Chapter 33: What Matters Between Life and Death

Jin Yuan's voice was a little hoarse, and he slowly spoke: "No matter who Your Excellency is, you shouldn't come to this Siguo Cliff, there is no need to accompany me, a dead man, please go back." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”

Luo Yu followed his words and also spoke: "On the side of the palace, you and I are in a hurry; Under the moon, you and I are tense; I don't know if you and I can talk about it after thinking about it today? ”

"Shu Jinyuan can't fulfill the wish of the second son." Jin Yuan whispered hoarsely, "Please go back." ”

Luo Yuyan looked at Jinyuan's back and said faintly: "Your real name is not Jinyuan, right?" ”

Jin Yuan didn't expect Luo Yuyan to ask this question at all, his slightly bent back became stiff, and Luo Yuyan really said something. He sighed slowly: "I was originally from Lizhou, Jiangbei, and fled to Jizhou alone due to famine, and got a forest guard errand next to Baitou Forest, I thought I would live in Jizhou, but I didn't expect to meet her and take me into the Dingjian Gate ......."

"So, you don't have a family, and the so-called worry-free food and clothing between you and your family is also fake, and, who is he?"

Jin Yuan knew that he had said the wrong thing, and his tone became excited: "No, the three kings promised me to be a high-ranking official, I don't want to live a life of penance anymore, I don't want to be hungry and clothed, my family or something just said casually, don't hold on to this!" Who she is has nothing to do with you! ”

This is the key, Sha Li slammed Luo Yuyan with his arm, and he still had to let Luo Yuyan come to this matter.

Luo Yuyan's voice was low and calm: "Now you have no room to retreat." How could the high-ranking official Houlu be worthy of the scene of the encounter in the Baitou Forest that day? Does this favor really have to be exchanged for your reputation and life? Luo Yuyan was gambling, betting that he couldn't let go of this matter.

"What do you know? Second son, have you ever really liked someone? Jin Yuan was a little painful, and his body couldn't stop trembling.

This time, Luo Yu was stunned, and he said for a long time: "No." ”

"Yes, yes, the second son is a celestial man, and there is no shortage of charming women around him, but I am different, I am so ordinary that I am useless. She was the only one who smiled at me in the white-headed forest and asked me if I would like to go to Dingjianmen with her, and then I made up my mind that no matter what happened in this life, I would protect her safety. After entering the Dingjian Gate, I practiced hard, I hope she will notice me one day, and finally my cultivation is higher than hers, and I have become a supervisor, but unfortunately she has already belonged. I just wanted to get her back when she betrayed her sect that day, but she actually destroyed her cultivation for that man, and seeing her injured, I wanted to dig out my heart...... I don't hate others, I only hate myself for being incapable, I hurt her......" Jin Yuan seemed to be indulging in memories, speaking at times slow and fast, sometimes sweet and sometimes sad.

"It's Chutz?!" Sha Li heard the last small exclamation, she looked at Luo Yuyan incredulously, Luo Yuyan closed her thin lips tightly, and nodded to Sha Li.

"Oh, you actually know, you guessed correctly. The second son really tells you everything. Jin Yuan smiled bitterly, with a cry in his laughter.

Sha Li said: "Jinyuan, if you look back, you will know who I am." ”

"Is it necessary? Who you are and what can you be. ”

"Maybe I can tell you about Chutz."

Hearing this, Jin Yuan immediately turned around, and his movements were so violent that his body couldn't keep his balance and he fell to the ground. Jinyuan, who had a dull face, stared at Sha Li, laughed, and cried: "You are Meng Lin's sister, right?" ”

"Yes...... It's not all ......," Sha Li added, "I don't want to ask about the relationship between you, Chutz she's fine, very good now." She is no longer a member of Dingjianmen, why would you be willing to be an abandoned son of Dingjianmen because of her? ”

Jin Yuan struggled to get up, his eyes looked into the distance, and there was no focus: "Supervisor Zhang said that he already knows where Chu Ci is, and if I don't do what he tells me, he will go and arrest Chu Ci and torture him to death." I've watched her self-destruct and be powerless, and now that she's finally getting the life she wants, I didn't protect her before, so let me do my last duty this time and let her live happily and carefree. ”

"Confused! Confused! Confused! Sha Li wiped her tears indiscriminately, jumping to her feet in anger, "Chu Ci told me that Dingjianmen is no longer the same, you can't protect her at all, but let the villain of Dingjianmen succeed!" Wait for me and the fairy to go back and be in charge, let the head administer justice for you! Are you still afraid that the mountain gate will not be able to protect Chutz!? ”

"Forget it, I don't have to. All Dingjianmen needs is that someone will take care of this matter for them, and if I die, this matter will be settled, and they will not trouble Chutz again. There's no need to involve her anymore, wouldn't it be nice to let her live with peace of mind? ”

"What about you? You will die, you will be spurned by the cultivator world! Shali said.

Jin Yuan said with a gentle expression: "Since she left the Dingjian Gate, I have been a dead man. As for being spurned by the world, I don't care, even if I am spurned by her now, I don't care, I just want her to be happy. ”

"Then you just let those people from Dingjian Sect go?" Luo Yuyan, who hadn't spoken for a long time, said in a deep voice, and Sha Li could hear the anger in his words.

Jin Yuan shook his head: "I can't care so much." I have a low seniority, I can't interfere in the affairs of Dingjianmen, the current Dingjianmen is in the hands of Supervisor Zhang and several masters, the head has not been seen for a long time, if you can find the head of the house, maybe there will be some gains. ”

"Okay, I'll find the master." Luo Yu made a loud noise.

Jin Yuan looked at the moonlight in the sky, and smiled lightly: "Tonight's words should be regarded as a little story I told to the two of you, I didn't expect that one day I would be able to tell it, happy and happy." Chutz probably never knew that my heart belonged to her, and she should never mention me in front of her in the future. Let me be the Jinyuan who colluded with the imperial power, and the Zheng Yunze who was always protecting her in the white-headed forest that day. ”

He stood up and bowed deeply to Sha Li and Luo Yuyan: "I hope that after I die, I can be buried on the edge of the Baitou forest, without a coffin or a monument, a pinch of loess, a glass of wine is enough." Miss Meng, I can't do anything for Chu Tzu anymore, I hope your brother can treat her sincerely for the rest of her life. ”

He straightened up, straightened his dusty clothes, turned around, and ran towards the cliff.

"Don't—" Shali shouted.

Before he could stop it, Jin Yuan hit his head on the cliff wall, and the bewitching blood-colored flowers bloomed in clusters.

On the second day, Shanmen released an obituary, Dingjianmen Jinyuan colluded with the imperial power, the matter was revealed, and he committed suicide in Siguo Cliff.

Jin Yuan is a sinner in the cultivator world, no one wants to bury his body, and some people even propose to throw it down the cliff directly, but in the end, Luo Yuyan thought of a way, and Sha Lilou Qingxiao took his body to the Baitou Forest in Jizhou. Just as he expected, there was no coffin, no monument, and it was hastily buried in the ground.

Sha Li didn't dare to think about Jinyuan's affairs, or he could call him Zheng Yunze now. Chutz would never have known of such a person who would protect her with his own life. Sha Li wouldn't tell Chu Ci about this, it was not easy for her to marry Meng Linyong, and if she told her, it would only increase her troubles. Zheng Yunze doesn't care, so others don't have to do more.

Sha Li later asked Luo Yuyan what he thought of Zheng Yunze. Luo Yuyan only said four words: "the most affectionate person". Luo Yuyan said that he didn't understand, but he could understand that Zheng Yunze made his own choice, because of his feelings for Chu Ci, he entered the Dingjian Gate, and now he is willing to become a pawn of the Dingjian Gate in order to protect Chu Ci. It is said that it is guarded by life, but it is better to say that the heart is dead. His love for Chutz was not to sacrifice his life in exchange for an empty space in Chutz's heart; It's the kind of thing that as long as Chutz is safe, he will die without regret.

Sha Li also asked Luo Yuyan if he had thought of anything after listening to Zheng Yunze's story. What appeared in front of Sha Li's eyes was the figure of Luo Yuyan coming to save her in despair, and the fiery feeling that she held his Dongjun Sword in front of him when facing the medicine. What flashed in Luo Yuyan's mind was the moment when Sha Li grabbed his hand and looked at him when he fell from the fairy sword. Luo Yuyan was in a trance, and then said with a light smile: "No." What about you? Shali spread his hands and said, "Well, actually, I don't either." I just think it must hurt to hit the wall......"

Sha Li settled down, Zheng Yunze was buried in the loess in front of him, Sha Li told Lou Qingxiao about Zheng Yunze, and Lou Qingxiao was also embarrassed. He brought a small jar of wine that he had brewed himself, poured a full cup and sprinkled it in the earth, and laid the rest under a tree beside him.

Sha Li took out a hairband from his sleeve and buried it in front of Zheng Yunze's grave. "According to what you said, I didn't tell Chu Ci that Meng Lin was very good to her, she would live happily, and Dingjianmen would not come to find trouble. This headband was given to me by Chutz, and I will pass it on to you today, and I hope you will rest in peace. ”

Lou Qingxiao also said: "The dead are the greatest, everything is over, and burying you in Baitou Forest today is also your wish." I brought a hand-brewed beauty smile to see you off, hoping that you can enter the cycle of reincarnation as soon as possible. ”

Luo Yuyan just sat under the tree and took out the guqin to play a song. The tune is long and mournful, with sighs and sighs. At the end of the song, he said, "Let's go, there are more important things to do." As soon as Jin Yuan died, many things could not be mentioned again, and the head asked me not to make a noise for now, and when the sword test conference was over, we would immediately go out of the mountain gate to find out the whereabouts of the head of the sect and the secrets in the Ding Sword Gate. ”

Sha Li and Lou Qingxiao nodded in agreement. Sha Li asked Lou Qingxiao: "Radish strips, how was the banquet that night?" Did the boss mention anything about the sword trial conference? "These days are so muddy that I almost forget what is going on in the moment.

Lou Qingxiao said: "I was just about to tell you, you better prepare well in the next few days." Several leaders said that they hoped that the disciples of each sect would compete with each sect, and each sect would select five people by drawing lots, and then the people who would face off would be decided by lot. You are a disciple of Jade Annihilation, and it seems that you are among them. Although you may not be chosen, I am afraid that in case, you have just started, and the other party will not show mercy, so it is better to pay attention to it. ”

"Who made the rules! This rule is obviously very unreliable! "The sand glass is messy.

"What's even more unreliable is still to come, the disciples who won the first round can choose their opponents by themselves......" Lou Qingxiao was a little helpless, "This is all decided by those heads, and the heads somehow actually agreed, it seems that they are too confident in the disciples of the mountain gate." ”

"Don't play with me like this!" Shali looked up to the sky and sighed.