"Especially after I went to high school and college, there were more and more troubles around me, which made me feel more and more overwhelmed, and I was bothered by these unnecessary trivial things all day long, and I really felt that my persistence was not worth it. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoI often wonder if I look ugly, will I have fewer of these troubles? I can live a carefree and peaceful life like ordinary girls, but unfortunately I want to live a peaceful life now. Alas! I'm really tired of the hustle and bustle of life right now. ”

Ling Han really didn't know anything about her lonely life, thinking that she should live a very comfortable and comfortable life, who knew that she would have endless troubles. At this time, he had a sense of pity for the young and invincible girl who seemed to be infinitely beautiful, and he couldn't help but face her squarely, and was willing to listen to her pour out her troubles and helplessness.

At this time, Liu Bei felt that she had been panicking in her heart and said it, and she suddenly felt a sense of relief and her mood was much better. Therefore, she couldn't help but joke to herself: "Hey, Ling Han, you don't know that I once had such a ridiculous idea, I have thought many times, if in order not to let that vulgar man like an inexhaustible fly revolve around me, it is better to use a bottle of sulfuric acid to ruin my face, will it be a lot quieter?" If it really calms my life, I might as well give it a try. You don't know, since I entered high school and college, I can't calm down and study seriously every day in order to deal with this boring thing, which is a lingering worry every day. ”

Ling Han didn't interject, quietly listening to her confide in him about the troubles in her heart, and he felt that what he said was superfluous. He unconsciously took out a cigarette from his bag and lit it, and saw that Liu Bei's bright eyes were looking at him quietly at this time, knowing that she needed to judge her behavior, and couldn't help but praise her persistence: "Oh, Liu Bei, in fact, what I want to say is that I think your insistence should be right, otherwise, you would have sunk a long time ago, and you would no longer be the current you, this society will have one less college student who has studied hard and achieved something, and one more frivolous girl who walks with the corpse in the flow of shapes, what a pity!" Do you think about it? ”

"I don't know what you're talking about, but who can understand the endless bitterness behind my seemingly glamorous life?" Since she had already said it, she completely opened her heart in front of Ling Han: "Seriously, I have to thank God for sending you to me, I feel that my years of perseverance are just for this day." After I was fortunate enough to meet you, I felt that I would never have to live in that false mask anymore, I had to have my new life, and I decided that from now on, I would no longer insist on that meaningless thing. I felt that I was not only tired before, but also felt that my persistence was a waste of my youth and my happiness, even if I insisted that some things could not be transferred by my will. Even if I want to persevere, I don't know how long I can last, but instead of living an ascetic life like this, I should live a colorful life in the future. That's why I made up my mind to say goodbye to my old self and live a different life. ”

This is Liu Bei, sweeping away the previous haze, her eyes are shining, as if the happy life is within reach in front of her.

Once this person decides to let go of the shackles in her heart, then the infinite vitality she radiates will suddenly make people really look at her. This is the situation of Liu Bei at the moment, she immediately makes people feel that she is radiant and has a radiant spirit.

At this time, how can Liu Bei still have the decadence she just had? This is the real modern college student who is peerless, and he is the pride of today's society. Her eyes lit up, and she couldn't help but look forward to her future life: "Hey, Ling Han, do you know that as soon as I saw you last time, I had a different feeling, I felt that I always stuck to my position and didn't let it fall, I was completely waiting for this day to come, that is, you are my savior." ”

"When you showed up at that dreamy house, I knew my days of hard work were over. I can see that you are fundamentally different from other boys, but I know exactly what happened that day. If it weren't for your appearance, then Zeng Chaoqun's despicable wishes were completely beyond my control, no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't escape being put into bed by Zeng Chaoqun, my chastity was probably long gone, and my years of persistence would have completely lost its meaning. Then I will be like those miserable sisters, and let it go to waste, and when he gets tired of playing, he may sell me to the kiln, and I will not think of anything for the rest of my life. Seriously, I am here today because of you, who completely changed my destiny. ”

Ling Han really didn't want her to fall deeper, so when he saw that she had turned the topic around herself, he quickly wanted to clear herself. Therefore, he hurriedly distinguished: "Liu Bei, you don't have to think so much, I was also entrusted by your mother to promise her to bring you back safely, it is not what you thought at all, and you don't need to make a wrong decision to make a promise to each other." ”

Ling Han knew that this girl who seemed to be shrewd and capable would not be easy to get out of once she got into a dead end. She is hot-headed at this time, she has to be her girlfriend, and once she wakes up then, she will be finished with herself. Instead of everyone arguing at that time, it is better to cut off the unrealistic and ridiculous thoughts in her mind now. Otherwise, I am afraid that everyone will not even have to be friends at that time, so Ling Han did not feel happy at this time, but had her own troubles like her.

Liu Bei was not moved by Ling Han's words at all, she still had her own thoughts, as Ling Han expected, this girl had already gone mad. As always, she persistently insisted on her own proposition: "What you said seems to be good, it seems to be very reasonable, this is the truth everywhere, this is the truth that people often say." This may be a trivial matter to you, but it is a completely different world for me, and if I hadn't met you that day, my fate would have been completely different that day, and I would have been insulted by others, and even had to be wheeled by that herd. ”

"And after this blow, I will either get tired of this world, say goodbye to this world completely, and be gone. Or they are likely to give up on themselves, break the jar, and fall completely, as the plaything of those well-dressed men, and thus completely lose themselves. But God still favors me very much, and at the critical juncture when I am experiencing hardships in my life, you coincidentally appeared at that time, this is fate. I was originally an atheist, and I didn't believe in ghosts and gods before, but after this encounter, I changed my mind, thinking that this world can't be relied on by myself, especially people like me, like the lonely boat in the sea, how can I control my own destiny? ”

Ling Han saw that she was becoming more and more paranoid, and thought that if she wanted to use empty preaching, she would not easily change her course at all. Therefore, he might as well adopt a relaxed way to reach a certain consensus with her, so he talked to her about a relaxed topic: "Hehe, you are a contemporary college student, and you actually believe in the theory of fate, it seems that the ideological and moral education of this school has completely failed." Sad, sad, I am sorry for today's university education. Ling Han couldn't help but feel a little surprised to look at the beauty in front of him, thinking that if her life was not smooth in the future, would she cut her hair and become a nun? If such a person develops according to the normal trajectory, once he is on the right road, he will bloom with endless brilliance. If we can't withstand setbacks, once we develop a hatred of reality, the destructive power to society will be immeasurable.

Liu Bei did not hide her true thoughts in front of Ling Han, the big boy: "Actually, I used to scoff at what fate was said, thinking that it was completely a strange theory to deceive everyone. But since that experience, I've been a big believer in fate. I decided in my heart that if it wasn't for your presence that day, how would I have the peaceful life I have today? Maybe there will be a painful moan under the lewd man's crotch. Therefore, I think that if this development continues, how can there be ordinary people like us in this society who can control their own destiny? But I am optimistic about you, I think you are an alternative, you are completely in control of your own destiny, you don't think that I am a whim, but I made that decision after careful consideration, and I made that choice. ”

Liu Bei's face was completely solemn, and there was no joke at all, but she clearly didn't want to do this, this was all forced by real life to make this decision. If this is really a peaceful society, who would want to bet on happiness? She was also helpless to make this seemingly absurd decision.

Ling Han couldn't bear to see the loneliness on her face, so he said to her very seriously: "Liu Bei, in fact, you think too much, even if you don't be my woman, I can still ensure that no one dares to harass you in the future, you can live a peaceful life, there is no need to use your happiness as a bargaining chip and give it to others, this is a major event related to your happiness in the second half of your life, how can it be such a child's play?" ”

Although Ling Han is not a person who can sit still and not be messy, he is also romantic, acting on different occasions, in different environments and with different women. But he has his own bottom line, and never forces others to do what he doesn't want to do, if he is also forced to buy and sell like this, what is the difference with those animals?