When I got home, my mom had already cooked the meal, and as soon as I got to the door, my mom opened the door for me. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"I've been watching you from the window for a long time, why did you come back?" My mom told me as she helped me take out my slippers.

"My colleague didn't bring an umbrella, so I sent her home. I thought the rain would be a little lighter, so I stayed for a while. "I took off my raincoat and handed it to my mom. My mom turned around and took the raincoat to the bathroom to dry, "You hurry up and eat, I've been waiting for you for a long time!" ”

I was also a little hungry and didn't even wash my hands, so I sat down and started eating. Braised eggplant, my favorite. I used to love braised pork the most, but now the family is short of money, so I have changed my taste.

After eating, I went back to the house and lay down on the bed to rest. My mom was busy in the kitchen and asked me as she cleaned up, "How are you doing this afternoon?" Is it difficult to train? Have you learned it all? ”

"She teaches those basic things, it's not difficult, I know, you can rest assured! I'm going to get some sleep, don't talk! "I lay in bed and shouted to my mother.

"Then you sleep! I'll be quiet! After saying this, my mother's tinkling voice in the kitchen really became quieter.

In fact, when I came out of Wang Xiaochen's house, I began to worry, and I don't know how the last sentence came out. Why did you come up with a sentence in the cold. Going to the pole is not a business, is it worth Wan'er? I have all kinds of entanglements in my heart.

I wanted to call Wan'er, but I didn't know how to face her. The more I think about it, the more I feel that I am too unscrupulous, what did Wan'er do to me when I was sick, but now that I have just gone to work, I have an affair with the little girl.

I despise myself to death in my heart. After thinking about it, he still picked up the phone and dialed Wan'er. Just two rings, Wan'er picked it up that day.

Wan'er: "Hey, what's wrong?" ”

Me: "No, I miss you, I'll give you a call." What do you do? ”

Wan'er laughed: "I just finished eating, have you eaten?" ”

Me: "I just finished eating, too." ”

Wan'er: "How are you going to work today?" ”

Me: "It's okay, it's not tiring, it's quite simple, it's all basic." ”

Wan'er: "That's good, if you have nothing else to do, I'll call you when I'm asleep later, I have some work to deal with!" ”

Me: "Okay, go get busy!" Don't call me when you sleep, I'll sleep in a while, I didn't sleep at noon today, I'm sleepy! "I still have my aunt and grandmother to deal with at night, how can I have time to talk about love and talk to each other!

Wan'er: "Okay, sleep well!" You have to come on! You know what? ”

Me: "Yes! Come on! "Dut-

After hanging up the phone, I began to feel melancholy again, I wanted to confess and be lenient, but when the words came to my mouth, I unconsciously remembered Wang Xiaochen in my head, and I didn't say it. I don't know what I'm expecting, and this feeling makes me restless, like a small grass taking root in my heart, and the more I try to curb it, the more it grows.

Thinking of this, I rolled over and got up again. I have to burn incense, and by the way, let Huang Tianyu's second uncle and my aunt bless me a little, don't let me be so ape-hearted again.

Because it was afternoon, I burned the incense of closing the door, and the Dharma Protector incense circle was inside the main incense, and I knelt in front of the Buddha hall and prayed sincerely, wishing that the Buddha and Bodhisattva would bless the disciples, have a successful career, and marry and have children with Wan'er as soon as possible. I hope the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas will bless me with a pure mind and not let those thoughts that should not disturb my mind, Amitabha. Such as three white.

After kowtowing, his mood seemed to be a little brighter. My mother had just finished cleaning up from the kitchen and came out to find me in the Buddhist hall and couldn't help but ask me, "Don't you say sleep?" Why haven't you slept yet? ”

"I forgot to burn incense before eating, I got up and burned incense and went to sleep!" With that, I plunged headlong into my room.

Close the door and meditate cross-legged on the bed. Originally, he taught me to sit at the meridian level, that is, to meditate at the time of day or at noon, to find the feeling according to the way he told me to breathe, and after I settled, it was convenient to communicate with them.

But my son was sleeping, and I didn't have time at noon, so I had to meditate when it was convenient for me. I don't know what Huang Tianfu said about what it feels like to enter the determination, and what he can feel. Anyway, I used the breathing method he told me, my eyes were slightly closed, my eyes were looking at my nose, my nose was looking at my heart, and I was holding the meditation seal in both hands, that is, my left hand was on top and my right hand was down, and the thumbs of both hands intersected, which was naturally placed at the navel.

There were no distractions in my mind, and although my eyes were slightly closed, I didn't look at anything, and my eyes relaxed. Following the rhythm of breathing, there is a feeling of going to sleep for a while, not really falling asleep, that feeling is amazing.

Huang Tianyu told me that meditation can not only communicate with heaven and earth, open up my own body's spirituality, but also better relax my whole body, and it is also good for my body, and it can relieve fatigue as soon as possible.

I meditate in bed, and at the beginning I always couldn't calm down, thinking about Wan'er, Wang Xiaochen, Huang Tianyu's second uncle and my aunt and grandmother, and my thoughts were always chaotic.

I tried to focus my attention on the rhythm of my breathing, trying to get rid of those thoughts, and slowly, my senses began to change, it felt as if I didn't exist anymore, only my mind was still active, and my body had become weightless and melted into the air.

The mind also seems to have entered a void, without thoughts and thoughts...... I don't know how long it took, but there was a bang in my ears, and I woke up suddenly, my heart was pounding, and I felt that it had been a long time, but I picked up my watch and looked at it, and it had only been fifteen minutes.

I don't know if the feeling of falling asleep is settled, but I feel a lot more energetic and energetic. It's also very relaxed. I remember Huang Tianyu's words, don't be greedy every day, meditate once or twice, I got up and got out of bed, went to the living room for a walk, saw the apple on the coffee table, I don't know how, usually I don't like to eat fruit at all, but this time I saw the apple and wanted to think it was very sweet, took one and ate it.

My mom heard the commotion and came out of her bedroom, and when she saw me nibbling on an apple, she couldn't help but blame me, "You still can't sleep?" Why did it get up again? ”

I shook my head and said to my mother, "Don't sleep, just lie down for a while and feel refreshed, not tired!" ”

My mother said, "You're in good health, don't be too tired, and go back to the house and lie down after eating the apples in a while!" ”

I nodded, nibbled on the apple and slipped to the front of the Buddha hall, the incense has not been burned, there is still a small section left, but this incense ash is too strange, I hurriedly called my mother to come and see: "Mom, you come quickly, come on, look at this incense ash, what's going on?" ”