Xia Yejin sat motionless at the end of the hospital corridor like a stone sculpture. The light in front of the door of the rescue room was on www.biquge.info pen ~ fun ~ pavilion, and there were doctors and nurses running back and forth in a hurry around, and the smell of disinfectant water filled her nose, but she couldn't see anything except the little red light.

"The eldest brother had a bad heart since he was a child, and when he was 8 years old, he had heart surgery, and the doctor said that even if he had surgery, he would only have one year to live, but he didn't expect him to persist for so long. So long that we sometimes forget that he is so seriously ill. ”

Fu Mingyu walked over and sat down beside her. His eyes were a little swollen, and I don't know if they were blown by the night wind.

"On the way back from the Ministry of Finance today, he rescued a child, but he was hit by a bullet that was close to his heart. When I got a call from the hospital in the afternoon, I thought they had made a mistake,...... It's funny to think about it, just a few days ago I misunderstood him and had a big fight with him. ”

What he said later, Xia Yejin couldn't listen to it anymore.

The plaster that had been attached to the elbow would eventually be torn off.

There is no essential difference between resolving pain in one minute and resolving it in ten minutes or even in an hour. In many cases, the reason why I choose the latter is because I firmly believe that the pain caused by the former is definitely greater, and I am worried that I will not be able to bear it all at once.

In fact, this is a self-righteous self-deception.

For a long time, what we can't accept is permanent loss, a distant departure, and once we let go, the loved one will become the rain before the steps, the wind at the bottom of the sleeve, and we can no longer find the slightest trace of powerlessness.

That's why there are so many self-righteous desperate people, until they hit their heads and broke their blood, only to find out that this is actually an unrealizable paradox.

It's like walking on a black road for too long, you see the light in the distance, thinking that it is the exit, it is hope, and after running all the way through, you suddenly find that there is a cliff and despair.

The light in the emergency room dimmed, the white door opened from the inside, someone rushed up, the doctor shook his head with regret on his face, Xia Yejin wanted to squeeze to the front, but his feet seemed to be frozen, and he couldn't move.

That day was the strongest solar storm in nearly 11 years, and communications in many areas were severely affected.

When Xia Yejin was taken back to the antique shop by Gong Chenshi, the communication in the hidden city had not yet been fully restored.

Familiar places, familiar people, as always, expressionless, thought that they would faint, but they didn't expect to be unusually sober.

She lay at home for two months without crying or making a fuss, and when she appeared at the antique store at the beginning of the third month, she put a letter of resignation in front of Gong Chenshi.

"Have you thought about it?"

Gong Chenshi's attitude was still as cold and indifferent as ever.

"Hmm."

In the past, she always chattered and talked endlessly, but today it seems very difficult to even a simple word. Gong Chenshi always said that she was not professional enough, and always told her not to bring too much of her emotions into the historical years that had passed, and she promised him that she would work hard, but the final result showed that she couldn't do it.

Since you can't do it, give up.

Anyway, she has never been a promising young man, anyway, she came to apply for an antique store delivery clerk just to covet a high salary, anyway, she has always been a waste wood who only knows how to play equipment and brush forums and gnaw at home and can't get married.

After returning home, Xia Yejin began to have a fever.

The sky is dark, and the people are unknown. When he was sent to the hospital, the temperature on his body was so high that he could almost open an electric heating plant.

But people are sometimes so tenacious, this sudden high fever did not directly burn Xia Yejin to death, after hanging water for several days in a row, she survived. It's just that I still have no appetite and no energy, and I don't want to speak.

After going to the third floor for a routine check, the whole person suddenly became drowsy, she turned into the public washstand at the entrance of the stairs, pulled her collar, and seemed to have something falling in the chaos, she didn't care much, just put her face close to the faucet and flushed it happily.

When I returned to the ward and touched my neck, I found that the necklace I was wearing was gone. Xia Yejin turned back to the sink like crazy, looking up and down countless times, but still didn't see the slightest trace of the necklace.

The necklace was given by Fu Mingxin, and when she came back, she had been selfish and didn't give it to Gong Chen, but the other party unexpectedly didn't ask about all the things about the mission.

Sometimes it's like this, desperately trying to leave some thoughts, but I don't think that if it's not my own, no matter how I keep it, I still have to leave after all.

"Are you looking for this?"

A clear and soft voice came, like a warm spring breeze blowing across the earth.

Turning his head suddenly-

The sky is cloudless, and the warm sun is shining.

In the garden outside, a few Xifu begonias are blooming luxuriantly, like snowdrifting clouds, a gust of wind blows, and the petals are spread all over the ground. The faint fragrance lingers and refreshes people's hearts.

Someone stood at the entrance of the hallway and looked at her against the light.

Xia Yejin stood up abruptly but didn't dare to move forward, she suspected that this was a hallucination caused by her high fever and burning her brain for several days, plus not eating or drinking, she was afraid that if she moved, this hallucination would disappear.

But after standing for a long time, the hallucinations are still in front of me.

"Fu Mingxin?"

Her head went blank, she staggered, and her whole body fell forward as if she had been drained of energy in an instant.

The other party hurriedly stretched out his hand to support her, the surprise on his face flashed, and in an instant he turned into worry, saying that you sit down first and I will help you call a doctor.

At this moment, Xia Yejin saw that the back of his hand was wrapped with medical tape, and his back stiffened in fright, and he subconsciously blurted out, "Are you sick?" ”

Probably confused by such a nonsensical question, he was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "Yes......"

Xia Yejin just looked at him, afraid that he was a little hairy by her neat and undisguised straight eyes, and was stunned for a while, he seemed to suddenly remember something, shook the necklace in his hand and said I picked this up at the washstand, look at the hurry you just found, is it yours? …… What's wrong with you, don't cry, did I say something wrong?

Before he finished speaking, Xia Yejin cried out with a "wow".

I don't know how long I squatted on the ground and cried, but when I opened my eyes again, I found that the person next to me was still there.

"Did you encounter something sad?" He asked softly.

"No ......", Xia Yejin took the tissue handed over, wiped her face indiscriminately, and said that she was embarrassed to make you laugh, but she remembered that a friend was suddenly very sad.

"I hate it here, too. It's always sad here. ”

He smiled wryly thoughtfully.

"But as long as you think about being able to go out and start your life again, no matter how difficult it is, it's worth ......"

The moment he looked down at her, Xia Yejin saw the platinum necklace he was wearing around his neck. The shape is too special, even against the light, she can recognize it at a glance.

Something seemed to explode in her chest instantly, so congested that it was a little difficult to even breathe simply, she held back her tears and asked in a trembling voice, "You, ...... necklace around your neck?" ”