Chapter 121: Change

Later, when Yan Song was in college, when he met them for the first time, they were really surprised, how could such a soft girl fall in love with Chen Xuyao, a stupid melon! After going back, they were all close to Chen Xuyao, hoping to learn from him, but the way they spoke was not as reckless as Xu Xin. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Now that they know that the little girl is someone's sweetheart, it seems that the corner of the wall is still very strong, so they don't expect to do anything to dig the foot of the wall, at most they can exchange experience and learn from it!

At that time, the scene was much more harmonious than now.

Yan Song didn't know that there was an uproar in the military academy because of herself, but a few days later, she received an email from City B, the sender was Zhao Yi, and when she opened the package, she found that it was her favorite camera.

In fact, Yan Song has a camera, but it is very old in the eyes of others, but Yan Song has a problem of nostalgia, usually using a brand of camera, even if it is to be replaced with a new one, it is to choose the latest model of the same brand, and will not change it to anything else. And he doesn't like others to move his own camera, Zhao Yi is not very familiar with the camera, but he found out that she loves the camera, and spent a lot of money for him to buy this camera.

There are many people who will do some homework before buying things, but Zhao Yi can't do it, he is busy training all day long, how can he have time to study these, so he listened to the recommendation of the store owner, bought a price that is not low, and hurriedly sent Yan Song back by express.

So for this gift, Yan Song can only say that she can understand Zhao Yi's heart for herself, at least he knows that he likes cameras, but this gift itself is not very needed for her, and she can't say that she likes it very much, but she still politely put it in her bookshelf. Gifts that people kindly give you, whether they are to your liking or not, should never ignore the intentions of others. As long as it's a serious gift, it should be respected!

If Zhao Yi's gift was not a camera, but a variety of lenses from the camera, maybe it would be more pleasing to her! It's a pity that he didn't get her heart, and he can't say that he regrets it, he can only say that he is not as good as Chen Xuyao in terms of insight into Yan Song's thoughts!

But it's not just this aspect, it's not that Zhao Yi doesn't love Yan Song enough and doesn't know her well enough, but Chen Xuyao's opponent is too tough, when he was a child, Yan Song basically only played with Chen Xuyao, except for his family, he only stuck to him, his brother was long and his brother was short, and he followed in front and behind, even if he was familiar with Zhao Yi and Guo Shangge's gang, there was also Chen Xuyao in it, and Yan Song always didn't want to be with Chen Xuyao, but it was undeniable that Chen Xuyao's status in her heart should not be underestimated.

It can't be said that no one is taller than him, but Yan Song dares to say that in addition to her family, Chen Xuyao knows her best. In fact, when I think back on many things, I will feel that the original amazing things will become taken for granted, just like her marriage in her previous life, excluding the factor of the baby's parent, her final destination, Chen Xuyao is still the most likely candidate, with a proud personality like her, she doesn't rub sand in her eyes, and the person who can stand her is Chen Xuyao alone.

Thinking of this, she felt troublesome, what is going on, Zhao Yi didn't say that she liked her in her previous life, how could she become like this again, could it be that everything was broken by her little butterfly, and everything that should have happened and what shouldn't have happened happened.

Just like Zhao Yi's feelings were born, and Chen Xuyao's first love was not herself, if the two of them were not together in the end, she might be more natural, if they were together in the end, this face would be lost, and in the end it was still preempted.

In fact, Yan Song didn't know whether Chen Xuyao had been in love before marriage in his previous life, because she didn't care. And when their relationship was good, they didn't ask each other about their private affairs, so she didn't know anything about Chen Xuyao's emotional history. It's just that this time she is a person with memories of the past, and she still has her own thoughts in her heart, in such an environment, the position of Chen Xuyao's first love is not her, I feel a little embarrassed when I think about it, is this a slap in the face by someone's strength?

The second year of high school passed so peacefully, and now Yan Song is already a student in the third year of high school, she seems to like to follow An Lan more and more, she still remembers what she said to her mother at home before, she wants to be with An Lan because she wants him to motivate herself, urge herself, and make herself more demanding of herself. For a person of advanced mental age like her, self-control and initiative to learn are conscious, but this consciousness sometimes falls asleep. In order to make herself better face the future and increase the chips on the path she wants to take, she must become excellent!

And this, she believes that Anlan can help her do it.

I don't know when she started, her help to An Lan is no longer a simple help, no longer to pick up water for him, but to go to his house to help him with homework, let him come to his house for dinner, and when he buys books, he will think about bringing him a set too, I don't know when, has he become such an important person in his life? Yan Song vaguely sensed his intentions, but he didn't know if An Lan would accept it.

In fact, she knew very well in her heart that he would not accept herself, because he already had someone he loved, he just wanted her to accompany him through a short life, and everyone else was not important to him, Yan Song knew that that person could only be Mao Yun.

When she went to An Lan's house, she overheard that Mao Yun and An Lan had a baby kiss when she was a child, just like she and Chen Xuyao, even An Lan's arm became like this because of saving Mao Yun, Yan Song felt that there was no third person between them, and she didn't want to be this third person, she could only try to control her feelings so as not to put herself in a dangerous situation.

Yan Song sometimes wonders who said that boys mature later than girls, this theory is too one-sided, and the one-sided self seems to be surrounded by boys who understand love first, which does not conform to this theory. The relationship between An Lan and Mao Yun is like that she and Chen Xuyao, both grew up together as childhood sweethearts, and they both have baby relatives, looking at their tacit way of getting along, she just hopes that their ending must be better than herself, because they are too difficult.

After that, she consciously stayed away from An Lan, maybe others would not find out, but as one of the parties involved, An Lan would of course find out, but she was secretly strange about Yan Song's changes, but for an introverted and shy person like him, he would not take the initiative to ask the reason. Yan Song would not explain his changes, which would cause him unnecessary trouble, so the two of them were silent.

After a long time, Ji Meng noticed the change in the magnetic field of the two people, Yan Song didn't say anything, and An Lan didn't explain, the two of them were like a cold war, and they didn't talk to each other, as if whoever spoke first would lose.

Ji Meng found that their changes were not noticed by herself, but she found that An Lan's performance was a little strange, firstly, in the last few exams, his grades dropped sharply, and the teachers who slipped talked to him. Then there is that he has become silent, he used to not like to talk, but now he gives people a completely different feeling, as if there is a sense of detachment, to be honest, she is quite afraid that he is going to become a monk.

Looking at Yan Song again, she sat in front and found that the two of them didn't seem to have communicated about anything other than studying, and even Yan Song's help to An Lan was given by one party and received by the other, so it was strange that others didn't find out.

Yan Song also found An Lan's silence, which was a negative attitude towards life, I don't know if it was related to Mao Yun. Yan Song wanted to ask several times, but she stopped, since she decided not to meddle in other people's feelings, and she didn't want to destroy a good past, she could only withdraw and stop, and even turn around and leave, to prevent her heart from falling again.

She knew that the emotional thing could not be controlled, or even suppressed, because she knew that once this thing rebounded, it would not be a trivial matter, but it was obvious that what she was doing now was rational and the best thing for the three of them.

Trying to retract his thoughts on An Lan, Yan Song focused his attention on the physics test paper on the table, bit the tip of his pen and began to fight against the magnetic field for a long time.

In fact, An Lan's depressed mood has nothing to do with Mao Yun, but because of his family. His parents divorced, because his father had an extramarital affair, and even the woman was pregnant, and his father said that he wanted the child to be born and given to his mother to raise, but his mother refused, and then they went through the divorce procedures.

An San doesn't want to divorce, in the end, he still has feelings for Li Xia, but this feeling has become insignificant in front of his idea of wanting to have a healthy child, and the deep feelings at the beginning have been almost worn out by An Lan's unsound son, it seems that when Li Xia's second child was miscarried, his thoughts about this family were light.

Li Xia, she can't accept that her husband betrayed her, and even wanted her to raise the child he had with another woman, this is impossible, it's too ridiculous to think, she doesn't have no children, on the contrary, she has children, although this child is not as good as no in the eyes of her husband and in-laws, but An Lan is still pregnant and born in October, he is her closest person, so she chose to divorce. Since she can't accept it, she will avoid it far away, although this idea is a bit escapist, but it is the least hurtful approach, and she can only choose this way.

After the divorce, she took her son back to her original home, the two of them lived together and had nothing to do with before, long before the divorce, Ansan did not go home, as a wife, she had long been aware of the changes in her marriage, and originally thought that as long as she didn't say it, he wouldn't bring it up, and it turned out that this was her luxury.

After the real divorce, she found that it was no different from before, it was still the home of two people, it was still their mother and son, Li Xia thought, as long as An Lan could have a good future, she was not satisfied.

Many of her friends advised her to ask for more property when she divorced, otherwise she would not let go, but she didn't think so. Maybe she once loved Ansan very much, knowing that he disliked his son's love a little less, knowing that he had an affair and a little less, and when she knew that he had another child outside, her love for him seemed to have been completely wiped out unconsciously, at that time, she just wanted to leave him quickly, she didn't want to see such a disgusting person appear in front of her again, and she didn't want An Lan to know that he had such a father who didn't like him, every time she saw him like this, she reminded her all the time how bad her vision was.

She quickly accepted the reality, but An Lan wouldn't, he felt that it was entirely because of his own reasons that his parents would become what they are now, he couldn't turn a corner for a while, fell into a dead end, and even had the idea of wanting to commit suicide, but finally gave up, he was reluctant to give up his mother, reluctant to Mao Yun......

It has become the way it is now, looking at everything in a negative light, whether it is life, study, or love. He didn't even dare to tell Mao Yun that he liked her. The original plan wanted to confess when applying for the exam after the college entrance examination, but now, everything has been disrupted, and everything has to be reshuffled and replanned.

Until An Lan disappeared one day, reappeared at school the next day, and even brought back a girl with smoky makeup, and disappeared again the next time, and was found by his mother again, but there were more girls around him, and he had to follow him to the class every day, sitting behind An Lan, and making Yan Song more and more popular day by day.

Until one day, in physics class, she listened very carefully to the questions that the teacher said, but there was always a buzz of whispering in her ears, and she couldn't hear the teacher's questions clearly.

In the end, she really couldn't bear it, and besides, she was not a person who would wronged herself, she ignored the surprised eyes of all the students in the class and the teacher, stood up with a big movement, and said loudly to An Lan.

"What the hell is going on with you, your current behavior is not only harming yourself, but also harming others, what about these two people you brought, if you want to listen to the class, you can listen quietly, and you are clamoring to let everyone know how amazing you are Anlan, even if you don't have an arm, can you soak two girls at once? Have you ever considered other people's feelings? The three of you are chirping in my ear like ducks, do you think I want to hear it? Isn't it sad that you give up on your mother like this? Aren't you afraid that you will break Mao Yun's heart? Do you really love her? Oh, if you love her, then your love is too cheap and fickle, who dares to give your heart to you, who dares to trust you, Anlan, how did you become like this? ”

Yan Song is not a person who doesn't care about the feelings of the people he cares about, and now it can be seen that he really can't bear it! (To be continued.) )