Vulnerable to a blow, unable to form an army [03]
"No matter what the son says or does, doesn't the mother always look down on it and think it's bad? Isn't it only the eldest brother who is the best, the most perfect, and able to glorify his ancestors? Why do you have such high expectations for your son now? ”
He roared and burst into tears, and he wanted to vent all the pain he had suffered for many years since he was a child.
"Does my mother think that a tree can grow into a towering tree by itself as long as it drops its seeds, never needs to be cared for, does not need to loosen the soil, fertilize the soil, weeds and catch insects, and does not need to block the wind and rain? Especially next to him, there is a beautiful tree that is thousands of times stronger than him and has been pressing him all the time. ”
"Is it his own willingness to live in the shadow of the tree, which is praised and ignored? What did my mother never think about? ”
Liu Lingzhou's voice was hoarse after shouting, these words that he had screamed countless times in his dreams, but every time he woke up in a hurry because he found that he couldn't make a sound and couldn't be heard, he vented all of them today.
It seemed that she had exhausted all the strength of her body, and after she finished speaking, he had no strength and courage, and sat down in the chair with a "plop".
And the cronies and girls beside Mrs. Chen next to them didn't have time to retreat before they heard it, and they were all stunned, and they didn't know what to do.
And Mrs. Chen herself was also stunned, looking at Liu Lingzhou, her second son, blankly.
She never thought that he was not satisfied with his thoughts like this, she always felt that she had worked hard to keep this family in order, the back house was peaceful, and the status of the concubines and concubines was noble, and those aunts and concubines did not dare to have any disrespect to them.
She felt that she had been working hard, but she didn't expect her son to have such a mentality.
Mrs. Chen only felt a chill in her heart, as if someone had suddenly poked a hole in the originally clear sky, and many clouds as black as ink fell down at once, so that her heart was breathless, and there was no light at all.
For a moment the room was silent, there was no sound, it was dead and silent, and the air seemed to be drained.
The girls all felt that it was difficult to breathe, but they felt that even if they held their breath, there was still a slight sound coming from them, for fear that they would provoke the lady to provoke punishment, and they all turned red.
Suddenly, Mrs. Chen also howled as if she had exploded, "You blame me, who do I blame?" Isn't it for this family? Isn't it for your own good? Is it easy for me to tremble every day? You are inconsiderate and unappreciative. I'm still under so much pressure that I'm about to die at any time, and you're still accusing me like this, do you hate me to death? Ah, do you wish I was going to die, wishing that the Criminal Department would arrest me? Do you still want to use me to ask Shen Mingzhu for credit, and tell her that the medicine that killed her mother back then was actually brought to them by me......"
As soon as these words came out, she suddenly realized that she had revealed her mouth.
And the mother-in-law and girls next to her changed their faces even more, and they knew that they didn't want to leave Mrs. in this life.
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So Mrs. Chen is not innocent either.