Chapter 35: Suicidal thoughts
Blue Snow wanders aimlessly along the field path with a wounded heart and a scarred body. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
No matter how severe a cold is, it becomes insignificant at this point.
As I walked, I came to a river. The river is right in front of their house, and Lan Xue always comes here for a long time when she's in a bad mood. There are large fields in the middle of the river, and there are mountains on the other side of the river, so it is still very quiet.
Blue Snow stayed in her old place as always, sitting by the river and watching it flow.
Looking at the deepest part of the river, she suddenly had a terrible thought, "If I go there, I will definitely drown, and I don't know where it will go, and they can't find me." Lan Xue thought like this, staring at the deepest river.
She jerked to her feet and walked towards the river, perhaps the cold of the river had awakened her. Immediately stopped stepping into the river, looked up, turned back to the shore, "I can't die like this, I'm not reconciled, I want to live better than any of them." Lan Xue thought like this, and her mood calmed down a lot.
After a moment's pause, she hobbled towards her home.
Pushing open the door and entering, she found that the house was very quiet, and then Cui Fenglian came out of the room and saw Lan Xue's appearance, "Where have you been?" Why are your shoes and pants all wet? Go and swap it out. Your dad wasn't home and went out angry. Lan Xue didn't answer Cui Fenglian's question, she listened to Cui Fenglian's words quietly, and when she heard that Dong Guoming was not at home, her heart relaxed a little, so that she didn't have to face the embarrassment of getting along.
Silently changed his clothes, walked up to Cui Fenglian, took Cui Fenglian's hand and put it on his forehead, and opened his mouth. Lan Xue couldn't make a sound because of a sore throat, so she had to use body language to express that she was unwell. Cui Fenglian knew that Lan Xue was having a fever and cold, "Why don't you say it?" Cui Fenglian asked rhetorically, and a sneer crossed Lan Xue's heart, "If you care about me, there will be no situation like this." ”
Even if Lan Xue had a cold like this, Cui Fenglian didn't take Lan Xue to grab the medicine herself, but took the money to let Lan Xue drag her tired and uncomfortable body to go by herself.
Lan Xue didn't say anything, silently took the money and left. She doesn't want to care about these anymore, what else does a heart need to care about!
After everything calmed down, Lan Xue thought that she was about to take the high school entrance examination, which high school should she apply for? She remembered Dong Guoming's words to tell her to go back to her home, and she firmly chose to go to the high school in the county seat. Needless to say, her grades must be the best high school, but Lan Xue has other plans, she doesn't want to go back to Lan Wenxiang's house, let alone her aunt's house or her fifth aunt's house, and she doesn't want to live the life under the fence before, so she didn't choose to go to the best high school, but chose a third-class school that is not close to anyone's home.