Chapter 144: Reversal
She felt that she already liked Chen Xuyao a little, and she might not be so easy to accept the fact that Chen Xuyao didn't like her, so she didn't dare to take that step easily, and the best way to protect herself from harm was not to love!
If she can't afford to lose, then don't have it, maybe this is the best way for her to protect herself. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoThis is also the way most girls treat the person they like, once they have it, they don't want to let go, and they are afraid that after two people are together, they find that he doesn't like him, or he finds that he doesn't like himself, and the relationship will deteriorate over time, girls are afraid that they will no longer be in the eyes of their sweethearts, so this practice of keeping a certain distance is not only to protect themselves from harm, but also to prevent him from liking himself.
Like him and want to be close to him, but the truth is that she pushes him away.
In fact, many times girls are insecure, and it is boys who do not give them enough security. Maybe he loved her, but didn't let her know how much he loved her. At the same time, the girls themselves do not feel safe enough for themselves, and they will feel that the other party will not like them because there is no reason. This reason makes many lovers in the world stop here, choose another person to get married, and live a life of respect for each other in the Chu River and Han world.
Of course, Yan Song is not a person who suffers from gains and losses, she just hasn't recognized her feelings yet, or she doesn't love Chen Xuyao to the point where she can't live without him, so now she can easily not face up to her good impression of him, fortunately, Chen Xuyao is not the kind of person who will give up, unless he finds that he doesn't like Yan Song anymore. But this possibility can be ignored, because he likes her very much.
There is also an idea, that is, Yan Song is in a daze, she still likes An Lan a while ago, but now she finds that she likes Chen Xuyao a little bit again, which also makes her a little unacceptable. I can't accept that I am so unrestrained, or unkind. It's only been a long time since I didn't sit at the same table with An Lan, and I don't like him? Or is it that you like him and at the same time you like another person? Whatever the reason, it wasn't to her liking.
Maybe she's been too busy lately, and the pressure of studying is too much, so she is cranky, let's see what she thinks in a few days. When she met her feelings, the first person she wanted to talk to was not Ji Meng, not Li Kaige, not Li Meiting Xia Wei, not Hu Xuewen and Li Jiaxin, but Zhou Hong.
In this regard, it's not that she doesn't want to talk to them, it's not that they don't have a good enough relationship to be close enough to talk about such an intimate thing, it's neither. Although her friends are older than her, in some ways, she is still willing to talk to Zhou Hong. Zhou Hong's age and experience are much older and more than theirs, and she also has her own unique views on some things. And Yan Song likes to discuss these with her, not just to confide, and wants friends to continue to talk along with her words, but needs someone to wake up herself, and Zhou Hong is the most suitable person.
Their relationship is close enough, and there is no phenomenon that some words cannot be said. She knows that she is not perfect, not everything is good, and there will be times when she makes mistakes, maybe when she is doing something, she inadvertently hurts others, but she doesn't realize it. At this time, she needs someone who can wake up and find a way to make amends for the mistakes she made.
And for this role, Zhou Hong is competent enough. Although she can also tell her family about this, she really can't tell her grandmother and mother about this kind of thing, in case she says it, if they say: Don't worry, you have a baby parent, and you will be together in the future. Then she really doesn't have to worry about it, it is estimated that grandpa will pack him directly in front of her.
It's not a glorious thing to say, because the two men have made her whole spirit sluggish, and she herself is ashamed.
"Mengmeng, Kaige, can you not look at me with such eyes, making me feel that I have done something heinous, waiting for you to sentence me."
"Do you know why we look at you like this?" Li Kaige pretended to be profound, and laughed at Yan Song, he had never seen her so troublesome, and he followed her words.
"Why?"
"Because we're angry that you're hiding the existence of us, and if you don't know that there will be a leg between you in the future, if you don't tell us in advance, when you are abducted, we don't even know who that trafficker is, so are we still worthy of being your good friends?"
Hearing this, Yan Song thought about it, nodded in agreement, and replied: "Actually, we may not necessarily have a future, but even if we don't take the same path in the future, he is also my brother." As for what you say, well, I'll think about it. If there is such a thing in the future, or I have any lace news to tell you, this is okay, right? ”
The two nodded.
Yan Song continued to talk and discuss: "Then for the sake of my good attitude of admitting my mistakes, can you stop treating me like this in the future, I'm afraid that you will be judged by the three halls." ”
"Well, for your sake, we'll grant you this little wish. But Xiao Yan'er, don't forget that the premise of us talking about this is that you tell us everything, this first, and then we will do this. Li Kaige emphasized that Yan Song is so smart, but she is very afraid that if she doesn't say a word well and let her, a little fox, take advantage of the loophole, it will be more than worth the loss.
If you don't get the news, don't even get the opportunity to ask, it's not beautiful.
"Okay, okay, got it. Okay, okay, don't stop here, go back to your seat and study. After getting the guarantee and making the guarantee, Yan Song began to drive people away. They came early at noon, and no one else had come yet, so there were only three of them in the class, all sitting next to Yan Song, and it was much easier to talk. Yan Song was looking forward to Shi Wenzhe's return, and then in order not to affect his studies, they naturally shut up, and she was safe. If this continues, it is estimated that Chen Xuyao's basic information will be inquired about, and she will be miserable.
It's not that she doesn't tell Ji Meng and Li Kaige about Chen Xuyao, but she thinks that they haven't reached that point yet, and they are not lovers, so there is no need for friends on both sides to know each other, which will give her an illusion that they are already together, which makes her very uncomfortable.
"Wait, there's one more thing." Finally caught some Yan Song's news, she used to inquire about her and Mengmeng's lace news and relationship history, don't look at this little thing's young age, he understands a lot of things, he doesn't know what shyness means at all, and the details of the inquiry are enough to make them blush.
Because Yan Song's questions are all very heavy-hearted, questions similar to "when was the first kiss", "who took the initiative first", "did you stick out your tongue", "to what point has it developed", which often makes them speechless. often can't answer questions because of shyness, because this is not less Yan Song's jokes dare not do it, and what he said is that everyone is an adult, and it is worth understanding what impulsive decisions are impulsive, as soon as these words came out, the two of them had the heart to beat Yan Song together, if it weren't for the fact that they were not her opponents when they joined forces, this battle would have started a long time ago.
So if he can catch Yan Song, Li Kaige will never let it go. Not only her, but also Ji Meng. How hard you are usually squeezed, how much you will rebound now. Yan Song, is this considered a self-inflicted evil?
"Okay, what do you want to ask?" She raised her eyebrows, listening to Kai Ge's words, she knew that these two young men didn't hold any good water, and they naturally had to seize a good opportunity, and she didn't expect them to let go of themselves, she just hoped that they wouldn't ask about the same embarrassment as the things she asked.
"All the information about that man, basic, what is called, how old he is, where he is now, what he does, what he will do, what he will develop in the future, and so on, you can answer as much as you can think of, the more the merrier."
I thought they would ask what a lot of exciting news, and I asked this after a long time and a long time of mystery! Yan Song breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, but also a little disappointed, didn't she have any other news to dig up? These two good friends should really give them a chance, so that they can take revenge on their previous questions against them, otherwise you see, how can this question be answered.
"We've always been neighbors, he was four years old when I was born, and he's been playing with me ever since. He used to be from our school, and he was also in class (1). I took the college entrance examination last year, and now I am in a military school. ”
The two of them listened very carefully, a little dissatisfied, and just two sentences were gone, and then they remembered an important point. Ji Meng asked, "By the way, what's the name of your house?" After talking about it for a long time, you haven't said what his name is! ”
Yan Song was stunned for a moment, thinking back to what he had just said, shouldn't the first sentence of the introducer be what his name was, did he really not say it? Thinking about it, I said his name.
"His name is Chen Xuyao."
The faint answer caused a great sensation.
"What are you talking about, his name is Chen Xuyao? Could it be that the first person in the first class of the third (1) class of our school once participated in a physics competition on behalf of our school? Is it him, is it him? Li Kaige said excitedly first, without waiting for Yan Song to answer her, Ji Meng asked again.
"Is that basketball super handsome? is the same as Xu Yuan in our class, no, no, no, much more handsome than Xu Yuan. It is said that Chen Xuyao is not handsome, so it seems to be him. ”
Yan Song was speechless when she heard it, did these two people still remember, they were asking her to answer yes, why did it turn around? What's the situation? whathappen? (To be continued.) )