Chapter 417: Accurate
It's just that compared to others, Yan Song is already very content, at least Chen Xuyao still knows how to tell her what is in his heart. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Uncle Shi, my boyfriend broke up with me, but ......"
Yan Song suddenly didn't know how to say it, even though he knew that Uncle Shi was worthy of trust, and would not say her words at will, he still instinctively avoided it, not wanting him to know so specifically.
The breakup that Yan Song said was already an open secret in their hospital, and it wasn't because Yan Song suddenly signed up here this time, but some of them were strange.
If this is the reason, it is much easier to understand. Isn't it just hurt by love and urgently needs relief!
And in this case, it is easy to explain what they think, women are in love, and they are generally irrational, and what you want to say at this time is in vain.
When she is not sober-minded, you reason with her and want to explain her, then you, the person who takes the initiative to persuade others, will not become the sick one!
Like something else, they didn't think it would affect Yan Song anything, how persistent Yan Song was to medicine, could these colleagues still not know!
If for some other reason she made up her mind to leave the hospital, she really couldn't believe it.
"I knew about it, it was still in the hospital at the time, and I only knew a little about it. They all said you came here because you were out of love and in a bad mood, so come and release it. But I don't think so, you are very decisive, according to my understanding, even if you break up, it shouldn't be such a cowardly performance, ignoring it may be your style! ”
Liu An's guess is really Yan Song's approach, or rather, it is not ignorance, but ignorance. This reason can't deceive people close to her, but it can be taken outside to deceive others.
"Seriously, I had the idea early on, and it wasn't because of the breakup. Actually, I thought that coming here would make me better, that's why I came. Moreover, I feel that there are still many things that need to be improved, and some things will never be seen without going through life and death. ”
Just like her feelings, if it weren't for Chen Xuyao's initiative, she might still be a mess by now! This was torture for him, torture for her, and torture for the two of them to partner with each other.
Yan Song didn't know if her liking in high school had caused trouble to An Lan.
On the day of An Lan's wedding, before the wedding began, the two of them had a short period of time alone, what was it like at that time, talking about the time in high school, they both laughed.
One is laughing at himself for not doing more, and the other is laughing at himself for not being able to brake with static. But when talking about the ignorant relationship in the previous paragraph, the attitude of the two people is the same, it is just a good feeling, which can be said to be like, but it can never be said to be love.
Yan Song didn't ask An Lan whether she liked herself or not, she was already relieved, with Chen Xuyao by her side, it can be said that she has reaped the best, so the good or bad of others has nothing to do with her.
"Uncle Shi, I really hate that my own affairs are talked about by everyone, and they are brought to the table as a talking point after dinner."
Yan Song smiled and said helplessly. But other people's mouths grow on other people's bodies, and she can't care about it. It's okay if they want to talk behind their backs, but can they pay attention to the impact and spread it to the ears of the parties, is it a good thing?
Liu An stroked Yan Song's head, with pity for the juniors, and said: "That's someone else's business, they are willing to lose their demeanor and be a long-tongued woman, and it has nothing to do with us." ”
Yan Song nodded, she also understands this truth, but it is more difficult to do, saying that she can let go, saying that she doesn't care, and she can't take it to heart, but in the dead of night, listening to those heart-piercing words, will she really feel no feelings at all?
"I also know that I always can't get along with myself, and I feel that they say you, no matter how good you are, it must still be a bad place, so I feel a little blocked in my heart."
Liu An smiled, he used to have such a mentality.
You must know that he is nearly 20 years old from Tang Yuda, and more than ten years behind Yan Song, but he worshiped under the door of the brain master and became his closed disciple, but there are many people who talk about him behind his back and say some sour things.
At that time, when he heard those rumors, he was also angry, and he couldn't wait to come to the door immediately to seek justice and innocence for himself.
But later he learned that no matter what he did, whether it was right or wrong, as long as he was still in this position, someone would say bad things about him, and rumors would continue to spread.
After a long time, maybe he got used to it, or maybe he didn't bother to pay attention to it, so he didn't say anything else, compared to other things, it seemed that in this regard, he accepted it more quickly.
Now Yan Song has also encountered the same problem, many people say that she came in through the back door, and it must have taken a lot of effort to be received by the strict and serious Director Tang, but she didn't notice her efforts to stay in the brain department, and she didn't see her still busy when everyone was resting and playing.
Just like Bing Xin said, the flower of success, people only envy its current beauty. At the beginning, its buds were soaked with tears of struggle and sprinkled with the drizzle of sacrifice.
When you are successful, there are a lot of red-eyed people. When you fail, the only people who can comfort you may be your parents and relatives, those who will gossip when you succeed, and those nasty words will not decrease when you fail.
There are people who gloat, there are people who care wholeheartedly, isn't life like this, there are ups and downs, but it is not easy to taste different things with the same mentality.
After all, who dares to say that you can face the success with a normal attitude, it will bring you not only satisfaction, but also fame and fortune! In the face of these, how many people can not be moved?
When you fail, you will inevitably be frustrated, how can you not be disappointed, hard work is the same pay, why is there no harvest of the desired results!
These are all normal, so when faced with other people's criticism, different people will have different approaches.
Yan Song also wanted to open it later, anyway, she didn't go through the back door, she could say whatever others wanted, and she couldn't control other people's thoughts, so let them say it if she wanted to say it.
Liu An smiled, what he wanted was this kind of attitude of going with the flow, this casual appearance, it was really not simple.
"Forget it, it's useless for me to think so much here, he is still there and can't leave, and I can only worry about it here."
Yan Song was relieved, or there was no way to say that there was no way to be relieved, the distance was here, what was the use of her being in a hurry here, Chen Xuyao still didn't know.
Yan Song stood up with a smile and stopped discussing these trivial things with Liu An. Leaving Liu An to sit in place, he still felt a little inexplicable, and talked about her well when he talked about his heart, but he was depressed.
This kid has a magical power.
Liu An smiled, then stood up, patted his pants, and walked towards the tent, he looked up at the sun in the sky, it was the time of sunset, watching the huge fireball gradually fall, I don't know what kind of thoughts he had in his heart.
Because of Yan Song's words, he will also be reminded of that time, although it is difficult to bear, it still makes him feel warm, mainly because at that time, he was not alone.
"This child, why doesn't he look like a single person, the aura around him is sweet. If you want to say that she broke up, I really can't believe it! ”
Liu An was talking to himself, but he didn't know that his jokes were a prophecy. Later, when the facts were revealed, he was really scared of himself!
Only the person concerned can understand what it means to be frightened by his own ingenuity.
Actually, Yan Song's worries were correct, but this time I don't know why, it may be because of Yan Song, Chen Xuyao's entry into the army was advanced, and the time for Chen Jiacai and his group to appear was also advanced, which made him in such a situation now.
Based on Yan Song's conjecture, I have to say that women's intuition is sometimes very accurate, but when they think about it, they really guess the point, and it is the kind of guess that hits, and there is no one else who has a hit rate.
As for why in his previous life, Chen Xuyao's death time and current time do not match, it can only be attributed to Yan Song, a little butterfly, flapping his wings, not only changed his own fate, but also changed the fate of others, and he can be regarded as no one.
Chen Xuyao went out for a night here, and the next morning he got up quietly, cleaned himself up, brought the toiletries and so on that he should have brought, and left.
There was no goodbye. In his heart, last night's party was a farewell. Moreover, he doesn't like to cry in front of him.
Considering that he is an undercover agent after all, and he is not in the same group as them, although he wants to change their minds, but he still doesn't know if he can succeed, so he won't say this so early.
"Goodbye, brothers." Even if the Tao is different, he is still moved by these upright boys, and it is because of their straightforwardness and lack of concealment that he feels that he can call them brothers!
Chen Xuyao's idea is actually quite simple, although they are not a group, but now they are still a group on the surface, and they still think that they may meet them in the same place.
That's all in the future, but they still want to work hard, maybe just work hard, and their future will be completely different.