Chapter 20: Vision

In the cold room, the bleak north wind lasted from dawn until nightfall, and although it dispersed the condensed clouds, the moonlight was still cold and penetrated through the window lattice. Li Yingxia www.biquge.info who was half-leaning on the head of the bed, had to sort out her chaotic emotions and had to think about what the princess said.

Now that she has entered this other world, whether she wants to or not, as long as she can't find her way back, she must blend in here and adapt to the way of life in this ancient era. She listened to the wind outside the window as usual, counted her heartbeat, waited for the tiredness to gradually deepen and thickened, waited for the two eyes to start fighting from slight astringency to upper and lower eyelids, until the sleepiness was really impossible to get rid of, and then passively fell asleep.

Li Yingxia's eyes just began to feel slightly astringent, and the sudden strange phenomenon dispelled all her tiredness. On the wall opposite the bed, the old backpack that he picked up from Ruyue actually emitted a colorful glow. In an instant, the room was as transparent and bright as a dozen candles in the princess's room.

Li Yingxia quickly turned over and jumped off the bed, and rushed barefoot without thinking about finding the shoes under the bed. She touched the backpack, and to her bewilderment, it was so heavy that she stood on tiptoe and took it off and held it in her hand. Returning to the edge of the bed and sitting down, Li Yingxia couldn't wait to open the zipper......

It's almost impossible to tell if it's real, the familiar streetscape flashes with neon, and the mountains and pavilions. Isn't that the city where you live? There was a home there that was not really there, her humiliation, her tears, her pain, and the only comfort she had with her mother-son relationship. Although she has plans to stay in the future, it is still her first long-cherished wish to return to her own world.

"How are the children now? Do you have three meals? Can you sleep peacefully? Li Yingxia thought like this, she unconsciously stood up and raised her feet, she had put aside all fear, the germination of maternal love made her think about it anymore, she wanted to try to walk in.

However, everything is like the ethereal shadow and the colorful foam, and you can only quietly observe its beauty and not touch it. She couldn't get in anyway, as if there was an invisible door separating her from the world. She was impatient, miserable, disappointed...... Finally, the tears disturbed the light...... The hands clutching the backpack were shaking, and the feet could barely support the entire body, and they swayed a few times and almost fell.

When Li Yingxia was still at a loss, another picture suddenly appeared in the illusion, which was exactly what she was looking forward to day and night.

Urban village, two small bungalows.

In the small space where she once lived, the children were sitting on shabby cloth sofas, their faces depressed and grieved, their heads bowed slightly and not speaking. Two teenage children, their thin bodies wrapped in dirty and shabby single clothes, may be cold in their nostrils in the small simple house heated by honeycomb coal in the autumn and early winter.

The children stood opposite each other, pointing fingers and scolding the person who made Li Yingxia hate so much that he wanted to avoid his memory, and it seemed that he had drunk a lot. His eyes are red and swollen, his gaze is straight, and his speech is no longer very clear and neat.

"You...... You...... Both of you ...... Sit it down for me! Listen...... Never talk about that woman again in this house, she's no longer your mother, she's just a ...... She is an unruly, unclean woman! I've beaten her away. The man yelled at the children with the smell of alcohol, and scolded the children's mothers with a dry mouth.

At this point, the older girl finally couldn't hold back and began to contradict her father.

"Nope! My mom is a nice person. It's you, it's you who are bad. If it weren't for you drinking and gambling all day long, and beating your mother when you came back, your mother wouldn't be like that! We don't even have our own house, and my mother's hard work is only enough to pay rent and eat, but what about you? What did you do? Finding a job and working for three days and five days off won't be enough for you to drink. The two of us had to pick up scrap after school in exchange for some pocket money. Are you qualified as a father? Say my mom is sorry for you? That's all forced by you, she lives under your clutches every day, living a life of fear, why don't you let her go? "A child who is only thirteen years old can actually point out his father's faults in a loud voice, perhaps it is the violent growth environment that prompts the child to be precocious.

But her father didn't reflect on it, and actually became even more angry, rushing over and punching the child.

The boy, who was two years younger, suddenly stood up and blocked his sister with his body.

"Don't hit my sister, let's go, let's go now. I went to find my mother, but I couldn't find my mother, and even if I asked for food on the street, I didn't come back. ”

The boy said this angrily, picked up his sister and walked out.

Their drunken gambler father was already furious, and the frantic scolding shook the small room.

Li Yingxia, who saw this scene in another world, couldn't restrain the anger in her heart, and she was even more worried about the safety of her two children. She wanted to go over and bring the children with her right away, to keep them away from the unbearable father, but she couldn't. Before she crossed over, she also repeatedly wanted to take the children out of that violent environment, but the man would rather let her live in painful violence for the rest of her life than divorce.

"Come back! Little Cubs! ”

Before he could chase out of the door, a kind neighbor had already heard the sound and took the two children away.

Seeing this scene, Li Yingxia finally breathed a sigh of relief, and her hanging heart relaxed. She knew that the neighbors often went to help the two children, and no matter where they rented over the years, they would have met kind neighbors, otherwise she and the children would have lost their lives in domestic violence.

"Child, I wish you were far from that home. Let's go, go find your aunt. Li Yingxia was in another world, instructing the children in the air. She has a younger sister who is married to another province, and that is also her only relative. Their parents died early, and the two sisters were far apart, and they could only see each other during the New Year's Day. Now that she has traveled through another world, she will only be relieved if she entrusts her children to her sister.

But the children can't hear the instructions in the air, so she can only be a psychological comfort. It seems that this illusion is unreliable, and it is impossible to go back through the road in that illusion, Li Yingxia has to think of another way. With a sharp mind, she quickly thought of a place. The place where the miracle happened was a wilderness trail, where there might be some hope.

Li Yingxia thought like this, but in this ancient capital, she couldn't even tell the direction, how could she find the way to come?

Someone outside the door was knocking on the knocker, and Li Yingxia was sweating. Looking at the illusion in the backpack again, it disappeared in an instant, and it was back to the quiet ancient night. By the moonlight, she saw a figure looming outside the door.

Li Yingxia put the backpack back in its place, moved barefoot to the table and groped for the fire sickle to light the candle. There was another gentle knock on the door, and Li Yingxia walked to the side of the door gently.

"Who?" She asked in a low voice.

"Me." The man outside the door replied, and the voice was deeper and quieter.