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Even if he stepped into hell many times and was tortured - they were the same.

After suffering so much, they can still not change their original intentions, and their persistence makes people sigh like this.

It's a blank slate.

I caught it, but I couldn't catch it.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know how to say it," Shi Yanwen sighed, her eyes trembled, she looked like she was about to cry, but a very gentle smile appeared on her face, "Before I came, Yanwen thought that she would definitely think about it, but after coming in, she found that she couldn't think of anything." ”

There was nothing, the book was held in his hand, and he flipped through the pages one by one, but he gradually lost his motivation.

At first glance, this sounds like he is obsessed with the book, but the world in the book is unpredictable, how can he not think of anything, even if it is the cranky thoughts after wandering, unless he does not want to.

Or, after being anxious, lost.

Su Huanzhen stepped forward to help him, "Since you have been waiting for two years, why rush at this time?" ”

Shi Yanwen carefully avoided it, thought for a while, and said in a tone that even he was not sure about, "Maybe it's because Yanwen didn't see any hope in those two years." ”

Now he saw hope, and that glimmer of hope was firmly in his hands, but he had nowhere to start, and there was nothing he could do. He didn't even know what he was looking for, so what's the use of wasting time here? But that was the only glimmer of hope he saw after coming here, and he couldn't bear to let go, what should he do?

He had forgotten that there was no bit of that world to help him remember.

He was also terrified, and there was no one from that world to give him direction.

What to do?

"......" Su really paused, but still pulled the person up, and gently closed the window in front of him, "You have been here for too long, so let's go out and breathe." ”

As soon as the moonlight was hidden, Shi Yanwen was in a trance for a moment, gently broke free of his hand, stepped forward, and crossed Su Huanzhen, it was time for him to go downstairs.

His footsteps were very heavy, and there was some messiness that could not be seen, but his expression gradually calmed down, and Su really nodded secretly, he was a calm and meticulous person.

Shi Yanwen walked down one floor, and the windows on that floor were secretly closed, closing the moonlight outside, and their breathing was very soft, but in this unusually silent environment, the original small voice was infinitely amplified, and they landed and waved their sleeves, as heavy as night. When he arrived outside the door, Shi Yanwen spoke, "Mr. Bailian came back today, did he come to visit Yanwen?" ”

The hair was fleeting at the fingertips, and Su was really empty, and his eyes were slightly closed, "Isn't it like?" ”

"Like," Shi Yanwen walked out of the study building, took a breath at the cool night breeze, glanced at the night sky, the green clouds were stacked up, floating and lingering, and the dim moonlight gradually revealed its original appearance and became brighter, Shi Yanwen sighed, turned around and smiled, "Otherwise, how could Mr. Bailian be dusty, he didn't even drink saliva, and he went up to the study building like this without taking anything, is he here for a walk?" ”

"You can tell," Su really looked at him, "obviously?" ”

Shi Yanwen opened her lips, the corners of her mouth were like a lake blurring the aftermath, and a shallow smile appeared, "I'll make a cup of tea for Mr. and moisten the dry lips and tongue." ”

“…… That's right," he reached out and touched his lips, and sure enough, there was some dry peeling, he was really busy, he couldn't even drink saliva when he was too busy, so he naturally forgot about the stubble, and couldn't help but chuckle, "Then it's hard work." ”

"You're welcome."

……

He actually doesn't have much time to waste, he shouldn't come back for an irrelevant person, since Shi Yanwen has entered here, it is unlikely that something will happen, he really doesn't need to do this in vain.

There is nothing uneasy about him.

Even though he was sitting on the Five Lotus Platform in the Glass Wonderland at the moment, he inexplicably made tea with Shi Yanwen.

Shi Yanwen is not good at tea, although the steps of making tea are not bad, but the tea that is brewed is always missing such a charm, of course, it may also be that he is depressed and unintentional. Shi Yanwen probably also noticed it, and after brewing a pot, he would stop, so as not to waste the good tea that Su really took out.

Su really didn't care, this is not a waste, although it is slightly inferior to his friends, but it is more than tens of millions of people in the world, he thought about it and asked, "Yanwen hasn't been to other places to inquire about the news in the past two years?" ”

"Sometimes I went out to ask when the village was buying for festivals, but the people in the market knew very little, and they ...... Yanwen didn't know what to ask. ”

Su really remembered that this person was always involuntarily confused, after two years, the memory was still chaotic and lost, if it was an ordinary person, I am afraid it would be difficult to be as orderly as him, and the hesitation in his heart must be deep.

"The crux of the problem is memory," Su Huanzhen said, "but after two years, I still haven't remembered, and the medicine must be useless, so I can only look at chance." ”

"Serendipity?" Shi Yanwen lowered her head and looked at the tea leaves in the cup, and shook her head helplessly, "It seems that my fate is not in the study building." ”

"Perhaps, it's because you're too distant from the world?"

Always standing in the position of an outsider, wandering as a bystander, unable to integrate into the real feelings, not daring to make any fate, and not awakening the spiritual light of the experience of stimulation, how can you awaken the hidden truth in your heart? Find the clue that is inexplicably confused, and connect the chaotic memory chapters?

This is not difficult to understand.

It's just that it's often hard to do.

"I know," Shi Yanwen's voice was bitter, "I have also tried to close the distance, but I always feel out of place." ”

"Then," Su really paused, rubbing his thumb against the teacup, and said slowly, "Do you want to close the distance?" ”

"Huh?"

"Let's start with the library."

Shi Yanwen looked at the person in front of him seriously, her expression was sincere, not like she was fake, "Why did you turn around and return to the study building......"

"To fit into a group, you need to know the group beforehand, have you ever known about it?"

Of course he knew.

Just to what extent? Probably, it's just that there are some celebrities here, which ones are proficient in formations, which ones can practice across borders, which abilities are all over the world, which ones can be found, and which ones can't be found, he has no connections, and what he knows is only the most superficial things, and there are some vague rumors.

The first person he learned was Su Zhenzhen in front of him, a myth that people couldn't reach, a sage who was admired by the world, but some people said that this was a scheming and good man.

In fact, if there was no accident, he would have come to him, but the initial contact made him wary, so he was deterred again. Then he met by chance, he thought it was fate, but he didn't know if it was a good fate or a bad fate.

……

When Qu Shitu came back, he still had a lot of things in his hands, and he looked very anxious.

He was very surprised to find that Shi Yanwen was lying in the boat and fell asleep again, and he was not surprised to find that this person had frozen into an iceman again, his clothes were wet with dew, clinging to his skin, half of his hair fell into the lotus leaves, and some were on the lotus flowers.

Although he had only seen this person wake up in the morning once, looking at his usual appearance of not being surprised, he had somewhat guessed that this situation should happen from time to time, but it was such a normal situation, and it was not a matter for others to look at it. What's more, there are only two of them in this glazed fairyland, and there is a talking companion, so he can't be idle.

So Qu Shitu woke him up without hesitation.

"Shi Yanwen, wake up."

As soon as the words fell, Qu Shitu found that the man trembled violently, his eyelashes trembled, and he opened them extremely slowly, the autumn water was blue, and there was a dead silence.

Qu Shitu frowned slightly, shouted again, and the man's empty gaze moved to him, and he was stunned for a moment before reacting, sneering on his shoulders, his voice with a warm smile, "Steward Qu, you're back." ”

Shi Yanwen looked like she had just woken up from a nightmare, and she didn't notice that her ink hair was watery, so she just stuck to her forehead and waist, as if she had walked through the heavy rain, which made Qu Shitu smack his tongue, "Are you with a special physique?" Or is it something sick? Look at yourself, why don't you hurry up and change your clothes! ”

"Clothes?" Shi Yanwen looked down, the lotus flower in the corner of his clothes was as if he had just been plucked, crystal clear, and he hurriedly evaporated his luck and jumped ashore, "I made you laugh again." ”

Qu Shitu was a little speechless, Shi Yanwen's skillful movements reminded him of Su Huanzhen, he shook his sleeves a little helplessly, and pointed to the pavilion on the shore with his chin, "Go and sit there, I'll cook you some medicinal food." ”

"No need-" Shi Yanwen blurted out a refusal, Qu Shitu's eyes widened, "Go and sit!" I've been working hard for the past few days, you must not fight with me, I also want to drink some hot soup, that's it, go there and wait! ”

Then he waved his sleeves, walked with the wind, and disappeared in front of Shi Yanwen.

Shi Yanwen shook her shoulders and couldn't help laughing, she was really a housekeeper, both competent and all-round.

…… The action is also surprisingly fast.

Shi Yanwen moved around the fairyland, Qu Shitu had already prepared soup in the pavilion, and his eyes were like looking at an ignorant child, although in terms of age, the truth was true. But it also made Shi Yanwen quite embarrassed, this trouble is not big or small, as the saying goes, there are only three things, and similar mistakes have happened too many times, so it is a little ignorant of the taste.

Qu Shitu's eyes looked at him with a little invisible hesitation, "You have been here for a few days, and you haven't looked around?" ”

Shi Yanwen was calm, holding a small bowl and said, "I have been in the study building for a long time, and I was just called out last night." ”

"Is it true?"

Shi Yanwen hummed slightly, and suddenly exclaimed, "Su is really a very interesting person." ”

Thinking too jumpy, Qu Shitu was a little puzzled for a while, "What do you say?" ”

I just think his attitude is very strange, sometimes cold and sometimes hot, it seems to be a little guarded, and when I look closely, I feel a little sorry, it's me, it's not me, it's obviously deliberately widening the distance, but the method used is the opposite of what he thought, the bend is too big, so that Yanwen has a feeling of being trapped in a strange circle. Dare to ask Steward Qu," Shi Yanwen looked at him with a smile and blinked, "Am I very similar to 'Shi Yanwen'?" ”

This is a question worth pondering, but you can't think too deeply, the memory is hard, if you think too much, it will confuse your feelings and make you have a fixed opinion.

“…… You don't like it. Qu Shitu deliberately paused for a moment to see his reaction, "Appearance, force, there is no similarity, he is also an admirable person, but he lacks your dusty temperament, and then became a victim of the martial arts struggle, time has passed too long, and we don't want to think about it." I'm sorry if it causes you any discomfort. ”

"The housekeeper is worried, Yanwen is just curious, and now it seems that it is really different."

Qu Shitu thought that he would breathe a sigh of relief, but when he heard the tone, it seemed to be regretful, and he said tentatively, "Do you hope for the same?" ”

Shi Yanwen nodded indifferently, "It's just speculation, but I just hope that this may also be a clue." ”

In this way, Qu Shitu's face softened, "Ha, you are sick and rushed to the doctor, not to mention the people who have disappeared for so long, even if there are clues, there is no trace." ”

"Indeed," Shi Yanwen sighed, "No matter how you say it, after all, they are two people, I am confused by myself, how can he know that world." ”

The words that Qu Shitu wanted to say instantly choked in his throat, not without words of comfort, but he couldn't say it. Shi Yanwen sighed, but she didn't feel a little discouraged, she was elegant like a Confucian who was a little worse off poetry, although she felt a pity, she didn't have any decadence.

Unlike the confusion and anxiety when he came, he seemed to have a purpose.

Qu Shitu's eyes flashed, "It seems that Su Zhenzhen's words are much more useful than the nonsense of this old guy of mine." ”

"Where," Shi Yanwen was amused by him, "Don't say that, butler, if you talk about age, Yanwen is in front of you, I'm afraid that even children are not as good as children, and there is still a lot of help, every word is based on experience, how can you talk nonsense?" ”

"Since you have the same name as the old man, we just know each other for a long time, so why be too restrained by your age?"

Shi Yanwen nodded, "In this way, Yanwen will trespass." ”

……

Qu Shitu came and went in a hurry, came back in the morning, brought some things for Shi Yanwen, rested for half a day, and left again in the evening. The people in this glass wonderland have never seen them all, and they are really very busy.

Shi Yanwen specially asked Qu Shitu about Su Zhenzhen, his best friends always know more than outsiders, but the more Shi Yanwen knows, the more he feels that this person is pathetic, life and death, life and death, betrayal, grievance, pain, crusade, forbearance, sacrifice, it is simply a candle that consumes life all the time, accumulates tiredness but involuntarily lights forever.

How blessed is it to have such a person?

He knew the origin of the strange red marks on his eyes, and he also knew that the man had gone to the desert one after another, and of course, he also knew that the person who went to the desert with him, the "monkey" who walked and jumped up and down in yellow clothes last time and called him a beauty-Qi Tianchang.

is like the story of Xuanzang from the Tang Dynasty in the Eastern Soil, with Sun Wukong by his side, and going to the West to learn scriptures together, it sounds quite interesting, but the danger is difficult to understand.

I only hope that "Tang Seng" can return to Tang smoothly.

He's so angry.

In addition to seeing some powerful exercises in the collection of books in the library, he also accidentally discovered a person, that person's ability, he may be able to help him somewhat, but he needs someone to introduce him, this person, in terms of his monotonous to poor connections, is really not a vegetarian.

As long as he's willing to help.

He should be able to help, right?

Shi Yanwen has a good memory, although she can't be said to be unforgettable, but she can remember it after looking at it twice.

Swept the top floor, and the second layer also took four or five days, in addition to the two world-common classics, there are also some rare character autobiographies, which can be regarded as terrifying speed for ordinary people. However, Shi Yanwen accidentally flipped to a person named Chiba Legend, and after understanding his ability to be humble and not forgotten at a glance, Shi Yanwen felt that he was actually far inferior.

But books can calm the mind.

That's a good thing to say.

Shi Yanwen sometimes feels that she has returned to her youth in a trance, and the time when she was studying in the school was quiet and peaceful, carefree. Every time he understands more things and understands the world, he will be a little less confused.

The collection of books in the glass fairyland is not like the ordinary bookstore in the world, there are many bits and pieces of records, Shi Yanwen is very suspicious that it must be a lone book, and his personal evaluation is very pertinent, and the number is so large that he is frightened, so that he has a strong interest in the person who writes the book, so that although there are still nightmares every day, there is always something worth looking forward to.

When he had finished reading all the books here, he went to look for his own memories, to find the person he had accidentally turned to, to find a way to get out of here—if he could come here, he would be able to leave.

In this amazing world, gods and ghosts are interconnected, there are three thousand Dharma realms, and there are thousands of avenues, there will always be a way, even if it takes endless time, there will always be a way.

He just had to wait for Su Huan to come back, as long as he could get his help.

It's just that he didn't expect the news he was waiting for, but Su really went to a different place for a Buddhist relationship, took something, caused a man-made disaster, and then was imprisoned.

He waited for the news, but there was no news.

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