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That's dangerous.

It's going to be ...... Losing your mind.

The folding fan is spread out like a swallowtail, and the thirty-two tooth cards under the tissue paper are broken in half, and the cross-light research on the top of the tooth card is moist and bright, and the patterns on the fan bone are exhaustively detailed. Xie Fengdi thought this at the first glance - it should be so delicate that people like it more and more.

Just like the gentleman in white, he is not happy to see the hunt, but he is a green mountain, and he can't help himself under the observation of words and colors.

If you have a confidant, you can die without hatred.

But he wants more than a confidant, he has really lived for hundreds of years, if you want to say confidant, there are actually a lot, Ye Xiaochai, Qu Shitu, a page of books, several of his sworn brothers, they are all confidants.

He has more than one confidant, and he has no regrets about life and death, but there are some emotions that even if he is a confidant, he can't understand and give.

But.

He didn't want to.

Xie Fengdi's fingertips brushed over the edge of the ruffle, his expression was tender like water for a while, and cold for a while, and finally only a wry smile was lost.

Qu Shitu looked like he was going to vomit blood in anger, "You...... Are you really a vegetarian? Why are you so sluggish? Even if he can't snatch this fan from you, is it difficult to destroy it? Since it was not destroyed, it was intentional! ”

"Friend," Xie Fengdi lowered his head, "Do you know that Yanwen has never called me 'Xie Fengdi'." ”

Qu Shitu thought back afterwards, and always felt that Xie Fengdi, who said this, was depressed, and there was a deeply hidden grievance, but he didn't notice it at the time.

At this moment, Qu Shitu only felt angry, "It's just a name, why do you want to be confined to this?" ”

The name was just a codename, of course he knew, but what was the code used for?

For Xie Fengdi, it is just used to remind others that his memory has not been restored, and there is still a gap between him and the "plain truth" in his heyday. And what about Shi Yanwen? He is honest when he opens and closes his mouth, and it is no different in front of himself and in front of others, but he is used to remind himself.

Remind yourself to remember Su Huanzhen, and remember the night I left from Fudo City.

Shi Yanwen is so keen and open-minded, but even so, he has never called himself to relieve Fengdi, what does this mean? It is not Xie Fengdi who is confined to symbols, but it is precisely because it is not Xie Fengdi that Xie Fengdi is even more distressed.

"You have something to say!" Qu Shitu knotted his eyebrows, "Why did you leave the fan?" ”

Xie Fengdi didn't know how to explain, and he couldn't explain it, so the hand holding the folding fan was careful not to buckle it. Xie Fengdi has always been steady, but as steady as him, he almost tried his best to suppress the restlessness in his heart, but he was afraid that the clasped hand would not be able to grasp the strength at all, and the already precarious token would be truly shattered from then on.

“…… He didn't want to give it to me, but I took it by chance, so what's the point? ”

Qu Shitu couldn't believe his ears, "...... Do you think you're doing less? ”

Xie Fengdi's expression changed suddenly, and his right foot suddenly moved forward, "You know? Is it only you who know, or is it that everyone in the city knows? ”

Qu Shitu is a true confidant, and a person who can become a true confidant has never been stupid, not to mention Xie Fengdi's reaction, even a fool can see the problem.

He reacted quickly, and the momentary stunned disappeared into the depths of his eyes before he could show it, and he looked at Su Xuyuan, as if he was going to say something that he couldn't let the third person know, suggesting that the young man stay away.

Su Xuyuan was silent, and before leaving, he retrieved the folding fan from Xie Fengdi's hand, in case Xie Fengdi accidentally destroyed it, and Xie Fengdi's face was even worse.

Qu Shitu deliberately paused for a while, and didn't look at Xie Fengdi's face, slowly turned around, and then sighed.

“…… You really know? ”

Qu Shitu nodded unhurriedly.

Xie Fengdi's face turned pale, as if his blood was also frozen, "...... Who else knows but you? ”

"Everyone, each has a guess."

Skillful seizure, immovable city, and no outsiders can make Xie Fengdi panic so much that his face changes greatly, and it is also related to Shi Yanwen.

What else could it be?

Imagine that Su really got along with Shi Yanwen quite happily that day, and the only thing that changed was that the night when the string head went to Fudo City.

According to what the head of the string said later, that night was stabbed by the Gathering Soul Village because Su was really concealed, Shi Yanwen came back to question, and Su Zhenzhen, who was possessed by a different sense, naturally couldn't answer, Shi Yanwen saw his perfunctory attitude and talked about him left and right, and fought in a rage, but he was injured and defeated, so there would be blood stains in the hall.

It was precisely because Su Huanzhen hurt him that Shi Yanwen noticed the abnormality on Su Huanzhen's body.

On the surface, there seemed to be nothing wrong with this statement, and Qu Shitu couldn't find any clues from the mess that was ruined by the string head.

However, the style of acting is inevitably too different from Shi Yanwen.

Isn't it just that the two of them had some quarrels, and then there was a fight, even if Shi Yanwen was angry because of the matter of Gathering Soul Village, he would not destroy the huge side hall because of his anger, right?

On the same day, Shi Yanwen first came out of the city and encountered the siege of Chensi, and he was not afraid of danger, and instantly reacted and made a move to "treat his body with the way of others", thanks to this, he was able to get rid of his vision and return to the mountains and forests, which can be said to have made a great contribution just after going out.

Such a shrewd person, to put it mildly, the method of going back to the Nine Realms is still in the hands of Su Huanzhen, as long as he does not completely lose his mind, he should also understand the truth that people have to bow their heads under the eaves.

It must be that Su Zhen, who is possessed by a strange sense, has done something out of the ordinary, forcing him to be angry and lose his mind.

Shi Yanwen is now willing to follow Xie Fengdi's side and hold back, in addition to reporting a page of kindness, I am afraid that there are two or three reasons for being subject to this. So compared to these people, Shi Yanwen should be more eager to help Xie Fengdi recover his memory.

Thinking of this, Qu Shitu couldn't help but sigh again, Xie Fengdi's "clever acquisition", he really didn't do less, Qu Shitu didn't wronged him.

It's a pity that it's a foregone conclusion, and I can only hope to remedy it in the future.

Qu Shitu squinted sideways, Xie Fengdi's delicate and handsome face seemed to have been knocked over by oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, and the rare helplessness made him look a little pitiful.

“…… Xu Yuan should have told you about the killing of Moro, right? ”

“……”

"You have to recover your memory eventually, and you must eventually tell him the truth, now that there is an additional Killing World Moro, even if he himself is unwilling to go back one day, he must also consider his relatives, and if you return this token to him, it is a tacit acquiescence that each other will eventually be lost, and there is no reason to keep it in the future. You! You...... You worked hard to cut off your memories and accompany him for ten years, and let him go like this, can you really be willing? ”

At this point, Qu Shitu was helpless.

In the ten years that Shi Yanwen's memory has been sealed, Zhihai has always been accompanied by the memories he really left, ten years, even if it is just a memory, he has only accompanied one person in the past ten years, and the budding feelings are enough to make people feel frightened.

And this memory, which is full of emotion, has been injected into the essence of Su Zhen in less than three days.

It is precisely because of the strong emotions that Su Zhenzhen's consciousness is affected, that on the day of the Double Ninth Festival, in the grass pavilion, he will do such a distracting thing.

But Shi Yanwen is different, Shi Yanwen never knew that Su really existed in those ten years, how could he bet on a person who didn't exist? When I first woke up from a big dream, I was confused and confused, and I didn't even have a heartbeat, and the exit was the word "absolute".

The affection is thin, and it can be seen.

That's why Qu Shitu repeatedly hinted that the people of Immovable City would "find the right time" to "knock on the side" of Shi Yanwen.

However, Xie Fengdi was distraught at the moment, and his memory had not recovered, even if his memory was restored, he might not understand his painstaking efforts. At this time, Xie Fengdi only felt at a loss for the "well-known" "well-known" of "something".

Both men and women can't stand that kind of humiliation, let alone Shi Yanwen's arrogance?

"What if you're unwilling?" Xie Fengdi said, "Do you want Xie to lock him up?" ”

Qu Shitu almost spurted out a mouthful of old blood, and turned around suddenly, "Demon Swallowing City is not a den of thieves, can you still get a boss to come back?!" Just tell you to take advantage of the opportunity! Opportunity! Could it be that you have really become a child? Don't even understand the simplest truth of long-lasting love? ”

The children are worried about the old man.

Qu Shitu swallowed his anger and said as calmly as possible, "Besides, haven't you forgotten that there is still a suspicion in Soul Gathering Village?" The most important part of his misery is handled by you, last time you couldn't take care of each other's suffering, this time, do you still want him to go to danger alone? ”

Xie Fengdi took a deep look at Qu Shitu, "...... Asking for favor is no different from robbing while the fire is hot. ”

Qu Shitu's cheeks twitched, and he suddenly fell silent.

Xie Fengdi's situation is not right, he is so easy to say, but Xie Fengdi has always avoided Shi Yanwen's affairs, and it seems that he wants to keep a distance from Shi Yanwen from now on.

It seems that it will not work without strong medicine.

“…… There's something I was going to tell you when you regain your memory, but now I have to tell you. ”

What I want to say at this time must be something that can turn things around.

Xie Fengdi didn't want to hear it.

He thought that he was not qualified to keep Yanwen, he remembered that on the snowy mountain, he reached out to touch Shi Yanwen's ankle, but Shi Yanwen froze.

He has become his nightmare, pestering day and night, if you want Shi Yanwen to live better, you can only keep your distance.

Qu Shitu didn't care about this, as soon as the topic changed, the spark of the stars was thrown into the heart of Feng Di, completely regardless of the irreparable consequences that would occur in the future, "Why did Gathering Soul Village become inhuman and not a ghost in the suffering situation, suppressed by the Heavenly Dao?" ”

Xie Fengdi's eyes flickered, and the meaning of the emotion was in his chest, "They are full of otherworldly aura, suppressed by the Heavenly Dao, and the hardship is not tolerated, but Yanwen can." ”

"He can be because you sealed your memories in him! Therefore, it can be regarded as having the breath of this world," Qu Shitu sighed, he was now sure that Xie Fengdi's state was seven or eight points wrong, "Now that he is in the body, where is there still the breath of the Nine Realms in his body?" If he goes back, will he need me to elaborate on his fate? ”

Xie Fengdi's dark eyes seemed to be burning, burning his body, and his silent heart beat again, but remembering what he saw in his dream, his heart was cold again, "Even so, he may not want to be with me." ”

Qu Shitu stared at him with burning eyes, as if he wanted to tear his head open to see if his head was broken.

Why is this inexplicable lack of confidence in yourself? Want to give up?

He knew the person in front of him, and if he really decided to give up, then nine times out of ten he really gave up. At this point, he is also as stubborn and resolute as Shi Yanwen.

So, it's better to strangle this idea in the cradle.

"Let me ask you, why can you find him so easily in the snow-capped mountains of the Northern Regions?"

Xie Fengdi was stunned.

Qu Shitu continued to ask, "Did someone tell you the route, or was there something in the dark that was pulling you there?" ”

“…… What do you want to say? ”

He wanted to say a lot, but he couldn't say a lot.

Qu Shitu pinched his eyebrows tangledly, and left half of the words in his mouth, as if there was something unspeakable, "Xie Fengdi...... All I can say is that you can't give up on him, and if you give up on him, it's equivalent to ...... It's equivalent to the world giving up on him. ”

That's a strange thing to say.

Even if Xie Fengdi was out of balance, he could detect that it was too strange, his eyes changed, becoming dark and dangerous, and his warm face suddenly became a little more unfathomable, "Friend, you can't just say half of the words, otherwise there will be endless troubles in the future." ”

Qu Shitu secretly regretted it, of course he knew that he couldn't say it, but what Xie Fengdi had to do was too shocking.

Shi Yanwen's current situation is similar to that of Heavenly Fortune Creation Xiang and Jing Cong, and he made such an oath to see and know, and made an idea that made everyone admire, if Xie Fengdi really kept a distance from him, wouldn't it be in Shi Yanwen's hands?

"This ...... Everyone says that people will see people's hearts for a long time," Qu Shitu calmly turned the topic back to the original place, "In short, you can still keep the fan yourself after it is repaired, and you don't have to return it to Shi Yanwen in the future." ”

Xie Fengdi stared at him without speaking.

Qu Shitu's face was embarrassed, his beard brushed between his hands, and then he sneered, "Speaking of which, we have been chatting here for more than half an hour, and we have been waiting for a while to continue the relationship, you ......"

Before he could finish his sentence, a sneer suddenly came from afar.

The young man with a demonic aura appeared in front of Xie Fengdi for the first time, and he swept over his head and threw down a folding fan.

He held a broken fan in his hand, and he seemed to be smiling.

"Hey, the Great Sage of the Central Plains in the Affliction Realm is really true, right?" The young man propped his head, and the corners of his mouth raised a wicked smile full of malice, "That's right, just half a quarter of an hour ago, the deity kidnapped your precious son who fell into the mud pit about a mile ahead, and came here to make a small deal. ”

……

It was Buddha Power who woke up Shi Yanwen, who was sleeping in deep consciousness, and when his consciousness was completely awake, there was no breath of Xie Fengdi in his dream.

Shocked by the Buddha's dream, Shi Yanwen barely opened his eyes, glanced at the Buddha beads and lay back again.

The wind is clear and the clouds are scattered, and the reeds linger.

The soft smoke like a white cloud flickered gently, and after holding her breath for a moment, Shi Yanwen raised her eyes and stepped out of the curtain.

The clouds in the heart of the river are locked, the grass is on the edge of the water pavilion, and in the lotus seat, the Buddha sits upright, the posture is relaxed, and the reflection is swaying in the water waves.

"This is the first place where my brother and I left Fudo City," Shi Yanwen's white clothes and black hair seemed to be weak, but his eyes were completely different from the temperament of that body, and it was a completely vicissitudes of life, "Yanwen is fortunate to be here for a few days, I don't know which sage left the residence, can the predecessors know?" ”

The Buddha glanced at what he was holding and said nothing.

Shi Yanwen hurriedly put down his hand and saluted, "Because it is a temporary residence, I am a little concerned, but Yanwen has been quiet in those days, and I have never asked my brother." If you don't know, don't be embarrassed. ”

The Buddha is not embarrassed, but has some doubts.

"It's not your dream."

"Seniors see clearly," Shi Yanwen smiled, looking at the figure of the Buddha sitting cross-legged, and his heart gradually calmed down, "This is the square inch space in Yanwen's consciousness, although the predecessors have profound Buddhism, there is a Buddha land in their hearts, there are lotus platforms everywhere, and the spirit beads are also Sumeru mustard seeds, and they don't mind where they sit." But Yanwen, as a junior, should think about her predecessors and hope that her predecessors will laugh and accept it. ”

"'There is a Buddha land in my heart, and there are lotus platforms everywhere'," the voice of the Buddha was emptying like a wave, Shi Yanwen heard a soft chuckle, and the Buddha raised his hand, "No need to be polite, sit." ”

Shi Yanwen sat down cross-legged.

"The left foot is placed on top of the right foot."

"Huh?"

"Attentive, careful, and happy."

"Yes."

"If you don't take the appearance, you don't move."

“…… Thank you seniors. ”