Although my father has many children, but I Yan Qingjiu is the most favored nine princesses in Yanyu country, and the people around me will be respectful to me from childhood to adulthood, and even my father will often accommodate me, this honor, I think everyone in the world will envy me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I have always been very happy, and I have always thought that God favors me, and I should be happy like this.

But one day, I heard the words of the concubines in the harem, and they said that the reason why my father was so good to me was only because my father indirectly killed my mother for a woman. My father felt guilty, so he used me to make up for it.

I'm very angry!

How could I possibly believe the provocation of these long-tongued women?

I've been practicing martial arts since I was a child, and this time it came in handy, and I couldn't get out of bed for months after beating those two concubines. And my father still let me mess around as usual, and I also thought I played well and played well!

But at that time, how did I know that the family of the two concubines had already angered my father, and my impulse was just a hole in advance, and the two concubines would naturally find ways to poison me.

But when I was lying on the hospital bed after being retaliated against and heard that the two concubines were punished, I was still complacent, thinking that my father was angry for me!

The injury was healed, and the concubines in the harem never dared to be disrespectful to me again. And I'm having a lot of fun.

But one day, I went to talk to my father, and when I accidentally touched the mechanism and saw my father's secret, I would go from heaven to hell!

Above the portrait was a very beautiful woman, in the secret room of the imperial study, I did not know who she was, and I had never seen her in this harem.

The vigorous and powerful inscription reads: The love of this life.

I think maybe at that moment I suddenly understood something.

When my father came in, I hurriedly hid, squatting in the corner and listening to the movement outside.

I only remember that I was shivering, I only remember that I tried to hold back my crying, I only remember that I didn't get up for a long time, I only remember that I was in that dark corner for an unknown number of days.

Out of the secret room, out of my father's palace, some palace people saw my face with joy, they said that I had been missing for several days, they said that I was crazy to find me, they said that the emperor was very worried.

I was a little dizzy, and I ran straight to the court where I was in the morning, and I stumbled over, and no one dared to stop me, because I had a sharp sword in my hand, but it was aimed at my own neck.

I stood above the court, looking at the emperor who was wearing a dragon robe, and I thought there should be hatred in my eyes at that time.

My father interrupted the early dynasty, sent everyone back, and walked towards me step by step.

I didn't back down, I didn't avoid my gaze, and I was in a stalemate.

I asked who the woman in the portrait in the chamber was!

I asked, do you really love me, really love my mother!

I asked, did you really kill my mother for the sake of the woman in the portrait!

I asked, is it because you feel guilty that you have been so good to me since you were a child!

Simple-minded.

I only remember that my father only answered me one question, and he said that he only loved the woman in the portrait in his life......

I don't need to remember the rest, I don't need to remember, this sentence is enough.

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I asked for my life, and I said that I admired the Seventh Highness of Cangyang Kingdom, Chunyuan Lanxu, and I wanted to go to Cangyang Kingdom to recruit a son-in-law.

If my father didn't agree, I forced me to die.

In the end, he agreed.

On the day I left the palace, I looked at this piece of red bricks and green tiles, and I thought that I must not come back

Whether I really like the Seventh Highness who I have never met, I don't know.

All I heard was rumors, he was heroic, he was a hero.

My father was also a brave man, a legend in his life, and he had many harem women in his life, and I only saw that he didn't like those women at that time, and I thought that he must have liked my late mother.

But in the end, I was too worried.

And now, the Seventh Highness who has never met, you are praised by the world, will you also have three thousand beauties around you, but in the end you will have to bear someone else's life for the person you love?

I think, even if I die, I, Yan Qingjiu, will be the person who will make you miss for the rest of your life.

At that time, I didn't really swear to be the one he loved.

I came to the country of Cangyang, I met him, he is really as rumored, heroic but ruthless.

I threatened to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, but I didn't have the confidence in my heart.

But how could her sixteen years of pride allow her to admit defeat? She secretly swore in her heart that she would do it.

Maybe I don't like him, I'm just trying to prove that my existence is not like a concubine, who can be discarded at will.

It didn't take long for me to know that he already had a place in his heart.

He liked that little girl, and I secretly followed and saw with my own eyes the conversation between the two of them in the attic of the Qi State Mansion that day.

When I saw the face of the little girl called the ancient painting fan, I was full of shock.

She resembles the woman in the portrait of her father's inner chamber, although this little girl is still young, but the charm is no longer ordinary.

I was furious, why, can such a skin really attract so many men!

I asked myself if my appearance was not bad at all, but why was it still the case?

No, I can't follow in the footsteps of my mother, how can she be so humble in her life?

The two of them were arguing because the girl was going to enter the palace draft.

Hum! Sure enough, it's not a good girl! I just want to enter the palace, I just want to fly up the branches and become a phoenix, I only think about brocade clothes and jade food! Such a woman, I don't understand why Chunyuan Lanxu likes it!

However, don't worry, soon I will prove that she is stronger than her ancient painting fan!

Finally ushered in the opportunity, His Royal Highness the Seventh asked for an order to go to the frontier, and Emperor Chunyuan agreed.

And I went with him.

At that time, I silently swore in my heart that I must make him like me.

The living conditions in the frontier are very difficult, and the fighting is constant every day, and the souls of the heroes are scattered.

I'm not afraid, I've endured hardship, I've endured the cold, I've fought with him on the battlefield, and his attitude towards me has gradually eased, at least in the silence of the night, the two of them can talk freely, at least he won't be as ignorant of himself as he was at the beginning.

I'm already very happy with this change.

Sometimes in the middle of the night, I can no longer figure out whether I left my hometown and came here to seek a sense of existence, or whether I have fallen in love with the Seventh Highness who is not afraid of life and death in countless days and nights of fighting side by side.

Two years had passed, and just when I thought he had allowed his presence to exist, I was sad again.

The battle is over, Cangyang has won a great victory, and the squad is about to return to the dynasty.

That night, I bathed for a long time, took off the battle uniform of the past few days, and put on the charming clothes, I was eighteen years old, and I am beautiful now.

With the wine in hand, I went to his tent with trepidation, only to hear his mellow voice coming from inside.

Just those three words, that one name, had shattered all my fantasies. The two years that had occupied all the time in my heart became worthless, like dung.

After returning to the palace, all kinds of things only hurt me even more. On that day, I went with him to Kiyosenji Temple, and when I met the little girl on the way, I knew that everything was settled.

The girl who was young at the beginning is now slim, and now she is a celebrity next to Emperor Chunyuan.

The moment Chun Yuan Lan Xu looked at the ancient painting fan, I knew that it was a chasm that I would never be able to cross.

I wanted to give up, this ridiculous time when I didn't even know what my purpose was.

But God likes to play tricks on people.

I was wounded, and he was by his side to take care of me, and the flame that was about to be extinguished suddenly grew in size and burned even more vigorously.

But Heaven really seems to like to joke.

When I saw the ancient painting fan being punished and kneeling again because of a mistake, he was so nervous, and when he actually put down his arrogance and knelt down to plead with Emperor Chunyuan, I was completely dead.

I was in pain, it was like a dream, it was really a lost journey.

When I wake up, I can't continue to pretend to be asleep.

Later, I came into contact with the old painting fan, and she grew up and looked more like the person in the painting.

I thought that powerful women had hateful faces. But it turned out that I was wrong again.

She is very good, she is very quiet, and she is also very smart, despite all the things she has experienced in the palace, she still seems to ask for nothing, and she seems to have never been able to deal with the pursuit of Chunyuan Lanxu and the Sixth Highness.

Sometimes I was very angry, thinking that she was just pretending to be high.

Sometimes, I feel that she is so pitiful, step by step carefully, how much courage and hard work it takes for a little girl to survive in the deep palace.

I never thought that I would think about a love rival, and then I knew that I had lost this gamble.

Unlike when I came, I was calm at the moment, I didn't have hatred, I didn't have jealousy, and I set out on the way home.

Maybe these few years are gloomy, but after all, it is the most important embellishment in my life.

Farewell, childhood dreams, farewell, eternal dreams.

I hope someone can remember, my name is Yan Qingjiu.