Chapter 175: It's jealousy

"Actually, even if I don't say it, with Xu Gongzi's cleverness, I should already know them clearly. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" Tang Xin smiled lightly and said: "In the years you have been together, how they treated you, I believe I don't need to say it, you should know it in your own heart." Since they treat you sincerely, they will be even more sad and sad after what happened to Sister Huang. I don't care what you think in your heart, I just hope that you can tell the truth at the beginning, if not for yourself, but also for the brothers who once believed in you so much, so that they will not feel that they have given their trust and affection in vain. ”

The entire hall was silent, only Tang Xin's voice was constantly ringing. Although the volume is not loud, every word is soaked in everyone's heart.

Xu Zimo had to admit that Tang Xin was really the smartest woman he had ever seen. first said such warm words to him, and then described Dou Yunxiao and the others to him one by one.

Although he had already left Tang Hanfeng's side, he had indeed been with them for two years. No matter how much he refutes or admits it, the feelings between them are real in his heart.

The time he spent with them was the happiest he'd ever had since he had grown up, especially since something had happened to him. Although he often quarreled and sometimes fought every day, it was a fulfilling and happy day, and he rarely even recalled the memories that made him unbearable.

With Tang Xin's description just now, the scenes of the two years they spent together were repeated in front of his eyes, making him feel as if he was back at that time, everything was still so happy and warm, touching the only heartstring in his heart.

What Tang Xin said just now is indeed not wrong, there is affection between him and them, not only for them, but also for them. At that time, they all trusted each other, so after what happened to Huang Ling, they would be so difficult to accept and dislike him, which he understood.

But what he did was what he did, although the latter things were not ordered by him, but the original cause was indeed because of him, so even if he explained it clearly, it would not be abandoned. But Tang Xin's words just now touched him, even if he didn't think about himself, he should tell the truth at the beginning, regardless of whether they forgave themselves or not, but they should also let them know that they really didn't do those dirty things to Huang Ling.

Bowing his head, Xu Zimo was silent for a moment, and finally slowly spoke under the gaze of Tang Xin and everyone: "When I approached everyone, I actually had a purpose, and that purpose was Tang Hanfeng. Xu Zimo still lowered his head and did not raise it, and his voice was faint, it is estimated that it took all his strength to have the courage to tell the emotions in his heart to so many people. Then, I only heard him continue: "I had been kidnapped, and then Tang Hanfeng saved me, everyone should know these things. It was that rescue that time that I had very perverted feelings for him. I thought about changing myself because it was unacceptable to me. But no matter what I tried, the outcome remained the same, and my feelings for him were still very strong. Since I can't change it, I accept it calmly. That's why I tried my best to stay by his side step by step in order to get close to Tang Hanfeng, do all kinds of things for him, and get along with you. In fact, my personality has changed a lot since I was kidnapped, and I am no longer the cheerful and optimistic rich boy I used to be. But in order to be able to get along with you happily, I forced myself to change back to my old personality, hoping to integrate into your collective as soon as possible. I stayed by Tang Hanfeng's side for two years, during which I worked hard to do everything for him, and I just hoped that he would take a more look at me. It's just a pity that he didn't pay attention to me. No, it should be said that he is different from me, he is normal and does not have any strange feelings for a man. But despite this, I was still reluctant to give up at that time, and I only felt that as long as I worked harder, maybe he would see that I was good. As for why things developed into what they are today, it has to start with the battle he fought three years ago. ”

It seemed to be a memory, and it seemed that he didn't know how to speak, Xu Zimo's voice paused, and only after a moment did he continue to speak: "That battle was very difficult, and Tang Hanfeng was seriously injured because of it, but fortunately, although there were many wounds on his body, they were not fatal, he just needed to recuperate for a while." I believe you all remember very well the situation when he was sick, with a low-grade fever, groggy, awake and unconscious. At that time, we all took turns to take care of him, and later, when it was my turn to take care of him, I couldn't help but want to kiss him for a while to relieve my pent-up feelings over the past few years. But what I didn't expect was that before my goal was reached, Tang Hanfeng would wake up. The matter was discovered anyway, and I didn't know where I got the courage to confide in all my feelings for him over the past few years. His expression was calm and I will never forget it for the rest of my life. Because of that expression, I knew how meaningless I was in his heart. Because if a person doesn't even have disgust, then he probably doesn't have any place in his heart. Tang Hanfeng made it very clear at the time that if I gave up this impossible relationship, he would allow me to continue to stay by his side. But I didn't agree, because there was still a little bit of selfishness in my heart, and I hoped that he would see my persistence, so that even the slightest affection for me would be good. However, I was still wrong, no, and he made me leave his side completely. Later, after leaving, I thought of various ways to continue to see him. As soon as he leaves the barracks, I will meet him as soon as possible. I believe you should still have an impression of this, because you made a lot of jokes about me about this incident at the time. As for Huang Ling's matter, how to say it, it's jealousy. (To be continued.) )