Part.11 No need to be afraid
Winter in the town is much more lively than usual, full of festivities that have just begun. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Lin Jin took advantage of the last few days of the summer vacation, and teamed up with his two cousins to catch Lin Wei every day to play mahjong, and they must play for money, one dime or two cents. Lin Wei really didn't have much interest in this, but there was no one else to replace, so he had to play with them.
Lin Fan would come over after dinner, and at this time Lin Wei had the opportunity to escape from the card table of the three little boys for the reason of shopping, and the remaining three would turn to poker and continue to fight.
In fact, there is not much to visit in the town, two people often walk back and forth on the same street, and the shop stalls have been visited countless times, mainly in this lively atmosphere.
After shopping for a while this day, Lin Fan proposed to eat some barbecue, so he found a barbecue stall with a little less people at the intersection.
After Lin Wei finished ordering, he looked back and saw that Lin Fan bought two cups of milk tea and came back and sat down, and asked with a smile: "Do you want to ask Lin Jin and them to come over and eat together?" ”
"Those guys are probably having a good time, regardless of them." It's enough to watch them every day, but now I'm really afraid of those little gamblers.
"Haha, then let's eat it ourselves."
"Just bring some for them later." As he spoke, he replied to the text message he had just received.
Lin Fan glanced at her while drinking milk tea, and suddenly asked, "Are you in love?"
Lin Wei raised his head in slight surprise: "No, how can you ask that?" ”
"I thought you were texting with your boyfriend just now, and you were smiling happily."
I was really surprised now, touching my face, as if I was indeed smiling just now. But she didn't know why she was laughing, so she could only reply: "No, it's just that the text message just now was very interesting." ”
"Yes," Lin Fan didn't continue to ask, and changed the subject: "College should be fun." ”
"Fortunately, it's much better than high school, there aren't many classes, and there are a lot of clubs to participate in."
"It's so good, I stay in the store every day, and I can't even get the sun." Lin Fan sighed.
"It's good for you to do this, make your own money, anyway, it's your own store, and you don't have to be managed by the boss," Lin Wei comforted, "My grandma often says that you see that Fan Fan has made so much money, and you are still spending money, hey, think about it, you have to compete with so many people for jobs after graduation." ”
The boss brought the barbecue over and put it on the table, and smiled at them. After he left, Lin Wei leaned over to his cousin and whispered, "Do you remember him?" We used to be a politics teacher in junior high school. ”
"Remember, it seems that I was going to go to his house to rent a house once, right?"
"En, there were too many people there later, and it feels like a long time ago," Lin Wei sighed, "Now the teacher has come out to do a side job during the winter vacation." ”
"It's not easy to be a teacher."
The two chatted and solved the meat skewers in front of them, Lin Wei was taking a break with milk tea for a while, and a boy suddenly appeared in the corner of his eye, not tall, slightly fat, holding a child who was about to enter the snack shop.
"Second uncle, I want to eat big rolls!" The child said in a milky voice, desperately pulling the boy to the store. The boy tried to pick him up with a little difficulty, and whispered: "That one who has a toothache and wants to have his teeth extracted, shall we go home?" ”
Lin Fan also saw the boy, sighed, and said, "Isn't this the one who, what is Feng Tian's name, the one who follows you every day in the third year of the first month." ”
"Seems to be." Lin Wei retracted his gaze, and there was a moment of trance. That boy used to be her nightmare, and she was scared when she thought of him, and every time she saw him in the class, she walked away from afar. In fact, he didn't do anything, just stuffed notes for her every day to buy snacks, and followed her home after class, no matter how she avoided him, he was the same persistent, several people in the family had seen him, and Lin Fan remembered it even more because he went home together. In the end, it wasn't until he graduated from junior high school that he seemed to give up suddenly, and he never contacted him since.
In fact, before he suddenly started handing out notes saying that he liked her, they were still good friends, sitting at the front and back tables, and sharing notes after class, and then she had to hide when they met again.
During those days, what was left for Lin Wei was to make her heart full of fear and alienation when facing the opposite sex in the future. It took a long time for her to get better, and she was no longer afraid, but she would still unconsciously stay away, often speaking with some caution and overwhelm.
It seems that it has been a long time, and the person who made her feel scared at that time is now suddenly encountered, but she feels guilty in her heart.
She was probably very hurtful at that time, she didn't know how to refuse directly, she would just blindly avoid it. Before that, he didn't talk much, but he would still smile and laugh with his classmates, and he became more and more silent during the time she escaped, and finally when he was about to graduate, he basically didn't talk to his classmates, and always walked by alone with his head down.
Over there, Feng Tian finally picked up the child, turned around and suddenly saw Lin Wei on this side, slightly stunned. Lin Wei's first reaction was to bow his head and drink milk tea, trying to avoid his gaze. After a while, when I thought he was going to go away, I saw him coming this way.
"I'm eating barbecue." Feng Tian stopped in front of their table and asked in a casual tone, smiling slightly. It seems that it is a little different from the silent boy in memory.
Lin Wei replied stunned: "Yes, uh, are you okay?" ”
Lin Fan was silently drinking milk tea next to him, and the child Feng Tian was holding was lying on his shoulder and looking at the snack shop behind.
"It's okay, just had a summer vacation in the past two days, what about you?"
"It's been a few days."
"I just moved to town last year, and I'm glad I got to see my former classmates."
"Huh." I really didn't know what to say, so I laughed dryly twice, and unconsciously poked the straw of the milk tea.
He suddenly smiled at her, "You're still the same as before. ”
Lin Wei replied vaguely: "Yes." ”
"During that time," he paused for a moment, he continued, "I'm sorry. ”
Lin Wei was stunned, and after a long while, he whispered, "It's okay, I also want to say I'm sorry." ”
The child in his arms became restless and clamored to go back. Lin Wei didn't know if he heard her words, but he seemed to smile embarrassedly, took out a hand and waved it at her, coaxing the child to turn around and leave.
Lin Fan watched him walk away, and then approached Lin Wei and said, "It doesn't seem to be as terrifying as before, I remember that you ran away when you saw him at that time." ”
Lin Wei didn't answer, Lin Fan saw that she was still a little stunned, so she didn't say anything more, picked up the barbecue and continued to eat.
After a while, as if he had figured out something, Lin Wei came back to his senses, smiled, picked up the tofu skewers in front of him and ate them.
Youth, after the past, only nostalgia remains, and everything else is no longer important.
There's nothing to be afraid of anymore, is there?