Chapter 256: Looking at each other but not leaning on each other
General Huang looked at Dou Yunxiao with disdain: "Haven't you always had a lot of ideas?" Why is this the ability now? ”
Dou Yunxiao smiled bitterly: "General, you don't know Ling'er's temper. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info once she recognizes one thing, that is, a tendon will die to the end, and her subordinates are not afraid that she will not listen to her subordinates' explanations. ”
"Why bother when you knew today." General Huang shook his head and sighed twice.
Dou Yunxiao pursed his lips helplessly, and was about to speak, when the sound of Huang Ling and Yan Hao talking came from outside the door.
"Brother Yan, you've been out with me for a day today, and you should be very tired, so let's go back and rest early." Daddy, Ling'er will take leave for Brother Yan. Huang Ling looked at Yan Hao with a faint smile.
Being looked at by Huang Ling with such a smile, Yan Hao's face turned red, and then he touched the back of his head awkwardly and said with a smile: "Not tired, not tired, this is what it is, when I usually train in the barracks, my strength is many times higher than the current one." ”
"Really?" Huang Ling smiled, but for a while he didn't know how to continue the topic.
When she just decided to give up Dou Yunxiao yesterday, she was in a very bad mood. Originally, she wanted to be quiet for a while, but she didn't expect that Yan Hao would come to Huangfu early in the morning to ask her out. She didn't want to go out, but her father kept persuading her to go out more, and in desperation, she followed Brother Yan out.
She knows that Brother Yan likes her, although she has been persuading herself in her heart to try to get along with him, but every time she is with him, she can hardly find any topic to talk to him, which can be said to be quite embarrassing.
Just like today, although he said that he came out with me to relax, but she had nothing to say along the way, if the person who accompanied her out was Dou Yunxiao, then the two of them would definitely be very lively along the way.
It's just that thinking of Dou Yunxiao, Huang Ling's eyes instantly darkened.
Between her and Dou Yunxiao, no matter how reluctant she is, then it's time for them to end. No, to be exact, there should have never been a beginning between them, it had always been just wishful thinking on her own.
Dou Yunxiao doesn't love her, or doesn't love her enough, so the relationship between them is always vague and unclear. He didn't care, but she was tired and didn't want to be like this with him anymore. She was afraid that if she didn't give up now, if another woman appeared by Dou Yunxiao's side one day, she would not be able to control what she would do, and even she might not be able to forgive herself. So, in order to avoid that day, she had to learn to give up first. After all, she knew that the two of them would not come to fruition if they continued like this, so why did she let herself fall like this again. Anyway, this will not be a good thing for her or him, and it is better for her to cut off their evil relationship herself.
When she was a child, when her mother had just died, she thought that she would be in such pain forever. But after so many years of her mother's death, isn't she still coming over well.
So, sometimes, time is a really good thing, it can help you let go and help you forget a lot of things. Therefore, as long as it takes a while, she believes that she will definitely forget Dou Yunxiao completely from her heart.
No matter how deep the memory is, after many years, it will only be an untouchable pain hidden in her heart. And that pain, as long as she doesn't look at it anymore and doesn't think about it anymore, for her, it's just a memory and a past.
Lowering his eyes, Huang Ling hid the pain in his eyes. When she raised her eyes again, she became the carefree and lawless Miss Huangfu in everyone's eyes again.
"Brother Yan, I will seriously consider the matter you mentioned to my father about the relationship between the two of us before." Huang Ling pursed her lips and smiled lightly at Yan Hao, although there was nothing too unusual on her face, Yan Hao could still see a faint sadness in her eyes.
Thinking of the heartfelt smile on her face when she and Dou Yunxiao were together, the smile on Yan Hao's face gradually faded: "Miss, I don't know what happened between you and Yunxiao. However, if you can, I would prefer that you can be honest with your heart, rather than forcing yourself like this. Although I Yan Hao is a rough person, unlike Yunxiao, they can both be civil and martial, but I also know that if two people want to be together, they need to love each other, not force or accommodate each other like this, which is not good for all of us. As for the proposal, I just did what I wanted to do, so that I would not have regrets in the future. But if the eldest lady doesn't mean anything to me, and she doesn't have to force herself, I can understand all this. After all, everyone has their own preferences, not that I like you, you have to like me, so there won't be so many crazy men and women in this world. If the eldest lady says that she has been in a bad mood recently, Yan Hao can accompany the eldest lady to go around and have a good time, these are no problem, but please don't make a decision that you regret easily. ”
Yan Hao's words made Huang Ling stunned, she really didn't expect that the person in front of her who could speak well would be the stupid and stupid wood who was in her eyes before. And what shocked her was that the words he had just said sounded so reasonable to her ears that she couldn't find anything to refute for a while.
It's just that she doesn't know how to refute it, but that doesn't mean that she has to overturn her previous decision.
The relationship between her and Dou Yunxiao seems simple, but only she knows that the relationship between the two of them is very complicated and ambiguous. She didn't know what the problem between the two of them was, but she knew that no matter how hard she tried, Dou Yunxiao didn't seem to allow her to go any further than him.
She could feel that she was actually very close to him, but at the same time very far away.
Although the two of them are not far apart, it should only be the distance of a door. But it was the door, and it had a lock that was so difficult to open, that no matter how hard she tried to hit it, it still didn't move. And the two of them were like this, one standing outside the door, and the other inside the door, looking at each other but not leaning against each other. (To be continued.) )