Here's another ambiguous chapter, and the next chapter starts with hard goods! Anyway, do you think there can be some stories between Xu Xiaobai and Xiaoqing, I actually want to write about their good ......

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Xu Xiaobai turned around slightly, his head in the direction of Xiaoqing: "You didn't sleep either?" "In the dark night, Xiaoqing's eyes were open, shining. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Xu Xiaobai found Xiaoqing's eyes so bright for the first time, and it is said that the more innocent the person, the brighter the eyes. If this statement is true, then it is really hard to imagine that a girl like Xiaoqing, who is messing around in the dust, will have such bright eyes. But when I think about it, I take it for granted, in this era, husband and wife are the same forest birds, and they fly separately when disaster comes. Xiaoqing and her brother are just lovers, and they haven't officially married yet, so she can desperately find a way to save his life, such a person must have a pure heart.

Xiaoqing also turned over slightly, and instead of looking in Xu Xiaobai's direction, she turned her head up and looked at the ceiling: "I don't know why, I just can't sleep." ”

Xu Xiaobai was amused in his heart, it was estimated that the child had just gotten a new mobile phone, and it was difficult to calm the excitement in his heart. I just deliberately explained that her new mobile phone must be turned off and charged for the first time, and it can't be turned on before it is full for twelve hours, this child listens very seriously, so now the phone has been turned off, just want to play with the new mobile phone The mind is like a salted fish seducing a kitten, of course, it will not be able to sleep. So he said a little jokingly: "Wake up and play with your phone tomorrow, it won't be gone." ”

Xiaoqing sighed slightly and said, "What do you think of me, it's not because of my mobile phone that I can't sleep." ”

"Oh?" Xu Xiaobai was puzzled: "Are you thinking about your big brother?" ”

Xiaoqing sighed again: "I definitely want to think about it, but I don't think like that." I talked to you so much during the day, and suddenly felt that what I have done for Brother Dali over the years is not so much for him, but for myself, thinking about this, the grievances and unwillingness in my heart have been greatly reduced, and I really thank you, if it wasn't for you listening to me, I wouldn't have been relieved so quickly. ”

"Really?" Xu Xiaobai was confused when he heard it, and he didn't know how to understand Xiaoqing's words.

"Everything I did for Brother Dali is more about being worthy of my conscience. After all, I've been with him for so long, and if I watch him die like this, I think I'll have a bad conscience for the rest of my life. I'm such a stupid person, if I carry such a burden all my life, God knows how I'll survive. ”

Although he knew that Xiao Qing would definitely not be able to see his movements clearly in the dark, Xu Xiaobai still nodded slightly, although Xiao Qing's mind was simple, what he said just now made perfect sense. The most difficult thing for people to pass is their own level, everything they do for others is actually what they want to do, so when you think about it, you will feel that any painful experience is your own initiative to find, what does it have to do with others?

Pushing himself and others, Xu Xiaobai suddenly thought of himself, could it be that everything he has done for Lin Xing now is just to comfort his conscience?

His heart pounded because the question was so sharp that it was directed at his heart. Ask yourself, if Lin Xing is really dead and can't be saved, what will happen to him? He will definitely feel very guilty and remorseful, and will live the rest of his life tormented by these two emotions. Because he felt that he was sorry for Lin Xing, if he hadn't married him, Lin Xing would never have lived the kind of life threatened by zombies at any time, maybe she would find a very ordinary person to marry, if she was lucky, she would never have any contact with zombies in her life, and she would live this life peacefully. If she is unlucky, maybe she will soon be bitten to death by zombies, or become a new zombie, but that has nothing to do with Xu Xiaobai, he will not feel distressed or sad.

Now he is desperately trying to find a way to save Lin Xing, more for his own relief.

He didn't dare to think about it, not because he doubted how much he loved Lin Xing, but because he was afraid of his motives. In the depths of his heart, there has always been a very terrible question, but he has always avoided it, not daring to face it, and sometimes this question occasionally passes through his heart, and he selectively ignores it, because he does not dare to think about it.

Does he really love Lin Xing?

How can you tell if you really love someone? 10,000 people may have 10,000 answers. Lin Xing is very beautiful, very good, very sensible, and since she got married, she has always played the role of Xu Xiaobai's virtuous helper, and after she became pregnant, she became Xu Xiaobai's sustenance for her future life. But does he really love her? If he really loves her, why does another figure always flash in his heart when he hugs her?

The thin but stubborn one, stepping on a big sword, always dressed in a close-fitting short, slender and slender, unforgettable figure for him.

Xiaoqing's soft voice interrupted his thoughts, freeing him from panic mixed with doubt: "Hey, tell me the story of you and your wife?" ”

Xu Xiaobai was slightly stunned: "My wife? So what's there to talk about. ”

"People want to hear it. Think of it as a bedtime story. ”

Although he is married, Xu Xiaobai still doesn't understand women's thoughts at all, it seems that women all over the world are natural gossip masters, and hearing other people's emotional stories is extremely attractive to them. Xu Xiaobai has never cared about other people's privacy, so he can't understand this kind of thought. But he said it simply:

"We were high school classmates, and we basically lost touch when we went to college. Later, I went to work in the imperial capital, but it didn't go well, so I decided to quit my job, and when I returned to my hometown, I found that she was also working in my hometown. Later, we felt that we were a good fit for each other, and then we got married, and then she got pregnant......"

Speaking of which, he couldn't go on, after Lin Xing became pregnant, such a tragic thing happened, every time she thought of her eyes before she died, Xu Xiaobai's heart was uncomfortable and wanted to drip blood.

Xiao Qingwu was not satisfied: "That's it, you're too simple, what kind of story is this." What about after pregnancy? ”

"She was infected by a rare virus, and I had to find the snow ginseng to save her, as well as the baby in her belly."

Xiaoqing exclaimed softly, it turned out that such a tragic thing had happened to Xu Xiaobai, thinking that a pregnant woman who was about to give birth was suddenly destroyed by a difficult virus, this kind of human tragedy is much better than her strong brother: "Is it the rabies virus that was mentioned on the news recently?" ”

Xu Xiaobai sighed slightly: "Yes." He felt that he had said too much, so he stopped talking and stopped.

Xiaoqing also fell into quiet contemplation, and finally said after a long time: "You must love your wife very much." You're such a good man. ”

I love Lin Xing very much? Yes, if I didn't love her, I wouldn't be so desperate to save her. Xu Xiaobai forced himself to believe in this inference, but he felt a little powerless.

"When your wife is well, you must take her to see me, Brother Dali will definitely be fine at that time, the two of them must have a lot of common language, and they are the lucky ones who were rescued from the brink of death!"

Xu Xiaobai sighed, was Lin Xing really rescued so easily, the so-called snow ginseng is almost a legendary thing, and he is really not sure whether he can find this thing. In comparison, the big thing is really much simpler, and it is a problem that can be solved as long as there is money.

Money can solve problems, but they are not big problems.

Xu Xiaobai finally understood the truth of this sentence thoroughly.

He didn't know when he had fallen asleep, but he woke up before the sun had risen and it was still dark outside. After resting on the bed, Xu Xiaobai got up decisively, his habit is like this, only when he sleeps with Lin Xing will he have a problem with the bed, and the rest of the time he wakes up very simply.

Quietly got up, and through the faint morning light outside, I saw Xiaoqing sleeping on the bed, and the quilt that was originally covering her body didn't know where she had kicked it, revealing her white and tender thighs and feet. Xu Xiaobai turned his face away, didn't have the heart to look at this scene, quietly entered the bathroom, and washed quietly.

Maybe it was the sound of running water that woke Xiaoqing up, and she muttered in the bedroom, and woke up too, and then the sound of slippers stepping on the ground sounded, the bathroom door was pushed open, Xu Xiaobai was shaving, and the white shaving foam wiped her face.

"Hello Santa Claus!" Xiaoqing smiled and said hello.

Santa Claus? Xu Xiaobai looked at himself in the mirror, the white foam on his face was like a white beard, and he was really similar to the legendary old man. He smiled helplessly: "Can you put on your pants first, wear pants and hang around." ”

Xiaoqing glanced at her body and screamed, it turned out that she came to the bathroom in a daze, and she was still wearing short pajama pants. Fortunately, she knew that Xu Xiaobai was a complete gentleman, so she didn't take her little appearance to heart at all, and hurriedly pretended to be calm and went back to change into sweatpants. At this time, Xu Xiaobai had already finished washing up and came out to tidy up his things.

Xiaoqing hurriedly ran into the bathroom and began to wash, muttering in her heart why she was so uncompromising: "It's just that he saw your long legs, what are you nervous about!" ”

She didn't understand her strange mood, but she always felt a little inexplicably excited, she had never felt this way in her life, and she couldn't help but feel stupid for a while. What's wrong with me? She thought strangely.

After breakfast at the hotel, the two drove on the road again, and further north from Qiqihar, they would not pass through the city again, at most they could find a few small counties along the line, and whether there would be a proper place to stay, it was difficult for locals like Xiaoqing to guarantee.