2. Serenity
A month passed quickly, and Dr. Nie's diagnosis was accurate. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info I'm getting weaker and weaker.
My family kept telling me it was okay. But I knew I couldn't go on like this. I must say my final goodbye to all my loved ones and friends before I leave this world.
I cleared my throat and asked my little sister to help me up, and I was half-leaning against a quilt at the head of the bed. I looked around the room and said, "I'm glad everybody's here." When I'm dying, I'm so glad everyone can come. Really, I'm so happy. ”
I saw Qingzhu standing not far away, still dressed like that, as if he was going to attend the drinking party at any time. Look at my own sickness and weakness. I smiled sourly, "Qingzhu, you're here too." Thank you! …… You're so busy, I'm still inviting you. I'm really sorry. …… Until I die, I'll see you again. That's nice. Thank you for giving me such a privileged life over the years. …… That's nice...... Thank you ......."
Qingzhu stood there, just smiling bitterly at me, and then continued to be silent. Only occasionally use the sleeves of the suit to wipe the eyes a few times.
Was he secretly crying? When I was about to leave this world, was he, the young man who had been in constant scandals, crying for me? All of a sudden, I realized that God wasn't too stingy with me.
"Asking everyone to come is actually trying to say something. I, before I go, I want to have a memorial meeting. Take those of mine ...... Classmates and friends who haven't been in touch for a long time have all been found. I miss them so much, I miss them so much...... "I'm so weak, I have to stop and rest."
My family was crying. They didn't want to. Because they feel like it's cruel to do it.
But when I asked again and again, they agreed, and finally agreed......
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The memorial service was soon opened, at my home and Qingzhu's house. I asked Dr. Nie for leave, I let myself dress up, and I want to leave this world beautifully.
Friends, classmates, relatives from all over the world, there are a lot of them. Fortunately, the luxurious residence of Qingzhu and I is very large, so with so many people, it doesn't seem crowded at all. It's like a banquet.
I struggled to find the figure in the crowd, but it was all in vain.
It's almost time for people to arrive, and the meeting has begun.
Everyone has found their own preferred position. Then I went on stage one by one and recalled the bits and pieces of the past related to me.
I was placed in a great position right in front of the stage, I was dressed beautifully, and I was wearing the most beautiful makeup of my life. I smiled serenely, and I listened to each of them.
I told myself that I had to persevere, and that I had to wait until the end of the memorial service. Because I'm going to try to see if I can wait for him, when I leave this world.
However, it was quiet in the venue. One by one, people came to power. But I never heard anyone hurrying in.
Slowly, my body became weaker and weaker, my breathing became heavier and heavier, I knew, I couldn't hold on anymore, I was leaving......
I couldn't hold on any longer, and my eyelids were getting heavier and heavier,...... I heard a sudden panic in the venue, and I heard a lot of people shouting my name...... I would love to tell them, it's okay, I'm okay, don't cry, don't cry...... But I can't say it, I can't say a word
Before the last shred of consciousness faded, I saw an anxious face in the crowd around me that I had been thinking about day and night,...... I smiled, he came, it was he who came, he finally came...... I really want to say one last word to him, I want to, but I can't do it anymore...... The last vestiges of my sanity were gone...... I slowly closed my eyes, I used all the strength of my soul, and I murmured: "Ye Chen, goodbye!" …… If there is an afterlife, I will never give up on you! ”