thirty-seven

There is no chewing through the gum blood, and there is no vow. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's just that because you can't break your heart, you can't confirm your true feelings.

When he breaks his heart, he is emotional; He was moved by emotion, and naturally he had hatred; When he has hatred, he will never forget it.

The canoe rode the wind and waves, and the salty sea water occasionally fell into his mouth, and the Taoist raised his eyes to look far away, and sometimes waved the dust to make the piece of wood gallop like an arrow.

Talking about no desire, just look at the ocean and sigh, the morning light sprinkles a little golden light on the sea, and their chivalrous people who have left a name in this bitter realm are just like this golden light, a drop in the ocean, no matter how big the entanglement, it is better to be open-minded to "let go", it is not a pity, but love is heavier than the mountain, if it falls into a deadlock of love and righteousness, it is a bad thing.

However, the heaven and the earth were lonely, and the sound of the noisy waves doubled the weight of the love in the heart, and this boulder pressed on the heart, heavier than when it came.

He always felt that Su was really troublesome, his people were troublesome, and it was also troublesome to find things, even the lover who was easy to turn back was so troublesome.

That Shi Yanwen looks like a gentle and kind person, although he doesn't hide it, he also controls it and will not bring a burden to others, and he gets along very smoothly, but he changes his face and becomes quiet, no wonder he can make Su really plant a few heels.

But if you go on a rampage, you will inevitably have discord, and depending on the future, you may not know how to make twists and turns.

Speaking of which, it's still strange that Su is true, and he is too hesitant about Shi Yanwen, and he wants to greedily treat the winged eagle that cracks the fog and the rainbow as a fledgling bird under the shade of his willows, and hides and protects everything.

"String Head, can you help?" Talk about no desire to ask.

"You're hurt."

The Taoist looked up at the mast of the lost sail, and the sail was taken away by Shi Yanwen, he did not blame it, this trick was just delaying time, and it was not malicious. It's just that I remembered the scene of the last time I saw him on the island, and I was a little puzzled, the burning building wood plundered the heaven and earth within a hundred zhang, and all of it was injected into the broken body, which also ignited the dying vitality.

It's just that he didn't understand why the waned will to survive was suddenly strong, he was glad, but he felt that it was not good, that will was full of anger, and then he left them to seize the ship and fled, and his whereabouts were lost.

Jianmu may have told him something, and it can make Shi Yanwen's calmness collapse in an instant, probably, there are only a few reasons.

Friends from the past, friends from the past, or both.

The Taoist turned around, "Su is really here before you leave, what did you tell me?" ”

Tan Wuxian looked at the slightly pale face of the Taoist who continued to perform exercises, and felt that the Taoist probably valued Shi Yanwen very much, but he didn't know the reason for this value, but he should not be hindered by Su Zhen, so he said, "Just ask him to go back, don't go out of the city." ”

That's just it.

Shi Yanwen went to Tianbo on August 18 and arrived at the Soul Gathering Outfit on the fifth day. Then he was driven to the eye of the formation, and in the name of saying goodbye, he engraved the key to reversing the formation on Shi Yanwen's arm, leaving a desperate chance to survive. Only three days later, the village was burned by the fire, and Shi Yanwen seized the ship.

During the period, it will be less than nine days at most, and at the speed of Shi Yanwen's ship, it will return to the Central Plains for three days at most, and then it will definitely go back to Fudo City without stopping. And according to Tan Wuxi, when he left the city, Su really had already set off to Shudi, and it was only nine days to go back and forth, even if there was a delay, the Communist Party was only ten years.

Last night, or today, they should have met. However, one day before they arrived in the Central Plains, the Taoist people felt more and more uneasy, and they always felt that something big was about to happen.

I'm afraid that it's too late, and it's too late to regret it.

Although Jianmu is a god of people, but after all, it belongs to the Nine Realms, and now what it has taken away is the luck of the bitter realm, even if it is a newborn son, there is no merit, and it is not easy to get lucky, it is not easy to adapt, and there is no calamity.

The way of heaven is fair and ruthless.

Thinking about it, the Taoist suddenly sat down cross-legged, and under the strange gaze of Tan Wuxi, he turned into a piano that he carried with him, and the string sound vibrated and counted the number of days, but before he could get a moment, the string sound stopped. The Taoist's face was heavy and he started again.

Repeated several times, it is difficult to go smoothly.

Seeing that the Daoist's face was getting paler and paler, it was obvious that this technique of calculating the heavens was very costly, and he shook his head without desire, "String hand, he is not a person in this realm, like a blank piece of paper, his fate is uncertain, and this hexagram technique may not be useful." ”

Why doesn't he know? It's just that there are always clues to be found.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ That's one, it's a person from this world! ”

Obscurity flashed in the eyes of the Taoist, and he began to calculate again, this time, he calculated it was Su Zhenzhen.

Tan Wuxian didn't expect the head of the string to be so stubborn, hesitated for a moment, reached out and wanted to press the Taoist's shoulder, but before his hand touched the clothes, the Taoist stood up on the ground, forcing him to stumble back.

"Chordheads?"

The Taoist man's face was ugly, and he slapped his palm at the mast, and the fragile mast shattered in Tan Wuxi's slightly stunned gaze. The Taoist flew up and stepped on the mast, but abandoned the ship, and slipped away on the mast all the way on the sea, and the salty sea water splashed his body without desire, and the speed was several times faster than that of this small boat.

Looking at this battle, even if the qi and air are exhausted, the Taoist people don't care about it.

"String Head!" Tan Wuxian smiled bitterly, kicked the remaining half of the mast to the sea, and followed, "Tell me what you calculated." ”

The Taoist never looked back, "Yu only took the plain as a real measure, but when he saw the willow embankment flying flowers, rippling and drifting, he had no idea for life and death." ”

Like, it's an emotionally revealing word, as impressive as hate.

Su really liked him very much, this love was rooted in the Nine Realms, rooted in the moment when Shi Yanwen persuaded him to leave under all the guilt, and rooted in a tear that slipped from that dark cave. He extracted his memories to accompany him for ten years, and this love could not be suppressed in the sprouts and growth in the memory, achieving a towering posture, watering it with time, leaving behind is missing.

Wait until one rub shoulders, wait until another deliberately, they come together again, the towering tree returns to the original body with the memory, and the surging thoughts become a cage for both parties unconsciously.

The bolder the bolder the heart is, the more round the wisdom and the more square the action.

Life is like this, floating like this.

The cage was finally reflected in reality, the silent and empty side hall provided the frame, the blue bricks and iron tiles were the fence, the angry eyes of the unicorn became a ghost, the hands with bulging bones were like shackles, and the long gasp was a whip.

The whip didn't hurt the body, but it hurt more than the whip on the body.

The ice gauze and headband were stacked together, the blue guqin overturned to the ground, and the tight strings were unrestrained, just arrogantly breaking away from the team and deviating from the fixed trajectory of the body.

The cold wind in the crack of the door disturbed the silk, and the light veil like frost and snow flew up and down, causing the candle flame to involuntarily ethereal, but it insisted on refusing to extinguish, and the hazy brilliance made the green smoke of the smoker have a warm color, as if some salvation could be seen from it.

But his eyes fell on it for a long time, and after all, it was only in vain, and he was unable to do anything.

Suddenly, a hand stretched out from the side, the bones were jagged, the bruised fingerprints on the wrist were too obvious, the elbow was abnormally bulging, and he was about to touch the string, but the whole arm trembled inexplicably, and fell softly to the ground.

When the trembling passed, the other hand grabbed him back

"I thought you had run out of strength a long time ago...... Su really pinched his elbow hard, relieved his dumb hole, and felt distressed, "But it's still uncomfortable?" ”

The pain of drilling the heart failed to endanger the peace, Shi Yanwen silently looked at the hand that was being held, it didn't seem to be his hand, and he was numb.

Su is really used to his disdain, playing with a few strands of hair, indulging in the fragrance of clothes and sideburns at first, and when he turns his clothes upside down, he is quite cute and cute. Now that sweat and blood are intertwined, it is quite unaccustomed to what people hate, but fortunately, he did not have any expectations, buried his head in the side of Shi Yanwen's neck, and said, "If you really want to be dumb, I don't mind helping you." ”

Shi Yanwen had some movement at this time, he looked at the person pressing on his body, neatly dressed, not messy, Shi Yanwen looked at it for a while, and suddenly laughed, "It's sanctimonious, it's disgusting." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Very guts. ”

Su really didn't get angry, but also laughed, laughing coldly, "It seems that the torture of this half night did not make you learn to behave." He stopped, reached out to touch Shi Yanwen's cheek, felt that this sarcastic smile was also good-looking, and suddenly asked, "In your heart, what kind of existence is a strange idea?" ”

Shi Yanwen didn't answer, but the sarcasm in her eyes became stronger, but in that strong irony, there was still this heartache.

Su really couldn't see it, and he didn't want to waste time exploring this trivial matter, he had been in the immovable city for a long time, and it was a very dangerous thing to do for a long time. Shi Yanwen can see through his disguise in a short period of time, and it is hard to guarantee that others will not, after all, Su really erased too many memories when he was covering the heavenly spirit.

If it weren't for Shi Yanwen's nostalgia, he really didn't have the opportunity to take advantage of it, but unfortunately, he still said the wrong thing.

It has to be done quickly.

"You know what?" He lowered his body, his left hand slid down from Shi Yanwen's shoulder, and went all the way to his waist and abdomen, "Alien knowledge is just a thought, it can't replace people, I'm still honest, but my personality has changed, my goal has changed, but my body, soul, instinct, and even the person I want to get have not changed." ”

Shi Yanwen's pupils constricted, and the cold on the ground finally shook the fearless heart, and he was filled with anger. The gloomy face had no time to adjust, and the sore arm had already waved away subconsciously, "...... Dirty! ”

"Dirty?" Su really seemed to be smiling, easily defusing his attack, and pressed to the ground, "We want to do the same thing, what's the obscene say?" ”

Shi Yanwen looked at him, with a trace of imperceptible doubt in his eyes, like a ripple on the water surface that quickly crossed, and then condensed into two sparks, which disappeared in the depths of the eye wave in an instant.

But Su really noticed it.

Stubborn and stubborn, making people helpless.

Su Huanzhen's movements suddenly stopped, hiding the unprovoked surging emotions, this was not his emotion, the residual emotions in his body and soul made him a little unable to control himself.

He looked out of the door and knew that Shi Yanwen's purpose was just to get rid of the table and take the piano, but he just wanted to attract attention, this was a signal, a dangerous signal. He made a big mistake, he shouldn't have provoked this person who had an unusual relationship with Su, and now his identity has been revealed, so he can't be good.

Killing naturally can't do it, and what makes him strange is that from beginning to end, he has never had killing intent. Besides, even if they are killed, only the two of them are there at the moment, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to get out, and it will even arouse suspicion.

If you don't kill, then there is only one way, but this method requires this person's heart to prevent collapse......

Su really touched his hair, his face that had been calm for a long time fluctuated, and his stopped movements suddenly accelerated, and Rao was iron-clad, and he couldn't help but tremble.

"What are you doing!" Shi Yanwen was stunned for a moment, and her face changed greatly.

"Why be afraid?" Su really smiled, "I said, we all do the same thing. ”

"He didn't!" Disgust and horror whipped his heart, Shi Yanwen still subconsciously retorted, "He didn't." ”

"Really, not?" Su Huanzhen leaned down and asked in his ear.

Shi Yanwen hurriedly tilted his head, trying his best to ignore the burning breath in his neck, "He didn't ......"

- You're drunk.

- Don't do anything you'll regret.

He is not the same as you.

Su Huanzhen squinted, let go of the restrained hand, but the next moment Huo Ran got up, still clicked his dumb hole, grabbed the waist that was anxious to escape and half-dragged and half-pulled in, his lips rubbing against his cheeks. Shi Yanwen was staggered by this, her messy footsteps stepped on the broken white clothes, and the silk, which was thinner than tobacco, covered the backs of the two of them one by one......

"Don't look at me like that," Su really kissed the corner of his lips, "Have you forgotten the scene in the pavilion?" ”

The cold ground was replaced by a soft futon, but Shi Yanwen was like being in an ice cave, and the whole person couldn't help but tremble, "He's not-"

"You haven't forgotten! It's just that you are used to thinking about his good and feeling sorry for his suffering, so you subconsciously ignore the obvious 'evil'. ”

Shi Yanwen clenched her teeth, the bloodshot under her eyes contracted with her pupils, as if she was so angry that she lost her calm, and as if she was distracted and forgot to react, she stared at the person intently, and she didn't know if she heard it or not.

Su is really ......

It's true.

He opened his mouth and let out a silent, final threat, "Don't, force me to hate you." ”

Gathering Soul Zhuang designed him in the Dao Domain, for the sake of the safety of the Dao Domain, for him to be used by others, he could not hate.

was forcibly brought to the bitter situation, that was to save his life, even if he sealed his memory, he should not hate.

The people of Zhuangli have been cold-eyed for ten years, sacrificing him and betraying him, and he can't help himself, and he can't hate.

Su really kept it a secret and prevented him from falling asleep, that was to prevent him from falling into demons, and he was not allowed to hate.

Everyone is guarding against him and monitoring him, relics, unicorns, and forehead ornaments, all of which make him feel depressed, but he still can't hate! Because he is Shi Yanwen, because he keeps reminding himself that there is nothing wrong with his kindness and good deeds, he is not qualified to hate!

But his heart is hot, in addition to flesh and blood, there is love, even if there is no hate, the coldness and disappointment have long been countless.

No one understands these months of repression, and no one can confide in, as if ...... It was as if his understanding and patience were taken for granted, as were those controls in the name of protection.

If the current mistake continues, he knows that he expected it, even if he has never been sure, he will always be firmly tied to Su Huan.

Is it because of that self-righteous life-saving grace? Should he give everything he has? Just want Shi Yanwen to give in?

Joke!

The sudden silence didn't make Su really find the undercurrent of turbulent thoughts, he only said that Shi Yanwen remembered something, or it was the thing he wanted Shi Yanwen to remember, only the cold eyes made him feel uneasy, and there was an illusion that the prey in his hand was about to get out of control.

"Hate is beyond love, and if there is no hate, where does love come from?" He was teasing with his hatred.

It's so ridiculous, Shi Yanwen opened her mouth, feeling that the things that used to feel warm in her heart were finally completely gone, little by little, she was withdrawn, and only a cold heart remained.

Tears welled up in Pan Huan's eyes.

Ke Su really doesn't care.

He just hooked the corners of his lips with admiration and kissed the cold lip flap greedily, but Shi Yanwen didn't react, frowned slightly, and stuck his chin dissatisfiedly to force him to open his mouth, grabbing the tip of his tongue and teasing. kissed the corners of his eyes along the tear stains, and used his hands and feet to tease the desire in this body, awakening him more hatred.

But Shi Yanwen still didn't react, and didn't even have any weak resistance.

Su Huanzhen stopped again, stared at him for a long time, his brows furrowed more and more, he saw it, and in those eyes, there was an unexpected firmness after silence.

"I'm not very interested in men's bodies, but you're really ......" I don't know what to do.

The remnants of the fabric were shaken open in one fell swoop, Shi Yanwen's gaze slowly moved from the dark corner to the skylight, the moonlight refracted by the glass had already darkened, and it was probably the clouds that covered the light, and nothing could be seen clearly, only the angry eyes of the unicorn on the golden roof, which were deep and considerable.

Su is true, Su is true, Su is true......

You are so hateful, the blood urged by the liver fire overflowed the corners of his mouth, Shi Yanwen didn't realize it at all, but he fantasized about the man's expression when he saw this scene, and he was tired and tight, and he didn't realize it and thought, it's true, you are so pitiful.

"Vomiting blood again?" The man pulled out a hand from his presumptuousness, and his thumb ran over the corner of Shi Yanwen's lips, "Why didn't I see you so sad and angry last time, it's funny to be angry...... Hah, you don't have to. ”

"He was willing to spend time using gentleness as a weapon to conquer the city, but I didn't want to waste my time, so I chose to pick it out openly. Do you know why he covered your eyes at that time? ”

"That's to keep you from seeing the ......'lewdness' in his eyes."

"If you refuse to be a little inferior, if you don't succeed in pushing him away, or if he doesn't contain the evil thoughts in his heart, what do you think the next Su Zhen will do?"

Shi Yanwen's silent gaze suddenly moved, and the soft words in his ear seemed to overwhelm the pain in his body.

"Do you think that all he wants is a kiss? Then you are too naΓ―ve. Su really sneered, pinching the root of his leg with one hand, rubbing it affectionately, "He's just using the illusion of goodness to cover up his dirty purpose, understand?" What I'm doing now is what he wants to do, but he doesn't do......"

The blue pupils suddenly thundered and lightning, the heartbeat suddenly stopped, Shi Yanwen's mouth was fishy again, and his expression was hideous, "Get out!" ”

"Former ...... Generation?! ”

"Get out!"