Suicides at school have affected many people, although there have been suicides by jumping off buildings in schools before. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info But this time it was Tan Zaidong who jumped off the building when he came to school, and many people felt that this matter had something to do with Tan Zaidong. Someone even dug up the relics of the deceased, which contained an album by Tan Jaedong, and I also have a collection of that album. The name happens to be related to death, and it's called: Death Singer.

The album has a somewhat grey name. But the content and quality of the songs are mostly positive, except for two sad love songs, snow outside the window, goodbye flowers.

In order to avoid suspicion, the school hopes that Tan Zaidong will leave the school first. Reality shows can wait for the jumping incident to subside, otherwise it will cause bad public opinion in society. It will also have a great impact on the reputation of the school.

Tan Zaidong told me this. It's because I've known about his Death Singer's album for a long time. Then I found him, and I was worried that the school would be stressful and upset for him. At this moment, we are sitting in a relatively secluded part of the school, next to the office building in the woods.

"Why is the cameraman still filming ......?"

The tall photographer squatted between two small trees, which was particularly uncomfortable to watch. The slightest movement of him made it seem as if the small tree next to him was about to fall.

"This is a real reality show, from the moment I entered the school, his task was to follow me inseparably and film me." Tan Zaidong said in a casual tone, "It also includes eating, sleeping, and even going to the toilet...... In short, the more vulgar and authentic the better. ”

"Shoot on the toilet too? Isn't that a lack of privacy? "I feel unfair.

"Privacy is a fig leaf for public figures. I'm not shy, what am I afraid of? ”

"Yes, you are acting above board. Be sincere and generous. You're not afraid of anything private or not. I smiled and said, "But I still want to know, when you go to the bathroom, he will really shoot?" ”

"Who watched it when you went to the toilet?"

"Of course, some people see, you are not an ordinary cat or dog. There are a lot of people who want to see you go to the toilet. For example......"

I wanted to say something like me, but I couldn't say it. I kept warning myself in my heart: I can't lose myself because I see an idol, how can I get a little carried away and become more and more like a stupid X.

"Like what? Like you? ”

"Oh my god, he actually knows what I'm thinking. It's a shame. I thought to myself.

"What's wrong? Do you usually speak so straight? He asked me.

"I ask you," I whispered, "was our conversation filmed just now?" ”

"Of course. Including the one you just said. ”

"Oh my God," I thought to myself, "if this were on TV." How ashamed I am, how many people want to kill me. ”

"What are you thinking?"

"Well, nothing," I said, "and I'll answer that question you just asked." I was very straight when I was a child. Never beat around the bush, say whatever comes to mind. I feel like the human brain is like a garbage can. There are thousands of types of garbage stored inside. We don't know if every thought is recyclable garbage or useless garbage. It's because we can't tell which one it is, so we need to throw it out so we can see if it can be recycled. If you think of something but don't say it, over time, your brain will be full of garbage, which will pollute your internal organs. When the time comes, you won't even know if the beer bottle stoned you to death, or if the waste battery poisoned you. Can you see what I mean? ”

"That's what you think?" He looked like he wanted to laugh but couldn't hold back, "I'll tell you, you'll be angry." Really, you're going to be on fire. ”

"I said nonsense...... "I thought to myself, I don't care about him, as long as I can make my idol happy." Even if the audience will scold me, they will remember my goodness.

Tan Zaidong didn't hold back in the end, but only laughed for a few seconds. His face sank. I said, "Are you thinking about jumping off a building?" ”

"She's a fan of mine." Tan Zaidong looked sorry and gradually shed tears.

I was so touched by his affection that I cried with him for a while. After a while, the cameraman also began to cry. He turned off the camera and said to me, "You don't know. I've never seen Jaedong cry, and he admits a lot of things and pressure on weekdays. He shed tears this time, not only because of his fans, but also because of his own experience. Sister, don't think that being a star is glamorous on the surface, but also carefree in private. In fact, it is really not easy to have a lot of difficulties in Dongneng today. Finally, I can have today, in exchange for a good reputation and reputation. But suddenly a girl committed suicide by jumping off the building. It's hard for him to forgive. Before that, there had never been a single suicide by jumping off a building in the east...... That's what happened at your school. Sister, you say, can he not be sad? ”

"Don't turn off the camera, turn it on." Tan Zaidong wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand. I cursed myself in my heart, "Damn, I'm a girl, why don't I even bring tissues." ”

"What's your name?" Out of the blue, he asked my name.

"Tan Zaidong! No, that's your name, my name is Han Xiyu. Han Feizi's Han, Journey to the West's West, Lin Daiyu's jade. I said excitedly, "Listen, my name has a lot of classical flavor." ”

"Han Xiyu, what a good name."

"Your name isn't bad."

"Thank you for making me happy. It's time for me to go. ”

"Oh."

I didn't know what to do, but I saw that he had taken two steps, and his pace was very slow, and suddenly he turned around and said, "Do you have any dreams?" Wish or something, I can help you make it happen. ”

I sighed and immediately asked him, "Is the school not letting you record the show and driving you away?" ”

"How do you know? Did you hear my conversation with your school leaders? ”

"Nope. Otherwise, why would you suddenly want to help me achieve some dreams? People always have something to entrust, promise and fulfill at the time of parting. ”

I suddenly became sad. In my heart is an idol who can't bear me. But what if he was in school, Lin Lin would do evil and do evil to him. If Tan Zaidong, who has a great reputation, has three longs and two shorts, I will feel guilty and uneasy for the rest of my life.

"What are you thinking? Just say it, and I'll help you make it happen, whatever you wish. ”

"You can't help me."

I was lost in thought because I was thinking that my greatest wish was to live a carefree day. It's a pity that there are so many worries in front of me that I have almost forgotten what happiness is like.

"Really? You can't help but look down on me Tan Zaidong too much, right? ”

"No, I didn't mean that. I mean, everyone's pain is different, and you know all the pain I've experienced, and only when you know it all can you prescribe the right medicine, right? ”

"Do you have anything on your mind, just tell me. Don't you trust me? You think about it, and in a while, the person who has lived in your ears for ten years will be gone. ”

"I'm not going to let you go...... I don't want you to go. ”

My hand grabbed the corner of his coat in disobedience. But I quickly let go again, I knew it wasn't right, and the cameraman was still filming.

"What are you doing?" He Tang's voice came from outside the woods. The sound of rubbing footsteps came to me in a short time.

"Han Xiyu, how can you do this? What is the identity of the person? What kind of system do you pull and pull? ”

"This classmate," Tan Zaidong saw He Tang's appearance clearly, and said with a slight smile, "Aren't you the one who wrestled with Han Xiyu?" What's wrong? Do you have to show me this show? ”

"Uh...... No. I'm here to tell you the latest news of jumping off the building, not you. Let me inquire? ”

I turned my gaze to Tan Jaedong. I thought he and He Tang didn't have anything to do with each other, it turned out that they already knew each other. I just don't know when I met.

Tan Zaidong had a slight flustered demeanor, but he covered it up well. Otherwise, you won't be able to see it at all. I have a bad feeling, worried that he has already known He Tang. Besides, He Tang is a minister, and it is normal to know him before me. But what I don't understand is why Tan Zaidong is a little nervous at this time.

"What's going on now?" He asked with a pretended composure.

"The deceased is indeed your fan, and we also found this in her bag."

He Tang's mobile phone screen shows that it is a ticket for Tan Zaidong's concert, which he watched last winter. The seats are VIP and the price is expensive.

"So my fans deliberately died on this day." Tan Zaidong snorted, "It's a pity that your school doesn't allow me to stay here for an extra minute." My lovely fans must be trying to express something to me. If only I could not go. ”

"If you don't go, what can the school do?" I said, "I mean, who would dare not listen to you?" ”

"You are so naïve, you have a contract with the show and the school in Donghe. In the event of such an unexpected situation, Zaidong himself cannot make the decision at all. ”

"Then we're going to call the shots! In the East, don't you really want to go? ”

"On my first day at school, my fans committed suicide by jumping off a building. If it were you, would you turn a blind eye? If I'm gone, will I still be the idol you worship in your hearts? ”

"But what's the use of you staying in school?"

"Until the truth comes out, until the cause of death of my fans is figured out. I was truly relieved! I really can't, I'll find a way to find out about it. If there were no fans, there would be no me Tan Zaidong today, and the fans are my benefactors. I can't be ungrateful. ”

I was touched by his words. He Tang too, looked at Tan Zaidong stupidly, his eyes were red.

"Actually, as long as you don't let others recognize that it's you, Tan Zaidong, it's fine." I say.

"You mean makeup?" He Tang said, "No, I've thought of this way." It's really inappropriate for him to be a public figure in disguise, in case he is discovered, how do you ask Zaidong to explain to people all over the world? ”

"yes, what can I do?"

I pretended to be helpless on the one hand, and winked at Tan Zaidong on the other. Zaidong immediately said to He Tang, "Thank you He Tang, you have worked hard." If you have any wishes, just say it, and I will definitely help you realize it before you leave. ”

"I don't have any wishes. I just wish you well, healthy and happy for the rest of your life. ”

"Thank you. But what you say has nothing to do with you. You'd better tell me, right? As long as I can do it, I will do my best to help you. ”

Tan Zaidong turned his gaze to me again, "What about you?" What are your wishes? ”

"I ......," I swallowed deliberately, glancing around with my eyes.

"Heh, I'm sorry to say yes, right?" Tan Zaidong patted He Tang on the shoulder and said, "You go back first." If you think about it, you must tell me. ”

He Tang left obediently and didn't look at me. Actually, I knew she must hate me in her heart.

"Okay, she's gone. You can tell. ”

I looked around, still uneasy. The camera brother is very sensible. Carrying the camera out of the woods. Then I boldly said, "Although you can't wear makeup, we can have an overall makeover." ”

"The whole makeover? What do you mean by that? ”

"Do you believe that there are ghosts in this world?"

I looked at Tan Zaidong with an anxious expression, if he took a bite of a pure fart. I don't know how to go on.

"I believe it." He thought about it for a moment and said.

"Really? That's easy to do. I didn't even think about it and said, "That's right." I know an old woman. I introduce you to her, she is a ghost, her skillful hands. Able to make good clothes. I'll beg her to make you a dress, and you just have to put it on, and you'll be a different person. It's like changing a face, and you can't tell it's fake at all. ”

"You...... What are you talking about? Tan Zaidong's expression was extremely frightened. Look at me incomprehensibly.

"Don't you believe in ghosts?"

"Yes, I believe in ghosts. But you can't just introduce me to a ghost......" He suddenly realized that something was wrong, "Wait, is there really a ghost?" You're not kidding me? Don't scare me, I'm cowardly. ”

I sneered, a famous big star was like a child at the moment.

"You smiled? You're lying to me, aren't you? Where the hell did Lang Lang come from? ”

"Yes, there really is." I said in a low tone, "But don't be afraid, I'm used to it." ”

I closed my eyes. For some reason, when I said, "I'm used to it." "But how I wish time had stopped, and my eyes were closed. I don't want to see anything, and in the whole world, no matter people or ghosts, don't have anything to do with me.

This is, of course, my fantasy. When I opened my eyes, it was still the weird dormitory building. It seemed that the old woman had already gone to work. On the broken wooden table next to it, it has been a long time and there are a lot of dead skins. She threw the sewn human skin garment on the broken table, which was shaken to the point of falling snow-grained pieces.

"That man's leather school uniform must be heavy, and I don't know if you can wear it." I say.

"I can't even see what you're saying. I still think you're kidding me. Tan Zaidong said.

"How can I tease you, your fans don't scold me to death." I said, "You'll know in a moment if it's real or fake." ”