The audience was in an uproar, and my heart instantly froze, as if I could no longer beat. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Xiaojie said in a panic, "She's not, don't talk nonsense." "I looked at the people around me with a dull look, all of them with expressions, as if I had done something terrible wrong.

Xiaojie pulled me onto the stage and asked me to tell everyone that I was not gay.

I moved my mouth, but before I could say anything, the loudspeaker suddenly sounded, "Okay, I'm gay!" ”

It was a pre-recorded voice, and I remembered that it was something I said in the library.

"Isn't that your voice?" Xiaojie asked me in a low voice, looking very angry, "Han Xiyu, how can you be like this?" ”

I looked at the coaxing faces in the audience, and tears immediately flowed out. That's when I happened to see the boy who was going to the library during the day, standing away from the exit, looking at me intently.

I grabbed the microphone and said, "I'm not, I'm not!" I...... I have a boyfriend! It's him, the boy standing at the exit! I pointed my hand at him, and everyone turned away, but he turned away in a gloomy way.

"Where's anyone at the exit?" Xiaojie said.

"Whatever you want. By the way, congratulations to you, Xiaojie. I said.

I ran back to my dorm room, covered my head with the quilt, and didn't think about anything.

Unfortunately, I just felt sleepy and received an unfamiliar number, which was called by Xiaoyue. She opened her mouth and said, "I said why haven't you been with Lu Pingchuan all the time, it turns out that you are les." I said, "I didn't mean to call me again." She said, "Since you are les, then I am with Lu Pingchuan, and you don't need to be angry." So you're so angry because I'm not with you, right? This is just. Han Xiyu, when did you become like this? Why didn't you tell me if you were sick? I can help you! ”

"I'm not sick!"

"That's the disease! You're perverted, you know? I'm looking at you now, I feel sorry for you! ”

I slowed down and asked, "Do you feel sorry for me?" Why didn't you feel sorry for me when you and Lu Pingchuan were good? Do you know how much I like him? Xiao Yue was silent for a long time and said, "You are hopeless." ”

Xiaoyue quickly hung up the phone, not wanting to say more to me. All of a sudden, I suddenly felt like a fly, unseen by anyone.

I called my mom and I said I missed you mom, and my mom asked me what was wrong with me and if I had been wronged by something. I said nothing, I just suddenly felt homesick, missed you and my father. My mom said, "Then I'll go to school tomorrow to see you." I hurriedly said, "Don't, as if I haven't grown up yet." ”

The phone call with my family made me feel a lot more comfortable. It seemed that I was right not to let my mom come, and the next day I just woke up, and the whole dormitory building was bustling, and I showed my head and saw a lot of people gathered at the door of our dormitory, and they were squeezing each other to look at me. They all said, "It's her, it's her." ”

Xiaojie squeezed in from outside, closed the door, and handed me a cup of soy milk, "Breakfast was bought for you, you can eat it while it's hot." ”

"What are they doing here?" I say.

"See for yourself." Xiaojie turned on the computer. I saw a pinned post on the homepage of our campus website, titled: "The most beautiful school girl in the history of this school is silent, and she is gay!" ”

For a whole night, the number of views has reached 10,000.

I laughed out loud, and the soy milk almost squirted out. Xiaojie said, "It's ridiculous. I said, "No, when did I become the school girl, and the most beautiful ever, how do I not know?" Xiaojie came over, approached me, patted me on the back and said, "If you want to cry, cry out, don't hold back." ”

"Who's going to cry. I'm going to go to the library. I said.

"I'm going to follow that boy."

"yes, following him is the only way I can prove my innocence."

"Otherwise, I'll accompany you, they said that a reporter came to the school to interview me today, and I was looking for a place to hide."

"Wow, you're a celebrity. I'm so happy for you, but if you're with me now, it's even more inconclusive. I'd better go by myself. ”

"Okay, then take care."

I was terrified when I said this, and it was true, people kept pointing at me all the way out, and I really became the target of the whole school. But the thought of meeting that guy right away made me feel a lot more relieved.

It's the seventh day. Ever since the news spread that I was gay and spread across the campus, the homeroom teacher had nothing to say to me. It was as if I had been abandoned by school, and every day was the same, and I could only spend my time reading books, memorizing words, and doing problems in the quiet library. In order to see him appear, and then to see him go downstairs and leave. We didn't say a word, but he already had a strong impression of me.

Just now, when he came downstairs, he slowed down noticeably, and he glanced at me, and although it was only for a few seconds, I was already overjoyed, as if I had forgotten what was being said about me outside the library.

On the eighth day, I started to focus on some books about men and women falling in love, and I wanted to know how to confess when a girl fell in love with a guy, but I looked through a lot of books and didn't see what I wanted. I think this may be the charm of love, it is unique, even if you want to imitate it, you can't imitate it.

When I went back to the dormitory in the evening, Xiaojie was waiting for me downstairs. I said, "Big star, what are you doing here?" She said slowly, "I've been so busy these days, and you can sleep when you go back." I've been trying to talk to you. ”

"What do you want to talk about?" I say.

"I really appreciate you." She looked slightly nervous. However, she soon relaxed again, as many students rushed to take pictures with her.

I stood aside and watched from afar, and it was more than half an hour before she was done. Hurried towards me.

"You've really become a big star. Congratulations. I said.

"It's all because of you."

"No, no, I didn't do much, just a boiled egg. If you do, you can buy two for one dollar. ”

"I'm going to sign a contract with Butterfly tomorrow." She said.

"Is it the record label? Great, as your name suggests. This way I can show off to others in the future, my lower bunk is a big star! I said.

"Maybe I'll be busier in the future, maybe we won't see each other a few times."

"Are you planning to take a leave of absence?"

"Almost," she said, "I don't know why, I always feel like I owe you a lot, and I really want to help you once, even if it's money." ”

"Don't be like this, we are roommates, and you will always be my bunk. will always be the best little girl in my mind. ”

"Maybe I wouldn't be where I am today without your encouragement that day. You really gave me enough confidence, it's weird...... Since I was a child, many people have cheered me up and encouraged me, and even I have memorized books to enhance my faith, but it is of no use...... Just knowing you, my life has a miracle. ”

"What do you want to say? Are you going to leave now? Don't live in the dorm tonight? ”

"Have you heard about the haunting of our school?"

"What a mess, how come I don't know?"

"You shut down all social media, of course you don't know about it. Now the school is in an uproar, and they all say that you are pretending to be a ghost to scare the students. ”

"A gay pretending ghost to scare people? Oh my God, if you want to wronged someone, you might as well make up a better story. "I spread my hands, very helpless.

"Xiyu, let me ask you, you haven't been with that boy yet, have you?"

"You're not going to tell me he's a ghost too, are you?"

"Yes, don't look for him again, it will hurt you, maybe your life will be lost." She paused for a moment and continued, "I know you're not going to be together, and you're going to the library every day to escape. But there are some things that are useless to run away, and what kind of person you are is is difficult to change for a lifetime. ”

"What the hell are you trying to say? If you're okay, I'll go back to sleep, or people will think we're the two of us. I said.

"Xiyu, there's nothing wrong with being gay," Xiaojie took a step closer to me and said, "Really, don't feel ashamed, as long as I'm on your side, you won't have to worry about it in the future, you can still finish college with your head held high, and you don't have to take a break from school like me." ”

"Take a leave of absence? Where did you hear that I was going to take a leave of absence? I stomped my foot angrily and said, "You hear me clearly, I'm not gay, and I'm not going to take a leave of absence!" ”

"Don't get so excited, I know it's hard for you to accept this on such an occasion, but I'm too busy, it's really hard to see you now. The only thing I can do is to help you and make you happy and happy. ”

I took a step back and said, "What do you mean by that?" Xiaojie lowered her voice and said, "If you don't mind, we can ...... together."

"You're crazy, aren't you? I don't understand what you're saying. I repeat! I'm not gay! ”

"Then why have you been hiding in the library? You are the school flower of our school, so many boys chase you. But what about you? Interested in girls only? Xiaojie said aggressively, "And the boy you said, since you like that boy, why don't you stay with him?" The whole school knows that you're just using that boy as a cover. In fact, this boy doesn't exist at all! ”

"Are you finished? Can I go? ”

"Han Xiyu! I'm for your good! College is a long four years, not over in three or two days, do you plan to just keep avoiding? ”

"I thank you for your kindness."