Chapter 188: Sad Feelings
The cold wind on this ethereal island seemed to be still for a moment. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoEven the salty and moist air is frozen in the four directions.
Luo Yu was stunned, the wind and tide in his arms whimpered lowly, and he couldn't hear whether he was crying or laughing. Luo Yuyan didn't even dare to move, only dared to gently wrap his arms around her, his hands were intentionally clenched into fists, palms facing outward.
Fang Cai couldn't watch the wind and tide to escape back, otherwise it would be even more difficult to open the bamboo door again. It's just that this look is too much for him to deal with, and there are two people watching not far behind him. He was agitated, and reason told him that he couldn't leave the wind and the tide alone.
Why did you come to Guixu Island? Luo Yuyan thought of this problem, and now the only clue is in front of him, and he can't give up because of inexplicable panic and resistance. Thinking about this matter, Luo Yuyan's mind also calmed down, and he looked down at the wind and tide in his arms again, with only imperceptible pity in his eyes.
Feng Xi raised his head slightly, and Luo Yuyan naturally moved his gaze elsewhere. People who were once so proud certainly don't want to see the eyes of others with pity for them.
Feng Xi's dry fingers slowly stroked Luo Yuyan's placket, the fine brocade touched in his hand, it felt different from the coarse cloth on his body, and he vaguely remembered that he used to be so glamorous, and every day there were many cultivators who came to offer their gifts, countless fine brocades, countless rare treasures, it seemed that it was to make himself smile.
How long ago was that? It doesn't seem like it's been long, does it......
Who is this man? Feng Xi squinted his eyes, this embrace was so unfamiliar, but he didn't want to leave, the faint aroma of sunken wood lingered on the tip of his nose, and it was so familiar. Contradictory feelings linger in my mind, maybe it's a dream...... That sweet dream that I do every day......
Luo Yuyan found that the wind and tide in his arms were sinking, and most of them were delirious. He shook her slightly, plucked up the courage to say, "Fengxi, I'm Luo Yuyan." Wind and tide, can you hear me? ”
Fengxi seemed to hear someone calling his name, and the voice was so familiar. She struggled hard, grabbed Luo Yuyan's clothes hard, and a voice in her heart told her that this was her lifesaver.
"Who's ......," the tide replied softly. But in Luo Yuyan's ears, it was a hoarse and unpleasant dry sound. It's been a long time since I've spoken properly.
"Fengxi, tell me, what's going on? How did you end up here? Luo Yuyan slowly squatted down, and when he bent down slightly, he alarmed Feng Xi, Feng Xi was afraid to leave this embrace, grabbed his hands randomly, and kept buttoning the placket on Luo Yuyan's chest, and the other hand climbed up his arm.
Luo Yuyan had some resistance in his heart, not that he hated Fengxi, it didn't matter if Fengxi in his arms was as beautiful as he was at the beginning, it was pure physical instinct rejection.
Fengxi was still clinging to Luo Yuyan, but Luo Yuyan finally chose to squat down and let Fengxi lie half-on the ground, just letting her hown by his side. Fengxi maintained his posture and still never let go.
"Fengxi, tell me, why are you being locked up here?" Luo Yuyan groped for the pill from the Qiankun bag again, found the pill that could calm her mind, stuffed it into her mouth, and immediately withdrew her hand.
Feng Xi heard Luo Yuyan's question, and suddenly began to tremble, repeating "Don't come here...... Stay away from me......", she twitched and began to tear her clothes again and again, as if to avoid something.
Luo Yuyan immediately straightened her and used the mountain gate mental method to cross her true qi. The true qi penetrated deep into Fengxi's body, Luo Yuyan's brows tightened, his thin lips pursed together, and he suddenly felt that his true qi was at a loss. The meridians of Fengxi are still there, and it seems that there are no internal injuries, but the breath is completely chaotic, and it is mixed up, and there is no way to sort it out.
In desperation, he chose the strongest method, forcibly broke the meridians in Fengxi's body, and forced the true qi running around in one place with the secret method of the mountain gate, and finally controlled the position of the dantian. Fengxi's cultivation is still there, but she can't control her true qi anymore.
In the process of combing her true qi, Luo Yuyan let the true qi swim down her body by the way, but she became more and more frightened, the meridians were not broken, the cultivation was still there, but the body was ruined. He didn't know how to heal medicine, but he could still detect the most basic body.
Her body couldn't even support her to walk out of this courtyard, and she was afraid that she would be able to survive when she rushed out just now.
Luo Yuyan withdrew his hand, what was it that made Guanhua's peerless wind and tide devastate and become this inhuman and ghostly appearance today.
The wind and tide that smoothed the breath and opened his eyes, I haven't felt so clear for a long time. She peeled back the hair in front of her eyes, and realized that she was sitting on the ground in the courtyard. As if frightened by something, she immediately shrunk into a ball, quickly turned around, stretched out her hand and leaned behind her.
But just when her fingers fell on Luo Yuyan's neck, her eyes widened, and tears poured out directly. She hurriedly stepped forward and took two steps, grabbing Luo Yuyan's arm hard, and there was a real touch on her hand, which frightened her to let go of her hand again, and then grabbed him desperately, her nails were almost embedded in her clothes.
Luo Yuyan didn't dodge, he sat cross-legged on the ground and looked at her quietly, Fengxi was sober, he restrained his mind, and avoided the inadvertent pity in his eyes from stinging her vulnerability.
"Second son...... Is it really you......" Fengxi tried all his strength, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't seem to say it. All the feelings were mixed together, and she couldn't even cry.
"It's me." Luo Yuyan tried his best to maintain a calm tone and nodded.
got a positive reply, Feng Xi was like crazy, and beat Luo Yuyan's chest hard. He had already dispersed his chaotic true qi, and he simply let the wind and tide beat him.
"Why are you here! Why are you here? Where have you been all these years?! I can't find you when I look for you, why don't you come and see me!? Why not sooner! Even if it's just a little earlier......" Fengxi had no tears, and while hammering Luo Yuyan, she howled, feeling that she was going to go back to her breath several times.
"Then tell me, what the hell happened?" Luo Yuyan endured the heartache and said.
Feng Xi couldn't make a sound, fell down beside Luo Yuyan, and rubbed hard into his arms, Luo Yuyan always straightened up and sighed slowly. "What do you want me to say?! What do you want me to say...... Everything is ruined for me...... My life, my pride, my hope...... All ruined! ”
"You're going to have to tell me why, so I can find a way to help you." Where did Luo Yuyan dare to tell the truth, he could only comfort her with words.
Feng Xi seemed to think it was funny, and the dry cry turned into a shrill laugh, and then into a loud laugh: "Help? How can it help? How do you say it helps? Do you want the second son of the cultivator realm to marry a defiled madman?! ”
"What did you say?!" Luo Yu looked at Fengxi who was laughing wildly in a daze, and in an instant he really thought that he had heard it wrong, "You say it again!" ”
Fengxi laughed too hard and coughed dryly again. Luo Yuyan immediately crossed his true qi with his palm again, and only then did he barely stop Feng Xi's illness.
The wind and tide calmed down, the whole person was already thin and out of shape, her skin was loose on her face, she cried again, and the corners of her eyes were about to hang down with tears. "I'm no longer the world-beating tide fairy, Fengxi is dead. I've been abandoned by everyone a long time ago, and now I'm just a living dead in front of you. ”
"There is only one person in this world, only you can be called a tide fairy, and no one will take everything from you."
"I really can't go back...... It would be nice if time could be turned back......" Feng Xi's dry hand slowly stretched upward, as if he wanted to touch Luo Yuyan's cheek, but when it reached the highest, it was still a little far from him. As long as Luo Yuyan lowered his head slightly, Feng Xi could touch it, but he still sat up straight.
Feng Xi didn't force it anymore, and the hand just climbed to his chest. "Second son...... Luo Yuyan...... Jade Oblivion...... Do you think your heart is cold? ”
Luo Yuyan didn't squint, nor did he answer Fengxi's words, his gaze always fell on the candlestick that could be seen in the bamboo house. The candlelight flickered, and the flame looked like it would go out at any moment.
Fengxi said to himself: "You know that I like you so much, why do you turn a blind eye? So many people are waiting to marry me, why do you think I have to refuse? Since you are proud, then I will let go of my pride, I took the initiative to talk to you about family affairs, and if you refuse, why should you avoid me? ”
Luo Yuyan listened to Fengxi's self-talk, this was the first time he heard Fengxi's true heart. It's just that he can't answer Fengxi's words, and he doesn't want to deceive her in a comforting way, both of them are the pride of the cultivator world, but some things don't feel like they are compatible.
"Jade Oblivion...... I've always wanted to call you that. I always thought that you were the only one in this world who understood me, the same attention, the same loneliness. I know how many sleepless nights you've spent cultivating for the sake of your whole body. And you know me, the first time you heard the sound of my flute, you knew that I didn't look so free......
"You said that I am bright and moving, and I will become the moon sought after by the stars in the future, you said that the song "Hu No Return" is not suitable for me, and I have never played it again, I remember everything you said, but I just can't get into your heart. What I want is never the stars to hold the moon, I just want a place in your heart......
"Jade Oblivion...... Do you know ......?"
Feng Xi finally couldn't cry, and Luo Yu closed his eyes, as if he was recalling and evading. From beginning to end, he didn't know how to face the current tide, which was on the verge of collapse.
He knows, he knows everything, but what can he do? None of this will change because of a "know".
In the distance, the two men behind the stones seemed to be cut off from the world around them. And for Shali, it is indeed abandoned. Something is corroding emotions, and I am slowly fermenting in this disgusting feeling. (To be continued.) )