Chapter 5 Memory
After taking a nap for an hour, the young lady got up and changed into a brighter dress, and sat in the small reception hall embroidering a handkerchief, and after a while, I saw the eldest young master coming with his cousin, and I knew that he was coming, so I stood in the small corner of the hall early and waited. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info "You have so fragrant tea here, I smell it from afar, my sister will definitely give me some, so that I can go to the academy to show off." "Sure enough, I saw the eldest young master enter the hall door while complimenting." I haven't seen you for a few years, you are getting more and more oily, this tea is a new tea, natural fragrance, if you want to show off, I'm afraid that you will have to pick some good ones with me later, otherwise you will be laughed at. The young lady also joked. Sister Shuang is really careful and considerate, knowing that Brother Chang doesn't know tea the most. If you don't give it to him, he will be embarrassed. The young master also quipped. Also. I haven't seen her for a few years, but Ah Ye has grown a lot taller, and she has become more elegant. The young lady boasted.
"Sister is eccentric, I'm here, I praise you for your tea, I want to ask for some, you don't give it, why are you bullying me with Ah Ye? I also took the initiative to praise him, but I didn't see my sister say a good word to me. "Who knew that the eldest young master was such a big person, and he actually pulled the sleeve of the young lady and sprinkled it, I really couldn't help it, I laughed out loud, and everyone's eyes were focused on me at once. Because he was there, I was ashamed not to know how to speak, but I guess the young lady saw it, and sent me to serve her favorite snacks again.
"Hey, isn't this the girl with a big temper? Why are you so well-behaved today? The eldest young master asked, "Oh, is it?" Did Feiying offend Brother Chang'er? I'll teach her a good lesson later. Miss replied. It's not that serious, anyway, the maids in this house, who didn't lose their souls when they saw Ah Ye, ignore me, I can still afford it. The eldest young master replied with a pretended sadness. This is true, Ah Ye is as long as the mountain and the bright moon, but Brother Chang, you are not inferior to Ah Ye, everyone is so old, and they are still so naughty. The sisters and brothers talked affectionately about the things they had done when they were children, and the young master was happy to interject.
I went in with the plate, and after carefully placing it, I stepped aside, and when no one was paying attention, I secretly watched Wu Ye, who always listened with a smile, and seemed to be very affectionate. Later, I felt that no one would pay attention to me, so I kept looking at him even more presumptuously, what a picturesque gentleman! Every movement was so graceful and charming, and slowly I was immersed in the boundless reverie, and I was completely distracted. It wasn't until the spring peach next to me gently pinched the back of my hand that I came to my senses.
I saw that only the young master was left in the hall, and Chun Tao whispered to me: "Young master cousin asked you!" "But I was so focused that I didn't hear anything at all, so I said, "I asked you how old you are, when did you talk to Sister Shuang, you answer the word 'ah', is it very difficult to answer?" "I saw the smile in his eyes, and he must have seen me in a daze and asked me deliberately." Back to the young master's words, the slave maid is thirteen this year, and she entered the frost garden at the age of ten. I felt so ashamed, and replied in a low voice with a red face. Oh? It's only thirteen, but he's quite tall. Today's dim sum is good, but what do you do? The young master asked, "It's not made by slaves, it's Jinzhou dim sum made by Qiushuang." "For some reason, I regretted that I hadn't learned a little cooking.
At this time, I saw the eldest young master and the young lady walking into the hall, "Ah Ye, the tea has been picked, and it's not too early, so we won't bother, and we'll come to see my sister another day." I saw that the eldest young master's face was not good, so he hurriedly pulled the young master and left. Alas, why does he always come to spoil my good deeds, it is rare to say a few words, and I can't help but complain in my heart. "Don't look at it, you're all out of the garden gate, Miss told you to go in!" Chun Tao laughed. I had to turn around and go into the house, looking at the young lady's expression, when I was picking tea with the eldest young master just now, I must have talked about the dowry, no wonder the eldest young master's expression was ugly, but in this way, the dowry matter was successfully resolved.
"What's wrong with you today, you can't give up, won't it really be as Brother Chang said, you are also fascinated by Ah Ye?" The young lady asked softly. I didn't expect Miss to find out so quickly, and asked me bluntly, I didn't know how to answer for a while, Miss was also joking and asked me, but when I hesitated, I realized that something was wrong. "That's what you do!" Miss was surprised, and after a while, Miss said seriously: "Feiying, you have to be clear about your own identity, I won't say much else, you go down and think about it yourself!" ”
Miss's words were like a bolt from the blue, and I was so surprised that I lay in bed at night and thought, "Why can't I tell him when I like him?" He obviously doesn't hate me, so why can't we be together? Why is my identity not worthy of him? Who is my identity? What exactly am I? "Suddenly my head hurts, and countless messy images loom in front of me, so I fall asleep in a daze.
When I woke up again, I only felt that my head was so heavy and my body was so cold, and I faintly heard Dongmei calling me, "Feiying, Feiying, are you awake?" Would you like to drink some water? I snapped, and a moment later a stream of sweet water crossed my parched throat before I opened my eyes faintly. Thank you, Dongmei. "Stop talking. You're really, you usually look quite calm, why did you see two sides, and you obsessively had a fever and talked nonsense. The young lady came to see you, saw that you were still asleep, sat for a while, and sighed before leaving. You can rest a little longer, and I'll go and tell the young lady. After saying that, Dongmei went out, and sure enough, Dongmei also saw that although she looked cold on the outside, she actually had the most careful heart and knew how to be considerate of others.
But how can I put it down? This person I have been secretly in love with for two years in modern times, how can these two sides be replaced. My name is Lin Xiyue, I am a student, studying in a major university, and have studied in the third year of graduate school, work, marriage, family, and housing are like a dense net, and I can't breathe through the net. I can't remember how I traveled back in time, and my appearance at this time is very different from that of modern times, and it is probably not a covenant in a past life.
But I'm glad I was able to live again, not have to deal with that pressure, and still be able to do something I loved. And Wu Ye, he does have a similar face to the senior I had a crush on, almost at this age when love first opened, I fell in love with a senior who was one year higher than me, he was very tall and sunny, and his motor nerves were also very developed. I had the privilege of being able to attend PE classes at the same time as him, and most of the PE classes at that time were disbanded. So I always liked to sit in the stands and watch his every kick, as if I could run with him as long as I did, and then I liked to lie on the windowsill in the hallway in the early morning, waiting to see him push his bicycle into the school gate, and then ......
The reason why I paid attention to him was because once when I came home from school, in the last minute of the road, I met him who came out of the car from the small house, dressed in a bright white sweatshirt, a pair of half-rimmed black glasses, his hair trembling with the steps, and the smile on the corner of his mouth, this vivid and sunny figure silently walked into my heart. I began to have a girl's unique heart: I wanted to know more about him; I want to see him as often as possible; Looking forward to a chance to speak; To put it bluntly, I just really wanted to get to know him.
It's a pity that at that sensitive and shy age, all I can do is pay attention to him silently: I have to go around to the floor where he is during the big recess, just to catch a glimpse; As soon as he got out of school, he ran home desperately with his hair small, just to create a chance encounter; At night, he would look at the building where he lived in a daze, just to guess which light would be the back of his hard work. It's a pity that when he graduated, I didn't think about how to speak, and then most of him lived in the school, and I never saw him again, I guessed that he had excellent grades and must have gone to a key high school. So in the last year of junior high school life, in endless thoughts and regrets, I could only study hard, and finally I went to a key boarding high school as I wished.
But fate didn't choose to let us meet, and I finally lost the news of him completely. That was the year I moved, leaving the community that had been with me for more than ten years, all the good memories of my childhood, and finally him. My beautiful, sweet, bitter, bitter crush came to an end on that extremely hot summer day. In the end, I only remember what he looked like when he was in junior high school, no name, no response, just a diary that records my girl's mood, recording the bits and pieces of him in my eyes...... I don't know what God asked me to meet Wu Ye for, but I know that I will still be moved by this face, although this is in ancient times, and there is a huge disparity between my status and him, but since I have met him, I will never do nothing again, and continue to wait for him to slowly disappear.