forty-five
All love will be, impermanence is rare for a long time. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
From love to worry, from love to fear, if separated from the lover, worry-free and fearless.
However, the two of them are always firm to their beloved, how can they part?
The Buddha is not high, he is just a little more enlightened than the world, so he is extraordinary, so he is holy.
Among the people in this world, there is Shi Yanwen, and there is also Su Zhenzhen.
Shi Yanwen was once praised for her deep roots in Buddhism, but the killing was too heavy to enter the Buddhist gate. Although Shi Yanwen didn't say much at that time, he had a blink of an eye of self-deprecation in his heart, behold, even the Buddha of Pudu sentient beings closed the door of the treasure temple to him.
He kills too much.
Even if there is a moment to turn back, there is no shore to climb, in the end, you can only go forward on the lonely road that is admired by thousands of people and sighed by thousands of people. Now, there is no need to go forward for the time being, the thorns that stand in his way have not been cut off. can't break the evil fate, this thorn will only grow more and more prosperous, and eventually entangle and strangle himself.
He's sensible, but he's also amorous. People like them should always be amorous, and since they are amorous, they can't escape being trapped by love.
Love trapped him, Su is really the only key to unlock the shackles, and the bell must be tied to the bell, and Su is really the bell man.
The Taoist had already expected this, and although he did not interfere, he was not necessarily willing to cover for him, and while letting himself go, he never severed his connection with Fudo City.
And the Buddha ......
The Buddha seemed to know something, Shi Yanwen looked at the Milky Way in the water, and the stars hidden by the dark clouds seemed to be washed in the clear and clean holy water. The bright stars were shaken by the dragon's breath again and again, and the figure of the bean was too late to take shape, and was destroyed by the swaying of the water waves, and the water ripples silently pulled the stars into long lines, and then twisted and broken.
What a pity.
Shi Yanwen looked at the lake that had never been calm, his shadow was also chaotic, and the expression on his face was blurry and ugly, in fact, he didn't need to look at it to know that it must be a very unaccustomed expression. Even he himself is not used to the expression, he is Shi Yanwen, how can he have such a dazed and depressed expression? If those who know him in the Nine Realms see it, they will be suspicious.
Is he Shi Yanwen?
Is he still Shi Yanwen?
Don't shake, Shi Yanwen frowned, the lake was too turbulent, so he couldn't see his appearance clearly. Don't shake it, he stretched out his hand and patted the water, and the ripples disappeared when they reached his hand, calm like an illusion of misplace, like a mirror pretending to be the surface of the water.
There was a person in the mirror, Shi Yanwen leaned over to look, gloomy blue eyes, the corners of his mouth tried to pull out a smile, looking at those eyes but there was no motivation.
He also wanted to get closer, but the man in the water pulled Shi Yanwen back, and he was also pulled up by himself outside the water, but fifty percent of his body was not light.
"How?" Shi Yanwen let him hold it, as if he didn't feel anything, "Afraid that I will seek death?" ”
Xie Fengdi didn't answer him. He was thinking that since he met this person, how many times has he been unable to control his emotions, twice? Or three times? About more than that. He is not a person who is easily angry, nor is he angry with Shi Yanwen, but he is very awkward. The feeling that his emotions were all controlled by this person gave him a deep sense of crisis, especially the chill.
He didn't know that once upon a time, Shi Yanwen also had this sense of crisis.
Shi Yanwen sighed, looked at the Buddha meditating cross-legged in the air, the treasure was solemn, and the waves were not exciting, which made people feel a lot more peaceful at a glance.
"I can't die."
Xie Fengdi let go of his hand, still silent in thought, not knowing what he was thinking.
Shi Yanwen sat down in place again, the mirror-like water surface had long been shattered, the sound of water was rattling, and the dragon's breath was deafening. After a while, he said softly again, "Haoyueguang, it's very suitable here." ”
Xie Fengdi looked at him and sat down as well, "He can be here, you can't." ”
Shi Yanwen was silent, what he knew, from the moment he saw Xie Fengdi, he knew, "I don't like Fudo City." ”
"Then go to Tianyue Goufeng," Xie Fengdi spread out the folding fan to take a closer look, the brushstrokes outlining the lotus flower were elegant and smooth, and the force penetrated the back of the paper, he liked it very much, "It only belongs to me, and from today on, it also belongs to you." ”
“…… Thanks a lot. ”
"What more could you want than that?"
Shi Yanwen touched the surface of the water with her toes, and the water waves drew a long arrow, "Your folding fan, can you give it to me?" ”
The folding fan was closed, and Xie Fengdi looked at him quietly, "Reason." ”
"It's just a fan," Shi Yanwen frowned, "If you like it, I can draw another one for you." ”
"That's not the reason."
"Then I can add a few strokes to the fan, right?"
His eyes were a little darker, and Xie Fengdi was a little puzzled, "Why are you so obsessed with this fan, does it have any special significance?" ”
Shi Yanwen tilted his head slightly, "It's just a fan, I want to ask why you refuse to let go, this is still a snowy mountain, even if you don't have it, you won't die of heat, right?" ”
Xie Fengdi: "......"
The folding fan is also known as the waist fan, because it can be opened and closed at will. It is mostly favored by literati and scholars, and often inscribed poems and paintings on the fan surface, which can show off the literary taste and can also be cultivated. Naturally, in addition to the vassal elegance, the metaphor of the fan surface is also quite an article to do, which is more widely spread, and the ancient mandarin duck comb has the same effect.
Mandarin duck comb?
Xie Fengdi suddenly realized, quietly put away the folding fan, and when his eyes drooped, he just saw Shi Yanwen's strange feet on the water, and there were gaps in the heels and ankles, "Be careful of wet wounds." ”
Shi Yanwen made a move, the waves splashed on the upper of the shoe, and the snow-white boots immediately turned watery.
These shoes were given by the boss of the Confucian town, and they were all complete with this seemingly simple but high-quality outfit, and the Taoist nodded and thanked him for his kindness after a glance, without a little surprise. The boss should also be a gift on behalf of others, but I don't know who the owner behind him is.
He was thinking about it, when his shoulders suddenly heavily, Xie Fengdi withdrew his hand, "It's cold at night, let's wear it." ”
"......" Shi Yanwen touched the feathers on her shoulders, raised her eyes to look at Xie Fengdi, who seemed to have no distractions, although the scholarly outfit looked warmer than herself, but it may not be able to block the cold wind of the abyss. It's just that before he took off his cloak, Xie Fengdi had already gotten up and walked towards Ye Xiaochai.
Hao Yueguang was guarding Ye Xiaochai in a daze, and when she came over, she subconsciously looked at Shi Yanwen and floated over there from her body. When he was about to get closer, Shi Yanwen first hummed curiously, and looked up at him, "I stayed with Shi Zhilong all night, although I didn't have Shi Yuan's help, my soul was much more stable than before, it seems that he is much more useful than me, a half-ass." ”
Hao Yueguang stood obediently in place and swore solemnly, "The predecessors are much more powerful than it!" ”
Shi Yanwen was tired of sitting, the cloak was warm, and he was a little bored with Xie Fengdi, he came at the right time, shook his head and said, "I'm tired, tell me a joke to relieve my boredom." ”
Hao Yueguang was stunned, "Laughing and laughing? ”
Before he could start talking about this, Shi Yanwen amused him first, so he leaned his cloak on the stone on the shore, propped his head and laughed at him, "I want you to tell jokes, and I don't want you to die, why are you so nervous?" ”
Hao Yueguang was embarrassed, "I don't tell jokes." ”
Where would he say any jokes, even if he really did, he hadn't heard some jokes when he was wandering in the market before he met Ye Xiaochai, but he was just joking and having fun with a charming and narrow feeling, and it was difficult to get into the hall of elegance, where could people like Shi Yanwen hear.
Even if Shi Yanwen heard it, he was embarrassed to talk about it, as if he didn't learn anything.
Shi Yanwen was really embarrassed to see that he was scratching his ears and cheeks, and thought for a while, "Then I'll tell you." ”
"That's a good feeling!" He had never heard Shi Yanwen tell a joke.
Shi Yanwen bowed his left leg, thought for a moment, and said slowly, "This joke is about a little emperor, he likes to play the piano, but he plays it very badly, no one else can bear him, only one person can." ”
"It smells the same, I know." Haoyueguang Road.
“……”
"Ahem, seniors continue."
"That's the teacher he worshipped when he was a prince." Shi Yanwen paused, "The little emperor likes to play the piano in front of the teacher, and the teacher also took the opportunity to tell him some ways to govern the country, and he is barely a bosom friend." Until one day, the little emperor was sick and depressed, and the teacher was naturally anxious, so he went to play the piano in front of the little emperor, and wanted to use the sound of the piano to soothe the restless little emperor, and the song he played was still the one that the little emperor often played. ”
Shi Yanwen paused for a long time, Hao Yueguang felt strange, Shi Yanwen sighed and continued, "The little emperor was furious when he heard this, and then beheaded his teacher. ”
Hao Yueguang blinked twice, "Why?" ”
"The little emperor said, 'The widow once thought that Mr. was a widow's bosom friend, but today I listen to Mr. play the widow's song, and it is so unbearable, it can be seen that Mr. is not a widow's bosom friend. If you are not a widow, how can you not say it as soon as possible? If it is really a widow's acquaintance, then he should know what the widow likes, why is this decadent sound in his ears? Make the widow laugh at the world? Such a deception is an unforgivable sin! When chop! So, cut it off. ”
"......" Hao Yueguang looked at Shi Yanwen, that well-lined face, it looked like an elegant Swen in the past, but it felt evil when he looked at this situation, Hao Yueguang touched his nose, this action is still with Shi Yanwen, "Senior, is this a joke?" ”
"Well, I'm not good at telling jokes."
"Uh......"
"I have a joke too."
Hao Yueguang was slightly stunned, and when he turned his head to look, Xie Fengdi happened to pass through Hao Yueguang's body, although he couldn't hear Hao Yueguang speak, but he could hear Shi Yanwen speak, "Do you want to hear it?" ”
Shi Yanwen raised her eyebrows, her expression was constricted, and she said lightly, "Fortunately, Yanwen is willing to listen." ”
Xie Fengdi's lips turned into a beautiful arc, and he took the fan and slapped it on the palm of his hand, "There is a married daughter who returns to Ning, and the old mother of the family asks her what is the difference in the rules there?" The female answer is only different with a pillow, my hometown is at the head of the bed, and he is at the waist. ”
“……”
“……”
The world seemed to stand still.
The hand holding her cheek slipped, Shi Yanwen's chin almost hit the stone, Hao Yueguang looked at Xie Fengdi dumbfounded, and then suddenly floated to Ye Xiaochai's side and laughed wildly. Ye Xiaochai's heart moved, and he looked around strangely, as if someone suddenly appeared beside him.
"How's the joke?" Xie Fengdi looked at Shi Yanwen's increasingly red face, and the corners of his eyebrows raised lightly, "Isn't it more interesting than yours?" ”
The previous awkwardness in Shi Yanwen's mind had long been thrown out of the clouds, and it took a long time to react, and he turned over and sat up with a slap on the ground, and it took great effort to hold back two words, "Rude!" ”
Shaking the fan to half-cover his face, Xie Fengdi blinked his eyes, "Understood?" ”
"Nope!" Shi Yanwen flatly denied it, and then immediately wondered, what age and experience is he? It's strange if you don't understand it.
Xie Fengdi smiled but did not speak.
Shi Yanwen avoided his gaze, it was not stuffy, but his cheeks were hot, like a stove, "This kind of thing...... Why don't you say it in public? ”
"It's just a joke, what's so hard to say?"
"That's not a serious joke!"
"So what's a serious joke?"
"Serious jokes are, yes ......" will be scared for a while, where did you come up with a joke?" …… In short, it is indecent. ”
The stars and moon are too bright, and the lake is too bright, the little crimson on Shi Yanwen's face is blurred by the night, Xie Fengdi observed carefully, and actually read countless softness from the cold eyebrows, which made people nostalgic for softness.
Shi Yanwen's eyelashes trembled, the evening breeze at the bottom of the valley was swirling and refused to leave, and he was still a little incredulous about Xie Fengdi's joke, that kind of nonsense didn't seem like what this person should say. But what Xie Fengdi said is not wrong, it is just a "joke", since it is a joke, how can there be a difference between serious and indecent, only the difference between good and evil intentions.
Xie Fengdi took a few steps closer and saw Shi Yanwen's hand hidden under the wide sleeves of the wardrobe, and Shi Yanwen stood quietly in front of him. The bright silver light here seemed to favor them extraordinarily, causing Shi Yanwen's sharp edges and corners to disappear for a moment.
His gaze was too familiar to Shi Yanwen, he raised his head, and the words he had said several times broke through his reason and blurted out, "Are you looking at me?" ”
"Did you bother me?" Xie Fengdi also replied reflexively.
Then they both froze.
Shi Yanwen looked at him for a long time, and the familiar scene made him have a faint smile in his eyes, "What bad idea are you playing?" ”
The hand holding the folding fan unconsciously let go, Xie Fengdi was very innocent, "Wronged, what bad idea did he have in Xia?" ”
Xie Fengdi deliberately didn't remind, and Shi Yanwen didn't notice the smile, but felt a little better, "If it weren't for a bad idea, you wouldn't look at me like this." ”
"Yes......"
"You don't believe me?" Shi Yanwen raised her eyebrows, reached out and took Xie Fengdi's hand, and when she got to the shore, she brushed her hand towards the lake, "Why don't you take a look for yourself." ”
Xie Fengdi didn't look at it, and he didn't even intend to look away, and looked at Shi Yanwen with the corners of his mouth raised. He didn't look at it himself, and he didn't dare to let Shi Yanwen look at it, but pulled his hand and asked, "Then what were you doing when I looked at you like this for the first time?" ”
Is it the first time? Shi Yanwen shook his head, "It's the time when the dew is three thousand, I'm combing my hair, speaking of which, that day was still my first meeting with the predecessors of a page of books." ”
"And what about the second time?"
Second?
The second time was in Fudo City, in Kirin Palace......
His face was gloomy, his smile was cold, and he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the two people in the lake.
Shi Yanwen's eyes flashed with panic, but before he could retreat, Xie Fengdi had already locked his retreat first, and his eyes seemed to be darker, "Yanwen, just ...... Just now, Ye Xiaochai said that I left you a letter, and you haven't had time to read that letter yet. You come with me, I won't force you, but I want you to see the letter. ”
Ye Xiaochai was gone, and even the moonlight drifted away, only a faint breath was transmitted through the air.
Shi Yanwen tried to break free from the shackles, he didn't like this, he really treated people with evidence, and acted modestly, but he always "cared too much" for him. As long as this face appeared in front of him, he rarely had a moment of freedom, and even his shadow dissolved into an individual. Su really has so many things, but he doesn't have anything, just a precious "self", this person also wants to hold in his hands.
It's like a hand around his waist, like his expression at the moment.
- He was willing to spend his time using gentleness as a weapon to conquer the city, but I didn't want to waste my time, so I chose to pick it out openly.
- He's just using the illusion of goodness to cover up his dirty purpose, you see?
Su is really suitable for spring breeze and rain, using gentleness as a weapon to conquer the city, making people unconsciously sink into the mud, the principle is about as hateful as boiling a frog in warm water. But his goodness is not an illusion, and the purpose is not dirty, this undoubted cognition makes Shi Yanwen extremely helpless.
How good it would be if Suo Su was really a complete wicked person, crazy and crazy, he would kill him if he wanted to, and he didn't have to be so entangled.
Aliens are right and wrong.
Gentle as a weapon? Hah, who wouldn't.
"Okay," Shi Yanwen slowly raised the corners of her mouth, her blue eyes showed a compromise after hesitation and struggle, and said with a sigh, "It's just that you don't regret it." ”
Xie Fengdi tried to hug him tightly, the long-lost lotus fragrance began to flood, his eyes were focused on the crystal clear lake, and he finally closed his eyes as if he were peeking into the secrets buried layer by layer under the deep water, "...... The rest of the heart is good, and there is no regret in nine deaths. ”