Chapter 94: I'm Lucky to Have You
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Zeng Fan also smiled, yes, what he did was known only to the cabinet and the emperor. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info really has a problem on the beach, and accountability can't be asked of him.
Emperor Qingyu gave him a knighthood, in fact, to let the Fujian magistrates bother him less, and let them know that Zeng Fan went to avoid suspicion, so even if he didn't want to take care of the affairs of studying politics, those officials should not take care of him. So that Zeng Fan can avoid local affairs, avoid people's vision, and concentrate on his own business.
It's just that he is still worried, can An Yuan be smart enough to appease his jealousy? He now regrets that he shouldn't have consulted with the cabinet. At that time, I just didn't trust the emperor, but now it seems that one more person is really a little more risky.
"Don't think about the risks, we're just going to play. You don't want to be the first assistant, we only do what we need to do, even if we are broken? Li Ping saw that Zeng Fan still had a somewhat gloomy face, and continued to cheer him up.
"I'm not afraid of Yue Fei, Wen Tianxiang." Zeng Fan looked at his wife with a smile, he liked to see his wife's flower-like smile. Now he felt that he wanted to see his wife's smile. It seems that as long as he sees his wife's smile, he thinks it's okay. He knew, and it was fine. But he also likes to tease his wife a little more.
"Don't be afraid, then we will really be famous for eternity." Li Ping smiled, and she gently took her husband's hand. Her eyes sparkled, showing her disdain. At worst, they can be famous for eternity, so what else are they afraid of? They stood up straight, they did what they wanted to do the most, they tried. And their efforts have given them corresponding honors. They did the right thing, they knew they were right, and what were they afraid of!
Zeng Fan leaned on his wife's lap with peace of mind, breathed a long sigh of relief, closed his eyes, and said softly, "The best thing in my life is to marry you." ”
"Why don't we all make the best choice?" Li Ping smiled, how many times she had been entangled, and she made a decision with her eyes closed with her eyes determined to marry anyone. At this time, it seems that he was lucky at the beginning. It was more of a gamble.
It's not even a gamble, what she thought at the time was that if she could, she could get by, she couldn't get by, she gave birth to a child, and she was far away from him with the child. After these years have passed slowly, think about it, Zeng Fan has actually paid more. He worked hard to support his family, and he was dedicated to himself and to his children. He was not only a good man, but also a talented and vengeful man. In fact, what he should cherish the most in this life is him. Of course, she didn't wake up too late, and at this point she felt as if she had finally found the point to start all over again.
Married four times in the last life, but she never loved anyone, even if it was for her official brother, she thought more about it, this is my reliance in the second half of my life. Is this love? It doesn't seem to be. In her first life, after going through so much, she finally learned to love people, she loved her parents, her husband, her children, and the people who were kind to her, and she really let go of herself. At this time, her heart was full of tenderness.
"So I'm glad that my mother didn't quit married." Zeng Fan said vaguely, but did not say any more.
Li Ping didn't think much about it, she knew that Zeng Fan hadn't slept well these days, pulled a thin blanket, put his stomach on him, held a feather fan in her hand, and gently fanned him, and soon Zeng Fan's breathing became stable, and he fell asleep in the slightly shaking car box.
What Li Ping didn't know was that Zeng Fan hadn't slept well these days because he had a dream. In Zeng Fan's dream, Li Ping was his ex-fiancée. Their encounter is the same as reality, and then they make a marriage, but the contradictions between the two families are also the same as reality, everything is like a replay. The only difference is that the mother's withdrawal in the dream was successful. The father did not ask for help from the clan, so the two families successfully quit their family. The Li family even set off firecrackers for a day to celebrate that they had finally gotten rid of the Zeng family.
Zeng Li's two families don't get along with each other, which is not a good thing for Zeng Fan, he couldn't marry a beautiful and rich young lady as his mother thought, and help him on his road to prosperity. He could only marry a cousin of his mother's mother's family and marry.
He had many children in his life, and the wife in his dream was also a good wife. She is not as short-sighted as her mother and is strong. As he grew, that Ouyang clan also worked hard. In his later years, he asked her about his youngest daughter's marriage, and it was then that he learned that his old wife was also a wise woman. It's just that, at that time, they were all old.
He also has a beautiful concubine, so many children, and the concubine room also has a lot of credit. It's just that there are so many children, and he is busy supporting his family, desperately trying to figure out how to get a little more money. He can think of the ten-year career as a Beijing official, in addition to studying, how to find money, and even he did poetry to indignate a subordinate who thought he was poor and left him.
Of course, he also succeeded in his last life. He still worshiped under the Anxiang Sect, and he did the same for ten years and seven moves. In his dream, the country is still chaotic, and he has the courage to pick up the burden of the court and turn the tide. But at that time, he had Hunan officials by his side and the help of his two younger brothers. He had an army of his own, saved. In the end, he also achieved the first-class duke and became a supreme minister. Of course, in the end, he was also suspicious and died of illness in office.
In his dream life, he worked hard to become a saint, and he was already served, even if he had a wife and a concubine, but he really didn't let his wives and children live a good life. He didn't have time to teach his sons properly, and he couldn't choose a better in-law for his daughters. Because of his poor family management, when he left Beijing, he was still burdened with huge debts, and it was not until a few years later that he became the governor to pay it off. Therefore, the self in the dream is not a good husband, let alone a good father. Therefore, he himself is riddled with diseases, and it seems that he has been fighting against illness all his life, so there is nothing to say.
He woke up and knew that he had had a dream. He didn't know if it was true, but he couldn't get it going. This made him toss and turn, and he would always look at Li Ping, who had liked to nest in his arms all his life, in a daze at night. Would you think, is that true? If my mother had successfully quit her family back then, would she still have walked the same path? Even without her, I can succeed. But if you don't have her, what would you be like?
Maybe in this life, he doesn't have so many children. But in this life, because of Li Ping, he has not taken a detour, he has become calm, so he can accompany his children to grow up. He no longer has to face the tears of his daughters' lives, just because of the persistence of the previous life, except for the youngest daughter, the lives of other daughters have been ruined by him. He couldn't think that if Li Ping hadn't stopped him, he would have really married Xiaoxi'er into the He family, and then let his daughter take her two young grandchildren in the future and live hard. Waiting for the child to just become an adult, she died in a tragic situation.
There are two other families, as Li Ping said, a wicked mother-in-law, the second daughter is miserable and wants to live in her mother's house for a long time, but at that time, he was afraid of the world's tongue and insisted on sending his daughter back to her mother-in-law's house. made his daughter hate him all his life;
The husband of the third daughter is a bastard, so he has to send troops to major casinos and brothels to find people.
Thinking about it, he felt like a knife. gave birth to so many children, and he worked hard to teach them well, but he failed to give his children a truly happy life like Li Ping.
So without Li Ping, he owes too much to the children, although those children were not born to him and Li Ping, and they seem to be not similar to his little monkey and Xiaoxi'er, but he is still sorry for those children. He would be indignant for the self in his dreams, and he wanted to rush forward and yell at the insensitive self, how could he treat the child like this.
He became numb later, and the longer he looked at it, the more numb he became. That must be himself. If he really married the cousin of the Ouyang family, then his life might only be like this. My cousin doesn't have Li Ping's perseverance, she may be wise, but after all, her knowledge is limited.
She can't be like Li Ping, who will always smile and tell him that it's okay, there is her. When they were incapacitated, she used her ten fingers to provide for the whole family, so that he had no worries. has been married for almost 20 years, and he has never worried about money. No, it should be said, as if he didn't bother with anything.
So in the dream, he worked very hard alone, and he had to be controlled inside and outside the house. So in his dream, he still has accounts in his diary, because he can't subsidize his hometown, he often feels ashamed of his parents and brothers in the township.
And in this life, the brothers have their own livelihood, and during the year they lived at home, they straightened out all the things at home and extinguished all possible hidden dangers. Now the brothers write to him and never mention the local official reputation. They all know where the bottom line is, and they all know that they will not interfere in local affairs because of their power. There are far fewer stains on his life.
There are many such things in this life, he is not desperately looking for money like in his dream, and if people want to find money, they have to make mistakes. In this life, he knew that he lived a more pure life.
And what he once regretted all his life and failed to do for his family, nothing happened in this life. Because of Li Ping, everything has changed, and the uncles are doing well. And the wife of his dream is now married to a real ink shop steward. There is no need to be ashamed to meet people because she is a countryman and illiterate. She worked hard to adapt to herself, and she had never really been happy in her life, and she should live a smooth and comfortable life at this time.
Of course, he couldn't help but think that he didn't have Li Ping in his dream memory. He didn't know if he really wanted to know what would happen to her in her days without herself? However, he believes that without his own Li Ping, he can still live well. But as long as she thinks that without herself, maybe her life is also very good, Zeng Fan is very painful. At that moment, he was suddenly grateful for what Li Ping represented in this life.
In addition to the fact that he has this smooth life, there is also that because of Li Ping in this life, he said goodbye to the illness in his dream. He was well taken care of by Li Ping, and he seemed to outsiders to be restrained, but he knew that his life was very happy and fulfilling. He never suppressed himself.
And all this is just because he has Li Ping. He was particularly eager to see his wife's smiling face, and at this time, by his wife's side, he was finally relieved that he was still here. Everything terrible in that dream was just a dream.
Leidewen said
Suddenly I feel that I write so vulgarly, too routinely. Recently, I read other people's articles, and found that each author's article will involuntarily fall into their own routine, and I have a routine, and I'm sorry for everyone.