281. Chapter 281: The memory is still the same, but tonight is different
"Oh, Shen Hao, it turns out that you are boyfriend and girlfriend. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" Wu Yao's voice was a little hoarse.
Shen Hao smiled indifferently and nodded, but did not speak.
Liu Qi frowned slightly, Shen Hao's hand was clenched very tightly, and she felt the pain, at this moment, it was no longer that her hand hurt, but that her heart hurt.
She felt Shen Hao's inner struggle, and it was a pain that she didn't know about.
She really couldn't figure out why this was happening. Shen Hao is definitely not such a person, hesitating and secretive.
I haven't encountered it from beginning to end, but once I show it, it's so tear-jerking.
Liu Qi wanted to add that we were just ordinary friends, but she couldn't say it.
Maybe it's because of the selfishness in my heart, or maybe it's for the sake of respecting Shen Hao, but I can't say anything.
"Then you must be happy." Wu Yao's face finally turned from red to pale, and there were obvious dimples on that beautiful face, but the smile was so reluctant.
is also a woman, why does the pain in her heart affect herself?
"This ...... Maybe. Shen Hao smiled, but he smiled very reluctantly, and said, "Maybe!" ”
Liu Qi's body was trembling, and he didn't know what to say for a while, but at this time, Shen Hao wanted to stand up.
"Wait!" Wu Yao stopped Shen Hao, quickly took out his mobile phone from his arms, and said, "Anyway, everyone, let's leave a contact information, I won't be able to say that I will go to you in the future." ”
"Huh?" Shen Hao frowned, and finally left his phone number.
Stepping out of the door, Shen Hao let out a long breath, and under the gradually darkening night sky, Shen Hao's face was filled with an indescribable melancholy.
If it had been before, Liu Qi would have gloated, but at this moment, she made no sound at all, and she wanted to cry when she was uncomfortable.
"Shen Hao, do you have a story with her?" Liu Qi asked tentatively.
Shen Hao suddenly turned his head to look at her for a long time, and finally grinned and said, "Well, there may be some stories, but it's all in the past, if you listen to it, you will definitely be jealous." ”
"Okay, you, I'll be jealous for you?" Liu Qi glared at him viciously at that time and said, "You are also very stinky and beautiful, I will ...... for you."
"Don't repeat it to me, it's not that important, there's no need to say it three times."
After speaking, he pulled Liu Qi out of this school, perhaps, Shen Hao didn't want to set foot in the future from now on.
Wu Yao sat there silently, looking at the cooled milk tea, leaving tears for a while.
What she drank, as well as what Shen Hao put in front of her, was lemon-flavored, that was the taste she liked, and Shen Hao also knew what she liked, when she entered the door, she didn't order it for the first time, he asked Liu Qi what he wanted to drink, but he didn't ask himself.
He ordered it for himself and remembered!
Shen Hao sat opposite, but for some reason in his heart, there was such a deep barrier, like a wall.
Back then, it was his fault, but was it really himself who affected him? What really happened to him after that?
He hated himself as he should, he was too young at that time, and he didn't understand what love was.
But I can't blame myself, I only blame myself for being too willful at the beginning, and finally let Shen Hao get hurt.
In the past few years, she has been asking her classmates about Shen Hao, but he disappeared for seven years, and when he was about to give up, he appeared.
This feeling makes people cry with joy, but when they sit face to face, they become passers-by, but why is this happening?
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, is that really the case? I was ignorant at the time, really ignorant, I thought my parents wouldn't, really wouldn't......"
The truth of the matter back then, Wu Yao can't know it at all, and she can't track it down, but she knows that there is the shadow of her parents in it, but even so, it shouldn't be a reason for Shen Hao to hate herself, let alone a reason to go away.
But what happened after that?
I'm afraid that there is only one person in the know, and that is Shen Hao himself, I'm afraid that if he doesn't say it, no one will know in this life.
Missing the most romantic moment of life, college! What a cruel thing this is for Shen Hao, a child who came out of the mountain village, if ...... He and himself are in the same college, I'm afraid they are already together.
At that time, I was as proud as a butterfly, but after all, time was running out.
Now, my parents also regret what happened back then, but it doesn't help.
She also gave up, and could only say sorry!
Tears burst out of his eyes and flowed through the corners of his mouth, and one drop seeped into his mouth, feeling salty.
"Actually, you should ask me if I'm married, in fact, you should ask me, how have I come over the years, in fact, I should also ask you, what have I been doing in the past few years? Where do you work now......"
"However, there is a person by your side, she is so young and beautiful, and so kind and sentimental, perhaps, she is more worthy of you."
"But what about me?" Wu Yao looked at the front quietly, the snow was flying outside the door, and the wires blown by the cold wind were whining, like wordless crying, which made people's hearts ache and hurt.
"I've been waiting for you for seven years, I'm twenty-five years old, I feel old, but my colleagues, my friends, have never met my husband, I just want everyone to know, in fact, you are."
The tears couldn't be stopped anymore, she shook her hands hard, felt the pain of her nails poking in her palms, and the blood biting out of the corners of her mouth was very salty.
She didn't know when she would leave here, and after returning to the dormitory, Mu Mu looked at her phone, looked at the phone number, and hesitated.
"I don't want to end here, really, I want to beg your forgiveness." Wu Yao shed a tear and finally tried to wipe it off.
Liu Qi could feel that Shen Hao was in an unhappy mood since he left the milk tea shop, and she was a little absent-minded when she walked, she wanted to ask, but she couldn't open her mouth, until she returned to the hotel together.
"If, I said if, I can't let go of my heart, it's better to go and see, I think there is no misunderstanding and it can't be opened." Liu Qi looked at Shen Hao uncomfortable, her heart was still full of discomfort, and said: "Some words are not spoken, but they will always become knots in my heart, I don't know why, I can also feel it, she is actually very painful." ”
Shen Hao sighed and said, "I really didn't see it, our sister Liu Qi is still so understanding?" ”
"Get out, people are talking to you about business, anyway, you have a lot of flowers and intestines in your stomach, I'll do the math for you, what about you and Mr. Liang, the relationship ...... There is also Minister Liu, and there is also the director of the Public Security Bureau, and of course, there are other things in it that I don't know. ”
"And you!" Shen Hao laughed evilly.
"Stay aside, you're a fool, aren't you? I know you're going to die, so you still want to post it? Don't stink. ”
Liu Qi looked at Shen Hao angrily, maybe all the advantages of Shen Hao can be seen by Liu Qi's sisters, and all the shortcomings can be tolerated, which makes her feel speechless.
You said that you are such a beautiful woman all at once, can you afford it? Ahem......
"It's cold outside." Shen Hao said shamelessly.
"I said you, why do you feel so entangled, if you can really let go, then that's it, but you really can't let go, why do you have to feel bad for yourself?" Liu Qi was also more uncomfortable, and said, "Besides, anyway, you have already provoked a lot, why care about one more?" ”
"Yes, I've already provoked a lot, why bother with one more of you, hehe......" Shen Hao's dishonest gaze swept around Liu Qi's body, and he couldn't wait to ......
"I warn you, if you dare to come here today, I will bite you to death."
"Huh? So brutal? "Shen Hao is really a little scared, you even kicked there, if you really bite it down, the happiness of this life will be over.
"Humph!"
Liu Qi felt that he seemed to have some speech problems at what he said, but when it came to the end, people just didn't change their words, stared at Shen Hao with warning eyes, and then fell on the bed, after the toss the day before yesterday, he felt tired from the heart, and he really couldn't accept it for a while, and fell asleep after a while.
For Shen Hao, this is also a sleepless night after all, deep down, it turns out that he still hasn't let go, it seems that he didn't think about it before, it doesn't mean that he is really open-minded.
It's just that I didn't let it go, and it really hurts.
Those memories, when they met Wu Yao, were like muddy water with scum, they were out of control, and directly buried all their sanity.
It was just a little bit before I was about to hug her.
It's just a little bit, telling her that she has been thinking about it day and night in the past few years, and there is love all day long, accompanied by hatred.
Yes, Shen Hao left school and had an absolute relationship with Wu Yao, and because of her, Shen Hao did something wrong, Wu Yao, just like a threshold that he couldn't pass in Shen Hao's heart, he felt love and hate all the time.
I really felt that it hurt, but suddenly Shen Hao realized that he was really no longer the high-spirited child, and he didn't know when, he had grown up.