed to be snowing again, and flakes of snow fell on his skin, hair, and eyelashes, like her fluttering sleeves, jet-black hair, and her smart eyes. Ye Tian stretched out his hand to his neck, took out the fast ink-colored jade pendant attached to his skin, and said with a smile: "Maybe, she doesn't know until now, her jade pendant has always been with me, and the only thing I dare to steal is this, hehe." ”
She hung the jade pendant on the branch and left resolutely, not even looking back. When she walked away, Ye Tian came out from behind the invisible tree, took the jade pendant, and put it close to her body, and her skin could feel its temperature at all times.
His crying, her despair, her cold eyes, her resoluteness, he saw it all. There were times when he couldn't control himself and wanted to go out and take her with him right away. But reason told him no. Even if he wants to leave, let her leave openly, he doesn't want her to bear a lifetime of infamy, and even their children and grandchildren will be ashamed of them.
That night, he really decided to take her away and fly away. However, he wants to ensure that in the future, they will be able to live under the blue sky and sun, watching the flowers bloom and fall, and the clouds will roll up.
Yetian turned his head slightly, looked at the person above with confused eyes, handed over the things in his hand to him, and said, "Your Majesty, take it to see her!" Just say that you picked it up, she has you in her heart, and she will only recognize you. Your Majesty, the minister's last wish is that I hope you can treat her well, give her a good home, and don't abandon her, otherwise, she will die. Ahem......" (To be continued.) )