Chapter 40: It's hard to let go
"Yes, I've been thinking like this from beginning to end, and I've never changed, so you don't need to persuade me, I know that I don't know what to do, and I don't know how thick the sky is, but I'm doing things by myself, so let me be clean. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info" After Feiying finished speaking, he felt that all the strength of his body had been exhausted, so he simply slipped his shoes and got into the quilt, regardless of the two who were stunned.
As everyone knows, there are still Yunyan and Dongmei standing outside the door, they wanted to add fire, but who knew that the house was already cold, Yunyan whispered a few words to Dongmei, and left directly, Dongmei called out the two stupid people in the house according to her words, and went to the grandmother's house to talk back.
After a few people finished reporting in a few words, Liu Yishuang pondered for a moment before saying: "She has to be like this, I'm afraid that it will be useless for Yunyan to persuade her again, or let Dongmei tell her carefully the reason for Ah Ye's marriage, remember to only say things, don't say anything on the side, as for whether she changes her mind, it depends on the will of God!" ”
The three of them were instructed to retreat, and Yunyan spoke: "Dongmei was the first to befriend Feiying, and she understands things again, why doesn't Miss let her analyze the pros and cons of Feiying and try again?" "Except for Ah Ye's matter, when have you ever seen Feiying stubborn here, it is useless to say more, if she can't understand herself, it is useless for anyone to say it." Liu Yishuang explained, Yunyan also stopped thinking after hearing this, and only hoped that Feiying could open his mind earlier, and the two could reconcile as before.
Dongmei returned to the house and saw that Feiying was already asleep, Qiu Ju watched from the side, sighed constantly, and persuaded Qiu Ju to settle together. She had something on her mind, she didn't sleep well, and when Feiying got up in the middle of the night, she woke up, simply put on a dress, and stopped Feiying who wanted to go back to the room in the courtyard.
"The cousin was married the day before yesterday, and he is the cousin of his maternal grandfather's family." Dongmei said the result directly, looking at Feiying stunned for a moment, she knew that Feiying still cared about that person very much, "Grandma asked you to tell me, it just so happens that I can also die." Fei Ying said lightly.
"Don't be busy making decisions, I'm here to deliver the news, but I'm not done yet." Dong Mei stopped Fei Ying and said again: "According to the original words of the eldest young master, the young master is afraid that you can't wait, so he made this decision, and wants to settle the troubles before you leave the house, and then he will move his cousin to another courtyard, and then promise you a couple for the rest of your life." ”
After listening to Dongmei's words, Feiying had already burst into tears, why did they love each other clearly, but they couldn't trust each other, why they were willing to go to great lengths to achieve her wishes, but they refused to let her be a kapok next to the oak tree. Feiying admits that she is indeed very moved, but there is never a grain of sand in the world of love, even if it is small and can be ignored, but the sand in her heart, no matter how small, will make love full of scars, which is the last thing she wants to see.
"I know what to do, and everyone is worried about me." Feiying's words have reassured many people's hearts, but only grandma and Dongmei know that she has not completely compromised. On the second day, when the sky was clear, Wu Ye received a letter from Feiying, he opened the envelope happily, and read the letter with only a few words, or the same sentence she once said, "If I help you succeed, can you not marry her?" ”
Wu Ye's good mood fell to the bottom all of a sudden, and he didn't want to marry, but everything was difficult at the beginning, this step could not be changed, and he didn't know how to reply to Feiying, so he simply didn't reply. So the little hope that had just risen between the two slowly faded with the passage of time.
Since the letter came out, for the first half a month, Feiying was still looking forward to it, but after a month, she became numb, so Liu Yi asked Xia He to bring in the words, and she pushed it directly. "If you don't see it, you've done your best, and the rest will be left to the fate of God." Wu Ye said, "It's also to blame you for being too indulgent with her, she said that she didn't want to meet, you should go to Shangshu Mansion to block her, listen to the destiny here!" Liu Chang said disdainfully.
Since he still doesn't want to believe her, how to face goodbye, looking at what she has written these days, she smiled bitterly, looking at the traces of revisions over and over again, after all, she still couldn't bear to put it on fire, so she simply received it in the box and locked it and put it away.
Wu Ye and Feiying's estrangement, everyone who cares about it sees it, but no one wants to say a word more, because Feiying is no longer lively and active in the past, for several months, she has never left the house, and she is stuffed in her one-acre and three-point land, only to see the things in the small warehouse, which are neatly organized and spotless by her, and later get the permission of her grandmother, she is even more stuffy in it all day long and refuses to come out.
Yunyan and Chun Tao were afraid that she would get sick, so they simply borrowed the reason of Zhenbao Zhai and let her do the design work again. In the end, Xia He really couldn't see it, so he directly threw the person out of the house, saying that she was asked to send the artwork in person. I didn't expect to go out for a few months, and the shops on the street have new changes, the brand of Zhenyu Pavilion has changed, the mouthful buns have launched new flavors, the tables and chairs in the lobby of Zhenbao Zhai have more high-end styles, and the only thing that makes Fei Ying feel familiar after the change is that the storyteller in the teahouse opposite is back.
After all, the loneliness of these months is only their own, and it has nothing to do with anyone, so the days will pass, and the good and bad will continue to be borne as always, who once said that the world of people is so big, someone will come in, and someone will go out, so you shouldn't be sad for passers-by for too long. Rao Shifeiying comforted herself like this, but when she saw Wu Ye walking out of the teahouse opposite, she subconsciously hid it, but she couldn't help but peek a few times, fortunately, he didn't plan to come to Zhenbaozhai to take a turn, otherwise she really wanted to find a crack to get into it and be a stupid ostrich with her head and tail exposed.
Mu Ye also heard about the stiffness between the two of them, looking at Fei Ying's desire to hide, he shook his head with a smile, did not say a word, Zhuang Nan, who didn't want to come out on the back foot, but caught Fei Ying squarely, he didn't expect to say goodbye last time, he hadn't seen her for a few months, he really missed her a little, so he simply reported to Uncle Mu and dragged someone to the teahouse opposite.
Although Fei Ying also wanted to feast his ears at the teahouse opposite, but it was awkward Wu Yegang had just stayed here, so he simply went to the backyard to change into men's clothes and invited Zhuang Nan to go to the wine shop to drink.
Zhuang Nan didn't expect that after the last drunkenness, Feiying would dare to drink alone with him, but since she opened her mouth to invite, Uncle Mu's gluttony was hooked again, and the trip to the wine shop was bound to take a trip. So in the same position, the same three people added a pot of bamboo leaves, and Fei Ying chatted with Zhuang Nan while drinking.
"Brother Zhuang, forgive me for taking the liberty of taking the liberty of me, can I see your true face?" Feiying suddenly remembered this stubble, so no matter how sad people were, curiosity was inevitable, "Yunxiu told you that?" This girl always can't control her mouth. Zhuang Nan sighed helplessly.