Jieya looked at him with excitement and pride, and lowered his head to grab the boy's hand and look at it. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Near the thumb of his right hand, there was a circular burn, which looked like three twisted forks in the middle, surrounded by crooked small characters, like a white flag hanging outside.

He squatted down and sat on the ground, just enough to be eye level with the boy: "You say, someone went out?" ”

The boy couldn't help but scratch his wounds: "That sister said she was looking for two girls, she only came today, I stayed here for a long time, so I remember them all, but before them, there were other people ......"

He blinked timidly, opened his mouth and thought for a long time, and then asked, "Brother, can I trust you?" ”

Jieya didn't answer, he couldn't wait to pounce on Jieya's sleeve and pull up Jieya's sleeve, and tears immediately welled up in his eyes; "Please...... That sister is the same as you, she doesn't have anything on her hands, so you can get out of here, okay, help me, okay? ”

Jie Ya could only push him out of his arms: "Didn't you say that you don't have to stay here sooner or later, why did you come to beg me again?" ”

He looked back seriously and looked around: "Yesterday it was eighty-seven, today it is one hundred and thirteen, I don't know how many I will be, obviously I made an appointment with her...... You should do what you say, right? ”

Although the boy said that he was very aggrieved, he didn't cry at such a young age, I don't know how many times he cried behind his back, so he could pretend to be mature and distressed in front of people.

Jieya sighed heavily: "What do you want me to do, tell me to hear it?" ”

The boy hurriedly pulled out a white handkerchief from under his sleeve: "This is it! Please help me take it out and give it to someone. ”

Jieya took it and opened it to look at it, it was a few seeds that were about to dry up, and the boy happily explained next to him: "This is Tinglan!" ”

"What is this?"

"It's Tinglan! It is a very beautiful flower, and every year when it blooms, the hillside is full of ...... It's beautiful! ”

The boy raised his hands and slowly gestured out, and the figure of the girl running all the way suddenly appeared in the cliff's sight, she passed through the mountains of Tinglan, stood on tiptoe among the flowers and kept shouting at the cliff: "Come and see!" It's Tinglan! It's beautiful......"

The boy suddenly grabbed his palm next to him: "Brother...... What happened to you? ”

He instantly came back from the shaking spirit, buried his head in dodge, and pretended to look at the seed in his hand: "Who do you want me to give this to?" ”

"Give it to my wife!"

The boy replied firmly.

Jieya looked up in surprise, he was not shy at all, and repeated again: "Give this to my wife......"

"Where is she?"

"We're done! Whoever goes out first will wait outside the door...... Did you see her when you came in? ”

Jie Ya didn't know how to answer for a moment, and the boy kept staring at him eagerly.

These two people, maybe they will never see each other again in this life, Jieya watched him start scratching himself again, and suddenly this thought flashed.

He nodded, in case this was the last thing that would make the boy happy.

"Sure enough! I knew it! The boy immediately shouted excitedly, and danced and chattered, "Ten days ago, she fell asleep and was taken away by those men, but she was not put on that little flagpole, so she must have been cured!" She promised to marry me, you see! These seeds are what she gave me...... I can't go out yet, but I know it's going to be soon, please help me give this to her, and let her rest assured that I'm okay, and I'll definitely get out of here and get her back in person! ”

Jieya didn't react for a long time, and the boy was anxious again, pulling his sleeve: "Brother, please!" Promise me, okay? ”

The boy's eyes were full of pleading, like a man on the verge of a cry for help in the dark night, and Jieya reached out and put his hand around his shoulder, not knowing whether to ask him or himself: "Why are you so sure?" ”

"Because I don't believe it!"

"Don't believe me? Scold...... What's the use of not believing? ”

Jieya's mocking expression made the boy's heart feel like he had been stabbed hard, he clenched his fists stubbornly, and just shouted at the top of his voice: "I just don't believe it!" I don't want to die yet, I still want to see her again...... Even if she's not there, I'll definitely find her! “

Jie Ya slowly let go of his hand, and the whole person instantly fell into despair: "You don't believe it? I don't believe it either...... But life is such a thing, it can't make you feel better, you can't do it, you can't figure it out, you can't even admit defeat, haha...... Actually, I don't believe it either. ”

"What are you laughing at?"

The boy questioned suddenly, his voice shaking.

Jieya just shook his head, after all, such a young child didn't understand anything.

"What are you laughing at!" He quickly asked again, "I want to live, I have a reason to live, is this wrong?" Do I deserve to die when I'm sick, and why do so many people deserve to die? ”

He suddenly straightened up, and jerked his hand behind him.

This shack has no more than 80 people in the area, but it is the smallest piece of land in the entire epidemic area. Except for those who were still able to get up, they were all gathered in the middle, and the rest were just lying down and waiting to die.

In this room, prayer is just to speak to oneself, to calm the heart a little more, to calm the resentment a little more, so that when it really comes, the event suddenly has a sense of relief.

Seriously, it doesn't seem that I heard the crying goodbye, watching the loved ones leave, and at the same time knowing that they will see each other again soon.

If someone suddenly stands up and says, "I don't really want to die!" ”

So what Jieya is doing now is nothing more than telling this person: "What's the use of you not wanting to die......

The boy repeated again: "I don't want to die, I really don't want to die, and I'm not afraid...... But why should I throw in the towel! If I have to separate us, when I grow up, when I have a way, even if I split it, even if I become a ghost! I'm going to find her too! ”

The boy's oath hit the cliff straight away, and it was as if a place in his mind had been pried open, spewing out mixed flavors from the bottom of his heart.

Once upon a time, everything turned into powder, and he didn't do it before.

The difference is that even if he has a second chance, he still chooses the same submission, so the boy's words at this time seem to be a slap in the face with his hand, and he suddenly feels that in front of this boy, his retreat is just an extremely embarrassing and even unbearable thing.

He still held the seeds in his hand, and he looked down, and there were a few words in his head that rolled back and forth against his brain, but he couldn't say a word.

"Give it back!"

The boy rushed forward to retrieve the handkerchief, and one or two fell as he snatched it.

Jieya hurriedly bent down to pick it up, but the boy shouted loudly above his head: "I don't need your help!" There are so many people...... You can! If I were you, I would never be like you! ”

The desperation in the boy's eyes was drowned out little by little by the anger in this moment, he looked at the things in his hand, bit out a few resolute words between his teeth, and turned to run away, leaving Jieya alone.

The sound of prayer in the distance did not stop, and took advantage of the silence to float far away.

"This place still needs you, to be a brave person......"

"Wandering will deceive, but I won't ......"

"If it were up to me to defend what little goodness was left, I would hold it high. There is no inequality, you can choose which side you are......"