I don't know what kind of mood I should use to face Lin Qianxiao now, my face is definitely not good-looking. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"That, Qianxiao..."

"Don't comfort me, Jiang Ye, don't comfort me, I've figured it out." Qian Xiao lowered her eyes and shook her head.

"Well, I know, your condition is stable, after you are discharged from the hospital, do you have anything you want to eat?" I don't know what Lin Qianxiao thought clearly, "I want to eat my mother's cooking." Lin Qianxiao's eyes turned red again.

"You stupid girl, that's why I don't want to comfort me, and I said this decently." I wanted to find a tissue, but when Lin Qian was laughing and crying, there was not even a tissue.

Qianxiao just let her tears remain, her hands didn't move, I really couldn't look at it, and helped her gently wipe away her tears. "As long as I think about it, it's still uncomfortable." Lin Qianxiao's voice was still a little choked.

"Qianxiao, take good care of your body, you are only 21 years old now, and there are countless possibilities in the future."

"I know, Jiang Ye, I can't die, at least not now, my mother told me in her dreams, and she gave me all her dreams." Lin Qianxiao is quite sure about this.

"Yes, you see, your mother must want you to live well, she doesn't want to drag you down, she doesn't want to die a painful death in the terminal stage of cancer, you have to understand, although death is an escape, but like your mother, you should be able to go to heaven, right?" I think the statement about dreams is also very reliable, I was entrusted with dreams by the late elders in the family when I was a child, and I remember every sentence of the dream that is extremely clear.

"Yes, but the main thing is, I'm also afraid of death, Jiang Ye, I'm really scared, when my mother died, I thought of all kinds of ways, death is so easy, jump off that high cliff, buy a bottle of pesticide and drink it, or stab yourself with a fruit knife, but I don't have the courage."

"If you really commit suicide, you won't be able to explain it on the Huangquan Road."

"Is there such a comforting thing as you?" Lin Qian smiled with a rare resentment, and the expression on her face finally warmed up, "But what you said is also right, I promised my father a long time ago that I would get ahead." ”

This kind of ideal, just like the old hairy boy who thought I wanted to become the first hero of martial arts, is a praising of his father's behavior day by day, when I was young, I also wanted to go to the end of the world with a sword, like Li Xiaoyao, Li Xunhuan, these people, galloping the rivers and lakes, of course, after playing DOTA in high school, I am not interested in fighting the sword to go to the end of the world, there is DOTA to play, that is the rivers and lakes.

"What do you do to get ahead?" I still asked Lin Qian and smiled.

"Build roads, build new school buildings, build ancestral halls."

"You still want to be kind, Qianxiao, you are really kind-hearted."

"No, I want my parents' tablets to be enshrined in the ancestral hall of the village forever, and all the roads and schools I have built must bear the names of my parents, and I want the children in this mountain to remember my kindness for the rest of their lives, until poverty is over." Lin Qian laughed at this guy, can this be said to be ambition, or should it be called a good thought?

"It's good to have a goal, since you don't choose to die, then don't be sad, now it's only you left, Qianxiao, I will help you, but there are still many things, you have to do it yourself." I nodded, as long as Lin Qianxiao didn't have the determination to die, as long as Lin Qianxiao could live well.

She was able to accept this huge sadness in such a short period of time, which is probably very related to her father's education since childhood. "Yes, their family is waiting for Lin Qian to get ahead with a smile, not for the accumulation of their family's wealth, but for building roads, ancestral halls, and schools, is this considered hiding wealth from the people?

"Jiang Ye, I originally thought that you were no different from those men, I heard others say that you are a scumbag who is merciful everywhere, even if you save me at that time, it is just, just for a moment of joy and freshness, but you just treat me as a more delicate plaything, I really didn't expect that you are like this..." Lin Qianxiao couldn't seem to find the words to describe me.

"Hey, what are you talking about, do people always have to have a little conscience?" I smiled.

"It's not a matter of conscience, but I have nothing, except for my body, there is nothing to repay you, but it seems too shallow to promise with your body, the girls around you are all ice and jade, Zhong Lingyu is beautiful, I may not even have the qualifications to be with you."

"Then you will get ahead in the future, remember to repay me."

"My dad told me that you can't promise the present with the vanity of the future, do you remember the fantastical journey of Paolo Goero's shepherd boy? There's a popcorn vendor selling popcorn on the street. ”

Lin Qianxiao's mind jumped so fast that I just happened to keep up, "You mean, Melchizedek, the lord of the Holy City. A popcorn vendor in Allah's disguise? ”

"That's right. That's what he said to the shepherd boy, my dad told me about this before, you know? ”

"I just happened to read it, and this article is quite interesting." There is no need to repeat the story in it, but it is true that it is a bit empty to promise the present with the possibility of the future.

"So, I just don't think I'm the icing on the cake for you..."

"To be honest, Qianxiao, I'm still quite interested in your body, I'm actually a pervert, but, I don't know why, I just can't bear to do it to you, Lao Wu and I are also a mentality, we always have to do something that seems meaningless, thankless, we should also do one thing in this life, your dad can jump off the torrent to save people without saying a word, I, a person who is drunk and obsessed with money, can't the prodigal son turn back and let money have its true value?"

"Anyway, 1,000 times, that, still count." Lin Qian smiled into my ear and said softly.

My heart fluctuated, and I pretended to be calm and said, "What to do, it was all an expedient measure at that time, you don't accept the good of others, where would I ask you for these 1,000 times, anyway, you go to school hard, learn cultural knowledge well, ah, this, do you study for the sake of getting ahead, right." ”

Lin Qian smiled and nodded, "Then, classmate Jiang Ye, you mean that even if it is 1,000 times, you will still give me the money, right?" ”

"That's what it means." I am naturally righteous and awe-inspiring, and I am determined without pretentiousness.

"Oh, thank you so much." Lin Qian smiled and looked at me quietly, and then there was no follow-up.

I waited for a long time, Lin Qianxiao looked at me with a strange face, and didn't say a word.

I'll wipe it, this goods, I'm just polite, 1000 times, no, it's okay to leave me once, oh my God, I thought Lin Qianxiao would have a Stockholm plot, fall in love with me directly, say something in my ear, it's okay, I don't want a name, you can do anything, wear your favorite black silk to accompany you, Jiang Ye I only have you These words are cloudy.

But this thing actually gave me no words in a few words, that's, I have mixed tastes in my heart, the main thing I can't say yet, I can't say shamelessly, Qianxiao, leave me once, in fact, I'm pretending, I'm a pervert.

said that he said that he did not thank him for his great kindness, and said that he did not want to reciprocate, Lao Wu's words are very right, if you don't like Lin Qianxiao in your heart and like this feeling, will you do your best so hard?

But the big words have been spoken, and I still have to maintain my image, no way, who made me cheap? I installed B by myself, I can't help it, I have to finish it when I kneel.

"It's okay, you're welcome, Qianxiao, I..."