8. Confession failure
I also begged them not to tell my family, or I wouldn't be gay, and I would be a madman. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
After I pleaded, the school set a time limit of three days, which meant that within three days I had to find a way to prove that I was not gay, and to find out about the hauntings. Otherwise, I would probably have been fired from them.
After leaving the Registrar's Office, I immediately went to the library. I wanted to meet the boy whose name I didn't know right away, and I wanted to confess to him in front of him and tell him that I liked him. As long as he's with me, no one will talk anymore. As for the haunting, as long as I have a boyfriend, I think it's going to be self-defeating.
Before he even appeared, I kept asking myself if I liked him or if I was paying attention to him just to distract myself. I thought about this question many times, and I thought about it many times, but I always had him in my mind, the way he walked, when he looked back at me, including when he was gobbling up food, and when he lowered his head and took a pen from my school bag...... I can tell myself for sure that I have a deep crush on him.
Unlike Lu Pingchuan, this time I want to take the initiative to chase him and chase him at all costs.
After making this decision, he just appeared. My heart was beating more frantically than before, as if I had been hit by high-voltage electricity, and my whole body suddenly became numb, and even my feet suddenly cramped.
I patted my chest and it took me half a day to calm down. He had already gone upstairs, and I had to wait until the afternoon, when he came down again, to confess to him.
It's the ninth day, and I've been looking at him twice a day. Speaking of which, I'm quite unproductive, I didn't do this to Lu Pingchuan before, probably because I was too young at the time, I didn't expect that some things would be lost, especially when they always appeared in front of your eyes. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh, I waited for this boy for nine days, what if he has a girlfriend. Then I didn't toss in vain.
So I changed what I had rehearsed before, and when he reappeared, I wouldn't just say I liked you, I would ask him first, "Do you have a girlfriend?" "I was nervous, so I kept telling myself never to ask, "Do you have a boyfriend?" "Otherwise, I'll be completely finished.
I was looking forward to the afternoon, and for the whole day, I kept my chin in that direction except for going to the toilet and napping. As soon as I saw him, I would pounce on him like a rabbit waiting to be fed.
But strangely, by seven o'clock he had not yet come downstairs. The library closed at nine o'clock, and I waited until half-past eight, and I still didn't see him. I was sad for a long time, it must have been when I went to the toilet or took a nap, he just left, and I didn't see it.
I wasted the day, and I was depressed. I want to go back to the dormitory and chat with them to relieve my mood. But as soon as I entered the dormitory door, my heart chuckled, like a bottle falling from the sky, shattered.
I forgot that I was the only one left in the dormitory. After turning on the lights, the dormitory was clean except for my bed, not even a scrap of paper. Xiaoyuan and Xing'er also cleaned the room when they left, and the ground was still wet, so it should have just been dragged with a mop. I really don't know what they think, why they have to go in such a hurry.
That night, I couldn't sleep at all. Because I always felt like someone was watching me sleep, but I plucked up the courage to open my eyes, but there was nothing.
In the middle of the night, I was so tormented that I couldn't sleep, so I had to sit on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking out of the silent window, and I felt the urge to jump, because tomorrow would be the third day. If I can't find a boyfriend yet, things are really in trouble.
The next day I went to the old place again, and this time something even stranger happened, he didn't come at all, and I waited until it was dark, and he disappeared as if out of thin air.
I started to panic, worried that he would never show up again. At this time, the previous man named Fan Dacheng appeared, and he came to the library to block my way. I'm already a public figure at school, so whoever it is, I don't look up at him.
"Han Xiyu, who are you fooling, you don't have a boyfriend at all. You've had a good relationship with someone named Lu Pingchuan before, and you're not gay, am I right? ”
"Where did you know that?" I couldn't laugh or cry.
"You don't have to worry about this, can you say that I'm right first?"
"You're not just going to investigate me these days, are you?" I sighed, "If only the school had been as attentive as you." ”
"Don't worry, I'm not going to tell you you're not gay." He said proudly, "Unless you promise to be my girlfriend, you won't be able to wash it off completely." ”
"Are you threatening me?" I smiled, "If you die of this heart, I won't be with you." I already have a guy I like. ”
"Really? Then I will also tell you by the way, in our school, no one dares to be with you except me. ”
"What do you mean by that?"
"You can try it, as long as any kid is with you, I will make him pay a terrible price!"
"Shame on you!"
"Nope! I'm proving with my actions that I really like you. I'll give you a day to think about it, and I'll be waiting for you downstairs in your dorm at seven o'clock the next morning, and if you agree to be my girlfriend, you can come down. ”
He walked a few steps, then turned back and said, "By the way, can I ask you a question, yes, I am the president of the student union, just before I came to you, I received a notice from the school leaders, they gave me a report on the dismissal of a student, and asked me to pass it on to her, do you say I will give it to her?" ”
"Whatever." I was stunned for a moment and said.
"I think it's better to wait until tomorrow, it just so happens that I didn't bring it, and I forgot it in the dormitory."
I watched Fan Dacheng leave triumphantly, and my heart was annoyed and angry. I called Xiaoyue and wanted to scold her, but she never answered the phone. After a long time, she called me and asked me what was wrong. I aimed at the microphone and used all my strength, but when I was about to speak, I didn't think it mattered to say anything.
"I took the initiative to tell Fan Dacheng, you can't blame him for this, you can't blame someone who really likes you." She took the initiative to confess, and I suddenly found that Xiaoyue had changed, and she was no longer the child like a sister in my heart.
I thought for a moment and said, "So you're saying it for my own good?" How did you two meet, don't tell me, he's your classmate or you've sent him. Xiaoyue said, "I don't know how he found me, didn't you tell him my address?" Xiyu, none of this matters, the important thing is that he really likes you and cares about you. ”
"Don't worry about it, I have someone I like, although I don't know his name yet." As I spoke, I turned around and went to the printing room next to me, and opened Xiaoyue's online photo album on my computer.
"Stop kidding yourself, okay? Where did you get someone you liked? As long as you get along with Fan Dacheng now, won't this matter settle down? When everything is calm, I will go to visit you with Lu Pingchuan. Okay, Xiyu? Will you just listen to me once? ”
"Will we go back to the way we were?" I say.
"Of course, like you said, I'll be like your own sister."
"Really? My sister? Will my sister delete all the more than 500 photos with her sister? ”
"If I don't delete it, the whole world will think we are gay, and Lu Pingchuan will break up with me! You know, Lu Pingchuan is too important to me. ”
"I don't know!"
I turned off my phone and went back to the library, I stood downstairs in the library, looking up at the top fourth floor, after looking at it for a while, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, I took a few steps back, far away and looked up again for a long time, and found that the library was lit up except for the fourth floor.
I quickly grabbed a passer-by and asked, "Classmate, may I ask, what is the fourth floor of this library for?" ”
There was a strange look in his eyes, as if he was looking at a psychopath, and suddenly he shouted, "I remember who you are, you are the ghost!" With his shouting, many students ran wildly. I don't know what to do.
At the door of the dormitory, a few reporters squatted there, and when they saw me, they rushed to me like a hungry wolf, handed me the microphone, and asked me what my relationship was with butterflies, and whether I had been dating Hu Jie for a long time in private.
At this time, I received a call from Xiaojie, she said, "No matter what these reporters ask you, you just say yes, do you hear?" I said, "Are you crazy?" They're suspicious of our relationship! Xiaojie said, "You finally admit that you are LES." ”
I felt a sour feeling and said, "Do you really want me to say that?" Let's just say we've been together for a long time? Xiaojie said, "You just have to say it, as long as they want to hear it." Only in this way can I get more attention and I can become popular, you know? ”
"Xiaojie, you can't do this, you will be ruined for the rest of your life. Hurry up and terminate the contract with the company and get back to school, okay? I'm good for you! ”
"If you're really nice to me, then please do what I say!"
Xiaojie hung up the phone, and the reporters surrounded me, and I held back my tears and didn't want to cry. A reporter asked me, "Were you talking to Butterfly just now, did you quarrel, and I heard that you have been together secretly for more than a year, is this true or false?" After asking, another reporter asked, "Those groups of **** posted on the Internet, are you and the butterfly yourself, and who is the one who helped you take pictures?" Isn't it said on the Internet that the photographer is also gay, and the three of you often organize some private parties? Someone else asked, "I heard that your school has been haunted, and some people say that the ghost is dressed up by you, and the school is planning to expel you, what do you have to say about this?" ”
"I don't know any butterflies." I say.
"Is it because butterflies dumped you after they became famous? Then can you explain to us this matter of ****? ”