Chapter 8: Leaves
The rain has almost stopped. The water droplets dripping from the eaves of the pen "Fun" pavilion www.biquge.info played a harmonious percussion on the bluestone slab. Fu Su leaned on the wooden handrail of the cloister, waiting for the topic of leaves. The previous heavy rain had soaked the rotten wood, taking away what little warmth it had left. On the opposite side is the fence that is about to be demolished, and the school building will be expanded to connect it to a vacant lot outside. The ruined walls that have been drenched by the rain exude a sense of being through vicissitudes.
"Xiao Su, have you thought about where you want to take the test?" Her words cut Fu Su's thoughts like a gust of wind, but Fu Su's heart was not rejected because of this. On the contrary, in fact, such a moving voice is waiting in the consciousness to break the gloomy silence.
"yes, where are you going to take the test? My whole life has been wandering aimlessly. There does not seem to be any essential difference between the future and the present. Now, like countless multiple-choice questions before, the multiple-choice question [where to take the test] has stumped me again. ”
Ye Zi bit her pink lip: "Xiao Su, I don't understand what you said, I don't understand it, am I too stupid?" ”
"No, no, no, it's just that I'm confused. Maybe it has nothing to do with the topic itself, but I'm just used to saying things in a twisted way, so that people who listen to them mistakenly think that I am very profound. ”
"But, Xiao Su, you're really, really powerful!"
"Isn't it amazing? Hehe, it's just your delusion. I'm just a clockwork puppet with no direction, and I'll go wherever fate wants me to go. I don't know where the future is, I don't know what kind of future I yearn for, I don't have anything I particularly want to do, but until now, I suddenly realized that I am just living a repetitive life every day, or rather, according to the so-called fate, not living sincerely. ”
Maybe there is someone to talk to, or maybe it's because it's the sad season, Fu Su completely ignores the feelings of the listener and talks to himself.
She is not anyone's garbage can, and there is no need to listen to these unnutritious life insights, but she has not interrupted herself once, and even listened so seriously. Such a leaf can make himself unguarded, and Fu Su didn't expect it.
"Actually, you know, Xiao Su! Deep down you have the person you want to be, it's just that you're still hesitating. ”
Ye Zi said, also leaning on the cold wooden handrail, looking affectionately at the direction of the sun's fall, as if he could see some kind of scene that ordinary people could not see. She feels very strange, and she is simply like two people from her usual performance.
"Yezi, do you want to talk to me about you?"
"Why?" She turned her head and looked at Fu Su in a daze.
"Because, since the first grade, you haven't talked to me about you once! I'm also really curious about your life. ”
It's still too early to talk about life, Fu Su himself is just a newcomer to the world with little experience.
"Me?" She pointed to herself in surprise.
Through the thin mirror, you can still see her rather innocent eyes. It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul, through which you can see the most sincere heart.
"Yes, you."
"I'm just like you, wandering around aimlessly, just one day I feel the existence of a home, and I come to find it." Ye Zi pushed his glasses with his slender index finger, and looked at Fu Su thoughtfully with a faint smile on his face.
"Where do you be? It must be a very happy thing to know where you belong to you, right? Being looked at by such a normal leaf, Fu Su was really a little inexplicably nervous. In order not to let her see the fluctuations in her heart, Fu Su turned her face to the desolate clearing.
"Well, I'm very happy. It was he who gave me some kind of hope, so that this leaf, abandoned by the world, could see the other side of the legend. He is the meaning and the whole of my existence. ”
Fu Su was deeply surprised by this evaluation, and he also had a guess in his heart - this cute woman wouldn't be in love!
Just ask, what can make a normal woman abnormal, and what can make an abnormal woman normal?
The first answer that pops up is love.
"Oh, is it really possible to give him such a high position?" Fu Su asked.
"Hmm."
Seeing that she answered so surely, Fu Su was not very good at questioning the character of [him] in Ye Zi's mouth. I am alone, so I naturally know how difficult it is to meet the right person.
"It's okay to fall in love, but before the college entrance examination is over, you still have to review it well!" As Ye Zi's friend, Fu Su felt the need to make such a reminder.
"Are you in love?" Ye Zi blinked his big eyes, and looked up at Fu Su suspiciously.
[Doodoooooooo A stupid guy has called you! ]
A very magical ringtone interrupted the conversation, and Fu Su motioned to Ye Zi to wait for him to answer the phone first.
Press the call answer button.
"Hey stupid," Fu Su was successfully brainwashed by his demonic phone ringtone, and only the word [stupid] flashed in his empty mind.
"You're stupid!" I could hear the voice of Xiao.
Originally, it was just a slip of the tongue and called a stupid person.,I was about to correct it.,But the caller is the idiot who lives in vain.,Then there's no need to explain.。
"Is there anything wrong with you?"
"Come back soon, something big is wrong!" Xiao's tone was anxious.
Fu Su hung up the phone without asking questions.
Said to Yezi: "I'm sorry Yezi, I have something at home, I'll leave first, and next time I have a chance, let's have a good chat." ”
Ye Zi nodded stunnedly and answered softly.
Fu Su walked for a while, then with a clean smile, he turned back and said:
"You should go home quickly, so that the family will not worry. That's it, see you tomorrow. ”
"Well, see you tomorrow."
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on the street.
The road surface was a little slippery from the previous heavy rain, so you have to be extra careful when walking.
Before 7 p.m., the streets were deserted, and even the usual jammed four-lane road was surprisingly not a single car drove by. On both sides of the street, the roller shutters of the shops are closed. Walking alone in the dead empty street is definitely a great psychological test. I don't know if it's a mental effect, Fu Su always has a feeling of being stared at by countless pairs of eyes.
This atmosphere is changing, and I am not prepared at all. The only thing we can do now is speed up.
More than ten minutes later,
Fu Su finally came to his door.
The heavy security door was hidden and unlocked, and through the narrow slit, only a faint glimmer could be seen. Someone intruded! This was Fu Su's first feeling.
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