What is not angry is that after seeing the two of them, I still looked stupid and asked them to sit down with a smile. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info probably because the hot pot restaurant is relatively close to my house, which makes me feel like there are guests at home.

"Didn't you say they all came? Why just the two of you? "I already knew it would be like this, but I still want to see how Xiao Yue answers.

"Oh, Xu Na went on a trip with his family, Jingjing went to watch a movie with her boyfriend, Xiaoyu came to the eldest aunt and felt uncomfortable, and Jiajia's phone kept being turned off. Probably because I didn't do well in the exam and was in a bad mood. Xiaoyue said.

"What about Yuan Qi, why don't you call him?" He is another boy I know, he is a very kind person, and he always brought me home-grown cherries to eat some time ago.

"He threw up last night and is still asleep." Xiao Yue said.

I felt very sad in my heart, knowing that all this was deliberate, maybe Xiaoyue didn't notify them. In fact, I can debunk them with a phone call in front of them. But I didn't, Xiaoyue knew me too well. She knew I wouldn't do that, and she knew I was a complete idiot.

I raised my head and boldly looked at Lu Pingchuan beside Xiao Yue, this boy I have liked for many years, and even now. I stared at him, and as I thought, he didn't dare to make eye contact with me. I laughed a few times and said to him, "Lu Pingchuan, I finally know." ”

They were both surprised at the same time, "What? What do you know? ”

I couldn't help but sneer, the two of them really looked like husband and wife. Xiaoyue said, "Are you okay, Xiyu?" I still said to Lu Pingchuan, "I finally know the truth of one thing. "Speaking of which, I looked at them separately, which was really funny, but I quickly felt extremely uncomfortable, this was not the ending and scene I wanted. It's so embarrassing, and it's so sad.

"You know everything?" Xiaoyue said, what was she going to say again, I covered her mouth and said, "Don't say it, let me say it." I finally know the truth of one thing, that is, I have been lying to myself, in fact, I don't like Lu Pingchuan at all," I turned my gaze to Lu Pingchuan, "Did you hear that?" I don't like you at all, and I've never had a heart for you, I just ...... It's just that the pressure of studying is too much, and I use you to relieve the pressure. Even if I'm really with you, I'm just playing with you at best. ”

"Are you telling the truth?" Lu Pingchuan looked relieved.

"Later I found out that you don't deserve to be played with by me," I continued, "because you're so ordinary, ugly, and indecisive like a!" So today I made it clear, I don't want to drag the mud and water, and I don't want to delay an innocent and poor person. I'm straighter, but I'm doing it for your good, don't be angry! ”

"Are you telling the truth?" Lu Pingchuan asked.

"I'm still taking a big risk!" I couldn't say why, but I couldn't stop smiling. When I couldn't laugh, I looked at Xiaoyue, her eyes were dull, and she wanted to be stupid. I took her hand and said, "Xiaoyue, you come out, I have something to say to you." ”

Outside the hot pot restaurant, I took a few deep breaths with my back to Xiao Yue, turned around and looked at her with a smile on my face, "Yueyue, I know you like him." ”

"No, no, I don't like him." She said firmly.

"Good, even if you don't like him. But doesn't he see that he likes you? I've liked him for so long, and he won't be with me, isn't it because he likes you? I said.

"Say whatever you want." Xiao Yue said.

"I want you to be together. Actually, you're a good match. ”

"No, I can't do such a thing, it's so unfair to you."

I was tempted to ask her, "Then why are you doing it?" "But I didn't, and I'm really worried that if we tear our faces, we won't lose something very important. To be honest, she's almost like my own sister.

"Don't get excited, listen to me, okay?" I said, "Actually, I don't like him at all, and I wish you could be together, especially since your universities are all in the same city." ”

"What are you talking about? Are you still going to force me to like him? Xiaoyue said.

"No, I just think you're a good match...... I just think you'll be happier together. I said.

"Are you dragging me out to tell me this? When did you find out he liked me? ”

"Just recently."

"If we're really together, will you hate me?"

"Hate? How could my sister hold a grudge against my sister," I said, touching her fleshy face, "and besides, she is still such a lovely sister." ”

"I won't be with him, don't worry." Xiaoyue looked at me for a while and said, "Don't you believe me?" ”

I nodded and whispered, "Letter." ”

I followed her into the hot pot restaurant again, and just as the waiter asked us what the bottom of the pot was, I said loudly, "Mandarin duck, Mandarin duck!" Then my phone rang, and I answered it like a straw.

I told them that my mom had told me to go back, and I didn't know what it was, but it sounded serious.

They didn't stop me, and neither of us said anything before we parted. Out of the hot pot restaurant, I deliberately slowed down the pace, waited for two or three minutes, turned around and came to the door of the hot pot restaurant, standing outside the transparent glass, although the glass was covered with fog, I still saw the two of them clearly, Xiaoyue put her arms around Lu Pingchuan's neck and kissed him very affectionately. The waiter next to him put down the bottom of the mandarin duck pot and bowed his head embarrassedly and left.

I didn't rush home, and came to the small restaurant where Xiaoyue and I used to eat alone, where the fried noodles were particularly delicious, and the two of us often ate a big bowl regardless of our image. The decoration of the restaurant is very literary, the pale green walls are covered with all kinds of colorful small pieces of paper, and the dignified handwriting represents countless hearts. Among them are the handwriting left by me and Xiaoyue, next to the calendar hanging at the door, the top two. What I wrote is: When I grow up, I want to marry Xu Yue! Xiaoyue wrote: When I grow up, I want to marry Han Xiyu! I think the guys who suspect that we are gay must have read what we wrote here.

I asked for a bowl of jajangmyeon, and after eating, I stepped on a stool and left two words on the wall: goodbye. It was pasted on top of what we had written before, covering up those two sentences.

When I got home, my mom happily said, "Big star in the future!" Now that you've been admitted to the university of your choice, I've decided to allow you to get a dog, and tomorrow you can go buy one and come back. I looked at my mother for a long time, "Do you think I've forgotten how Marx died?" ”

Marx was a dog I had in elementary school, but it was thrown on the road by my mom less than three days after I was in my house, and my mom said that he was hit by a car and killed as soon as he threw it out, and it was all rolled into a pancake by the car.

"That's all in the past. Now you can get a new one and play with the puppy at home with your mother every day. Girls' families, don't keep running outside, and don't answer your calls. ”

"I don't want to raise it anymore, and don't worry, I won't be going anywhere from tomorrow, just staying at home." I say.

"Have you thought about it, my beautiful daughter? When you become a big star in the future, you won't have time to raise it! When I watch TV, the celebrities are very busy. My mom said.

"You can rest assured, I really won't run around, I will stay at home and not go anywhere until school starts." I say.

I didn't break my promise, and from that day on, until the beginning of the school year, I stepped out of the house.

For me, the only difference between college and high school is not the freedom, but the freedom or the constraints, and the person you share with is gone. I thought that I could forget about it for a whole holiday, but I never thought that as long as I saw two girls walking intimately together, eating, and laughing. I can't help but think of Xiaoyue, but I don't think much of Lu Pingchuan. Whenever this happens, I ask myself, "I can't really be gay, am I?" "The more I ask, the more awkward I feel.

To prove that I really wasn't gay, I started to find ways to forget about the past. I was bored anyway, so I found something to do, and in the first few days of college, I hardly talked to anyone, and when I came back to the dorm, I would laugh silly at what they said. Maybe they think I'm withdrawn. Gradually, I didn't have much to do with me.

But they have always been curious about me, and the girl in my lower bunk is called Hu Jie. They always called her Butterfly, and once when I came back and was about to enter the door, I heard Butterfly talking about me, and she said, "Han Xiyu is so beautiful, I like her so much!" It's a pity she's like a mute, really! ”

After hearing this, I didn't dare to talk to her for a long time. I was afraid that she would be gay and would say that about me.

Not long after I came to school, I received a call from Xiaoyue. She said she had something to tell me, and I was quiet for a moment and said, "Say it." She said, "I just posted it on the Internet, you can go and check it out." ”

I saw a photo of her and Lu Pingchuan kissing together on the Internet, and there are a few small words below that can dance: We are very happy! Please don't bother us again.

Not long after, she called me again and asked, "See?" Don't blame me, okay? Be honest with your dumb and don't bother us, okay? ”

"Don't call me anymore, okay?" I said in a pale voice.